someone asked yesterday and yeahhh I got some medical bills staring at me and I could use a little help but couldn't everybody right now sigh
anyway if you feel led my kofi is at https://ko-fi.com/A320MOR if you don't no worries!
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Meg, looking at the bank balance: cool it's payday and I'm broke for two weeks cool cool cool
Meg: good bye DoorDash! Goodbye buying lunch at work! Ugh, cooking and then cleaning wears me out, but it's a shared kitchen and of course I --
Meg, walking into the kitchen, looking into the sink (full of dishes and also half drowned coffee grounds because one of the kids was raised by wolves or never had to clean) and immediately texting landlady: hey this is a problem and now it's YOUR problem
Group chat suggested some good plans for dealing with this but I was like "yes but I pay 750$ for a single room and also access to this kitchen which I cannot use without cleaning it first so like. I am NOT dealing with it".
Also it looks like the biopsy will happen on May 13, which is great but it's at three thirty pm so RIP me ig. Between one thing and the next I've spent the entire day working hexies and it's a great decision. In lieu of the horrors make art.
also did a photoshoot for Nev's d&d character in game since they keep throwing fantasias at us and it turned out pretty cute? (I forgot to turn off my minion so now she gets to explain to her DM why she has a jaguar kit now lmao)
Bro I make myself clean my mess before I eat because I am a civilized human and also if I have to clean someone's mess to clean MY mess I might as well go get a box of cup noodles and call it good.
HEXIES!!! :D they're a type of quilting called English paper piecing in hexagon shapes that are probably most well known as the unit for the "grandmothers garden" quilt. This was for my mother last year:
Making the actual hexies is pretty portable and relaxing so I bring it around if I'm stressy.
Meg, looking at the bank balance: cool it's payday and I'm broke for two weeks cool cool cool
Meg: good bye DoorDash! Goodbye buying lunch at work! Ugh, cooking and then cleaning wears me out, but it's a shared kitchen and of course I --
Meg, walking into the kitchen, looking into the sink (full of dishes and also half drowned coffee grounds because one of the kids was raised by wolves or never had to clean) and immediately texting landlady: hey this is a problem and now it's YOUR problem
Group chat suggested some good plans for dealing with this but I was like "yes but I pay 750$ for a single room and also access to this kitchen which I cannot use without cleaning it first so like. I am NOT dealing with it".
Also it looks like the biopsy will happen on May 13, which is great but it's at three thirty pm so RIP me ig. Between one thing and the next I've spent the entire day working hexies and it's a great decision. In lieu of the horrors make art.
also did a photoshoot for Nev's d&d character in game since they keep throwing fantasias at us and it turned out pretty cute? (I forgot to turn off my minion so now she gets to explain to her DM why she has a jaguar kit now lmao)
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You too can sponsor me keeping my mouth full of snacks instead of mocking black mage mains for being upset BLM got simplified and they're not special any more
anyway the person you would expect to get pissy about being called out for calling it a Claire's lobotomy is pissy so like. Maybe don't say things like that??? If you don't want to be called out about ablest jokes???i
You know how sometimes you have a thing you really admire and would like to own. But it's so expensive and you should earn it, and ... you know what, fuck that shit
I have yet to successfully do justice to the resin art by the way, it's pretty much ten times as pretty in person. (Benu Pixie in Icy Violet)
I can't say talking about weed two days before payday is the worlds greatest idea because now I want more gummies (Ive had headaches all week mostly because of the weather changes and today was the first time in a week I managed to catch the bus I need to catch to get to work early enough to get a cup of coffee) but maybe I'll go to the Weedery on Friday?
I am working on a quilt top for my alleged grandniece coming in a couple months and I'm trying to find a good mix for my grandnephew and like, I don't mind giving a boy something pink but I wish there'd be a better balance between "gray and brown forest print" and "Tula Pink Dinosaur collection".
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hey this is maybe a weird question, sorry, but i know you're on psych meds and you do edibles and you're kind of the only person I know who does. I'd like to do that for stress relief but I'm worried about it interacting with my own psych meds. How do you know what you can and can't mix and what will impact the efficacy (of your meds)? also, hope you feel better and sorry yesterday sucked.
The short answer is, ask your prescriber, but weed has been legal in Oregon long enough that most prescribers here have either been trained or have experience with the interactions and a lot of them are just deeply thankful that its weed and not something harder.
The LONG answer is, I actually don't take anything that's a heavy duty psych med and if I did I'd probably be even more cautious since it doesn't take a lot of THC to get me high and also I don't really like being stoned haha.
I don't take edibles on top of sedatives or painkillers (ibuprofen? Sure. Ocy? NO.) and I take very low doses with equal or more amounts of CBD to THC. I personally can recommend Drops Blueberry Muffin (which is 4:1 CBD to THC) for stress? The nice thing about gummies is that you can split them in half or quarters so sometimes I just start with a quarter of a 5mg gummy and go from there. (Don't take another for about an hour tho cause even small doses of weed can go from "this edible ain't shit" to "lying on the ground listening to the ground breathe" before you notice it lmao.
As with all drugs if you're gonna experiment do it in a safe location with food and drinks on hand until you know what it's gonna do.
also I stayed home from work today lmao I'm grumpy baby
Yeah so like Drops come in two sizes, one of which is 20 5mg squares and one of which is a single 100mg square, and the first time I tried them I got confused about if the single square was one serving or you know the same as 20 smaller doses and ate the 100mg gummy and that's how I found out that I could never be a stoner. (that was the SECOND highest I've ever been but the highest was two days after my twin died and it was more of a medical necessity at that point lmao) also if I get too high I have full body twitches as I come down and I am extremely not a fan.
I still eat gummies! Yesterday morning I had one and I was out for three hours that apparently I super needed, but yeah, Dosing Mishaps usually only happen Once.
if you do try again get a good pair of headphones and some classical or video game music (Bear McCready is great for this) and listen to music because the time stretchy bullshit makes music FASCINATING.
hey this is maybe a weird question, sorry, but i know you're on psych meds and you do edibles and you're kind of the only person I know who does. I'd like to do that for stress relief but I'm worried about it interacting with my own psych meds. How do you know what you can and can't mix and what will impact the efficacy (of your meds)? also, hope you feel better and sorry yesterday sucked.
The short answer is, ask your prescriber, but weed has been legal in Oregon long enough that most prescribers here have either been trained or have experience with the interactions and a lot of them are just deeply thankful that its weed and not something harder.
The LONG answer is, I actually don't take anything that's a heavy duty psych med and if I did I'd probably be even more cautious since it doesn't take a lot of THC to get me high and also I don't really like being stoned haha.
I don't take edibles on top of sedatives or painkillers (ibuprofen? Sure. Ocy? NO.) and I take very low doses with equal or more amounts of CBD to THC. I personally can recommend Drops Blueberry Muffin (which is 4:1 CBD to THC) for stress? The nice thing about gummies is that you can split them in half or quarters so sometimes I just start with a quarter of a 5mg gummy and go from there. (Don't take another for about an hour tho cause even small doses of weed can go from "this edible ain't shit" to "lying on the ground listening to the ground breathe" before you notice it lmao.
As with all drugs if you're gonna experiment do it in a safe location with food and drinks on hand until you know what it's gonna do.
also I stayed home from work today lmao I'm grumpy baby
Dr Byrd wants to do a uterine biopsy because of the overgrowth and was like "since I'm gonna knock you out anyway let's do an iud and see how you do without periods", so that will be sometime in April probably. She's like "I'll knock you out for any procedure I do. I'll knock you out and tell your boss you need two days off for a Pap smear. I don't give a fuck" so she's my favorite now.
Meg: I'm very worried about this appointment because my PMMD is bad and it gives me break through trauma dreams but I don't know if HRT will even be available the way things are going Aunt: Jesus fixed my trauma dreams! He can fix yours too! Meg: Meg: Meg: well the good news is I'm not anxious now
anyway I called her a Christian Scientist and told her thinking that you can believe in something hard enough to fix you is a sin of arrogance and she said my mother would be heart broken to know I thought like this and I said no worries, mom was excruciatingly aware that I am Like This. Try to guilt trip me, bitch, I dare you.
Today is the gynecologist appointment and like
- I deeply resent every second I have to spend thinking about a reproductive system I don't want and have never used
- Dr Byrd is the one who did my friends gender hysto so I'm not worried about that, but my anxiety would like to offer a new and horribly plausible nightmare: I ask to go on T because of the hormone imbalance, it works, and then ✨the current administration✨ makes it impossible to get
anyway yes I have brought Sparkles along