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ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ. ʏᴇᴛ, ʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ.
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Mourn , 24 , she/they , writer , Soldat's handler.

Sideblog from my main blythesarchives. I interact/follow from my main.

This blog will contain darker themes surrounding Bucky/Winter Soldier. Themes include HTP, ranging from Post!HTP to active HTP. My work will explore these themes. Do not follow if the tags regarding HTP or DD:DNE bother you.

This blog is strictly an 18+ blog. Do not interact with my blog if you are not over the age of 18, I will block you if you are a minor. Ageless blogs will be blocked, you must have your age in your bio or a pinned post.

Masterlist | Recent Works: Broken Texture | Knots | Bleeding Heart | Apricot Toast

My writing can be found under the tag blythewrites⛓

I focus on hurt/recovery the majority of the time, to help with my own trauma and because that is a topic I like to write with his character.

I will possibly write NSFW, but I tend to lean towards recovery/comfort fics with him still in the era of WS or CW. My main blog has more 'normal' fics with Bucky if that's your speed.

This blog is a safe space for everyone. I will not tolerate hateful asks or comments of any kind. Any asks I get that are hateful will be ignored and any hateful comments will be deleted.

All of my writing and works are not to be copied, reposted, modified, etc. I only post my stuff on this blog or any of my listed blogs and if you see my stuff anywhere besides my blogs, then it is stolen. However, inspiration with credit is okay.

Dividers by @/strangergraphics & @/chachachannah

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Broken Texture.

summary: You explore his scars.

warnings: Post!HYDRA Winter Soldier | Post!HTP and abuse | PTSD symptoms & behavior | Flashbacks of HTP | Past dehumanization | Flashbacks of SA | Physical abuse & torture

a/n: This chapter contains flashbacks of active SA and torture.

This chapter is a little heavier than what I try to write on here. I have upcoming works that delve further into the experience and trauma itself that he experiences in HYDRA, so this sort of gives a little bit of insight. I tried not go get super into the darker stuff, but I touched on it enough. One more chapter to go before this series concludes. ;; wc: 4.3k

#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x you#winter soldier#winter soldier x reader#winter soldier x you#the winter soldier#the winter soldier x reader#the winter soldier x you#james buchanan barnes#james buchanan barnes x reader#james buchanan barnes x you#catws#captain america the winter soldier#bucky barnes fic#bucky barnes angst#bucky barnes whump#blythewrites⛓
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ethxngrant asked:

will you do more “Post!HYDRA Winter Soldier” ?

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Yes! That is my fav to write for him, and I will be writing more of that, even when this main series ends.

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aloverfordarkpercy asked:

Hey I was wondering (if you mind ofc) if you could do semi- fresh out of HYDRA bucky x reader where reader goes out but gets attacked by a stranger and almost gets s/a'd but reader gets away and comes home broken and just breaks down

(ofc if you feel comfortable don't want to pressure you!)

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hi, i’m not taking requests but i have something very identical to this already in my wips on my main blog. i haven’t finished it yet but it will be posted there 🫶🏻

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seaskysunrise asked:

i just wanted to say that i read your a soldier’s lament and its actually so peak. i love love love in fics where theres non sexual nudity, and how it actually chills me the way you write soldat’s past. you are an amazing writer.

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Aaaa thank you so much for the words 🥰 I’m so glad that everyone who reads my fics have enjoyed them!

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riakatie asked:

i read every part of A Soldier's Lament is one sitting 😩 you have me hooked ! it’s so good !!

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thank you so much! 🫶🏻 i’m so glad, i wasn’t sure if it would do well back when i first started posting, so i was surprised to see it doing good! i love every comment i get and it keeps me going!

i hope you enjoy my future works as well. 💕💕

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beantomii asked:

so this has nothing to do with anything BUT your new headers, but literally yesterday my friends were in our group chat discussing, in FULL seriousness, what sounds an octopus would make. 🤣

the universal answer was glugluglug with the occasional bloop :3

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that's so funny lmaooo

I just assume the sound of water around them is the 'sound' of them lol

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maybesomedaytho asked:

hellooo! I love your writing so much, I find it very comforting in a way 🫶🏻 I think I had the notion that you said you wouldn't explore the romantic side for Bucky’s and Reader's relationship so much, which makes sense to me, but I'd like to ask how do they see each other exactly? Specifically Bucky like, at this point where he trusts her a little more, does he see her as a caretaker? a friend even? like, at this point in the story, would you say he likes her or cares about her as a person, beyond her taking care of him? Or is still a bit soon for his mind to consider that? I hope I'm making sense 🌱

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helloo <3

Thank you sm! So, for this specific series, no, it will not be romantic. Strictly for the reason that it is supposed to be focusing on trauma recovery and I think adding romance is inappropriate.

As for his view on the reader, I think caretaker is the best way to describe it. Someone he views as a safe person who makes him feel comfortable and protected, who he can let his guard down around (even if it's hard sometimes). At this point in the series, he doesn't think about relationships further than that. His emotions are too raw and his mind is still extremely fragile, so romance isn't something that he is concerned about, let alone cross his mind.

He cares for the reader in his own way, he needs them. He needs them to help and guide him through what's going on and he wants them around for that. He relies on them as his caretaker and protector. They're pretty much the only person in the world he trusts to keep him safe.

I hope that explained it a bit. I can't say too much without getting into the last parts of the story 💕

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ghostlyfleur asked:

hi love ♡ do you have a masterpost or something where i can see all the works on the soldat au so that i can read it in order? ps: please tell me it’ll be a happy ending

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Hi darling <3 here is my masterlist, it's a work in progress, but the fics are linked there with the order as well.

I can't spoil the ending! But hopefully everyone likes it 💕

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In Progress - Will be edited with better layout soon

All my writing can be found under the tag 'blythewrites⛓'

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ominous-potato96 asked:

Hi! Just wanted to let you know that only the first and last links in your pinned post work, the rest take me to a "page not found" message. Thought you should know!

Love your fics, BTW. I just binged them all.

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thank you! i’ve been messing with it but haven’t gone in to fix it yet. tumblr has been pretty glitchy 🥲

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Knots.

summary: You help the soldier with some self care.

warnings: Post!HYDRA Winter Soldier | Post!HTP and abuse | PTSD symptoms & behavior | Flashbacks of HTP | Past dehumanization | Flashbacks of SA | Intimate handlers

a/n: Bit of a short one, but I thought helping him shave would be nice <3 And maybe trim his long hair a bit too. Two more chapters to go and I think that will be it for this series. I wrote this quick so please don't mind any errors. ;; wc: 3.1k

#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x you#winter soldier#winter soldier x reader#winter soldier x you#the winter soldier#the winter soldier x reader#the winter soldier x you#james buchanan barnes#james buchanan barnes x reader#james buchanan barnes x you#captain america the winter soldier#catws#bucky barnes angst#blythewrites⛓
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