Avatar

Moonraevn

@moonraevn

🩷💛🩵 BG3, Skyrim, Star Wars, Arcane, Sonic, ATLA, etc- what can I say I'm neurodivergant

Pinned

I just realized I never did an introduction

Hello hi my fellow weirdos and Gale fuckers

I am Moonraevn they/she

I'm turning 23 on my birthday

I'm feral for BG3 and anything fantasy related, including the ancient game of Skyrim

also enjoy a good Star Wars movie and the Arcane series is my favorite

technically I write fanfiction but does it ever see the light of day? no it likes to stay in my head

if I was a muppet I would be Beaker because he is me and I am him

OC Traits Tag Game!

I was actually tagged twice for this, thanks @worfs-glorious-hair @enbyofwaterdeep 💜💜

no pressure tags @astarioffsimpmain @lazylittledragon @an-excellent-choice and anyone else who wants to join :)

rules: rate your OC on these traits- 0/10 never expresses this trait | 5/10 expresses this trait sometimes | 10/10 almost always expresses this trait

This is about my OC Ralindor (because when do I ever not talk about Ralindor) from BG3 and Skyrim.

  • compassion: 4/10, I would not call Ralindor a compassionate person but he is jot unkind. if he is close to you and knows you well then he will be there for you in the best way that he can
  • bitterness: 6/10 he holds grudges
  • happiness: 2/10 Ralindor is depressed and does not express the emotion of happiness very often. it is a rare occurrence
  • politeness: 0/10, this dark elf is as blunt as you can be. he'll tell it you as it is, not sugarcoating it to be polite
  • chivalry: 7/10 Ralindor can be very chivalrous if he feels that you deserve it
  • pride: 0/10, he doesn't take pride in anything that he has done.
  • honesty: 10/10 this man will never lie to you. he hates you? he'll tell you to your face
  • bravery: 4/10, Ralindor would never call himself brave but there are times when he has been quite brave
  • recklessness: 5/10, most of the time he is very careful with his choices but sometimes when he gets angry or afraid, he can he quite reckless
  • ambition: 0/10, he does not have ambitions. there is nothing on his mind other than survival
  • loyalty: 10/10 you will never find someone more loyal than Ralindor
  • love: 8/10 but it's not what you think. Ralindor feels love very strongly for his friends. he feels love deeply for his deceased mother. however, romantic love is something that he struggles with
  • attractiveness: 10/10, Ralindor gets SO many compliments and people hitting on him all the time.
  • agility: 0/10, this dark elf is not agile. he is very large and uses strength to do everything
  • sex drive: 4/10, Ralindor has extreme sexual trauma and because of this hiw relationship with sex is very complicated. sometimes he wants to have sex but finds it difficult to do, other times he wants nothing to do with it.
Avatar
Reblogged

Lil guys ♥️🤗

Make yourself and/or an OC with this Picrew!!!

Thank you for tagging me @sunflowerrolanadorer !!!

I made my Tav, Aislyn and instead of myself i um.. i made Gale...

No presh tags/sorry if you have already been tagged!: @an-excellent-choice @elspethdekarios @fleefer @wouas

Thank you @doe-eyes-dekarios for the tag!! So, sorry for taking so long. This was in my drafts for so long.

I made Gale and Aoide (tried my best with Aoide because she is a drow)

Make yourself and/or an OC with this Picrew!!

Avatar
Reblogged

i find it a little homophobic that the universe decided to make me deathly ill the day that patch 8 of BG3 comes out

good news! I'm starting to feel better!!!

patch 8

I'm coming for you 😏

i find it a little homophobic that the universe decided to make me deathly ill the day that patch 8 of BG3 comes out

Avatar
Reblogged

Queer 👏 people 👏 are 👏 not 👏 all 👏 fucking 👏 activists 👏

Stop quizzing us on queer history and asking us questions we aren’t qualified to answer about the world and about politics and about our identities

Stop trying to back us into a corner so you can justify your discrimination on the basis that we don’t know what we’re talking about or can’t “defend” ourselves to you

Stop treating every queer person that stands up and says “I want to be treated like a person” as if they’re an activist

Cut that bullshit out

Marginalised people just want to exist and be happy

I don’t know everything, and that doesn’t make me undeserving of your respect or my human rights you fucker

I don’t even owe you the stuff I do know- I still am entitled to basic fucking respect

TLDR; Queer people shouldn’t have to be historians or scientists for you to not be a fucking dick

my existence shouldn't be political

MY EXISTENCE SHOULDN'T BE POLITICAL

being depressed emotionally but not mentally is. weird

my thoughts aren't dark, life doesn't feel hopeless, I know the mood will pass, I'm calm and at ease with that

but I still feel flat, tired, unenthusiastic about anything, I don't want to eat, I'm not drinking enough water, I didn't leave bed today until 6pm

but when I did I stood outside, I planted my bare feet in the wet grass, and for a moment I didn't feel so numb, for a moment it was nice. I enjoyed that. I was capable of enjoying that, even if briefly

it's like I'm stuck halfway, I feel like thunder without rain

just kinda weird

This made me cry. I've never had someone mention this kind of depression, so I've always wondered why I can tell I have it(as of the last year at least) but it never felt like how depression is portrayed. So it really hits home to finally hear it how I experience it. No one in my friend group would argue that I'm the genuinely happy one, yet they can also tell that I probably have depression.

glad I could help, if even a little, it's always nice to know you aren't alone

this is why talking about mental health is SO important. because depression can look different for every person, and it can also change over time. I think most people assume that depression is dark and scary and suicidal. and that if you're not having suicidal thoughts, then you're not really depressed.

often times depression is just a symptom of another thing. many people who are neurodivergant are also depressed because of the way society treats them. parents who just had a baby will sometimes get depressed because of the emotional and hormonal changes that come with giving birth and taking care of a newborn baby.

you don't need to have suicidal thoughts to be valid in your depression. you don't have to be diagnosed to be valid in your depression. if you're feeling depressed for any reason, you are valid and I see you. depression is a bitch and regardless of why you're depressed, I hope that you keep going and I hope that eventually we will all feel better <3

Avatar
Reblogged

that time of the year when you realize the depression isn’t seasonal

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.