You ever wanna be free of something you know you can never be free of?

I desperately gotta get my hands on a mic and some recording equipment, and get over my crippling shyness. 

WHY?! Because one time I was doing some vocal warm ups (when I thought I was alone) and I was doing my ZIM impression, then my boy walks in and says "oh! are you watching ZIM!?" 

 and I'm just like... "Pfffft ha wha!? Nahhhh... you're just hearing shit!"😅 😐

And he was just..." Huh Uhh...ok? " 

he still doesn't know that he gave me the best compliment. 

Do ya ever think about voluntarily checking yourself into a psychiatric ward? 

I wonder if I could benefit from it? Granted, I wouldn't tell my fucked up problem to even the world's best most trusted docter. 

Nope! 

it's story time!

I was in a post office parking lot this one time, and my grandmother was talking to this lady she knew. Lady looks over at me and says "oh! Are you (my sister's name)?! and I say "no I'm Liz". Lady just looks at me and says  "oh....I thought you were dead." 

And I'm just like...😐 wtf! 

She almost seemed disappointed that I wasn't.