𓊆ྀི۫ ̣̣̥𓎢 ⠀⠀⠀karasu ⠀𓏴𓏴

ah , indeed , thy soul pierces through my very being . my persona online , has long been entwined in many a controversy

but , do not fret for i have it well in hand ~ and in mine own eyes , as well as in the eyes of others , i am most thoroughly well ~

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i search for peace , but it eludes , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎caught in a tempest of shifting moods . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎a heart that soars , then falls from grace , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎an angel lost in endless space .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i wear a mask to hide the pain , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎when it emerges , a fury untamed . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎between the light and darkest night , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎like the day and night .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ a love that’s fierce , then fades away , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ a storm within , i cannot stay . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ an angel torn , both sharp and kind , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ a fractured heart , a troubled mind .

" i can ' t keep pretending everything’s fine when inside , i ' m falling apart . "

" i can ' t stop thinking about you , even though it’s tearing me up inside . "

" i can ' t let go of the past , even though i know it's hurting me . "

" i can ' t breathe when you're not around , like a part of me is missing . "

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a dove , ensnared within a cage , is a tale oft told yet forever tragic—one that demands to be witnessed .

a puppet , bound by invisible strings , forever serving another's desires and whims , never its own

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎the mask i wear , to charm and sway , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎to seek attention , night and day . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎with every word , i draw you near , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎a fragile soul , consumed by perfection .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i crave your love , your steady hand , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎to salvage me from this persona . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎but in my need , i lose my supremacy , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎a shadow that can’t find the day .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎my heart , a storm of wild demands , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i reach for you with trembling hands . ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎each breath i draw , a fragile plea , ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎to feel your touch , to be set free .