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Rewards for reaching my goals, because I'm feeling a bit unmotivated recently

gw1=55kg - drunk hang out with friends, no alcohol calories count

gw2=52.5 - long acrylic nail set!!

gw3=50 - kiko milano lipgloss nr5 + new swimsuit

ugw=48kg - wardrobe revamp !!!

let's hope I reach them soon, really excited NGL

mmmm salmon and spinach yummy so low cal

okay decided to make today a metabolism day cause I binged on chips and it's the first day of my period + math exam tomorrow I can't have brain fog. It feels horrible to eat so much and I'm so scared of gaining tomorrow but like science says it's impossible and I'm still like def below my maintenance..

ok fuck it I'm making it a metab day (~1400 kcal)

fuck this disorder I binged on chips

today + like 5 mf merci dark chocolates cause I couldn't control my fat ass 🙁 I did some exercises though so there's that

edit: so I just got my period... explains the chocolate cravings 😭

should I post some of my favorite recipes that are below 300kcal a portion and don't taste like ana?

today

the weather got so bad hitting my steps is such a chore...

just let me out of 58 jail I swear it's all I want

I'm so fucking hungry just like 2 hours till I can eat just stay strong

today <3 I'm thinking about lowering my cal limit (it's 600 + half of what I burn rn) but it's so hard to keep good grades, have a social life and hobbies and exercise on top of starving 😣

anorexic april or anal april 🤔

the "anas can't cook" stereotype might be true cause if y'all saw the concoction I just cooked out of chicken and zucchini....

loosing and gaining the same 2 pounds for the 10000th time again God let me out of this hell

I'm going to cry not only I've been maintaining but my weight went up by 1,2kg.

this is fuxking crazy "water weight, water weight" it better be or idk what I'm gonna do I hate ts

how to stop maintaining no glue no borax

why am I maintaining at 600itake and 13k steps daily helloo it's been 4 days. let me be skinny