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☣ Aypa ☣

@mapplesand / mapplesand.tumblr.com

(Wirt from Over the Garden Wall, Kaiman from Dorohedoro, and Hanako from Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun)

updated my intro post because the old one sucks

Hi I'm Aypa and welcome to the madness of my ocs and stupid posts

French, 23, autistic, he/they (transmasc and bi/ace)

I'm also a writer and a casual artist (don't expect anything incredible I just do shit for fun) and this blog is focused on my current writing project called Morbid Minds, and when I tell you focused, i'm not kidding (and there's also the average shitpost because you can't stop me from my own stupidity)

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here's my strawpage if you wanna check it out (it's ugly but who cares) : https://aypa.straw.page/

here's the strawpage for my story Morbid Minds : https://morbid-minds.straw.page/

and here's some links to not get lost here :

Morbid Minds story intro (most important link if you want to understand what i'm yapping about honestly lol)

and idk here's my AO3 I dont post much but there's still some writing : https://archiveofourown.org/users/Aypa

(the summer hikaru died)

i know a lot of people complain with "lack of media literacy" but there's also a lot of people that don't seem to get the point of nuanced media ? in a way ? like it feels like some people want everything to have a clear good and bad, like true black and white morality when in reality our very world falls into a grey area most of the time, so why not fiction ?

i've seen people complain about media with characters that are just assholes, like just bad people and it's the point of the story but some people were like "why would anyone watch that, that's so disgusting, you have to be sick to indulge in that kind of media" and like ? it was about a story ABOUT bad people making fun of them like it was a satire about it, the story made fun of people acting this way

so that's a really strange thing i noticed

The problem with commercial F/M romance is that it's written by the most heterosexual women alive and reading it you feel yourself slowly suffocating from the Gender of it all like a fish in a eutrophying lake. And what we actually need as a culture is F/M written by insane bisexuals violently allergic to heteronormativity

i think it's a bit funny that most girls i've talked to IRL were true crime girlie but in a "oh you probably think i'm weird but i watch these youtubers" (and often not very present on fandom side of the internet so that was probably the weirdest thing they were doing) and im just like dw i've seen way worse in my everyday life on the internet you have no idea

pinterest sent me a "we're concerned about you :(" email because i was saving edgy lyrics for my characters it's so over

Computer, show me characters gaining weight as a sign of their improving mental state. Show me characters learning to love their body as they learn to love themselves. Show me characters no longer punishing themselves for something that isn’t their fault. Computer. Computer do you hear me.

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