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Coping with war by brainrotting in fandom. Inside N9 extended universe, Taskmaster, Hannibal, OFMD. Tell me a bar joke?

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Hi, I'm from Ukraine!

Today marks three years since the day russia invaded my country. On this day three years ago, I woke up at 4 am from explosions and panicked messages from friends and family. And thus the nightmare began, and it hasn't stopped since.

Since then, it has been a constant parade of bad news. In Feb 2022 we couldn't believe russia would start a full-scale invasion, in Feb 2025 we can't believe the war will ever end. Because it's been 3 years of unmasked aggression, but 11 years of war, and centuries of colonial oppression that needs to be dealt with at the root – its weaved into the russian culture to kill and oppress us. Simply stopping your neighbour from attacking you will mean nothing if they still live next to you, fully convinced you need to die, with an arsenal of weapons, right?

I still wake up every other night from explosions, but now I just turn to the side and try to fall asleep, because war is war, but work/gym/responsibilities require energy. Bizarrely, life goes on, you have to continue living under severe stress. The zoom calls after someone died from a russian missile in your neighbourhood. The doctor's appointment after reading news of our POWs getting beheaded. The friend's birthday after another ecological disaster russia enabled... Yes, I could move, but I don't want to – this is my land and my people. My tax money helps the economy, my volunteering and donations help soldiers whom we owe our lives. I feel somewhat uncomfortable being abroad (this is just my choice, plenty of Ukrainians chose safety and I don't blame them at all). + Kyiv's air defence is pretty spectacular. So I ignore the air raid alerts (there have been 1539 sirens in Kyiv since 24.02.2022), it's stupid, but everyday I make the choice of rather being killed than submitting my comfort. This is not a choice I should have to make. Not a choice any Ukrainian has to make.

Why do we keep fighting? Because we know that if we don't, we'll all get killed and the world will be a much worse place, for everybody. I shudder when I think of Ukrainians in occupation – they are getting killed for listening to Ukrainian music, for a pic in their phones, for a blue-yellow patch, for speaking Ukrainian. It's worse than hell.

I see a lot of bitter posts from my fellow Ukrainians saying that the world has forgotten, that no one cares, that russian culture is still tolerated, and they are right to express frustration and anger. I sincerely believe that the war could be stopped if the world collectively decided to not tolerate russians + didn't choose economical gain over humanity and democratic values.

But I don't want to be bitter. Yes, it's been 3 years of full-scale war, but it's also been 3 years of resistance. I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who hasn't forgotten, who keeps supporting and fighting. I see you, I love you, I appreciate you. Together we are stronger, we can stand up to the aggressor. We have, for 1097 days, we will - for as long as it takes.

Here is an important post about donations. In a nutshell:

I support these charities myself.

Slava Ukraini 💙💛

Inside No.9 Ask Game

Questions for Inside No.9 Fandom!We need an excuse to share our stories and support each other among this empty time before September. So ask away mutuals!

Reblog to join.

*May contain light spoilers to stage/fright.

1. How did you know the show?

2. What were your first impressions to Steve&Reece?

3. What are your impression now to the boys?

4. Which episode made you officially 'a fan'?

5. Which season is your current favourite and why?

6. And of course, the big question, your favourite episode? Why!

7. Your favourite characters of the boys?

8. Which character is the most grotesque in your opinion.

9. I will Kiss/Marry/Kill this character (among all seasons)

10. Your favourite character not played by the boys?

11. Your favourite guest star among all seasons?

12. The one guest star you wished but never made it to any episode (not including stage/fright)?

13. Your favourite plot twist?

14. Do you have an episode you wish could end different?

15. Your favourite look of Steve & Reece? (Costume wise)

16. Favourite wigs of Steve & Reece?

17. Favourite line of the show? (I know, difficult!)

18. A line you quote a lot.

19. Which episode made you laugh the most?

20. Which episode is the darkest in your opinion.

21. An episode you wish Steve&Reece could switch characters!

22. A character you wish Steve&Reece could have played (but they didn't)

23. When's your date to see stage/fright? and who was the guest!

24. He/She/They were on my wish list of s/f London run but I missed out!!

25. Which guest star is on top of your wish list for s/f uk tour?

26. Do you have a film/show in mind you thought 'I wish the boys could do this/play this character'?

27. Do you have something special to show us related to inside no.9?

28. Your favourite memory/experience with your mutual?

29. Did you recommend in9 to people irl and what's their reaction?

30. If you could give the boys an idea for a new episode, let't hear it cunt.

I will remain here with the dead...

(04/2025)

Artwork of the character Gerda Christow from the Poirot episode The Hollow from 2004... I vividly remember this final shot of her truly captivating me when I first saw it as a child! One of the few times in a murder mystery story where you I really felt the humanity of everyone involved in the story and it's stuck with me ever since!

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