MadameSixx

I like Susan. I would watch the movie. She's very authentic. Her family always comes first. And I met her 🥹 so I'll add that she's a very genuine person. And TALL!!!

But I especially love her because around the time when modeling was at its high in the 90s. And models didn't want to have kids because it was a career-ender as some of them said. She didn't care about any of that. She pushed modeling to the side because having kids and being there for them was more important. And she did lose some jobs because of that.

And I'm not bashing any model that chose not to have kids. We're specifically talking about Susan.

So I looked up some of her interviews and videos and listened to some of the things she said. I found this.

Rather than dedicating her time to her career and building herself up. She was putting more effort into her relationships. With whomever she was with she spent more time focusing on that person and trying to make it work. When she should have just walked away and put the effort and focus into what she wanted to do with herself. She lost opportunities that came her way because she felt like the guy she was hanging with was more important. And thought that more opportunities would come along that she could take if she felt like it.

However, word spreads in Hollywood. Those opportunities didn't come again because there was talk about her reputation. People said she had a reputation for being difficult to work with. And in Hollywood, everyone knows everyone. So if a producer asks another producer hey you worked with Bobbie how was she? And they responded she was terrible to work with don't bother. That's a problem.

So all in all, I think she is responsible for her career-ending. But, it seems like she's doing well for herself now.

Omg!!!! No one has ever asked me this!!! 🥹. Okay, this is going to be hard for me. Just cause I do read a lot of stories 😂😂. But I can't just say what stories I need to explain why. So this is my list. And sorry it's 11 because I just couldn't get rid of any one of these. All these stories have left a huge impact on me. And nothing against any other stories that are not on this list. It's just these stories stood out. So I'll go from 11 being best, to 1 being my number ONE story that I LOVE!!! Okay...

11. Face Down In The Dirt: By @kabella Ao3.

My friend and mentor. She was my introduction to the M/M reading. In my opinion, she is the best Motley Crue M/M writer for Tommy/Nikki. Before her, I never looked at M/M reading. I wasn't interested in it. I'm a F/M writer and that's all I would read. One day I just happened to see a bunch of comments for a story of hers. And I started to read it. I was pulled in because of her writing. And I stayed in because of her humor. By the time I finished that story, I clicked the 2nd and 3rd story of hers that was written. I had forgotten that it was a M/M story. Out of all her stories. This one is my favorite. It was a controversial story because a lot of us who read it became divided to the point where some Tommy and Nikki lovers didn't want them together. And others did. We debated so much on that story. In the end, I was losing hope because I wanted them together but with the amount of negative comments saying how much people hated Tommy in the story because Tommy cheated on Nikki. I wasn't sure if she would be able to pull it off where the two of them could work things out. But she did.

10. In Bloom- By @x-solara-x   Ao3

So I just started reading this story. And let me just say this story is so sweet, calm, and fluffy. Don't get me wrong I love thrillers, action, drama etc. But Solara is an artist in her writing. There’s something so soothing about the way she brings even the loudest rockstars into these quiet, introspective moments. Her writing feels like a warm blanket. Soft, thoughtful, and full of heart. What I especially love is how she writes older James and Dave with this kind of calm wisdom, like they’ve weathered storms and finally found a place to breathe. It’s not about the chaos or the wild past anymore. It’s about reflection, gentleness, and the quiet strength that comes with age. The way this writer captures that makes me feel safe like I’m watching two legends just be human for a moment. And that is extremely hard to do with writing James and Dave together. Considering their past. Also just to let you know, her story isn't finished. I'm looking forward to the next chapter.

9. Blasphemous Rumurs- By @backseatrhythm   Ao3

I’ve always been drawn to psychological stories because they mess with your mind in the best way. They keep you guessing, questioning every little detail until the truth hits you like a brick. This story was a THRILL!!! A psychological psychopathic thrill! And I loved every second of it! This writer is very good at writing creepy things. I've read all her stories. This one stuck with me. With the way the writer introduced each character you know something is up with one of the characters. You just don't know which one. As the story goes on she made my heart start racing. My skin starts to crawl. My eyes bulge out of my sockets. I was so close to my phone screen reading like my life depended on it.

I remember being completely shocked at the end of this story when it was revealed that Lars was a psychopath who used to be in a mental institution. It caught me so off guard. When James finds out that Lars killed Cliff, I feel the same fear and disbelief he did. Like the ground had just been pulled out from under me. And what makes it stick with me even more is the ending…it doesn’t give you peace. It leaves you with this unsettling feeling, wondering what else Lars might have done that no one knows about. That kind of lingering dread is exactly why I love psychological stories. They don’t just end, they haunt you. And this story haunted me.

8. Don't Cry -By @kirk-says-wah  Ao3

This writer knows how to reel in her readers. And one thing I love about her is that she can write any genre of a story. Whether it's horror, fantasy, science fiction, historical fiction, mystery doesn't matter. She can write it. And she writes it very detailed and very well.

Don't Cry is a mob story mixed with thrillers and suspense. And let me just say writing mob stories with thrillers and suspense is harder than people think. It’s not just about guns, loyalty, and power plays. It’s about pacing and tension, too. You’ve got to balance the gritty realism of organized crime with the kind of suspense that keeps readers on edge, and that’s tricky. The mob world already has so much built-in danger that raising the stakes without going over the top feels like walking a tightrope. Plus, every character has to feel authentic and ruthless, yes, but human, too. And she did an AMAZING job with that! She made me care about the people who live in this violent, high-stakes world. You feel for the children who didn't choose to be born into the world of crime. But have no choice but to navigate through that world of crime. I'm enjoying this story too much. It's not finished yet either. And something I love that this writer did, is that created a safe space on her Tumblr for everyone who’s reading her story to come and chat about their thoughts on it.

7. Quarter After One- By @ride-the-hammett       Ao3

This is the story where I fell in love with Kirk and Lars. When I read this story, I felt the passion pouring out of every word. It’s more than just a plot or a well-constructed sentence. There’s a heartbeat in it, something alive. You can tell she truly loves these characters like they mean something personal to her, and that love seeps into every scene. It’s in the way she describes their flaws, their little victories, the quiet moments between chaos. It’s like she’s not just writing about them. She’s writing for them. And when you’re reading this story, you can’t help but feel that too. It hits you, that connection, and suddenly you care just as much as she does. One thing I truly love about this story. Is that she touches on the subject of bullying and how bad it can affect someone over the years. James who bullied Lars and Kirk in the past is seeking redemption. However, he doesn't know the magnitude of emotional pain he caused them in the past. And you feel the emotional scars that were left on Kirk. Especially because James was not only his bandmate. He was his brother. And I also enjoyed the story because, in the beginning, you see Kirk and Lars are afraid to express who they are to each other because of the bullying. But as the story goes on. They gain confidence. And they're able to slowly start exploring these hidden feelings for each other out in the open. There's so much more to the story. But this is what got me hooked.

6. The Right Kind Of Wrong- By @thenaughtynun  Ao3

I love this girl and I love her writing. I especially love her because she knows exactly what she wants to write about. And what she's into. I couldn’t put the story down. It was insanely hot. The sex scenes were just dripping with tension and raw desire, but what got to me was the passion between James and Lars. James, being the older man, had this intense, control that made every moment between them electric, and Lars brought this eager, hungry energy that lit up every scene. Their chemistry was off the charts. It wasn’t just about the physical stuff, though that was scorching; it was the way they looked at each other, touched like they needed it, like they couldn’t breathe without it.

But beyond the heat, I felt for James at times. The author did such a beautiful job showing his insecurities. How sometimes he questioned if he was too old or if he was enough for Lars. It was so vulnerable and real. And Lars would always reassure James with such genuine love, like he wasn’t just with him for the thrill, but because he truly adored him. That emotional depth made the story so much more powerful.

5. Magical Metalheads- By @bethswritingblog1 Ao3

I re-read this story several times lmao. This story was the FIRST Metallica story I ever read. I knew nothing about Metallica. Nothing! I learned everything about Metallica because of this story. I was searching for Guns N' Roses stories. And then I just happened to come across a fantasy story called Magical Metalheads. I clicked it and read it. And couldn't stop.

This writer took me on a journey. A magical journey. A magical adventure. The story focuses on James and how the loss of his mom affects him throughout the story while getting himself into all kinds of trouble.

The way she wrote the characters was spot on. After every chapter, I had to look up how the guys looked and their personalities and also the real story of what happened. She brought the characters to life in her story. I loved the fact that I was able to read the boys starting this story off as crazy boys getting into mischief to becoming responsible men with families. But not only that she added the magic affiliation to it and them having soul marks. And one thing for me that I love, is unique stories. I thought that was amazing and brilliant how when they meet their soul mate, their names get written on their body parts.

She honestly had me smiling from ear to ear nonstop. I thought that I was there with them. And I love that she included the real stories of Metallica and the places they went to and added her fiction to it. I laughed, I got angry, I kissed my teeth, I cried when Cliff died, and swore when James kept messing up. She kept me engaged from beginning to end with all the adventures they went on with the emotions of heartbreak and finding love again. An amazing story that I will never forget.

4. Foxhill - By @blaumeise  Ao3

This in my opinion is the best Gun N' Roses story that I have ever read. Again my opinion. 

The Foxhill series, it's honestly one of the most amazing fantasy journeys I've ever been on. Duff is looking for work. And he ends up in a Town called Foxhill which is a place where witches, Wizards, Goblins, and all kinds of creatures live with magic and special powers. Duff is sick and Izzy who is a wizard, Axl a witch, and Slash a black cat are trying to save him as well as solving a mystery of some form of magic that's sucking people's auras and killing them. What I enjoy about the series. Is that she doesn’t just write a story; she pulls you into this world full of magic, suspense, and heart-racing thrillers. Every twist feels like you're right there with the characters, and what got me was the brotherhood. The way the characters lean on each other, fight for each other and stick together no matter what. It’s powerful. It’s not just about spells and fighting; it’s about what it means to be a family, chosen or otherwise. The story has some sad chapters in the series. I don't want to say what it is in case anyone wants to read it. But you’ll laugh, you’ll cry, and by the end of the series, you won’t want to leave Foxhill.

This author is amazing!!!! Just like Kirks-says-wah. She's able to write anything from any genre. Her stories are so unique that she draws people in. Has anyone ever read a story where humans are the pets and monsters are the owners!! And it sounds crazy but she made it work. She's a Guns N Roses writer. And Izzy is her main muse. And he's always miserable and getting himself into a mixup. And Duff is always there to help him. Axl is always hilarious in her stories. And it's weird because I don't know if certain parts of her stories are meant to be funny or not. Like this one scene in her story Insane. Axl got angry and smashed his cup on the ground hoping it would break. But it was a paper cup so it just bounced on the ground instead. I kid you not I'm even laughing while writing this. Her humor is very good. She's written a lot of stories. And there is no story of hers that I don't like.

3. Righthand On My Heart -By @boy-oneder Ao3

This is the second Metallica story that I read after Magical Metalheads. And I adore this story. Like I'm smiling writing about it right now.

It's one of those stories that grabs you from the very first page. It's about Dave Mustaine, this no-nonsense club boss who's used to being in control until things start spiraling. He's in a relationship with Kirk, a younger man who used to dance at his club. And Kirk brings something real and tender into his chaotic world. But when a huge chunk of money goes missing from Dave’s club. The money he has to pay up to the big boss in just three days. It kicks off a dangerous race against time. Suspicion creeps in, pressure mounts, and the tension just keeps rising.

What's so compelling is that it’s not just about the missing money. It’s about trust, danger, and love. Dave is desperate to protect Kirk, so he brings in James. An armed and mysterious figure tasked with keeping him safe. But he does more than that lmao.

But you start questioning everyone's motives. There’s suspense, a twisty love triangle, a thrilling sense of urgency, and so much emotional weight. The story is unpredictable and honestly, just fantastic. I couldn’t stop reading. It's not finished yet. The writer has said they will come back to it. So, I'm patiently waiting and excited for when they do come back.

2. Not For All My Little Words- By @aimbuddylist Ao3

This is another story where I had to go back and re-read it again.

I don't know if this will make sense to anyone else. But there’s something magical about the way she writes. Like every sentence has been soaked in emotion before it’s laid down on the page. Her words don’t just tell a story; they sing. It’s not even that she’s using big, fancy language or complicated metaphors. It’s the rhythm, the quiet grace in how she chooses her details. She can describe a cracked teacup or a rainy sidewalk and somehow make it feel like a whole universe is hidden there. Her prose feels like poetry, and it lingers in your chest long after you’ve finished reading.

What gets me is how she writes about heartbreak and healing, about silence and longing, and there’s this undercurrent of truth in every line that makes you stop and just breathe it in. I find myself rereading passages, not because I didn’t understand them, but because I want to feel them again. She doesn’t just write stories. She paints feelings with words, and somehow, they always feel like they’re yours too. Especially with this story and her other one Dust To Dust.

With this story. There was something about the way the writer wrote James that completely wrecked me. From the moment he was introduced, you could feel his loneliness like a weight pressing through the screen. He wasn't just alone. He was tired, and empty, like life had been happening around him, not with him. And then came Jason, this unexpected light, this soft force that made James believe in something again. The way she built their connection felt so real, so delicate, and when Jason said he was moving, I felt James's world cracking. His desperation was so raw, so human, that I found myself pleading silently, please, Jason. Stay! I was angry like actually angry because I could see how much James needed this, how much he loved Jason, and I just wanted to scream at Jason to open his eyes and see what was right in front of him.

But Jason left. And it hurt James. I carried that ache for James like I’d lost someone too. But then, slowly, the writer did something beautiful. She showed us James's rebuilding. He didn’t numb the pain with alcohol anymore; he started over. Got a job. Took care of himself.  Played his guitar again. And eventually, he met someone new. Not to replace Jason, but to stand beside a version of James who had learned how to stand on his own. It was a perfect happy ending, that was real and earned. The writer took us on a journey from heartbreak to healing, and by the end, I wasn’t crying out of sadness anymore, but because I was proud of him. James wasn’t hopeless anymore. He was living. And it was one of the most honest, powerful character arcs I’ve ever read. This story holds a special place in my heart even though I didn't write it. Also, I hated Jason in that story. If you read it. You will too.

1. Not Your Pretty Woman- By @ju1ian Ao3

I think EVERYONE knows that this is my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE STORY EVER!!!! I don't even know where to begin with this story. I've gone back and read this story more than 10 times. And each time I go back. It's like I'm reading it for the first time. Also, I never even knew I was leaving a whole chapter book of comments in her section 😂😂😂. That's how much I ADORED that story. And I ADORE the writer. This is another story that holds a special place in my heart.

This story stuck with me. It’s about James, a rockstar in Metallica, who goes out looking for a quick fix and ends up meeting Dave. A fiery redhead with an attitude and a lot more going on beneath the surface. Dave’s a sex worker, and on the outside, that’s all anyone seems to see. But once James sleeps with him, something shifts. He doesn’t want to let him go. What starts as a one-night thing turns into something deeper, even though the two of them come from completely different worlds.

Dave is broke, struggling with addiction and an eating disorder, but he’s strangely content with the little he has. Meanwhile, James has everything money can buy. Fame, cars, a huge house. But he’s deeply lonely. What hit me the most was the message: don’t judge a book by its cover. The writer, Julian, paints Dave so beautifully. Despite his job, he’s kind, polite, and thoughtful. Stacking plates for the servers, saying thank you, being honest and respectful. He loves fish. And loves to play the guitar. But most people overlook all of that, except for James and Jason. Everyone else is blinded by their assumptions.

I loved that as the story unfolded, we got to see James and Dave slowly pull back each other’s layers. James helped Dave fight his demons. Addiction, low self-worth. And Dave helped James open up about his insecurities, neediness, and bossiness. They started on opposite sides of life, but somehow they met in the middle. That growth, that mutual healing, was what made the love story so real and powerful for me.

What made it even better was the way Julian included the perspectives of the other band members. Jason became a real friend to Dave, Kirk brought wisdom, and Lars, though frustrating at times, was the cautious voice trying to protect the band and James. Even though Lars made me mad, I understood his fear. But in the end, Dave let his walls down because of the people around him, and his village, and that’s how he found the strength to go to rehab with David right by his side. It was beautiful. Honest. And it reminded me how important it is to see someone for who they are, not what they do.

I’ve got mad respect for the writer, and let me tell you why. While she was pouring her heart into this story, I was getting so pissed off seeing the rude comments people were leaving in her asks. Like, seriously? This woman has been nothing but open about her struggles, and instead of sending her encouragement or positive vibes, people were demanding chapters like she owed them something. Writing is not easy. If you’ve never sat down to build an entire world from scratch, develop characters, plot twists, and emotions, and then somehow find time to write it all out, while still living your actual life. You will never understand how hard that is. And yet, she does it. Despite the negativity, she keeps pushing forward, and I genuinely commend her for that.

Every story she writes is incredible. I haven’t read one yet that didn’t leave me blown away. Her writing pulls you in, keeps you on edge, and stays with you even after you’ve finished reading. But what hits me is that there’s always a deeper message woven into her stories. At least that’s how I experience them. It’s like I walk away with more than just chills or suspense. I walk away thinking and feeling.

She’s a gifted storyteller, and I’ll always support her work because talent like hers deserves nothing less than respect.

Again thanks for asking me. It means a lot 💙

She wrote a book 🧐

So basically, her potential movie would have been about her dislike for Pamela.

It's best that the movie just stays as a book then.

Really! I never read the book. And yeah I wouldn't criticize something I haven't read either.

It also could be that Priscilla knows how Lisa may have felt about her. So she chooses not to read the book. Ignorance is bliss type of thing.

Oh, I agree. That relationship is toxic. And kids see those things.

Happy Birthday to what would have been The Queen of Tejano Music Selena Quintanilla-Pérez 55th birthday 💜

Selena performed "Como La Flor" Live from the Houston Astrodome on February 26th, 1995. It's my favorite song of hers 🥹

So I looked that up and you are right. Elvis didn't want her to use his last name for profit. And they divorced before his death. So she wasn't his widow.

However, after he died. She started to use it. And when asked why she's using the last name now. She refuses to answer.

The Presley name has global recognition because of Elvis. And it could be used for business deals, recognition, and brand associations.

She knew that the last name would be beneficial for her future personal brand and business ventures. So that's what she did. She used it for personal gain.

Who and what is her identity outside of the Presley name?

Yeah, I agree with you. Because for the movie I didn't see anything that she would be angry about. But for the book. 100% I understand why she would be mad. Vince humiliated her and put her through a lot.

And yeah no. I don't think she would ever write a book or do a movie. What I was saying is that if she wanted to have her say about the movie. She could have done that as an option.

The good thing about Sharise is that she moved on with her life and is doing her own thing. Of course, with the hype of the movie The Dirt coming out. It brought up a lot of memories from the passed. But I'm glad after the hype of the movie died down. She was able to leave all of it in the past. Where it belongs 😌

Perfectly said 👏🏾 👌🏾 🙌🏾 👍🏽 💯

I agree with him. Slash said the same thing. Also, Nikki looks so damn good here.

Say no more!!! I'll take all gangsta rap for the rest of my life over any of these rappers nowadays. I don't know wtf is mumble rap. And they all sound the same.

Hubba subba nunna door hebeitaschi. TF!!

Blueface!!! Let me use my favorite words. Don't get me started ✋🏾✋🏾✋🏾 😂😂😂😂

Honestly, I don't like any of the rappers now. I stick to '80s and '90s gangsta rap. Thats it. And if I do listen to any rap artist other than the old-school ones. It's 50cent, that's it!

No. 🥃

But if you listen closely, he was going to say something 😂

I know for sure filming those types of scenes will be hard on anyone.

And because I lost my sister when she was 10. I can't watch movies with children passing or being sick. It's too much for me. It's too painful.