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(sometimes) unhinged ramblings w/ a dash of chaos

@koof

I must scream... and for no particular reason actually p.s. might be slightly inactive
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real talk for a moment,

since when did 24 hours become so short? is what I yell myself at least, but whenever I think about it, it's never that I spent the whole day and ran out of time. It's more, I want to do this, and this, and thi- hold on I'm out of energy, let me scroll for a while.

And would you look at that I've run out of time...

just to clarify, I do more than just 'scrolling' I'm just using it as a stand-in for all the tasks I end up doing, that were ultimately only meant to be filler while I regenerated some of my energy back to do the "real" tasks

if that makes sense.

I'm not sure it does though...

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This post legitimately knocked me out of a doomscroll. Had to put down my phone and everything and stare at a wall.

I really do regret my inaction the most. Every time. All of my future problems are always caused by things I failed to do in the present. And every time, I get so mad at past Me for not even trying because I’m so afraid to fail.

Like. Damn. Didn’t expect pixel art of some planets to hit me so hard.

Like. Damn. Didn’t expect

pixel art of some planets

to hit me so hard.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

you can learn from a mistake

but if you never make one, you don't get the chance... just regret

take a breather, I remind myself, every now and again I go through what feels like 'a transitionary period' if you will, a moment of lucidity where I just think about how a lot of time has passed and how a lot of time will pass.

sometimes I'm just worried I'm letting 'now' go to waste, and I think I need to accept that yes, maybe it is going to waste, maybe you're not spending your time in the most beneficial or productive way but that's okay, I'm not a perfect being and treating myself like I am is unreasonable, I can be happy, I can be content, with just being unperfect

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