𝐒𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬
Pairing-Bucky Barnes x Drunk F!Reader
Summary-Inspired by the lyrics of Video Games by Lana Del Rey. “He holds me in his big arms, drunk, and I am seeing stars.”
Tags-Fluff,Drunk reader,Protective Bucky Barnes,Soft Bucky Barnes,Caretaking,Established Relationship,Friends with benefits,at a bar,Caring Bucky Barnes
A/n- TWO IN ONE DAY?!? IM HUSTLING (making this one cause the other one wasn’t really long)
The night had started with a simple plan.
Everyone needed a break. You and the team had been cooped up in the Tower for too long, tension running high from endless missions and late night debriefs. So, for once, you all agreed on the same thing, a night out.
The decision had been quick, no fancy restaurants or quiet lounges. A club was the obvious choice, a place where you could all drown out the stress with pounding music and flashing lights.
No mission talk, no strategy planning, just a night to let loose. You were just as eager as the rest, excitement buzzing in your chest as you got ready.
Dressed for the occasion, you'd picked out something that made you feel confident something that hugged your figure just right, the black fabric smooth against your skin.
Natasha had taken it upon herself to do your makeup, her skilled hands steady as she swiped a brush across your cheekbone. "Hold still," she murmured, eyes narrowed in concentration as she perfected the sharp wing of your eyeliner.
She was always precise, making sure every detail was flawless. In the background, Wanda was multitasking, her magic flickering through the room as she shuffled through songs, the volume rising and falling with each new track.
She was halfway into her outfit, hopping on one foot as she pulled on her heels, grinning as she caught your reflection in the mirror. "You're gonna turn heads tonight," she teased, adjusting the straps of her dress before spinning back toward her phone.
She shot you a knowing glance through the mirror, her grin widening. "Especially Bucky's," she teased, her tone dripping with amusement.
Natasha leaned back, tilting her head as she admired her work. "There," she said, satisfied. "Perfect."
You glanced at yourself in the mirror, turning your head slightly to take in the sharp liner, the flawless blend of colors, the way everything came together just right.
A pleased smile tugged at your lips before you turned back to Wanda. "Bucky is a friend, Wanda."
"With benefits," Natasha added smoothly, arms crossing over her chest. "Nope, just a friend," you murmured under your breath, giving her a pointed look. But you knew better than that. You and Bucky just hadn't put a label on it yet.
There was something unspoken between you and Bucky, a line you both danced around but never fully crossed. He was there when you needed him steady, unwavering, always within reach. And you were the same for him.
Late night conversations that stretched until dawn, lingering touches that never quite felt accidental, the way he always pulled you just a little closer than necessary.
It wasn't just friendship, but it wasn't something either of you had defined, either. Maybe you were both too stubborn. Maybe you were both too scared. But whatever it was, it existed in that space between, waiting for one of you to acknowledge it.
The club was alive with energy, the bass thrumming through the floor, neon lights casting shifting colors over the crowd. The air was thick with the scent of alcohol and perfume, laughter and conversation blending into the music.
You were already a few drinks in, the warmth spreading through your limbs as you moved through the sea of people. You all had claimed a booth near the back, drinks scattered across the table, everyone unwinding in their own way.
Clint and Tony were at the bar, both arguing with the bartender over some ridiculous question, their voices rising in exaggerated disbelief. Clint was leaning over the counter, shaking his head dramatically as he laughed.
Attempting to get the bartender to admit that the cocktail they ordered was just 'too complicated for a regular guy to understand.' Tony, on the other hand, was insisting that the bartender wasn't making the right choice of adorn for his drink, which had clearly left Clint irritated but still amused.
Thor, Bruce, and Steve were huddled around a chess table in the corner of the club, engrossed in a match with a few older guys who were getting increasingly frustrated with their moves. Thor, loud and boisterous, kept insisting his pieces were better than the opponents.
Bruce was quietly analyzing every move with a small, knowing smile. Steve, ever the patient one, was carefully strategizing, giving his opponents a fair challenge while keeping the conversation going about the history of chess. The older guys were having trouble keeping up.
The unmistakable beat of "Champagne Coast" began to pulse through the club, and in an instant, Natasha grabbed two shots from the table, downing hers in a quick motion. She passed one to you and Wanda, who eagerly followed suit, the burn of the alcohol creeping down your throats.
"It's our song!" Natasha screamed over the thumping bass, her eyes wide with excitement. Without waiting for any kind of response, she yanked you both by the arms, pulling you toward the dance floor.
The alcohol hit faster now, the warmth spreading through your limbs, giving everything a hazy, electric feeling. You couldn't help but laugh as Natasha's infectious energy took over, her body moving effortlessly to the rhythm as you tried to catch up.
Wanda was right beside you, her smile matching Natasha's enthusiasm. Together, the three of you became a whirlwind of movement, swaying and bouncing to the beat.
You could barely focus on anything else except the music, the flashing lights, and the rush of joy that came with being completely lost in the moment.
The alcohol continued through your veins faster than expected, the warmth beginning to spread from your stomach out to your limbs again making everything feel just a little bit lighter, a little bit fuzzier.
Your steps became a bit less steady, but the rhythm of the music carried you, and you couldn't help but laugh at how carefree you felt.
The world around you blurred, the flashing lights bouncing off your skin, creating an almost dreamlike atmosphere. Natasha twirled you around with ease, and you stumbled slightly, your vision doing a quick spin before you regained your balance.
It didn't matter. Nothing mattered right now but the music, the laughter, and the way Natasha and Wanda's energy seemed to feed into yours.
Lost in the energy of the night, you couldn't shake the feeling of someone watching you. It was a subtle thing at first, just the faintest prickling sensation on the back of your neck.
But then, you caught it Bucky's gaze, locked on you from across the room. He was sitting at the booth with a cup of whiskey in his hand, his eyes dark and focused, following your every move.
There was a hunger in his stare, something that made the hairs on your arms stand up. His expression was unreadable, but the intensity of his gaze was undeniable. It was like he couldn't look away, even as he took a slow sip of his drink.
You felt a shiver run through you, the alcohol in your system making you more aware of his presence than usual.
The song eventually came to an end, the last beat echoing in your chest as the energy on the dance floor started to end.
Natasha, still full of excitement, tugged at your arm with a grin. "Come on, let's get more shots!" she called, practically dragging you and Wanda toward the bar.
You stumbled slightly, the alcohol already buzzing in your veins, and followed her to the stools where the three of you could catch your breath.
The club was louder now, the chatter of the crowd mixing with the heavy bass, but it didn't matter. The only thing you were focused on was the next round of shots, and the rush they'd bring.
You sat down on one of the barstools, your legs feeling just a little too wobbly as you steadied yourself, trying to shake off the slight dizziness.
Wanda slid onto the stool beside you, while Natasha quickly flagged down the bartender for more drinks, her voice carrying over the noise of the club. The three of you leaned in, laughing and joking.
As the bartender set down the new shots in front of you, you couldn't help but grin, the alcohol making everything seem funnier than it probably was.
After finishing your shot, you slumped slightly against the counter, your head spinning, but not in a bad way. The club around you felt like it was spinning too, a whirlwind of lights and music. You tilted your head, staring off into the distance for a second, and then suddenly, a thought popped into your head.
"You know, I think Bucky might actually be a human sized puppy," you said loudly, your words coming out more sluggish than you realized. "Like one of those big fluffy ones that sits in your lap but has no idea how strong his legs are."
Wanda and Natasha exchanged a glance, both bursting out into laughter as they processed what you'd just said. You continued, blissfully unaware pointing at Bucky across the room.
"Like, he's probably the type to—uh—like, be all quiet and brooding until you scratch behind his ears," you added with a goofy smile, completely convinced of your brilliance.
Natasha snorted, shaking her head. "I don't know if Bucky's ever been compared to a puppy, but you're onto something." You grinned, nodding sagely as if you had unlocked a great truth. "Right?! Like—he's just all—silent and then BAM here's my big soft side!'"
Wanda laughed so hard, she nearly spilled her drink. "You've had enough shots for tonight, haven't you?" You waved her off with a big, sloppy grin. "Noooo—I'm just—I'm just right."
You gave them both a confident thumbs up, then took another shot like it was going to make everything even out.
You didn't know how you ended up on the table, but there you were, swaying to the beat with a carefree smile plastered on your face. The lights from the club spun around you, flashing like a strobe as the music pulsed in your chest.
You could hear the laughter from your Nat and Wanda, the sounds of phones clicking and flashes going off as everyone recorded your own little dance party.
You sat down on one of the barstools, your legs feeling just a little too wobbly as you steadied yourself, trying to shake off the slight dizziness.
The laughter filled the air, everyone enjoying the ridiculousness of it all. Everyone was laughing except for Bucky. His eyes locked onto you from across the room, his jaw slightly clenched as he made his way toward you.
He was heading over with a determined stride, and you couldn't shake the feeling that his gaze had shifted from amusement to something else.
"Here comes the fun police," Natasha teased, tugging at your skirt to get your attention. You groaned, suddenly aware of how tipsy and carefree you were.
You quickly turned the other way, hoping Bucky would just walk away and leave you to your antics. You knew he wouldn't approve, but in that moment, you didn't care. You were having fun, and nothing else mattered.
"Maybe if I pretend I don't see him, he'll go away," you mumbled to Natasha, your words slurring slightly.
As you continued to sway, you heard the shuffle of footsteps growing closer. The next thing you knew, Bucky had shifted around to the other side of the table, standing right in front of you now. His eyes locked onto yours. The intensity of his stare making your stomach flip.
"Having fun?" he asked, his voice low but amused, the faintest smirk tugging at his lips. You nodded, grinning widely, the alcohol making everything feel lighter, easier.
"You gonna join me?" you asked, your words a little slurred but full of mischief. The idea of him joining you on the table made you giggle, but you could tell by the way his gaze sharpened that he wasn't so sure about your dumb idea.
As you continued to sway to the music, your foot caught awkwardly on the edge of the table, and for a split second, it felt like you were about to lose your balance.
But you managed to catch yourself just in time, your hands shooting out to steady yourself. Bucky, watching intently, didn't seem as relieved as you. His expression shifted to one of concern.
"Get off the table," he said firmly, his voice laced with a protective tone. His eyes never left you, his body still tense as if ready to step in if needed.
You shook your head with a grin, still not willing to give up the fun just yet. "Nope," you replied, swaying slightly but standing firm. "I'm having fun."
Bucky's expression hardened, his patience clearly running thin. "Get off the table," he repeated, voice now tinged with authority.
Your eyes narrow as you still face him, your grin still in place despite the tipsy fuzziness clouding your thoughts. "No, you're not my dad," you shot back with a playful, drunken slur. "And you certainly aren't my boyfriend."
Bucky's expression dropped, the playful tension in his face melting into something more brooding and moody. His jaw tightened, eyes flickering with something deeper something unreadable, but it was enough to make you pause, even in your tipsy state.
"Fine," he muttered, voice darker now, with a finality that left no room for debate. Before you could react, Bucky stepped forward, his hand gripping your waist with surprising firmness. Without any more words, he threw you effortlessly over his shoulder.
"Bucky, what the hell?" you snapped, your voice sharp despite the fuzziness in your head. "Why are you doing this? Why can't I just have fun?"
You could feel the tension in your body, your frustration rising. "I'm fine, Bucky. I'm not falling off the table, let me have some fun!" you argued, struggling a little against his hold, but the alcohol in your system made it harder than you expected.
Bucky didn't falter, his grip on you unyielding as he moved with purpose. "You almost fell off the table." he stated voice calm but firm. "You're drunk and you need to eat before you go to bed. This isn't fun anymore; it's dangerous."
You seethed, not used to being treated like this. But there was no way around it Bucky wasn't backing down. He was right, but that didn't make it any easier to accept.
Bucky nodded at Tony, a silent gesture that made Tony give him a small, knowing look. Bucky didn't need to say anything more. He was taking you back to the tower, and that was final.
As he started walking toward the car, you couldn't help but feel a strange mix of emotions. The alcohol in your system made everything feel hazy and distant, but at the same time, everything felt lighter.
You took a deep breath, trying to steady yourself. "The sky is spinning," you said, your words slurring slightly as you gazed up at the night sky. "Look at the stars Bucky. They're so beautiful tonight." Your voice was soft.
Bucky didn't say anything, but you could feel his arm tighten around your waist, you couldn't help but let your gaze drop to his arm, the muscles flexing under his shirt with every step.
You blinked a couple of times, trying to focus. Everything seemed so much more vivid now, even though you were dizzy from the alcohol.
"Bucky..." you murmured, your voice drifting as you reached up to run your fingers over his bicep, the muscle firm and unyielding beneath your touch. "Damn, your huge." Your fingers squeezed gently, fascinated by the strength in his arm. "Is this like all from training?"
Bucky's body tensed a little at your touch, but he didn't pull away. He just gave a soft, amused sigh. "Yeah all from training." he said, though there was a faint edge to his voice that almost sounded like he was trying to hide the amusement in his tone.
You nodded, still mesmerized by the strength you could feel just under the surface of his skin. "No way—I need to start training," you said dreamily, giving his arm one last squeeze before your eyes drifted to the stars again, but then it shifted to Bucky again, his solid frame holding you securely.
You felt a sudden wave of affection, the alcohol making everything seem warmer, more intimate. "I feel like a princess," you whispered, your voice soft and sincere. "You should hold me like this all the time." You let out a content sigh, nuzzling into his chest a little as you relaxed in his hold.
Bucky looked down at you, his expression unreadable for a moment before his lips quirked slightly. "You're drunk," he said, his tone gentle but firm.
You shook your head, your eyes locking onto his with surprising seriousness for someone in your state. "No," you murmured, your voice steady, "I mean it. I really mean it."
Bucky's expression softened, a small, knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. His eyes met yours with a hint of amusement, though his grip on you remained steady.
"Well, in that case," he said, his voice low and slightly teasing, "let me know when you need holding." His words, though light, felt oddly sincere as he continued to carry you back to the car.
As Bucky continued walking, his pace steady and focused, you couldn't shake the thought in your head. The alcohol still had its grip on you, but something in the air felt different, more intense. You looked up at him, swaying slightly in his arms, and your voice, soft and unsure, broke the silence.
"Bucky, can I have a kiss?" you asked, your words slow, a little slurred but full of a quiet longing. Bucky faltered for a moment, his brows furrowing as he looked down at you. "Take it back," he muttered, shaking his head. "You're drunk."
You frowned slightly, your lips pouting a little, but then you gathered your thoughts, looking at him with determination. "But my feelings the ones I'm feeling now for you, aren't confused."
Bucky's gaze softened, and for a moment, he seemed to struggle with the pull between his protective instincts and whatever else was flickering behind his eyes.
But before he could respond, you'd reached the car. Bucky opened the passenger side door, carefully placing you in the seat and buckling you up with the utmost care.
When he finished, he gave you a quick peck on the lips. It was soft, a fleeting brush of his lips against yours. You immediately smiled, a satisfied look on your face, but then you couldn't resist.
"One more," you murmured, a playful glint in your eyes. Bucky chuckled, the sound light but full of warmth. He leaned in again, pressing another kiss to your lips, this one lingering a little longer. But you weren't done yet.
"One more," you insisted, your voice teasing.
This time, Bucky laughed outright, his chest rumbling with the sound. "You're relentless," he teased, shaking his head. But he gave in, leaning in once more for a final kiss. When he pulled back, he smiled down at you, his eyes twinkling with a mix of amusement and something deeper.
"Alright, alright," he said, his voice warm and soft, "One more. You happy now?" You smiled contentedly, leaning back in the seat as the car's engine roared to life, the night feeling a little more magical than it had just moments before.