ciao camilla 🌈💞

today you fell asleep in my arms, and i miss you like crazy already. please watch over me, i’m lost without you my sweet baby. i’ll look at the stars every night & i know you’ll be there. thank you for all your love, you didn’t deserve any of this. i know you stopped suffering, yet i cant stop crying. i hope you know we did it because we love(d) you and we couldn’t see you going through all that pain anymore. people say this is the biggest gift you can make to them, to let them go peacefully. i just need to know you’re not angry at me and you’re somewhere fine and happy. you were so full of life, and such a good girl. i’m broken, devastated, you were my everything. mommy loves u cami, please never forgive me. i sure will not.

hey people 😓 currently heartbroken here but due to COVID-19 and italy being on lockdown i can’t leave the effing country, meaning i won’t be able to attend louis’ show. so i’m selling two tickets for the concert in london (march 23) at roundhouse, level 2 seated (face value). i don’t physically own the tickets as i was supposed to collect them at the box office, but here’s what i’ve been told and how you can still get the tickets:

I was tagged by @nonsocomechiamareilmioblog1 (ty sorella :’) ) do you make your bed? yes, when i dont wake up depressed af what’s your favourite number? 11 what is your dream job? working at nasa or spacex, lol if you could go back to school, would you? no thanks  can you parallel park? NEXT QUESTION a job you had that would surprise people? well i currently own a b&b so...probably this one i guess? not that anyone would care lmao do you think aliens are real? i definitely think there’s life somewhere in the universecan you drive manual? sure thing what’s your guilty pleasure? e a t i n g tattoos? not yet favourite colour? blue favourite type of music? mhhhh, i love music, any type (except country prob?) things people do that drive you crazy? everything do you like doing puzzles? i do but i suck at it  any phobias? earthquakes, fires, spiders, getting sick idk favourite childhood sport? ohhh football lol do you talk to yourself? i think i have to? what movie do you adore? interstellar coffee or tea? tea, dont really like coffee  first thing you wanted to be when you grew up? an astronaut of course everyone feel free to do it if u want!