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ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ aussie asian ᡣ𐭩 aquarius ᡣ𐭩 intp-t ᡣ𐭩 tyunnie's lover (real)

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(ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.ﾟotherwise a quick intro to me: i write for kpop groups, anime, genshin and honkai

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status: cooking up a little something ! ｜requests: open !

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lover boy !

pairing: various x reader

genre: fluff

summary: lovestruck!honkai star rail boys and their love languages

word count: 474

a/n: because this thought popped into my head and now you guys need to read it !

acts of service the saying “actions speak louder than words” couldn’t be more true for him. anything that helps ease your burdens speaks volumes for him. ranging from offering to do the dishes to planning a whole vacation without your knowledge, nothing is too grand a gesture for him to do for you. treating you like a princess, quiet, thoughtful gestures, such as noticing things are running out and restocking for you, reaching out to take your bag or making you a drink just the way you like it reminds you of the unspoken ways love can be professed.

quality time to him, nothing says “i love you” more than spending quiet time with him. despite the simplicity of the activity——binging the latest show, reading through the dusty, first edition books or listening quietly as you talk about your day, along with your grand, animated gestures, never fail to put a small smile on his face. sometimes you wonder if he listens, but you are pleasantly surprised when he remembers the small details, his attention on you always, even in a crowded room, he would always manage to find you instantly.

physical touch he craves to keep you in his arms, to give you endless hugs and run his fingers through your hair. for him, these touches show his love, his care, his concern, sometimes even his apology. oftentimes, people struggle to convey what they wish to say without words. but with him, a simple, often unconscious touch reassures you, reminds you that you’re not alone. these actions communicate his promise and desire to keep you safe and comforted, his vow to eternally love you.

words of affirmation sometimes, words speak louder than actions. he loves to shower you with unsolicited compliments that mean the world to you. hearing the encouragement and kindness of simple words that carry the weight of his love for you never fails to brighten your day. his voice that softens when he calls your name, keen eyes picking up on the smallest changes and complimenting you, a lighthouse in the storm, never failing to guide you in moments of uncertainty. his words of affirmation sends your spirits skywards, 

gift-giving people often mistaken this love language for materialism for the receiver. instead, every trinket, keychain and small memento he buys you reminds him of you—your favourite colour, favourite animal or a hobby you mentioned in passing just once. regardless of what it costs him, he would do anything to see your smile light up your face, tender joy glowing in your eyes. for him, the gifts he brings you are a symbol of his love for you and you are more precious to him that whatever he sacrificed to bring the gift to you.

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moments of love

pairing: jingyuan x fem!reader

genre: fluff

summary: rumours spark to life when the most eligible bachelor of the xianzhou returns with a little boy in his arms, throwing your life in a completely new direction and unveiling hidden feelings.

word count: 1.3k

a/n: first work from a request, releasing it a lot earlier than what i planned bc this idea is simply too good ! to the anonnie who requested, i hope this is somewhat similar to what you were hoping for !! ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ )

it was a well-known fact that jingyuan was one of, if not, the most eligible bachelor of the xianzhou. 

young ladies gossiped and flocked to gawk at the sight of jingyuan patrolling the streets in his uniform, while aunties tried to set up their daughters, and sometimes even their sons, whenever jingyuan or one of his subordinates ran errands at their store.

rumours often surfaced upon the streets of the xianzhou, whenever jingyuan is spotted talking to a young lady or makes a brief interaction with a youthful shopkeeper. unfortunately for the locals, these rumours are stamped out before they can bloom into ludicrous gossip. curiously, the only rumour that hasn’t been quashed the moment it emerged is the one about jingyuan and his secretary.

naturally, jingyuan’s return from a hard-fought battle, with a child and in his arms, no less, sends shock waves through the tight-knit planet. within an hour of his arrival back, the news had spread like wildfire.

wait omg yes i love this ideaaaaaaa

i'll work on it when i stop procrastinating ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ (aka [hopefully] around easter when i start school holidays)

ahhhhhhh tyty ヾ(•̀ ヮ <)و just saying that i might have 2 pieces in the works to look forwards to~ (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵) (probably coming out around easter/before then hopefully ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝) i love alllll the txt songs im not gonna lie (≖⩊≖) but i think minisode 3 tracklist has a special place in my heart <3 my absolute favourite is quarter life but the yt version cus taehyun in the second verse gives me ✨life✨ ( ˘ᴗ˘ )

beautiful stranger

pairing: dan heng x reader

genre: slight fluff, pining

summary: it was fate that brought you together, so many what ifs that could've led to a fairytale moment

word count: 1.3k

a/n: this idea's been collecting dust in my drafts and i finally had the energy and creativity to write it out :D would recc listening to 'beautiful stranger' by laufey cus i found the song while writing this and felt like it matched <3

the clouds were dyed dark with the rain. above, the sky grumbled in warning of the oncoming storm. people scurried across the train station platforms, a blur of motion and echoing footsteps. some are distracted by their phone, chatting away and promising to return early. others hug their backpacks close to their chests, head bobbing forwards or knocking against the window with eyes drooping shut. surrounded by other people, all are lost in their own little worlds.

for dan heng, this evening commute of chaos was routine. the rush to squeeze into a rare free seat, the monochrome interior of the train carriage was as familiar to him as the back of his hand. he was a creature of habit, always taking the train that left at the peak of rush hour.

by some tragically beautiful twist of fate, today, he had taken a later train that he usually would. the carriage was noticeably emptier, the din of conversation hushed and more relaxed. settling into a nearby seat, his headphones cut down on the quiet hum of conversation like a knife, blanketing him in the soothing rhythm of nocturnes and sonatas.

the cold breeze blew in from the open doors, sending a chill down each passenger’s spine. loud warning beeps sounded throughout the carriage, cautioning passengers of the closing doors. 

a skidding flurry of movement. an ungraceful topple into dan heng’s neighbouring seat. shoulders knocking together. this disruptive interruption of pace made dan heng look up from his laptop, a curt remark about train courtesy on the tip of his tongue.

hi anonnie !!

tysm for your request, but after thinking over it for a while, ive decided to not write it (ᴗ ︵ ᴗ。)

firstly because i dont want to misrepresent this illness or romanticise it (in a sense) as im aware that this is a sensitive topic for some people

secondly because neither i nor people around me (that im aware) of suffer from this, nor am i an expert in this field, so i feel that it would be inappropriate if i try to write about it from an outsider perspective

tysm for understanding (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

do you tell the moon about me?

pairing: dan heng x reader

genre: slight fluff, pining

summary: the world is rose gold with the promise of love, but do i dare break this fragile balance?

word count: 584

a/n: fun fact, this actually happened in text convo w my crush, except they were literally like uhhh which [their name] are you talking abt ? (they thought i knew multiple people w the same name) it was so awkwardly funny LMAO (for context they're INTP if that explains anything)

the soft pastel interior of march 7th’s room was tinted with a rosy dream-like haze. 

playing truth or dare with alcohol on valentine’s day was probably the bold choice of march 7th, or the collaborative and chaotic idea of her and the trailblazer. your cheeks were warm, with blush or the fact that you were seated almost knee to knee with your clueless crush, you’ll never know.

you listened to every word that fell out of dan heng’s mouth, every truthful word and cheeky dare with rapt attention. without even trying, he commanded your attention, your thoughts dying before they leave your mouth whenever you feel his eyes on you.

AHHH TYTY !! you too~ i had fun watching people post their s/os on their instagrams (ಥ◡ಥ) BUT i went to a concert on valentine's w my friend and saw other friends as well as a friend who graduated last year so im happy !!

tyty~ now im one year closer to leaving this hell and also like 9 months away from leaving school ദ്ദി ≧؂ ⠈≦)

PLS HAVE MERCY ON ME 🙇🏻‍♀️ tis my bday tmrw, so surely i am spared (○´^｀○) otherwise..... imma dash (งツ)ว (งツ)ว (งツ)ว

memories of the past

pairing: jingyuan x reader

genre: angst

summary: longevity is a blessing and a curse. if only he could spend a second more with you, he would be content.

word count: 1.4k

a/n: a sequel to fireworks and red packets that no one asked for but i wanted to do cus i saw a tiktok that gave me an idea i couldn't get out of my head heheheheh hope you enjoy this ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊.

they were not blood related, but they were family. Jingyuan, the dozing general of the xianzhou. yanqing, his trusted little aid, saved from the barren and bloodied battlefields. [name], the reliable and skilled secretary, who meant much more than that to the general and his foster son. mimi, the comforting murder machine who killed with her deceptive feline charm. together, they were the symbol of love, of relationship ideals and found family.

the xiaozhou mourned the loss of their beloved feline mascot when she passed. memorabilia was sold in her memory and honour. keychains, plushies and figurines adorned every xianzhou child's bed, bag and desk. though many thousands of years had passed, countless long life species were still not accustomed to the sight of a jingyuan without his dutiful lion.

new year festivals and other grand events were highly anticipated, but the locals always felt a piece of the familial image was mission when they didn’t see mimi being carried like a baby, back to their abode by her servant jingyuan.

the family of four has now become three.

girlie i alr said ( TᴖT ) it'll come when im done w the penacony quest (aka never cus i have SACs rn and im ready to kms !!)

fireworks and red packets

pairing: jingyuan x reader

genre: fluff

summary: once again, it's yanqing's favourite time of the year and also his 'payday' — chinese new year

word count: 1.2k

a/n: happy lunar/chinese new year to those who celebrate !! hope you guys received lots of red packets ! to those who dont celebrate, hope you have a good day (>ᴗ•) !

living in a household with jingyuan’s little aide meant that life was never a bore, especially in the morning of the annual chinese new year.

once again, you have woken up before jingyuan, gently hugged like a teddy bear. the sunshine smiles warmly upon you from the sheer curtains as birds twitter cheerily outside your windows. however, the peace does not last long.

distantly, you hear the patter of running footsteps from down the hall, a clear sign of trouble brewing, so naturally, you pretend to sleep, awaiting with baited breath to see what would happen.

the door to your bedroom is thrown open and jingyuan’s soft snores are rudely interrupted by a heavy weight launching himself towards the bed.

petrichor

pairing: sugawara x reader

genre: fluff

summary: it's your final year of school, so your boyfriend helps you fulfil a long-time dream

word count: 566

a/n: literally so self-indulgent istg ദ്ദി ꒦ິ꒳꒦ິ )✧ (no i am not delulu ok maybe a little) it's my last year of school and im still waiting for someone to do this w me plsplspls TT either way, eat well children >:3

the humid heat crackled with electricity. the warm air was heavy with oncoming rain as rolling grey clouds covered the smiling sun, bringing brief respite to the ground, baked dry by the summer heat.

the gentle whir of the fan overhead blended in with the soft music playing from your headphones as you studied in the library, waiting for your boyfriend as he finished volleyball training.

des fleurs pour vous — some flowers for you

pairing: neuvillette x reader

genre: fluff

summary: with a little bit of help, maybe neuvillette can win your heart

word count: 812

a/n: first post of the new year! hope everything goes well for everyone this year :D just an fyi that i might be posting less this year cus i'm in my final year of school ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! (it's gone by so fast oml) and i need to prepare for the exams ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

neuvillette who doesn’t understand why he feels so nervous when he sees you. to this ancient dragon of old, he cannot fathom the reason why his mouth dries up and his palms become sweaty. every time he catches sight of you, the corners of his mouth twitch up involuntarily. butterflies brew a storm in his stomach as his heart dances erratically in his chest.

neuvillette who confides in the melusines about the foreign illness that has befallen him. in front of neuvillette, the melusines assure him, promising to do their best to cure him of this sickness that leaves his face burning and his ears flushed with red.

the moment his intimidating figure leaves the room, the melusines are huddling with their heads close together, whispering and brainstorming ideas.

hello andy :) what mischief are you up to today :)