"he should've been at the club" except they should NOT have been at the club. george should've been at school, john should've been in therapy and stu should've been alive

john lennon and harry nilsson during the sessions for nilsson's album pussy cats, 1974

pacing around my room andngripping my head. they missed each other, they missed each other, they just missed each other, oh my god he was testing you it was never actually serious until you told him to move on from you, you gave him your blessing, why would he actually want it to come between you two, it never did in the past! it was always you! you had him! you had him! you had him! falls to the ground. gets back up. he needs to be chased! he wanted you to fight for him, a sign that you actually cared, you never spoke it out loud, it's just how you were raised you say, he's just sensitive, but then why did he let you! how could he let you push him away! he thought the binding of fate was a solid wall and he tested and prodded it every day and when you at wits end finally showed him the end you had gripped in your hand and unwove it in front of his eyes he was speechless AUGHHHH and yet you were completely blind to it! even after all these years with him, you couldn't see that you were the only one who could ever hurt him like you did, of course it was you that hurt him like you did, of course you could hurt him, and of course you did. even as you unwound your bonds you couldn't see it, didn't know what you had done. there is more holding you together than this flimsy string, you thought as it pooled at your feet and as he turned around and took a step out and kept walking and didn't look back

anyways that's my argument for paul fumbled john

John and Paul, Hey Jude recording season; 30th July, 1968.

Mclennon and Vanish into You by Lady Gaga

Getting so emotional over John Lennon. I feel so maternal towards him, i need to put a band-aid on his scraped knee, need to be a stranger who finds him crying as a little kid wipes his tears away and helps him find his parents, need to be the shop keeper who ignores his fake id and sells him cigarettes because he 'knows that Lennon boy needs em'. need to be a lesbian leaning on a wall in front of a gay bar and see him walking with Paul and recognise that look in his eyes. need to be the one who gets him home after a rough night out, do you get it... i need to watch over him, be his guardian angel. John i would've smoked cigarettes with you and kept you alive forever.

co-signed… because that was some real shit you just said

From Japan Through John Lennon's Eyes: A Personal Sketchbook

michael lindsay-hogg should be on tumblr fujoing out with us instead of ian leslie

you know how being songwriting partners is like marriage and songwriting is like sex and making an album is like being pregnant and songs are like your children. i don't even have anything to add to this it's just like. ok! yeah! what more can any of us do with this? you said it, man. sure!

People were reblogging this like it applies to other people. No, listen. This is about a specific guy. One guy in particular said all of this. This isn’t me romanticising music - Paul McCartney is mpreging himself with songs. He literally said this. He songwriting married John Lennon and then they had songwriting sex together in John’s attic which Paul called “Daddy’s Room.” Do you understand? I am barely even paraphrasing the words that came out of his mouth. This isn’t about the art of creation, it’s about inventing a pseudo-marriage with your best friend when you are 15 because it’s the 1950s and you’re repressed and British and they haven’t invented bisexuality yet and this is the only way you can have sex with him and have his babies, and then you spend the rest of your life Saying Things instead of admitting you think your friend’s hands are sexy and you want to suck his fingers. But you do still call his hands beautiful. You say this with words that are in the bible. And by you I mean just this one (1) guy (Paul McCartney) who did in fact say this about the guy he wrote songs with (John Lennon). It was a specific instance of these words coming into existence from the vocal cords of Sir Paul McCartney. No one else said all of this.

i was so enamoured of him that i had to gif him. my boy….

im. still. normal.