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Dreamer In Exile

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| *Not all those who wander are lost* |
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Welcome to my blog! Before you start scrolling, please read the following:

This blog is 18+.

Why? Because I curse, write shameless smut and may have triggering themes in some of my fics. I do my best to tag accordingly. Please proceed with caution. You have been warned. IF YOU ARE BELOW THE AGE OF 18, DO NOT INTERACT! Thank you.

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As I said before, I’m not afraid to block you. So be fucking nice 🫵

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↠ Affectionately nicknamed Koki or ZomMom

but you can call me whatever you like ❤️ respectfully

With that out of the way, below the cut are links to masterlists of my works. Enjoy your time on my blog!

Let Go of the Reins || CHAPTER 12

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pairing seungmin x fem!reader

genre strangers to lovers, romance, fluff, slight angst later, happy ending, social media, not meant to be, someday

summary Australia is considered home for two of the eight members. When two tour dates are scheduled for the land down under, the boys can’t help but want to spend a bit more time there to visit family and do a little sightseeing. So how do they convince the company that they need to stay a couple weeks? Filming some SKZ Code episodes.

A local riding school just outside the city with amazing reviews for their skilled instructors and beautiful horses is hosting a very popular kpop group to film their experiences. Y/N knows the group well and she just so happens to be their star working student.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

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DAYBREAK; chapter 9

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pairing lee know x reader

genre smau, dystopia AU, angst, hurt/comfort, slowburn romance, hope/hopelessness, life goes on, ordinary life during extraordinary times

summary independant entertainment doesn't make money, everyone knows that - not dancing, not boxing. not without a company's name attached to it and the soul ripped out of it so that it can only sit on the stage bleeding. you knew you never should have agreed to get involved in his studio, that the bills would pile up and the income would run dry, that the government would come knocking telling you to shut up and sit down...but it makes him so happy, to be able to dance. it gives him a reason to stay. you don't know what you'd do without that.

taglist OPEN

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DAYBREAK; chapter 8

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pairing lee know x reader

genre smau, dystopia AU, angst, hurt/comfort, slowburn romance, hope/hopelessness, life goes on, ordinary life during extraordinary times

summary independant entertainment doesn't make money, everyone knows that - not dancing, not boxing. not without a company's name attached to it and the soul ripped out of it so that it can only sit on the stage bleeding. you knew you never should have agreed to get involved in his studio, that the bills would pile up and the income would run dry, that the government would come knocking telling you to shut up and sit down...but it makes him so happy, to be able to dance. it gives him a reason to stay. you don't know what you'd do without that.

taglist OPEN

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"I should've supported you. No matter what."

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"That's the last thing I want you to do, you know," Minho says as easily as the breeze that pushes at your backs.

When you were younger, it was fun to be up here, looking down at the world beneath you like you ruled something. It doesn't mean as much now, smoke billowing across the city, masses of people moving forward until someone else stops them. "I wanted to keep you as far away from this as possible." 

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 31

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

a/n massive, massive shoutout to @rainfallingfromthesky and @kokinu09 who proof read this chapter and the next one at least four times, cheerled, encouraged, and came along to writing battles until it was done (and of course, another shoutout to them for helping with every single chapter of this fic, they're the real ones <3)

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My god this story is so good. So innovative with the tweets!! You are the queen of making the vision happen!! I love it!!

The hurt/comfort of that first scene it *wrecks* me 😭❤️‍🩹 How dare he be so kind and understanding

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Let Go of the Reins || CHAPTER 11

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pairing seungmin x fem!reader

genre strangers to lovers, romance, fluff, slight angst later, happy ending, social media, not meant to be, someday

summary Australia is considered home for two of the eight members. When two tour dates are scheduled for the land down under, the boys can’t help but want to spend a bit more time there to visit family and do a little sightseeing. So how do they convince the company that they need to stay a couple weeks? Filming some SKZ Code episodes.

A local riding school just outside the city with amazing reviews for their skilled instructors and beautiful horses is hosting a very popular kpop group to film their experiences. Y/N knows the group well and she just so happens to be their star working student.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

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You nervously play with the hem of your sundress, sitting on your front porch as you wait for Seungmin to arrive. It’s not very often that you wear dresses but Liv had insisted. Her texts had come through rapidly as she ranted about how important a dinner date is for a relationship.

And who are you to argue with that logic?

me: hey are they dating yet? hasn't it been a week? what's up seungmin?

zm: she doesn't know i'm going to answer all of her stupid questions in this chapter

anyway OHHHHHHHH IT'S HAPPENING i'm stupidly invested in this fic it's crazy, also thanks for that little angsty foreshadowing about him leaving right in the middle of my salad. you're cooking. god they're disgusting together i love it.

also liv. liv liv liv. haunting the text even when she's not here. y/n has all her eggs in one basket, liv is already forming a football team with skz members. she's great and i love her so much and also i love how the two characters are so vastly different and yet the friendship feels so real and strong it's got me 🥲

finally my favourite line: 'praying that this isn't a dream' or something i'm on my phone i couldn't copy it. anyway can't believe you gatekept this ending from me (praying there are no weird photos online in the morning)

This was all part of the plan! 😂 and your questions weren’t dumb 😂😂😂 I can’t believe I’ve crammed 11 chapters into a 1 week span 😂😂😂

Picturing Liv drafting a football team of skz made me laugh so hard 😂😂😂

Let Go of the Reins || CHAPTER 11

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pairing seungmin x fem!reader

genre strangers to lovers, romance, fluff, slight angst later, happy ending, social media, not meant to be, someday

summary Australia is considered home for two of the eight members. When two tour dates are scheduled for the land down under, the boys can’t help but want to spend a bit more time there to visit family and do a little sightseeing. So how do they convince the company that they need to stay a couple weeks? Filming some SKZ Code episodes.

A local riding school just outside the city with amazing reviews for their skilled instructors and beautiful horses is hosting a very popular kpop group to film their experiences. Y/N knows the group well and she just so happens to be their star working student.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

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You nervously play with the hem of your sundress, sitting on your front porch as you wait for Seungmin to arrive. It’s not very often that you wear dresses but Liv had insisted. Her texts had come through rapidly as she ranted about how important a dinner date is for a relationship.

And who are you to argue with that logic?

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running 'til the end (pt 3)
word count : 2194
A/N : I am also creating a separate tag list from the 'Let Go of the Reins’ one. For any fics I post other than my smau. If you would like to be added to see some of my other works as I post them, feel free to let me know!
trigger warnings: dehydration, self doubt, violence (bows & guns), blood & guts (mentioned very briefly)

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The walk to the stacks of water containers is short, a small hill to climb and some light foliage to cross through to get there. They all follow Felix dutifully, Minho purposefully falling behind to keep all of them in his sights.

As soon as they break through into the cleared spot they’d unloaded at, the other group’s eyes light up at the sheer amount they’ll get to take back home. Han immediately grabs a whole jug to gulp down as much as he can in one go.

He brings the canister away from his face with a big, happy sigh. “Ah, how I’ve missed the simple things in life,” he says.

running 'til the end (pt 3)
word count : 2194
A/N : I am also creating a separate tag list from the 'Let Go of the Reins’ one. For any fics I post other than my smau. If you would like to be added to see some of my other works as I post them, feel free to let me know!
trigger warnings: dehydration, self doubt, violence (bows & guns), blood & guts (mentioned very briefly)

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The walk to the stacks of water containers is short, a small hill to climb and some light foliage to cross through to get there. They all follow Felix dutifully, Minho purposefully falling behind to keep all of them in his sights.

As soon as they break through into the cleared spot they’d unloaded at, the other group’s eyes light up at the sheer amount they’ll get to take back home. Han immediately grabs a whole jug to gulp down as much as he can in one go.

He brings the canister away from his face with a big, happy sigh. “Ah, how I’ve missed the simple things in life,” he says.

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