what do u think hes watchin up thare

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my thing i haven’t made is so good 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

please will someone save me. haha im just kidding. please can i be saved

yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see <- normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

Being insane but cognitively aware of how insane you are is a special kind of hell because you know that you aren't normal and you can pinpoint the behaviors that label you as other and make people kinda go quiet and twitchy around you but you can't change them or your neurosis so you're stuck in a brutal cycle of trying to emulate normal people and failing horribly cus you know in theory how normal people look and act but in practice you can never change what you are and everyone else knows it too and this goes on forever until you die

Um no this is not about autism I don't know how to say this more explicitly this is about suffering psychosis and paranoia and having alienating neurosis. I'm just going to say that this post in particular is not about autism

actually what's the worst thing a doctor has said or done to you