Menhera Tears

@menhera-tears

sad girl that dosent know if she's healing

"If being an Angel was a crime, i would be arrested"

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~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ NAME: YURI

~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ GENDER: FEMALE

~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ ISSUES: MOTHER ISSUES, SUSPECTED PTSD AND ANXIETY, AUTISM, POSSIBLE BPD

~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ ATTEMPTS: TWO

~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ MBTI: ENTJ(COMMANDER)

~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ MENTAL STATE: SLIGHTLY BETTER ??

~⁠>⁠`⁠)⁠~⁠~⁠~ RELATIONSHIP STATUS: SINGLE (CRUSHING)

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I REALLY wanna try drugs

Ranking of drugs I have tried

Cocaine 0/10 didn't do as much as high doses of caffeine

Mdma 11/10 would literally do this all the time if it worked that way. They should invent mdma that you can do all the time forever. This is what being mentally healthy and in love must feel like at low doses. At high doses it's like everything is trying to have sex with you (positive) and everything is beautiful and perfect forever

Lsd 5/10 confusing, lasts a very very very very very long time. The first part was awesome but it just kept going and going and going and going

Adderall 3/10 kind of a small rush but also destroys your motivation to do things for a while even after you stop taking it. I thought I would feel more driven and focused I just wanted to stare at the wall all the time

Cannabis 7/10 stays in your system longer than you think, can make you way too aware of things

Klonopin- 5/10 makes you forget things. Took it to try to die. Would have worked if my ex didn't leave work early.

Alcohol- 5/10 only fun when you're doing something else that is also pretty fun but is a little bit silly, preferably with other people. Not really fun alone. Good for emergencies though you can have a shot to settle your nerves

Shrooms- 5/10 only took a small dose. This was fine. Everything felt soft around the edges and sparkly but it wasn't a magical wonderland like with mdma I didn't feel in love with everything I just felt kinda outside of things and dissociated.

Absinthe- makes you feel very relaxed and like that feeling you get when something is about to happen when you're like 15 and you know any second now your life is going to start and you're keeping your eyes peeled for the numinous.

If you try drugs, I highly recommend only doing drugs a sexual partner buys for you to do together. Then you won't get addicted to drugs.

Im a minor but like my friend's boyfriend knows alot of dealers, he's taken mdma multiple times before lol

Tbh i also had mdma but like half a pill

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💭this month i will worry less

✨this month i will pray more

🤍this month i will love myself more

🧁this month i will make the best of each day

🌸this month i will live more mindfully

🌙this month i will practice gratitude

🎀this month i will start the journey of being myself, unapologetically

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better days are coming in April

better days are coming in April

better days are coming in April

better days are coming in April

better days are coming in April

better days are coming in April

better days are coming in April

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