your shotgun mouth and your cigarettes

how are you supposed to function but also pay attention to the world when everyday there are 18 news articles titled “Government Does the Dumbest Shit You’ve Ever Heard of”

no, but there’s something about chris being mad at eddie for possibly bringing a new person into his life (ana), and then immediately going to buck

he’s like, “i got you. i got buck. i love him. you love him. what more do we need?”

(eddie, you already found a new co-parent and the love of your life that chris already approves of - why do you keep searching for a “picture perfect” family? leave the poor women of los angeles alone. let them date guys who actually want them)

also, the fact that buck and chris share abandonment issues 😭 i’m going to throw up, this is too much

and how buck reassures chris that people come back and that he will never go away, only for eddie to break up with ana after chris gets attached to her, just because he has a panic attack imagining a future with a woman

like, just don’t date women, eddie. it’s that simple.

let them live. let yourself live.

he finds this perfect girl who fits right into his family, and then he messes it up because he doesn’t want her

meanwhile, he has the same “picture perfect family” dynamic with buck, but that doesn’t scare him. he doesn’t have a panic attack at the thought of buck always being around, hanging out at his house, raising chris together

what reason could that be, eddie, hmm???

“you think i’m a commitment-phobe?” you don’t have a problem committing to your extremely close friendship with buck

“i’m a nester. i nest” you constantly ruin your relationships with women, but you cherish your domestic life with buck

eddie had every opportunity to build a beautiful family with a woman and leave his relationship with buck as just a friendship, but no, he didn’t take it

the math is mathing, but eddie is not good at it, unfortunately

someone tell him that it’s okay to be gay 😭

also, “i know this whole thing between us has been messy and hard” in s8. what thing, eddie? what thing??? why don’t you just call it a friendship?

because it isn’t, it never was just friendship

you were in love with buck the moment you saw him, and you’ll never get away from the sound of the man that loves you

“you don’t seem to have a problem committing to certain things”

BOBBY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

*This is the option if vampires can be warded off by a Star Trek fan doing the Vulcan salute

**This is the option if you can ward off a vampire with a crucifix you made from two sticks that conveniently happened to be nearby, and that the shape of the crucifix is what’s important

†And this is the option if a Sikh vampire can only be warded off with a kirpan

Abby changed his whole life!! He was on one trajectory and he changed completely for her!!! He sought out Bobby’s advice instead of pushing back on it. He learnt to step into the hurt and the pain because it’s what she needed and he found out that’s what he needed to! He loved her.

And the thing is. The thing is is that it does not even compare to what he built with Eddie. It’s all so similar and at the same time it is nothing alike. It’s comparing a drop of water to the ocean!!

She left because she didn’t want to lose herself in him! With him!! And Buck stayed he always stays and he met Eddie and Buck and Eddie found themselves in each other!!!!

Buck still talks about her and their relationship with such reverence! And she broke his heart!!! She was his first love Buck she is not his last!!!!! He is going to explode once he figures out what he’s feeling and what he has and what he can keep having!!! He can keep having it even from 800 miles away. He still has it!!! His life with Eddie didn’t fall apart just because Eddie isn’t in LA. Eddie could go to Europe and it wouldn’t matter!!! It would. not. matter.

He knew her for less than a year and he still thinks and talks about her like that. He’s known Eddie for more than 7!!! He is going to explode!! No wonder he’s so fucking scared!

yay yippie I do indeed enjoy listicle-ing myself! Come with me through a journey of my favorite movies, from children's to adulthood.

also I'm pinging @melancholic-megafauna to do the same because I'm so dreadfully curious about the movie guy's movies

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

nobody’s actually gonna see this but boy do i love making lists

beach episode this, baseball episode that, what about the PLANE EPISODE HUH? where they have to SOLVE THE MYSTERY BEFORE THE PLANE LANDS AND THEY NO LONGER HAVE JURISDICTION!! where they're INEXPLICABLY the CORRECT EXPERTS for the IN-FLIGHT EMERGENCY!!!?

its just embarrassing when you make a fandom related post and it doesnt get any notes like okay. so no one want to play tuoys with me. no one wants to play with our little guys together. okay thats fine. yeah its cool... puts my hands in my jacket pockets. kicks a beer can that was on the side of the road a little

suddenly in the mood to be helpful. is there any kind of art advice anyone would want me to give tips about

How do you get your head to....shut up?

I have a weird fear of failure where I struggle to start things as if there will be consequences if it's not good enough

oh that’s easy! Do Bad Art!

as long as “good enough” is your goal, you will never reach it. You can’t be “good enough” because “enough” doesn’t mean anything.

My favorite advice irt Fear of Starting is from Rebecca Sugar in this QnA, where she says just start. You can’t start over if you never start, and you can always start over.

When you think about it from a publishing perspective, an artist’s comics or animations will end up in bookstores or on tv. And OF COURSE there will be mistakes and it won’t be perfect! OF COURSE that artist is going to improve over time! But that doesn’t mean their art wasn’t worth getting published, or needs to get taken down as soon as they can do it better. Sometimes your “worse” art will be perfectly acceptable, so let it be what it is!

Actually that no punctuation plot hole ooc wattpad fanfic written by that 12 year old will ALWAYS be better than character ai. And I love that 12 year old btw