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short haikyuu fanfic, 1.2k wc!
tropes: unrequited love, angst. pairing: iwaizumi hajime x oikawa toru. i donβt really like this but enjoy!!
iwaizumi hajime has never liked making promises. he tells himself itβs because theyβre too childish, but, really, heβs just afraid of breaking one. thatβs why he only makes promises when heβs sure he can go through with it. thus, the few he does make, he makes sure to remember.Β
thatβs why he hasnβt forgotten the promise he made to oikawa nearly a decade ago. he remembers exactly how it happened, too.
they were walking out of the gym together after another grueling practice. it was silent, and iwaizumi was savoring the scent of the night air and the feeling of the breeze against his skin. he was startled when oikawa suddenly spoke up next to him.Β
βhey, iwa-chan, will you make me a promise?β
iwaizumi raised his brow at the spontaneity of the question, indicating for him to elaborate further.Β
βdonβt look at me like that!β oikawa whined, βi just wanted to ask you to be the best man at my wedding.β
iwaizumi hesitated for just an instant as he considered the question. it wouldnβt be difficult to fulfill, as he was sure that oikawa would keep contact with him even after theyβd part ways after high school.
βsure.β
oikawaβs face, which previously held a pleading expression, broke into a wide grin, and iwaizumi couldnβt stop himself from smiling a little at the sight.Β
now, as he stared at the wedding invitation on his nightstand, all he could think was that he had never regretted a decision more.Β
the top of the envelope read, in handwriting once so familiar to iwaizumi, βoikawa tooru and furukawa hana request the pleasure of your company at their wedding on april 24th. see disclosed letter for more information.β
as he skimmed the information on the letter, his mind wandered back to the night oikawa first introduced his soon-to-be wife to him.Β
it was at one of their annual reunions. after their graduation, things had gotten busy for the both of them, but they still tried to make time to meet up occasionally.
iwaizumi waited outside the restaurant as he checked the time on his phone. the location had been chosen by oikawa, and it was more extravagant than usual. likely becauseΒ heβd just landed another profitable modeling gig.
he couldnβt help but feel a little left behind. he was still in college, and while he wasnβt struggling financially, he didnβt feel like he had too much going for him. he wasnβt even sure about what he wanted to do as his career. meanwhile, oikawa was competing professionally and modeling for renowned brands across the world.Β
his thoughts were interrupted by oikawaβs voice calling his name. he looked up to greet him, but paused when he saw an unfamiliar figure standing next to oikawa.Β
recognizing the questioning expression on iwaizumiβs face, he cleared his throat and said, βthis is my girlfriend, hana. hana, this is iwaizumi, my best friend.βΒ
as iwaizumi said his greetings, he took in the womanβs appearance. she was pretty, and the polite smile she gave him was enough explanation for him as to why oikawa liked her.Β
he was happy, or at least he shouldβve been, that his best friend had found his special someone. but he felt a discomfort in his stomach, one that lingered there for the rest of the meal that they shared together.Β
he thought about it a lot that night, after he returned to his apartment. he thought about how many relationships oikawa had been in in the past, and how none of them ever ended up going anywhere. he found himself thinking, possibly even hoping, that this time would be the same as all the previous ones.Β
he pushed the thought out of his head as quickly as it came, but a small part of it stayed, giving him just a sliver of hope. for what, exactly, he wasnβt sure.
it became clear over the next few months that that wasnβt the case. she went to almost all of their annual meetups, and the two of them seemed to only be getting closer and more in love.Β
the nauseous feeling in his stomach during the meals they shared only got worse as well, and the indigestion heβd get afterwards became unbearable.
he told himself that the feeling was jealousy; he was just jealous that oikawa had found his person and he hadnβt yet, that he needed to get a girlfriend of his own.Β
he began intentionally missing their get-togethers. just a few every once in a while, then not going to any of them all together. iwaizumi convinced himself it was because he needed to focus on college and his career path, and that oikawa was getting busy as well.
heβd gone on many blind dates in the time period following, hoping to find a partner. but he didnβt click with any of them, couldnβt bring himself to feel anything. so he gave up, despite his best efforts.
the memory of his promise to oikawa hung around in the back of his head like an annoying pest, and he hoped, even prayed, that it wouldnβt become an obligation heβd have to fulfill in the near future.
but, of course, fate is cruel.Β
as he reached the bottom of the invitation, he noticed a small note, written by none other the groom himself.
βyou promised youβd come. weβre expecting to see you there!β followed by a messy winky face, identical to the one oikawa would make when he got caught for doing or saying something stupid.Β
he sat on the side of his bed, staring at the letter for what felt like an eternity, daring it to vanish into thin air with his mind. he contemplated not going hundreds of times, and reread oikawaβs message an even greater number of times.Β
in the end, heβd find himself going to the nearest tailorβs shop to get himself a suit a week later. april 24th was only getting closer, after all.
when he arrived at the venue, and saw the familiar wide grin that spread across oikawaβs face when he saw him, iwaizumi knew it was worth it.Β
when they made small talk as if they hadnβt not spoken in almost a year, and oikawa patted his back as he said, βletβs catch up sometime, iβve missed you,β iwaizumi knew he wouldβve regretted missing it.Β
when he stood side by side with the groom at the altar and watched the his love-filled expression and watery eyes as the bride walked down the aisle, he realized that all this time, he wasnβt just jealous of their relationship. it wasnβt a competitive feeling like envy like heβd thought it was. no, in reality, he was simply in love with oikawa toru.
when they kissed after the officiant finished his speech, he made a second promise to oikawa: he would never let him find out he was in love with him.
divider creds: @v6que !!
suna rintaro x reader :3 wc: 2.7k
tropes: unrequited love, childhood friends to lovers, kinda oblivious reader a/n: sunas probably ooc, i cant write nonchalant men srry. also NOT proofread so sorry if there r mistakes :p
you first met suna when you were both just 7 years old. you were introduced to him by the twins, who happened to be your neighbors at the time.Β
the interaction didnβt feel like it was anything out of the ordinary, but looking back on it, maybe it was the start of it all.Β
βhi! my nameβs y/n l/n! iβve heard a lot about you from tsumu and samu! letβs be good friends from now on, βkay?βΒ
what could he possibly do but accept? there was no way he could reject you, not with the toothy grin you flashed at him and the tight hug you enveloped him in right after.Β
that was how he first got pulled into your orbit.Β
from that point on, you, him, and the twins were practically inseparable. you went on adventures together everyday, catching bugs, riding your bikes, playing pranks on your parents, etc.Β
while most of the time, it seemed as though he was just being dragged along, he couldnβt deny that he had fun.Β
even though the twins were as annoying as ever, he didnβt actually mind you. he didnβt mind getting sneak attacked by your snowballs when it snowed in the winter, and he didnβt mind listening to you sing loudly and out of tune into the fan during the summer.Β
to say the least, he found you bearable.Β
he began noticing a change when he was 13, at the start of a new school year. the four of you hung out frequently, almost everyday during school hours and afterschool. yet, something had changed about the dynamic of this friend group that he couldnβt quite place.
okee, I liedβhereβs one more Valentineβs Day inspired set ! I had this pattern invade my mind and I got up at 5am to make these in case I forget it when I wake up in the morning HAHAHA.
does anyone even read these ?! anyway, enjoy ! π€β¨
colours : 001 / 002 / 003 / 004
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