THIS BLOG IS ON PERMANENT HIATUS

as a new year approaches i wanted to make a “formal post about the future of this blog. as many of you may know i have been inactive for the past months and now i feel like it’s finally time to say goodbye. i know, i know... that sounds so final and dramatic, but i’m a virgo and i like when things have a closure.

i opened this blog almost four years ago, writing very short fics that weren’t really that good. as i started writing more, my works got better and became some sort of escapade for me, a place i could talk about my emotions and experiences in a way that was almost detached from myself. it was amazing, and as my pieces got more popular and i got many messages from people relating to the stories, complimenting the emotions and thanking me for writing something that made them feel good things, i felt like i had accomplished something very important. i felt seen, and glad that i had made other people feel that as well.

when i started being more inactive, it really surprised me that people kept reading my work and sending me such lovely messages. and i wish i could keep giving you guys these stories, but i feel that as for now i have said everything i had to. every story i wanted to tell has been told and they have been given to you. this blog will not be deleted, neither will any of my fics. it’ll be some sort of archive, for when you feel like rereading one of your favorites.

sadly, i’ll not be logging back on this blog once the new year starts. like i said, i like closure. maybe someday i’ll log in for nostalgia, but other than that there’ll be no new content posted, or updates.

i want to thank all of you for following me, for reading my work and for sending me such nice messages. every word i have written, every sweet message i have recieved was extremely important to me. this experience meant a lot and putting those feelings out there was very freeing to me. i can only hope that reading them was just as important for you, or that it will be in case you are a newcomer.

other than that, i hope all of you live great, beautiful lives. you’re all so important and so wonderful that i’m sure great things are waiting for you.

if anyone would like to follow my main account, that i sometimes use, feel free to send me a message asking for it.

that’s it. endings are good. and remember, the moon will always be there for you 💖

gurl i will miss you so much!! your stories give me my daily dose of serotonin. :(( wishing you goodluck in the future!

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stopp i will miss you too 😭 i’m glad the stories i wrote gave you some of that good stuff lol have a bright future babee

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THIS BLOG IS ON PERMANENT HIATUS

as a new year approaches i wanted to make a “formal post about the future of this blog. as many of you may know i have been inactive for the past months and now i feel like it’s finally time to say goodbye. i know, i know... that sounds so final and dramatic, but i’m a virgo and i like when things have a closure.

i opened this blog almost four years ago, writing very short fics that weren’t really that good. as i started writing more, my works got better and became some sort of escapade for me, a place i could talk about my emotions and experiences in a way that was almost detached from myself. it was amazing, and as my pieces got more popular and i got many messages from people relating to the stories, complimenting the emotions and thanking me for writing something that made them feel good things, i felt like i had accomplished something very important. i felt seen, and glad that i had made other people feel that as well.

when i started being more inactive, it really surprised me that people kept reading my work and sending me such lovely messages. and i wish i could keep giving you guys these stories, but i feel that as for now i have said everything i had to. every story i wanted to tell has been told and they have been given to you. this blog will not be deleted, neither will any of my fics. it’ll be some sort of archive, for when you feel like rereading one of your favorites.

sadly, i’ll not be logging back on this blog once the new year starts. like i said, i like closure. maybe someday i’ll log in for nostalgia, but other than that there’ll be no new content posted, or updates.

i want to thank all of you for following me, for reading my work and for sending me such nice messages. every word i have written, every sweet message i have recieved was extremely important to me. this experience meant a lot and putting those feelings out there was very freeing to me. i can only hope that reading them was just as important for you, or that it will be in case you are a newcomer.

other than that, i hope all of you live great, beautiful lives. you’re all so important and so wonderful that i’m sure great things are waiting for you.

if anyone would like to follow my main account, that i sometimes use, feel free to send me a message asking for it.

that’s it. endings are good. and remember, the moon will always be there for you 💖

Anonymous asked:

not surr if i ever told you how perfect n side is... i love how “simple” your writing is but how you capture emotions and moments perfectly, you don’t need to overly describe to get whole vibe. honestly that’s my goal, when i’m writing i feel like i need to explain every little thing and i’m trying to cut back on it. till then i’ll just read your fics and enjoy the warmth i get inside reading them 😌

thank youu oh my god 💗 i used to feel like it always had to be super detailed, but i realized that most of the time emotions are very simple and small gestures say a lot more! i’m glad you get nice feelings reading my work! it means a lot

Anonymous asked:

i meant malamente!! i accidentally did a typo and pressed ask too fast <3

haha i got it, don’t worry 🥰🥰

Anonymous asked:

i don't know how to explain this but somehow all of your works hit something very deep inside of me and i think about this feeling for weeks. you have no idea how LONG and intensely i thought about malement! idk bro it just amazed me in some way? you're truly so good in what you do and write whatever!! just had to get this off here and wish you an incredible start in the week!

i feel like crying reading this because you described the exact feeling i get after finishing something i absolutely loved. thank you so so much??!! this really means the world to me and i’m incredibly glad you enjoy my writing so much 🥰💗 i hope you too have an amazing week!

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You're right, idk about you but I get caught up in society/familial expectations of what I should do and when I should do it but at the end of the day it's my life and I just wanna enjoy the ride lol. Thanks for your condolences, this year has been rough for everyone and I feel like I've been chewed up and spit out but it's ok bc it's life I guess 🙂 I'm definitely going to take it easy and just try to enjoy the holidays! Do you have any special holiday plays this year? 😊 -💙

yeah both things can put a lot of pressure on us, but as you said it’s your life so live it as you want! and that’s great, do you have anything planned? i’m not really into end of the year festivities so i usually just stay at home hahah but i am excited to get away from work for a little for sure!

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i wasn't intending to request a second part don't worry,,, i just wanted a lil hope i guess?

aah okay hahah i just wanted to let you know so there’s no expectation or anything sorry, if i was rude! but yeah, be as hopeful as you want! i like leaving endings kinda open so the readers can then make their own stories after that

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hi!! one the way was so amazing!! i really loved reading it and it'll definitely go on my favourites lists :D have you thought about johnny and reader coming together anytime? or will it always be no future for them?

hii! thank u omg i’m glad u think so 💖🥰 as the readers says on the ending, they meet again for a reason! i don’t have plans to write anything else for that story, but i can say that they definetely have good things happening for them in the future

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'On the way' got me weak really fast. You really exposed how fwb/ situationships can make you feel lol. It was such a relatable story that I had to pause and breathe. Definitely took me back to my first year of uni and to my first almost relationship experience (which was a whole new level of drama for me). Genuinely loved it 💚💚 you should be proud of yourself. You take people on emotional journeys just by reading your works. And that's very special, hun 😘

hahah that’s what i was aiming for, because when people look at those relantionships from the outside they tend to be like “oh why dont they just date? just talk to each other!!” but in reality things just happen and you have no control of it lol. also why freshman in college always get into this kind of drama? hahaha the same thing happened to me (i should have just focused on classes tbh)

i’m very glad you enjoyed reading it! thank you for saying those kind words, really means a lot 💖

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I'm glad to hear you're doing ok; it's been rough but hopefully 2021 is kinder to all of us 😰 it does feel weird the year is ending, I feel like I haven't had time to do much or accomplish anything which is a bit unsettling but I'm sure next year I'll be able to hit the ground running lol. I haven't been up to much! Honestly I've been through some shiz lately and I'm just trying to take it easy for my mentality's sake 😥 I hope you have/had a good day! -💙

yeah, i feel the same way but there’s still plenty of time accomplish and do things on the years to come, the feeling that we’re running out of time is just capitalism making us feel bad! and i’m so sorry to hear you are having some hard times, i hope it gets better soon and you’re absolutely right, you should take it easy and take care of yourself 💗

Anonymous asked:

im new to tumblr i was wondering why you repost your fic so often?

so people can see it :]

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on the way (m)

pairing: seo johnny + reader genre: angst, smut | word count: 10k summary:  “There’s a few ways you could tell this story. The tale of how you met one Seo Johnny, and how it all went down. But maybe there’s no better way to do it than from the beginning.” or A love story told in 5 acts.

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why do you make me Feel things 😭😭 i swear every fic of yours strikes something inside me. on the way is Good good, i loved how some parts were so relatable, thank you for writing it and sharing it with us! i hope you’re doing well and that you come back out of your hiatus! i also only discovered your fics after you were already on it, but i’m still happy you have so much amazing content!! :)

hahaha i'm sorry, but it's good to feel!! it makes me really happy that you enjoyed 'on the way' and that you found it relatable, thank you for reading it!! i am doing a lot better, i still don't know if my hiatus will ever completely end but i still log in from time to time to talk to you guys! again, thank you for reading my work and i hope you enjoy the fics i have put out already! stay safee

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I really am thankful for finding your fics and I'm slowly reading my way through them! Blue Lace and New Things: Day Dream are *chefs kiss* and I'm thankful that through your fics I get to transport into a perfect world, even if it may just be for a little while ☺️ I am staying safe, and again I hope you are also! How have you been though? Anything new? I know we don't know each other but I'd love to be able to talk to you :) for now I'll just call myself blue heart anon 💙 hehe

that's really nice to hear, i'm glad you enjoy them and that i get to bring you a little happiness even for a little while! 

i am staying safe, not going out unless needed and all that! other than that i have been doing ok, a lot better than some months before. it's been some weird days tho, like it feels weird that the year is already ending right? i've also been reading a lot to fill in my free time and it's really nice because it had been a while since i really took time to read. what about you, what have you been up to? i would love to talk to you too 💙 💙  

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