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Mad MaDDer

@madmadder

She/they, 20, FR/EN, MaDDer and looking for fellow MaDDers. Sideblog: @louisessillythings :) Profile pic by me and it matches @simplygoingmadd! Banner by me also.

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Hi! I'm a French maladaptive daydreamer wishing to meet fellow MaDDers here!

Est. 2004 :)

My pronouns are she/her (edit: they/she because what is gender), I'm pan, you can call me Louise (that's my paraself's name since I don't wish to share my actual name on social media) or sweetie or pretty much anything I guess... I can speak English and French (duh), a little German (hard language!) but that's about it! [Edit: I'm learning Italian now but I'm a beginner]

Please feel free to interact, I absolutely LOVE to meet new people! Even if you're not a maladaptive daydreamer, it's all okay, I don't want anyone to feel like they can't say hi if they don't relate to this. Although you should know most of my posts are about MaDD.

Also: I remind with pride that I created the tag #madd but dumb on which I post DUMB MaDD-related shit and memes I make (most of which are actually here #I'm proud of my memes).

I have known about this disorder for a while but I always had it, so I guess I can answer questions but I'm not that familiar with all the vocabulary yet.

I can be a bit too familiar or weird with people since I'm not always comfortable, please tell me if I'm being a lil too weird. It's not you it's me!

Thanks for reading <3

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I can't find my post about the MaDD server but reposting if anyone wants to join hehee

We're having a good time!

Regular update, it's still open for immersive and maladaptive daydreamers ✨

Kind reminder that our server is always open 😊 you don't even have to talk on there but if you wanna see a bunch of weirdos showing off their paras, food and occasional outfits, this is the place! Be casual and be yourself, we're queer friendly system friendly literally anyone friendly, cmon over we'll make pancakes and be Duolingo friends (and sometimes vent about mental health which is always helpful)

Yes, come hang out!!! We need more friends🥹

Yes most people are inactive 🥲

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I can't find my post about the MaDD server but reposting if anyone wants to join hehee

We're having a good time!

Regular update, it's still open for immersive and maladaptive daydreamers ✨

Kind reminder that our server is always open 😊 you don't even have to talk on there but if you wanna see a bunch of weirdos showing off their paras, food and occasional outfits, this is the place! Be casual and be yourself, we're queer friendly system friendly literally anyone friendly, cmon over we'll make pancakes and be Duolingo friends (and sometimes vent about mental health which is always helpful)

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god damn. i just got called a loser for my madd

like damn. sorry i'm mentally ill.

EXCUSE ME

YEAH LITERALLY WTF?!

like, i get it because i do have an awful sleep schedule and spend sooo much time completely alone. but the thing is- i still take care of my real life. i still go to school, and i'm planning on working when i'm physically able to handle it. i'm not just doing nothing all the time. but even if i was, why not consider the fact that depression exists? i have a sleep disorder too.

i will never understand people who go straight to insults like this.

UM HAVING AN AWFUL SLEEP SCHEDULE AND BEING ALONE IS ALSO NOT FUNNY WHAT

Who the fuck dared insult my pookie I will KICK ASS

that's why i got called a loser but they never question my mental state 😛

I am judging them

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god damn. i just got called a loser for my madd

like damn. sorry i'm mentally ill.

EXCUSE ME

YEAH LITERALLY WTF?!

like, i get it because i do have an awful sleep schedule and spend sooo much time completely alone. but the thing is- i still take care of my real life. i still go to school, and i'm planning on working when i'm physically able to handle it. i'm not just doing nothing all the time. but even if i was, why not consider the fact that depression exists? i have a sleep disorder too.

i will never understand people who go straight to insults like this.

UM HAVING AN AWFUL SLEEP SCHEDULE AND BEING ALONE IS ALSO NOT FUNNY WHAT

Who the fuck dared insult my pookie I will KICK ASS

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okay guys

I need to do one of these for motivation for my ocs/paras

Red = done

Yellow = in the process of being done

100 notes and I'll show you guys the character playlists I made and give y'all my spotify 💪

250 notes and I'll show you some poems I've written about my paras

400 notes and I'll show you the actually embarrassing poems.

500 notes and I'll go through my blog and put all my posts about my paras in one big document

750 notes and I'll make a map of where my paras are from/where they live and where important places in my world are

1000 notes and I'll show you the big pinterest boards I have made for them

1500 notes and I'll tell y'all the completely diabolical lore, aka the like five things I've only told 1 or 2 ppl that I keep hidden in my grey cells because they deserve jail that's how bad they are

5000 notes and I'll actually continue developing either of the languages I made up. (y'all get to choose. Pls don't make the wrong choice. Pls.)

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I am happy to tell you all that one of MY PARAS got the lead in the Wonka Broadway musical they play in my silly little head. That's right. MINE not YOURS. How's that feel

Well mine put on a school play of the secret history and played the twins.... you can guess how that ended

I do not have that reference 🥲

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Content: Captivity, multiple whumpees, fear of death, [implied] mentions of murder.

"Why don't we just... pretend like everything is fine?" Caretaker quietly suggested, curling up a little tighter as Whumpee pressed themselves against their side. The cell they were in was damp and cold, no light or signs of the outside world able to be seen. "I don't want my last few days with you to be sad."

Whumpee sniffled, subconsciously clinging onto Caretaker's shirt. "How do we do that?"

"Let's just imagine all the things we never got to do." Their voice got increasingly softer with every word. "Like... adopting the puppy we always wanted, or proposing to each other. I had a ring and everything for that, you know."

"Really?" Whumpee tilted their head up just enough to look their cellmate in the eye, tears welling in their own almost immediately. The sight just about broke Caretaker's heart and they were quick to wipe them away with their thumb.

They then nodded. "Yeah. I was gonna invite you over for a nice dinner and a movie. I had a cheesy speech about how much I loved you and... how I wanted to grow old with you."

With a small sob, Whumpee adjusted themselves enough to bring Caretaker into a hug. Their grip was tight, shoulders quaking with every sound that left their lips. Neither of them cared that there were security cameras watching them. Neither of them cared that Whumper was most likely mocking them from the other room.

"I don't have a ring anymore, or home cooked meals or anything else I had planned, but... would you marry me anyway? Or... would you do me the honor of spending our last few days as my fiance?"

Whumpee nodded against their shoulder, voice slightly muffled against the fabric of their torn shirt. "Yes."

Literally how two of my paras got engaged (they are married and dads now)

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We listen and we don't judge

When I was 7, me and my friends saved a fish from drowning

(Tag your moots)

we listen and don’t judge;

one time i got curious what sanitizer tasted like in daycare and licked my hands. I still do it till this day

we listen we don’t judge

Hand sanitizer taste like shampoo but not conditioner, conditioner taste like coconut oil

We listen and we don't judge

I've never had an elf on the shelf and kinda think it's a dumb comcept

We listen and dont judge:

I dont like pineapple on pizza

@hannahmoon143 @fantasygeek-134

we listen and we don't judge

one time i printed out 20 pictures of a character and hid them around my house

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we listen and we don't judge

one time i broke my arm by falling of the couch and was going into surgery (the IV hadn't kicked in yet) and i yelled as they were pushing the hospital bed away from my parents "YOU CAN'T BE DOING THIS TO CHILDREN!!!" in the middle of the hospital.... i was 5....

We listen and we don't judge,

I don't believe in God and I've gone to church with that opinion (i did it for a friend)

We listen and we don’t judge,

When I get bored I’ll watch those cringy Gacha react vids

We listen and we don't judge,

I don't like white chocolate. It's nasty.

We listen and we don't judge

I have three mattresses in my room

One that I sleep on and two standing up leaning in a corner

We listen and we don’t judge.

I like syrup on pizza. Specially cheese and sausage.

we listen and we don’t judge

my therapist once called me “just plain ol’ hardheaded” 😭

we listen and don't judge

i spent over $60 on doordash in the past two days 😭

We listen and we don't judge

The only time I stole in my life was a little Lego Duplo ugly baby that I liked

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