lol tbt to when i had a semi-public relationship on this app, was lied to by my ex about her being split from her ex husband, was cheated on behind my back with said “ex husband”, tried to get answers and information, had my ex’s “friend” (and a mutual) say she wanted us both, watched as she got with my ex girlfriend when i found out the truth about my ex’s lying/cheating ways, watched as my ex and her new gf rubbed their relationship in my face and publicly made fun of me online, and was eventually chased off this app by my “friends” because i was suicidal when all of my “friends” turned against me which only made me more suicidal. you guys are the best—because now i can look back on all the screenshots i took of the insanity, the gaslighting, the lying, etc. and realize i was acting crazy because people were treating me like i was crazy. funny, that. funny how when you get away from abusive people you start to see their abuse so much more clearly.
My 3rd attempt to capture lightning. This storm was 30 km away from my location so I had to crop the photos.
PRIDE CELEBRATION 2023: FAVORITE COUPLES
AVA & SARA ♡ LEGENDS OF TOMORROW (2016-2022)
So things are a lot worse than I thought
I've been poor as fuck lately thanks to numerous factors, the primary one being that my old job sold us all out to a venture capital firm that announced the closure of the factory as SOON as we filed with the labor board for a union election. We all got laid off at the beginning of May. I started a new job recently, but my first paycheck won't come until two weeks from now, and even then it's not gonna be big since I had to delay starting work. My roommate was out of town for longer than planned due to a shooting (he wasn't hurt, thank god), and I had to take two days off to continue taking care of his pets and doing chores.
A few months ago I had to pay my rent with a credit card, now even that backup option is closed off to me.
I'm a broke af black transfem, I just spent my last $20 on bus fare so I can even GET to work and back. All I have is the $92 in savings, and I can't even spend it because overdraft fees will immediately swallow it up. I know everyone is going through it, but I feel like I'm going to vomit. I'm currently picking through my things to find what will be the best to sell, but if anyone can donate ANY amount of money I would be so so so thankful. I could even write you a little song if you'd like. I don't have enough money to even pay for immediate needs, let alone rent in a few weeks.
$app: $Uboathulhu
PyPl + Vnno: @ deadryn
you know Michiru's a violin player because of how she plays Haruka like a fucking fiddle
Good morning/afternoon/evening/whenever you’re reading this, I’m Sierra unclefather and I am still in a bad place. We have until august 15th to vacate our home and find somewhere else to go. Myself and my 2 children. We received a 90 day notice in may and the days are winding down and I really have no real direction or plan as I don’t have the funds to do anything. Like I stated in a previous post, I don’t have great credit and I only have a short amount of time to find us a new place to go. It feels like my only option is to try and make as much money as possible so I can put down a larger down payment on a new place. I am still paying rent and bills in our home and will have to do so until we leave. My paychecks at my job are helping with the bills but I have nothing extra to go toward leaving. And with the days counting down I don’t know what else to do. I am hoping I can find a place that will accept my credit. Even if I do that I need help with an application fee, security deposit, first months rent, etc. the point of this post is that I am trying to make as much money as possible so that I can move my family and have a place to live.
I sell advertising, spicy content (click here), bad drawings, tarot readings, etc. I have applied for government help, work from home jobs and all of that stuff it more than likely will not come before the time is up for us to leave. I apologize for having to use my platform for this, I just don’t really have an option right now and anything helps. I appreciate everything even if it’s just a share or some advice. Thank you guys a lot. Our cashapp and Venmo are unclefather
“cool i finally organized all my art,
hey so just how much fanart did i do for danny phantom”
(FUCK this doesnt even count the stuff that i didnt save as a png, or the stuff i deleted, or the stuff that i drew on paper, or the stuff i never finished)
looking back at this, i have no idea what the hell i was on when i was making all of this when i was 16, holy shit. i graduated college now and nowadays im in an art slump and i cannot muster even a portion of the insanity I had at that time. seriosuly what happened to me
Any other autistics who love collecting things? I’ve collected things for as long as I’ve been able to pick stuff up off the ground. My collections include:
Seaglass
Shells
Trinkets
Crystals
Plush toys
Goose pottery
Clothes and shoes
Books
Notebooks
Rocks
Dead insects and specimens
Bones
Bottles and vials
Stickers
I’ll post some pictures of my hoard when I get home!
yes, big fan of all of the above, though, not dead things or bones. but everything else yesyesyes!
that's not my mutual. that's my babygirl
that's not my mutual. that's my babygirl
"If stuff was just handed to me I'd have no motivation to do anything! That's human nature!" No, babe, that's depression. Psychologically healthy people are still motivated to do things even when their survival isn't being actively threatened.
[Image description: tweet by Roxi Horror @roxiqt on March 30, 2022 at 11:13 AM: “’Oh, so you think everyone should just be handed enough money to live?’ lol. lmao. yeah.”]
okay so like, we all know that housekeeping in a hotel is a Shit Job, right?
I worked with a woman who was independently wealthy. But she liked working housekeeping. So she did. And if the manager got bitchy with her, she’d just shrug and be like “Okay, I can quit.”
Like the manager treated her like a human being because she knew she had to because otherwise she’d lose one of her best workers.
Yes, everyone should be just handed the money to live.
I worked with a lady who’s husband made more than enough to support them both. She just did the retail to have something to do with herself part-time.
There’s a lot of people who’d happily do the same sort of thing. Honestly? A lot of the jobs we consider “shitty” jobs? Are shitty because the employees are treated like garbage.
If employees weren’t being screwed over by people higher up the chain constantly or being forced to kiss the asses of customers currently shitting all over them, those jobs would by and large be a whole lot more bearable, and appealing to more people!!
lil memo to future me…. when people purge themselves out of your life: thank them. or rather, thank the universe. 🦋
i mean, obviously go to therapy because it will make you a better person (i encourage this to everyone) anyway. but sometimes (a lot of the time) that loss is necessary. why? it’s weeding negative and toxic people out of your life.
losing friends is a normalcy in life. we all lose friendships, especially if we don’t maintain them. it doesn’t mean you have some raging personality disorder, that you are a horrible person, that you’re a menace or monster, that you’ll never be loved, or that people will always leave, etc. those are lies you have been fed by people who do not care about you. your lengthy list of long-term friends do care about you. that is your evidence.
consider it a blessing that these people are just showing you who they are before they dip, ghost, cold shoulder, retort to you with venom in their replies, block you, etc. it’s just a showcase of their behaviour. the silent treatment, gaslighting your reactions, dismissing your feelings, insults, threats to end the friendship, etc. it’s all just a showcase for who they are.
and frankly it’s pushing you towards better people; people who have remained constant in your life. not only in presence, but in their actions, their words, and how they uplift you and support you. it’s pushing you to let go of old toxic behaviours in yourself (especially including the ones in recognizing how you deserve to be treated by others). it’s pushing you to finally not let yourself be walked over by people or treated like you’re nothing (or less than) because a few other people assumed (and decided) that they knew who you were from conversations through texts, DMs, and chat groups.
you didn’t “ruin” anything.
you’ll log back onto this silly little website and it won’t matter anymore. you’ll notice things have changed and you’ll laugh because you’re in a healthy relationship for the first time ever. you’ll smile because she puts an effort, she listens, she communicates, and she genuinely wants to be around you, because of who you are. you’ll smile and laugh because you have friends that love you and adore you, and could not imagine their lives without you, and you’ll remember that not everything matters online. you’ll remember that you matter to people. that you have worth.
you’ll log online (now) and realize that it was all worth it. all of that loss was necessary for the growth you’re experiencing. so keep going and keep growing, little butterfly. spread those brilliant, bright, vibrant wings.