haechan (nct):

written works:

sudden confessions

in sickness and in health

sunshine

texts:

brother's best friend

mark (nct):

written works:

slow dancing

more coming soon 😋😋

sunshine

𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: fluff!!!!

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: haechan x fem!reader

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵/𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: college au, use of y/n, the fr***h 🇫🇷

𝘸𝘤: 1,7k

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"hi sunshine," you heard, despite being focused on reading the progress of the french revolution. it was moments like these where you began to regret taking so many classes - evidently history, english literature, and religious studies were kicking your ass. exam season meant your head burried in as many textbooks as you could carry to the library. it also mean your very sweet boyfriend being a little extra clingy; he explaied it as not being able to see you as often. it made you wonder how he had the time to pester you, as he himself was taking a very difficult computer engineering course. although you were always happy to see him, it didn't mean you had the time to - which led to many nights of him laying in your dorm, scrolling endlessly through tiktok, and every once in a while asking when you'd be done studying.

"hi hyuck," you replied, not taking your eyes of the page. you had almost memorised all the key dates you were struggling with. despite your lack of attention, your boyfriend pressed a kiss to the top of your head and made himself comfortable on your bed.

"what's keeping you from me today, sunshine?" he asked, playing with the stuffed teddy (that he actually bought you for your first anniversary). donghyuck was very understanding of your busy schedule, he'd often say your course was way harder than his, although you always disagreed. whenever he'd find you in the library at odd hours of the night, he would either bring you a snack and a red bull or bother you enough that you would give up and agree to go rest. donghyuck had always been attentive, even when you were just friends. he always made sure you were taken care of, whether that meant driving you home from a party or picking up pads when you were on your period. he often claimed that his love language was acts of service, however you said it was definitely physical touch.

"the french revolution," you replied, still engrossed in the, now unreadable, notes you took during your lectures.

"oh not the french," he rolled his eyes dramatically, even though you couldn't see him. your boyfriend heaved a sigh, hoping to catch at least some of your attention. luckily, you had braced for this moment and knew you could take a small break when he finally showed up.

"i know, the french are so dramatic," you played along with his antics, standing up and moving onto the bed with him. you placed your hand on his cheek, as he nuzzled further into it, enjoying your tentative touch. your hand moved up to brush some hair from his forehead, taking a good look at him. donghyuck's arms wrapped around your frame, bringing you to lay down almost on top of him. he placed his own hand on your jaw, tilting your head to meet his lips in a soft kiss.

"hi," he whispered, pulling away with a smile on his face.

"hi baby," you whispered back, a smiliar love struck smile adorning your face. your own arms wrapped around him, feeling his warm and comforting embrace. donghyuck's hand moved to brush through your hair as you settled further into his arms.

"how you feeling? still got a lot to do?" he said, glancing at the clock. it was only 3pm, so he knew you probably planned to study for a lot longer.

"i'm fine, a little tired, but fine. i really want to get this revolution under control before tomorrow," you sighed, closing your eyes.

"oh yeah, this revolution has to be stopped y/n. i believe you can do it, but in less than one day? that's a strech even for you," your boyfriend's playful words making you laugh softly, although his tone was totally serious.

"i think i can do it," you said with a small smile, eyes still closed. donghyuck looked down at you in his arms, a smile spreading across his face too.

"i think you can do anything, you're literally wonder woman," he emphasised his words by squeezing your frame slightly. his words caused another laugh to bubble out of you.

"sure, hyuck," you patted his chest, as if he were a child and you had no choice but to agree with his crazy beliefs.

"no i'm serious right now. sunshine, you can literally do anything you put your mind to. i've seen it too. you're incredible y/n," donghyuck said, no playfulness in his tone now. the words warmed your heart, butterflies swarming your stomach. it sometimes amazed you, that after so much time with donghyuck he still managed to charm you every time he opened his mouth. well...maybe not every time, but most times. your boyfriend fully believed that you would never undertand the capacity in which he loves and cares for you. you are always his first thought in the morning, and his last just before he fell asleep. he belived his sole purpose was to make someone as perfect as you happy. donghyuck's favourite times were spent by your side, making you laugh, smile, and (hopefully) feel cared for. all he ever wanted was for you to be happy, as long as he achieved that nothing else mattered to him.

"thank you," you whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his neck. the both of you layed in your dorm bed for a little while longer, before you began to get up causing donghyuck to whine.

"sunshine come on," he drew out his words, clinging onto you. "you can study some other time, i won't always be here," the brunette whined, as you untangled yourself from him.

"are you saying you'll break up with me?" you raised your eyebrows, stilling your movements.

"yes," he deadpanned, knowing his words couldn't be further from the truth. you rolled your eyes at his usual antics, detaching yourself further from him and moving to sit at your desk.

"you're so annoying," you say, not looking at him and opening your textbooks again.

"yeah, but you love me," the smile on his face could be heard as he said the words. his smugness caused you to shake your head.

"unfortunately," you mumbled, focusing on the words written on the pages. no more words were exchanged, as donghyuck knew you were keen to study some more - although he did love trying to grab your attention in numerous ways.

a few hours passed, of you studying with a couple of breaks, and donghyuck trying and failing to catch your attention. you were almost satisfied with your knowledge of history, at least for today - tomorrow was probably another day of looming over textbooks and crashing out over minor details you needed to remember in order to pass.

"wanna go to the beach?" the joy of living in a beach city. as the days were warming, you often found yourself sitting at the familiar beach. the sound of the waves always managed to calm your racing mind and tune out any nerves you seemed to have. your boyfriend found himself almost hanging off your bed, the boredom getting the better of him.

"yes," you said, closing your text book as you read the last line of the topic. you turned around, stood up and pressed a kiss to his upside-down lips. donghyuck raised his eyebrows, as this wasn't the outcome he expected when he asked the question. most times, when he bothered you while you were revising, his words went unnoticed. nevertheless, he was happy with your answer, and watched as you put on some warmer clothes. even though the sun was shining, and the air smelled like spring you knew better than to dress as if it was already summer.

soon the both of you found yourselves sitting on a blanket, an arrangement of snacks spread in front of you. donghyuck sat behind you, as you made yourself comfortable inbetween his legs, your back against his firm chest. your boyfriend's arms quickly found their way around you, keeping you warm and cozy.

"the sunset is so pretty," you commented, looking ahead at the horizon. pinks and oranges were melting into one as the sun hid behind the still water of the sea. sunsets at the beach were some of the best memories you'd made at university. whether it was parties that streched into the early hours of the morning, or simple, quiet dates with your boyfriend. it was times like these were you found yourself most at peace; the quiet hum of the waves crashing against the shore, the sun casting an orange glow over your fading tan from last summer, and donghyuck's body providing you with warmth as his arms wrapped tighter around you.

"not as pretty as you," donghyuck said, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck, pressing a soft kiss on the exposed skin. his words caused you to laugh, he always managed to make you smile.

"you're so corny," you craned your neck to look up at him.

"no, you just can't take a compliment," he said, stealing a quick kiss from your lips. donghyuck pulled back with a wide grin. "i love being here with you, sunshine," he pressed another, longer, kiss to your lips - as if he was sealing his love.

"i wouldn't want to be anywhere else," you returned his smile, yours wider if that was possible. "i'd go anywhere, as long as it's with you," you laced your fingers with him, moving to look at the beautiful sunset again.

"i love you, sunshine," donghyuck rested his head on top of yours. "and i totally believe you can still stop that revolution, by the way."

𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘴!

thank u anon!!! this kind of felt rushed im so sorry lmk what you think 😚😚 also very hard to write since im a STEM girl but hope i got it all semi-right 💔 pls send more requests i have so much more time now to write 😋😋

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𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘴!

GUYSSSS first smau 🤭🤭 what do we think 😋😋 also i have not forgotten about the haechan request, so annon if ur reading this IT WILL GET DONE!!! i've just been so busy with uni i wanted to get something out. i'm taking requests for texts too!!!!

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slow dancing

𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: fluff!!

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: mark x fem!reader

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵/𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: established relationship, literally so much fluff, no use of y/n i think

𝘸𝘤: 1200

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the computer screen had become blinding, the coffee mugs on your desk had piled up, and it was fair to say you'd had enough. exam season and every day cramming had definitely gotten the better of you. picking an academically challenging degree seemed like a good idea at the time, but now - staring at the equations on the screen - you realise it might not have been the best choice.

in the midst of you debating whether an engineering degree is worth all this, your phone made the familiar noise of a new message. sluggishly moving your eyes from the computer you read the message. "i know you’ve been studying for too long. you need a break. come over?" it said. seeing the words from your boyfriend caused a smile to spread over your face, no matter how much the oppisite you were feeling right now. you realised a long time ago, that mark seemed to know you better than you knew yourself. keeping that in mind, you closed your laptop and got ready to head to his place.

after a short walk, you were face to face with the front door of mark's apartment. you knocked a few times and the door immediately opened.

"have you been waiting by the door? what was that?" you said, a confused expression on your face.

"no?" he looked at you, just as confused. however, your expression stayed the same. "dude, come on," he took your hand and pulled you inside. this caused a smile to break out on your face, something he never failed to achieve. before you could react, mark's arms were around you and you were pulled into his warm embrace. you hadn't realised how much you needed this until you felt a soft kiss being pressed into your shoulder. "you okay?" he whispered.

blinking away the sudden tears, you sighed. "i am," you said, pulling back slightly to look him in the eyes. because now you really were okay. mark took a moment to look over your features, analysing whether you were telling the truth. when he was satisfied with your answer, he pressed a quick kiss on your forehead.

"i made you dinner. figured you hadn't eaten," your boyfriend said, taking your hand and leading you to the kitchen.

"i haven't," you said, slightly embarrassed. "mark be so glad you never wanted to be an engineer, because why am i doing triple integrals," you sighed, leaning against the counter in his kitchen.

"i'll pretend to understand what you're talking about right now," he threw a playful look your way before focusing on the meal waiting to be reheated. "but i do know how hard you've been working, and trust me it will pay off. i'm so proud of you for never giving up on your dream," mark was speaking sincerely, meaning every single word. when you didn't think you could spare more of your heart, he always proved you wrong, taking all the space in there for himself.

"thank you, baby. it means a lot, really," you said, looking at him with a look that, you hoped, conveyed all the love you held for him.

mark sent a smile your way, giving you a very similar look to yours. "can you set up the table, please? i'm almost done here," he asked, getting some plates out the cupboard. you nodded, making your way towards the table, swiping a bottle of wine on your way. you placed everything very neatly, all edges squared off. finally, you put some music on - mark's record player is probably your favourite part of his apartment, and his vinyl collection is always enticing. as the slow buzz of some slow indie song filled the apartment, mark placed two plates on the table. the both of you sat down, digging straight into the dinner mark had prepared.

"mark," you started, mouth full of pasta. "this is so good," he didn't miss the surprise in your tone, nethertheless he smiled at the compliment. "thank you," you said, more serious now. "for knowing me better than i know myself," the look you shared said more than words ever could. you never thought there could be so much love between two people, but what you and mark shared always proved how wrong you were.

the boy across from you took your hand in his own, a small smile on his face. "you know caring for you is my favourite thing to do," he looked you, he really looked at you - seeing all that you've been silently fighting. you nodded hearing his words, not sure words would do what you're feeling justisce so you settled for a squeeze of his hand and a loving gaze.

after a lovely meal, which mark swore he made fully by himself, you were both in the kitchen cleaning up. the slow melody of a song you hadn't heard before hung in the air, as mark washed the dishes and you dried them before placing them in their destined spots in the cupboards. "this is a good song, i've not heard it before," you commented, swaying slightly. mark looked at you, a smile spreading on his face.

"the vinyl's new, i bought it last weekend when i went to that music shop with hyuck," he spoke softly, washing some cutlery.

"of course you're going on dates with donghyuck," you rolled your eyes, instigating. mark laughed at your words, shrugging yet not denying what you said.

after he finished washing the last of the dishes, he dried his hands and took your own in his. your boyfriend pulled you to the space between his kitchen and living room, pulling you close. his hands rested on your waist, as he started swaying the both of you to the soft notes of the song playing on his record player. despite your initial surprise, your hands crossed behind his neck pulling him even closer. you could smell his cologne that fainted over the day, his laundry detergent that smelled like a field full of flowers in the spring, and the wine you shared over dinner. mark's embrace felt comforing, as the song faded into another equally slow and moving record.

"i love you," he whispered over the words of the song, sealing his words with a kiss beneath your ear. "i can't wait to make you mine forever," he punctuated his words with his fingers caressing your ring finger. you closed your eyes, feeling his heartbeat mingling with your own. knowing your hearts were pressed against each other, and beating in the same rhythym comforted you beyond belief.

"i love you too," you whispered back, your hand making its way into the hair at the nape of his neck. you pulled back slightly, looking him in the eyes - your gaze darting to his lips for a moment. mark followed your movements, leaning in closer. he pressed a kiss to your lips, conveying all his love for you in one gesture. he was sure you could feel it, as he felt all the emotions you tried your best to communicate. the both of you pulled away after a short while, embracing each other again as the song once again changed.

slow dancing with mark was the best distraction you could ask for.

𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘴!

first request omggg thank u sm anon hope this is what u meant!! listened to 'too much ain't enough' by arthur hill while writing this can u tell?? send more requests bc i really enjoyed writing this 😛😛😛

asks are open!! taking requests rn!!

i've been so busy with uni and now i'm sick 💔 so i've had ZERO inspiration to write so plsplspls send any request u want (except smut sorry!)

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in sickness and in health

𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: tooth rotting fluff

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: haechan x reader (established relationship)

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵/𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: mentions of death (once), reader is sick, haechan taking care of her

𝘸𝘤: 1402

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it's not too late when you get home from work - early enough, that donghyuck still hasn't returned from his own job. ever since you got into your car you felt a throbbing headache overcome you, which has only gotten worse as time went on. you set your stuff down by the door, making your way into the kitchen hoping a cup of tea would help your oncoming nausea. after making your tea and getting changed into more comfortable clothes, you lay down, needing to alleviate the pulsing in your head.

"y/n, i'm home," donghyuck shouted as soon as he saw your shoes by the door. he walked further into your shared apartment, not hearing a reply from you. "y/n?" he tried again, however his words went unnoticed. the brunette passed the living room and kitchen; when he didn't find you in either room, he hurried to the bedroom. donghyuck breathed an involuntary sigh of relief when he found you asleep in your bed. a small smile made its way onto his face as he walked closer to your still figure. he brushed some hair from your face, causing you to stir slightly.

"hi, darling," he said softly, not wanting to startle you. as you slowly opened your eyes, the harsh light of the bedroom caused you to close them again. your headache was worse - if that was even possible - and all of a sudden you felt the need to sneeze. and again. and again. and again...

donghyuck furrowed his eyebrows, "not feeling well?" he asked. you shook your head in response when you finally calmed down. your breathing was heavy and you could've sworn you've never felt worse than in that moment. your boyfriend placed a hand on your forehead, "oh you're burning up, sweetheart."

"great," you muttered, eyes closed. donghyuck sent you a small smile, even though you couldn't see it, and got up. you opened one eye to see where he was going, but before you could manage, he was out of the bedroom.

donghyuck went into the kitchen, immediately starting to make some soup - knowing it would make you feel better. he brought out some medicine and made another cup of tea. after a short while, he placed all those things on a tray and walked back to the bedroom. you had fallen back asleep in the time it took for him to prepare all the things that will, hopefully, make you feel better.

"y/n," donghyuck lightly shook your sleeping body, after setting the tray down on your bedside table. slowly you peeled your eyes open, seeing the assortment of things your boyfriend had prepared for you.

"donghyuck," you said softly, placing your hand on his. "you don't have to take care of me, i can do that myself," you said, albeit looking at him with all the fondness your heart holds for him.

the boy sitting across from you furrowed his eyebrows, "of course i'll take care of you," he lightly squeezed your hand, "it's my job." donghyuck sent you a warm smile, causing a small smile of yours to spread on your face - despite the overwhelming pain surging through your body.

"thank you," you placed your hand on his cheek, stroking it softly. "you're more than i deserve, you're perfect," you say quietly, looking him in the eyes.

"and you're crazy for even thinking those things. i'm the one who doesn't deserve you," he nuzzled into your hand that was still on his cheek. "we'll discuss this when you're feeling better, but now," he took the bowl of steaming soup he made for you, "eat up. it'll make you feel better... hopefully," the boy sent you an uncertain smile.

your heart couldn't help but surge with the love you held for the boy sitting in front of you. every one of his actions made you feel like you were in a completely different universe, where only the two of you existed, and everything was always perfect. in a way, everything was always perfect, at least every time he was with you. above all, you never had a doubt that he felt the same way about you. so with a wide smile, despite feeling like you were going to die any second, you began eating the soup he'd made you earlier.

after having taken some medicine and drank the tea donghyuck made for you, you felt slightly better. your boyfriend quickly changed and got into bed, right next to you. "what do you feel like doing? i could put on a movie for us?" he suggested, speaking quietly, mindful of your prevailing headache.

you shook your head, cuddling up to his warm body. "no screens please," you said softly, closing your eyes. "you do whatever you want, baby. i'll just rest for a little bit," you continued, already dozing off. your boyfriend chuckled slightly at your sleepy state, his hand brushing softly through your hair.

"anything you want, baby," he whispered so as not to disturb you. donghyuck resorted to closing his own eyes, even though he knew he wouldn't fall asleep. however, he focused on your slightly laboured breathing (due to your stuffy nose and sore throat), your arms wrapped around him, and the warmth your body emitted - although you were probably freezing due to your fever. donghyuck was content in doing anything with you, even if that was nothing. he was more than happy to lay in silence as you slept; he even cherished these slow moments more, taking into account both of your busy schedules. every time he could slow down and be with you, he did because he wasn't sure when the next time he could would come - although he wished you were feeling better than you currently are. you are donghyuck's whole world, and he would proudly admit that to anyone who asked. call it obsession, call it love - whatever it was, donghyuck felt it with his whole heart for you.

a while later, you began to stir in your sleep, slowly gaining consciousness. donghyuck noticed and pulled you closer, looking down at you on his chest. "hi," you whispered, looking up at him sleepily.

"hi darling," he smiled at you, leaning down to press a kiss on your lips. you, however, turned your head so his lips landed on your cheek instead. your boyfriend pulled back with furrowed brows, "if you don't love me, just say that." he said sternly.

you laughed, noticing you didn't feel that much pain anymore. "i love you so much, hyuck. but i don't want to get you sick," you looked at him softly, moving your thumb back and forth on his chest.

"i don't care if i get sick, let me kiss you," he protested, eyebrows still furrowed. you laughed as you once again dodged his attempt at kissing you. "y/n, come on. you can't deprive me of this," donghyuck said, his tone desperate now. you started laughing again but broke out into a fit of coughs. donghyuck started nodding his head, "see this is what you get. karma, they call it," he rolled his eyes, nethertheless he rubbed your back as you calmed down.

"you're so dramatic," you said, leaning up to kiss the corner of his lips. "that'll have to do until i get better, hyuck," you looked at him softly, brushing some hair from his forehead. your boyfriend sighed, defeated. he pulled you closer, making you lay almost on top of him. donghyuck's hand traced shapes across your back, causing goosebumps to break out across your skin. you nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck, pressing a small kiss to his exposed skin.

"i love you, y/n" he whispered into your ear, kissing your cheek.

"in sickness and in health, huh?" you chuckled softly, your arms tightening around his warm body.

"always, baby," he looked at you as if you singlehandedly placed every good thing on this earth, especially for him; which, if you could do, you would. you'd hang all the stars in the universe by hand if that's what made him happy. "i hope you get better quickly, i really want to kiss you," he smiled playfully.

"yeah, i bet you do," you returned his expression, and leaned in to plant a quick peck on his lips. leaning back to look at him, you shook your head. "you're irresistible,"

"i know," he smiled, wrapping his arms fully around you, keeping you warm in his embrace.

𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘴!

this made my single ahh cry 😒 hope u enjoyed, plssss send requests my asks are open!! also if u guys have any good apps for smaus pls let me know 🤗

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sudden confessions

𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: fluff, angst??

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: bff!haechan x bff!reader

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵/𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: college au, fear of unrequited love, they're oblivious it's disgusting

𝘸𝘤: 2300

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the soft buzz of students speaking could be heard as you took your seat in the lecture hall. you were determined to attend all your maths lectures this semester - even the 9am ones. looking around you spotted a few of your friends, some still asleep, some on their phone but one person you couldn't see. donghyuck, your best friend, was nowhere to be seen. it wasn’t unusual for him to skip a lecture, especially maths, nevertheless you still expected to find him when you scanned the auditorium. disappointed, you sighed as you took out your notebook and made a mental note to text him later.

the rest of the day went by quickly, going from lecture to lecture, finding some of your other friends later on. it was now nearing 5pm and still no word from donghyuck, which was very unlike him. you were currently in the library with mark, yeri and jaemin, studying (or pretending to) for your upcoming exams.

"hey, have any of you guys heard from hyuck today?" you asked, looking up from your notes. jaemin shook his head.

"yeah, he said he couldn't be bothered for todays lectures." mark replied to your question.

"oh..." you said, confused. you shared a look with yeri that spoke more than words. you weren't even upset, just disappointed and confused. shrugging you went back to your notes, trying to remove a certain brunette from your mind.

you finally got home later in the evening after a (un)successful study session. having had enough university for one day, you decided to make a quick dinner and relax when your phone sounded with a notification.

"movie night?" read a text from donghyuck. you raised your eyebrows, debating your answer. with a sigh you typed back, "be over in 20". knowing that donghyuck was coming over, you included him in your dinner and brought out a few snacks. despite the excitement building inside you, you still couldn't help but feel nervous and unprepared. he makes you feel nervous, yet you couldn't exactly figure out why...

25 minutes later there was a knock on your door.

"puncual," you said opening it. outside your apartment stood a smiling donghyuck with his hands in his pockets.

"happy to see you too, y/n", he said sarcastically. you rolled your eyes and opened the door further to allow him to come in. you walked back to the kitchen, donghyuck following close behind. he leaned forward on the counter, looking at you as you prepared a meal for the two of you.

"so," you started, "what's with the disappearing act?" you said, not turning around.

donghyuck looked around your apartment, clearly avoiding the question, "i don't know what you mean". now you turned around and raised an eyebrow, looking at him incredulously. a small part of you couldn't help but wonder if he didn't show up today to avoid you.

"okay, i just didn't want to go today. we had shitty classes." he rolled his eyes, not meeting yours. donghyuck normally showed up to most of your lectures - more often than you did - he took his studies surprisingly seriously.

"i don't buy it," you replied, turning back to the pots on the stove. donghyuck sighed and burried his face in his hands.

"i just..." he took a deep breath "i don't know, i've been feeling weird." he finally said.

you furrowed your eyebrows, "how do you mean?" you said as you moved to the counter, standing opposite him. he couldn’t hold eye contact with you, knowing you were the cause of his misunderstood feelings. meanwhile you were wondering whether you did something to cause him feeling this way.

"just like...things are changing, and i can't do anything about it. even though, i so badly want to avoid this i just feel like i can't anymore." he speaks quietly, like he's afraid of saying these things.

"you're not making any sense..." you said with a confused expression. trying your hardest not to show it, you started to piece together his words and your heart did a few flips. donghyuck waved his hand, dismissing his words.

"nevermind, i'll get over it." he said, moving over to sit on your couch. you looked at him for a bit longer as he picked out a movie on your tv, before moving to sit next to him with two plates in your hands.

the both of you ate the dinner you made, and managed to finish three bags of sweets. now the two of you were laying legs up on the couch in your apartment.

"i'm going to die," you said dramatically, hands on your stomach "why did you let me eat so much?"

donghyuck widened his eyes, "don't put this on me!". you turned your head to look at him, and he did the same. after a short while the both of you burst out laughing.

"come on. i'll carry you, since it's all my fault," he said sarcastically, rolling his eyes and standing from the couch. you smiled at him and outstreched your arms. he carefully picked you up, carrying you bridal style to your bedroom. you suddenly became aware of his hold on you, and how it was making you feel. you felt safe. before your mind could spiral further, donghyuck placed you in your bed. he sat down by your side, tucking you in. the both of you looked at each other for a while, not saying anything. donghyuck raised his hand and moved some hair from your face, causing your breath to hitch. you'd never seen that look on his face. he was looking at you like you'd pieced together the universe and created everything good to ever exist.

"do you want to stay the night?" you whispered. it wasn’t unusual for the two of you to have sleepovers.

he smiled slightly, "no, i don't think i should." donghyuck replied, removing his hand from your face. he knew that if he were to sleep in the same bed as you tonight - after slowly coming to terms with his feelings - he wouldn't be able to control himself.

"goodnight, y/n. i'll see you tomorrow, " he said, standing from your bed and making his way towards your door. you laid in bed for a while, thinking back on the strange interaction.

you did not see him tomorrow. you actually didn’t see him for the rest of the week, and you couldn't help but think he was avoiding you. every text you sent him was answered bluntly and without any emotions. inbetween classes, you were eating lunch with all your friends.

"hey what's up with, hyuck? have you guys spoken to him?" you said, looking around the table. some shook their heads, while mark simply said "no, have you?"

you also shook your head, and at that your friends shared knowing looks. you furrowed your brows. "okay, what's with the weird looks?" you asked, confused.

"y/n, you're just slightly oblivious." yeri said with a sigh.

"what's that supposed to mean?" you asked defensively.

"what she means," jaemin said, giving yeri a pointed look "is that you should talk to hyuck. i think you would both benefit from an honest conversation." he finished.

you furrowed your brows further, "can you stop with these criptic messages, and just say what you want to say?" you sighed.

mark shook his head, "not our place to say." you looked at all of them confused, feeling like they know something you dont. "okay..." you trailed off, "i guess i'll go over to his place later on." you went back to your food. a feeling of dread and excitement started brewing within you. could this finally be the time donghyuck returned your feelings? or could it be something totally the opposite?

after classes finished you stopped by your place to pick up all the notes from this week, then made your way to donghyuck's apartment. you heaved a sigh before bringing your hand up, and knocking a few times. footsteps could be heard from the other side, then the door opened revealing donghyuck looking slightly disheveled. there were bags under his eyes, he was dressed in sweats and a hoodie. his eyes widened slightly when he saw you on his doorstep.

"y/n, hi." he said, in disbelief.

"hey? you okay? i came to bring you the notes from this week, and apparently to check on you..." you trailed off, taking in his appearance.

donghyuck shook his head, "you didn't have to, i'm fine." he insisted, forcing a small smile. you nodded softly, looking at him. the two of you stood there, looking at each other.

"can i come in?" you asked finally. the boy before you looked like he was contemplating your question, before he opened the door wider motioning for you to come inside. you walked into his apartment to see his bedding on the couch and the tv paused, it was quite messy which was unlike him.

"i'm really fine, you didn't have to come all this way y/n." he said, walking after you and picking stuff up off the floor.

"yeah, looks like it." you said, placing the notes on the table in his kitchen. you turned to look at him, as he stood behind you with his hands in his pockets. narrowing your eyes you looked at him.

"hyuck," you tilted your head, a ghost of a smile on your face. he looked you in the eyes for a moment, before he resorted to looking around his suddenly very interesting apartment. "what is going on?" you asked softly, not wanting to pressure him.

"nothing's going on," he shrugged, still not looking at you. the brunette was hoping he could avoid having this conversation with you. he hoped that if he didn't show up to any classes this week, he'd get over his feelings and everything would go back to normal.

"something is definitely going on. mark won't tell me, he said it's not his place. you're not looking well-" you said, pleading with your eyes.

"thanks," he deadpaned.

"you know what i mean, you look like you haven't slept in days. you haven't been showing up to classes, even renjun is worried." you sighed, exasperated. "please, just talk to me. you know i'm always here for you. we're best friends, hyuck, and it feels like you've been avoiding me and i can't figure out why." you looked at him, hoping for an answer that will clear up your running thoughts. "is it... is it because of the other night?"

donghyuck suddenly looked up at you. "no! i mean yes," he shook his head. "kind of?"

as he looked at you, he realised that his detachement, that was supposed to help him get over his sudden feelings for you, hurt you more than he imagined. he sighed heavily, knowing he's going to have to tell you the truth.

"look, i just want to say i'm sorry. and i was actually hoping we could avoid this conversation, and that this wouldn't take this long and that everything would just go back to normal." he rambled, without getting to the point.

"what are you talking about? what wouldn't take this long?" you looked at him with furrowed eyebrows.

"me getting over you." donghyuck said quietly, avoiding eye contact. your eyes widened - this was the last thing you expected him to say.

"what?" you breathed out. he finally looked you in the eyes, and you could see all the emotions he had been holding in.

"i really didn't want this to ruin our friendship, you're my best friend and i don't what i would do if i lost you. that's why i've been trying to get over this, but y/n" he chuckled "you're extremely hard to get over." he smiled softly, looking at you.

unconsciously, you had moved closer to him, now standing only a foot away. "how long have you felt like this?" you asked.

donghyuck shrugged in response, "a few weeks, maybe months," he looked at you, ashamed and awaiting your rejection.

"hyuck," your eyes softened, and you took a step closer placing your hand on his cheek.

donghyuck looked down, "i don't want your pity y/n, please," he pleaded, shaking his head slightly.

"i don't pity you, hyuck. i um," you paused, searching for his eyes, "i actually feel the same way." you almost whispered. he immediately looked you in the eyes, searching for any signs of lies or deception.

"are you serious?" donghyuck asked quietly, his eyes showing raw emotion. it wasn’t often that donghyuck was vulnerable with you, usually fighting his own battles.

"one hundred percent," you nodded, a smile spreading on your face. a smile made its way to his own face, mirroring your expression.

"really? are you sure about this?" he asked again, incredulous.

you laughed softly, "i'm so serious, hyuck. i've been wanting this for a while actually." he looked at you fondly, holding that same look from a few nights ago. your own eyes moved down to his lips and lingered for a few moments. donghyuck took a deep breath before moving closer to you and finally placing his own lips on yours. the kiss shared all the feelings the both of you had been holding in for too long.

"is this okay?" he whispered inbetween kisses. your nod was a good enough response to keep kissing you. he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer while yours stayed around his neck. the both of you pulled away after a while, big smiles spreading on your face and his too.

"you really came here to bring me notes?" donghyuck laughed. you leaned your head back laughing with him.

"shut up," you said, leaning back in, feeling his lips on yours once again.

𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘴!

first post!! kinda very nervous but excited. i haven't written in actual YEARS so this might not be that good 😅 let me know and i hope you enjoy! my asks are always open PLS SEND SMTH I NEED IDEAS 🙏🏻

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my name is hanna! i'm 18, uk based. i loove nct - especially nct dream 🤗 my bias is haechan but i live for mark too. looking for moots!!!

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