NonIdol!Toxic!Fratboy!SeonghwaxAfab!ReaderxNonIdol!Fratboy!Jongho love whatever you can call it triangle….

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Sorry this took so long, I've been feeling a little stuck these days. Ugh I have a plan for the next few parts… but I’m glad Jongho got his lick back because… as he should!

Cw: explicit language, toxic everything

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“Jongho wait! Please!” You called out, trying to chase the boy out as he stomps out of the Library. Luckily the door was a pull not a pushed which slowed him down just enough for you to catch up “Jongho please.” You please grabbing his arm. Your heart clenches when he rips it out of your hold “No. What the actually fuck was that huh? You said you were over him, completely” his voice was loud and thankfully you both were out of the library or else you would’ve gotten the scolding of a lifetime “I am I swear. He caught me a bad time and I wasn’t thinking straight please.” Jongho really didn’t know what to say. Yeah he expected it from Seonghwa but from you, absolutely not. He thought that you were 100000% over Seonghwa. He would watch as you two walked around campus hand and hand noticing the dark glare from the older man but you never even noticed, never batted an eye, too engrossed in the person you were with. Maybe that’s why Jongho felt immense anger with your words, his eye twitching slightly “Caught you at a bad time? What? Waiting for me?”

He really could not believe what he was hearing. If all you needed was a distraction he was fine with that in fact he was the one who offered. Things only started to change when you wanted more. The little dates, the hand holding, the late night phone calls, everything you initiated. So he was genuinely confused with the events that unfolded just a few minutes ago “No please I didn’t mean it like that” you were on the verge of tears and you can only imagine how you looked right now following Jongho like a sad puppy trying to get him to listen “Then how did you mean it because the way I’m taking it is while you were waiting for me to show up to our study date you let Seonghwa finger you in the nonfiction section AFTER you tell me you have all these big feelings for me so tell me (y/n) how did you mean it?” Jongho spun around to face you stopping you in your tracks. He was mad, no more like furious and a little embarrassed. He really didn’t talk to people or even date for that matter but there was something about you that was different, or so he thought.

You open your mouth to explain but no words come out and you’re stuck opening and closing your mouth like a fish. He lets out a humorless laugh, shaking his head “You know what. Just forget it. Forget all of this and just leave me the fuck alone” You feel your heart break when he turns and stomps off leaving you in the middle of the side walk with tears streaming down your face. Seonghwa stands at the front of the doors to library, a smug smile on his face as he watches the scene unfold in front of him. It’s only a matter of time before you unblock his number and crawl back into his bed. He feels no remorse, no sympathy just a little victory. He had you first and no matter how hard you try and convince yourself otherwise, he will always some sort of hold over you. His smile only seemed to grow more when he watches Jongho storm off and more tears run down your cheeks.

You tried, you really did but no matter how many times you reached out Jongho would never answer. You tried to approach him on campus but as soon as you got close he would disappear. You couldn’t just show up to his place and risk running into Seonghwa again, that’s the last thing you wanted but you needed to talk to him, to make things right if he let you. You like Jongho, you genuinely do. He makes you feel great in AND out of the bedroom and you’d be damned if you were going to let some arrogant asshole ruin things. So that’s how you found yourself walking up to that stupid frat house, knocking on the door and praying Seonghwa was not the one who answered. Luckily San was the one to open the door who is very surprised at your presence “Oh! Hey (y/n). Um Seonghwa isn’t here right now” he said awkwardly scratching the back of his neck “Oh no, I’m not here to see him. I was wondering if Jongho was here?” Your hands clasp behind your back as you sway anxiously. His eyebrows raise and his eyes widen slightly “Jongho? Oh! He’s in his room. BUT HE HAS SOMEONE oh nevermind” as soon as you heard he was in his room you pushed past San and ran up the stairs too focused to hear what he was yelling about.

You were determined to talk things through with Jongho one way or another but when you opened his door all hope flew out of the window. There he lay very comfortably with some girl that was in your communications, whom you didn’t care enough to get to know, bouncing like a bunny in heat. He looked over when he heard the door open only to see your shocked expression “Are you going to stand there and watch like a weirdo or are you going to leave?” Your expression morphed into hurt as you spun to leave “Hey (y/n)” you paused when he called out to you feeling the tiniest bit of hope “Can you close the door when you leave? Thanks” you slam the door shut behind you and rush down the stairs needing to leave this scummy house. But can you really be that upset? Do you have the right? You knew Jongho was upset but you still hoped he’d be willing to talk at least.

San watched you practically float down the stairs and Mingi perked up from his spot on the couch. He knew, everyone knew. It wasn’t Jongho who told them, no no the boy was too private to tell them about his situationships. Oh no this was Seonghwa and his big cocky mouth. The boys knew you and Jongho were seeing each other but weren’t really surprised when Seonghwa bragged about the library incident figuring you were back under his spell again. So when Jongho brought the other girl over they didn’t bat an eye “Yo (y/n) what are you doing here? Hwa’s not here so are you trying to get with another frat member?” Mingi teased. You didn’t even process his words as you sprinted out of the front door just wanting to be in the comfort of your own dorm but it seems the universe wanted to punish you even more. Tears blurred your vision so you didn’t see figure approaching “Woah sweetheart what’s the rush” hands hold your arms trying to stabilize you. You blinked a few times to get rid of the tears out of your eyes and when your vision cleared Seonghwa’s dark eyes were staring back at you. You sniffle not having the energy to push him off “Aww poor baby.” He taunts before pulling you against his body, wrapping his arms around you “Why don’t you come back inside and I can help you feel better yeah?”

Author you're really good at making me super angry yk that?

SMUT 18+ MDI

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Smut

Cw: Explicit language, public fingering, shitty Hwa, poor Jongho :(

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For weeks, you continued to come over to see Jongho, and Seonghwa felt his anger rise every time you did. He's never been dropped like this and he hated it. How could some goody-goody bookworm like you treat him like that? Get him so out of character? He knew every time you were coming over because Jongho would scramble to get his room clean and organized for you and Wooyoung would tease the older boy every single time. Just when the boys thought he couldn't get any moodier, he did. "I swear on Yunho's life. If you do not shut up right now I will put you in the ground" "Why my life?!"

At first, it started out as something to get over Seonghwa or at least that's what Jongho offered but the more you hung out with him the more you started to like him. Your hangouts had upgraded to little cafe dates or a small library date and today was no different. You wandered through the many bookshelves trying to find the specific book on cell fusion, hand already full of textbooks. "Hey." A voice whispered behind you making you jump and drop the books in your hand "Still as clumsy as ever I see" You say nothing as you reach down to pick your things up but Seonghwa beat you to it "Molecular Biology. I thought you were an econ major?" He asked turning your textbooks around in his hands. You stare up at him for a moment before reaching to snatch your books back but he annoyingly places the books out of your reach "Ah ah. Not so fast. I just wanna talk, then I'll give this back" He grinned "I have nothing to say to you" You respond, crossing your arms. "I know you miss me." His voice lowered as he took a step towards you causing you to take a step backward and your back met the bookshelf. "Seonghwa st-" "Shh" He shushes you with a finger against your lips "I know Jongho can't make you feel the way I do" His hand comes up to rest on your shoulder "You're right. He actually makes me like a person" You scoff pushing his hand off you "Oh please. You know he can't please you the way that I can. I know all your spots, everything that you like" his hands come back up but stops to rest on your hip.

His fingers play with the hem of your skirt as you try to keep yourself calm. "Seonghwa stop. We're in the middle of the library and I'm waiting for Jongho anyways" You tell him but he doesn't listen, it goes in one ear and out the other. His hand moves to your thigh giving it a nice squeeze and you let out an involuntary sigh "See you miss me, I know you do. Stop fighting it and let me make you feel good." Your breaths become heavy as his hand runs up your thigh to your pretty little purple lace panties and you close your eyes as his fingers run over your clothes clit. You don't even have to look at him to see the cocky look on his face "Always so wet for me" he groaned as fingers push aside your panties and you bite your lip trying to repress a moan when they finally meet your dripping folds.

“Hwa, stop we’re in the library. We shouldn’t be- oh fuuck” your words cut off when his finger slipped inside you “What was that? We shouldn’t be what? I can stop.” He removes his finger and you whine when he does “no no please” You look up at him with big teary eyes, your face flushed red, and you pull him down by his shirt, pressing your lips to his. He pulls your panties down, stuffing them in his pocket before shoving two fingers back into your sopping hole and you have to bite your lip to keep from yelling out. The squelch of your pussy was so loud that if someone was in the next aisle they would hear it very very clearly but did you care? Absolutely not. Not when Seonghwa was knuckle deep, filling up so euphorically with his long slender fingers “fuck I’ve missed this. Missed how wet you get for me” "Seonghwa please." His fingers curled perfectly and you felt yourself getting close.

Seonghwa stared at you so intensely it made your heart jump and subconsciously clenched around his fingers. You pant out heavy moans as he draws you closer and closer, very happy you chose a less busy time to come to the library. "M'gonna cum" Your head falls back onto the row of books behind you and your hand flies to his wrist, holding on for dear life "Cum for me baby, cum all over my fingers" he groans watching you bring your other hand to muffle your moans and he brings his thumb to your clit to help with the stimulation. Your eyes roll back as your orgasm washes over you and he can feel you dripping down his palm. He removes his fingers and brings them to his mouth, groaning when he tastes you on them "Open up sweetheart" He sighs bringing his fingers to your lips and you obediently part them before he shoves them in. His cock jumps at the sight of you sucking your cum off his fingers and he can't help but pull you close, smashing his lips against yours. Your head was spinning and the only thing you could focus on was the feeling of Seonghwa's soft tongue against your own.

"what the actual fuck" You push Seonghwa away and turn to see Jongho staring with a furious expression before he storms off "J-Jongho, wait" You race after him, legs a little wobbly from your orgasm. Seonghwa stood back with a shit-eating grin on his face, he knew that would not be the last time you cum on his fingers

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Seonghwa if I catch you Seonghwa

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HAH I wrote this faster than I was expecting! But thank you @luffypants, @cloudysannie, and @krystalcat for requesting a part 2. I feel like we got some justice!

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Cw: Explicit language, mean Hwa again... some talks of sexual content (it's like one sentence), Jongho is thrown in here too!

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"The number you have dialed is unavailable please try again later" "What the fuck?" Seonghwa tried to call you the next day only to be met with the automated message "What's wrong Hwa? Your booty call didn't answer for once?" Wooyoung cackled at Seonghwa's confused expression. He tried again "The number you have dialed is unavailable please try again later" "No what the actual fuck. What is she doing?" He was frustrated, mentally and sexually. How come you weren't answering? "Is it going straight to voicemail? She might've turned her phone off, ya know with exams and stuff coming up, She might be in the library" Yunho said "No no she ALWAYS answers" Seonghwa tried to call you again. Same message. "Text her. duh" and so he did but what he got in response filled him with anger "She blocked me. She actually blocked" Seonghwa couldn't believe what he was looking at but the green bubble was starting right back at him "HAH" "No way" Wooyoung and Yunho both responded at the same time. This isn't how it goes. Seonghwa is ALWAYS the one who does the blocking, not the other way around. Wooyoung's laughing ceased when Seonghwa stormed out, slamming the door behind him. He needed to find you.

"Thanks for helping me study today (y/n) I really appreciate it" Yuna smiled brightly at you. You both had economics together and she was nervous for the exam and you needed a distraction from... him. "It's no problem, the exam is next week so let me know if you want to study again" You smiled back at her "Of course. I'll see you tomorrow" You waved at her as she walked away. Your smile dropped when you saw the last person you wanted to talk to. Turning quickly, you made a hasty retreat across campus so you could hide in your dorm. But fate had other plans for you. "Ah not so fast" Your breath hitched when you felt a strong grip on your wrist "Oh! Hey Seonghwa. Sorry I really can't talk right now I have to get to class." you say nervously trying to free yourself "Don't care." He spits out before dragging you to an empty table in the courtyard "You blocked me" it comes out as a statement more than a question.

You look down at your lap getting anxious under his intense gaze. You give him a weak nod, biting your lip "Mhm. Why?" you opened your mouth to respond but nothing came out so you opted to shrug instead. He didn't like that. "Come on. Use your words. You're a big girl yeah?" Seonghwa was not the patient type, never has been, and never will be so when you continued to look down at your lap he snapped a little "For someone so smart you look dumb as fuck right now. I asked you a question and you can't even answer me" his voice was getting louder and louder with each word causing the few others that were in the vicinity to turn to the two of you. You slapped your hands on the table in front of you finally having enough of this, of him "I hate the way you treat me and I'm not doing this anymore. You're a piece of shit Park Seonghwa and I quite frankly don't understand how you have any friends, so yeah I blocked you. I don't need you, I deserve better." Your words came out a little louder than you wanted but you needed him to hear you "Treat you like what? A fuck buddy? That's all you are. You have nothing to offer other than that. You have nothing to offer anyone except your body. You've got it all wrong baby. I'm the best you're gonna get" Tears welled up in your eyes and you grabbed your stuff before standing "Bye Seonghwa" "YOU'LL COME BACK TO ME JUST WATCH, they always do" He yelled at your figure as you disappeared from view

Seonghwa, Hongjoong, and Yeosang sat on the couch watching some show Hwa didn't care about when there was a sudden knock at the door. He looked at the other two who looked glued to their spots "Oh don't worry I'll get it" he rolled his eyes and stood up, the pair opting to smile in response. He swings open the door about to tell off whoever it was "We don't want whatever the fuck you're sell- oh" He let out a quick laugh and a smirk exploded on his face when he saw you in one of your cute little skirts "I see you decided to come back to me huh? I'm too good for you to forget. It's okay, I can forget all about our little argument the other day" he felt his pride swelling as he held his arm out for you. Letting out a scoff, you cross your arms at the arrogant boy in front of you "Oh please, I'm not here for you" you roll your eyes at him. "Move Hwa she's here for me" Jongho. Seonghwa felt like his head was going to explode. Hongjoong and Yeosang sat frozen, expressions matching each other, shock. All three of them didn't know what to think. Seonghwa had you wrapped around his finger for over a month and now you were here with their youngest member.

When it was all over you came bounding down the stairs with Jongho's arm wrapped around you as he walked you to the door. You stopped and turned to Seonghwa who sat stewing on the couch. With a pout adorning your lips you spoke to him for the last time "I guess you're not as good as you think" you spat out before turning to give Jongho a quick kiss and going on your merry way. Seonghwa let out a scoff and he couldn't stop himself "She was faking it. Just so you know" He was spiteful and a part of him felt bad considering it was Jongho of all people. "Oh yeah? Seemed pretty real to me. especially when I did this thing with my fingers, had her gushing all over them" he had seen through Seonghwa's jealous words "I don't know man, I think I would know her best" and he did but because he knew you so well he knew that you were in fact NOT faking it.

SHUT TAKE THAT SEONGHWA

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So a lot of this will be a little bit of a repeat of the other ending… but a lot will be different I hope you enjoy it anyways 🙂 thank you @n1nme4r I’m happy I can give an alternative ending where she doesn’t forgive him because same

Angst

Cw: explicit language

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Seonghwa paced around his bedroom trying to figure out how to apologize to you. Nothing could excuse what he did and how he treated you, but he had to try. He had to think of some way to make this right. He loves you, he really does and he can’t explain why he did what he did and there’s no excusing it. He’s just hoping he can fix it before it’s too late

He raised a shaky hand to your door, hesitating for a second before finally knocking. What if you weren't home? What if you didn't forgive him? What if you found someone else? What i- his thoughts were cut off by the door opening. You feel your eyes widen at the sight in front of you. The bags under Seonghwa's eyes were very prominent and he was wearing his lazy day sweatpants. "What are you doing here?" you ask crossing your arms "I um I just wanted to uh I" Seonghwa started to stutter, you couldn't help but look at him like he was stupid. He let his friends insult you, HE insulted you and now he's here at your door blubbering like a fish "ummm... I'm just going to close the door" you say as you awkwardly start to close the door "wait" he shouts and next thing you know his arms are wrapped around your waist, his face buried into your tummy "I'm sorry Angel, I'm so fucking sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me but fuck, I fucked up really bad. I hurt you in ways I never wanted. I don't think you're boring at all and I am so so fucking sorry about ditching you on our movie night. You're so perfect, a literal Angel and I'm so sorry for not treating you as such" Seonghwa was on his knees begging you to forgive him but the damage was already done "Seonghwa, you do realize that that wasn't the first time you ditched me right? You did it during our café date, our picnic date, and on our year anniversary. If I bored you that much why didn't you just end things instead of hurting me?" you questioned pushing him off you

"Please Angel, give me another chance. Let me make this up to you. I never thought you were boring, I should have never let them talk about you like that, I should've defended you. Please, I will do literally anything you ask, I just want to make this up to you" he whimpered, tears streaming down his face. You just stood there contemplating, you loved him a lot but he hurt you more than anyone ever has and you definitely didn't want to go through that again. You sigh as you take a step back in your apartment and he looks up at you with hopeful eyes “Look Seonghwa i appreciate you coming over and apologizing but I just don’t see us working things out or getting back together” his heart shatters at your words, he was hoping you’d at least be willing to talk things out “No no no no please Angel, please. I will do ANYTHING please don’t this. I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry. I swear I’ll treat you right. I’ll drop my friends. I’ll tell them to apologize too. Tell me what I need to do please” he was sobbing at this point but for some reason, you don’t feel bad. You spent so many nights in his place, wasted so many tears, worried for him when you didn’t need to, and you were done. “There’s nothing to do. No more chances. If I’m being completely honest, this relationship should’ve been over a long time ago but I held on because I thought things would get better, YOU would get better. I don’t want you to drop your friends, I don’t want you to force them to apologize to me, I want you to leave and let me be. I want you to leave and live your life like you always do, without me. It should be a lot better now that I’m not being a bore to you” and with that, you shut the door leaving Seonghwa to wallow in his sadness.

In the weeks that followed Seonghwa continued to try and win you back but failed every single time. You don’t know how many gifts, flowers, or notes you’ve thrown away. Sometimes you think about keeping some just because of how nice they are… but wouldn’t that just encourage him? You didn’t want that. You finally blocked his number seeing as ignoring his thousands of texts and calls wasn’t enough. Seonghwa was in shambles, he finally realized he couldn't smooth talk his way back in anymore. The guys finally stopped talking bad about you when he snapped, yelling at Wooyoung for making some comment about the way you were dressed. He didn't mean to make a scene but he couldn't take it anymore. "She's trying to dress cute now? How much of an attention whore can you be?" Wooyoung cackled as Mingi and Yunho laughed along "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" the voices in the courtyard seised and everyone turned to look at the group at their round table. Seonghwa stood feeling his hands shake with anger "Woah, what's your problem?" Wooyoung was confused as to where this was all coming from "YOU! You're my fucking problem. All you do is run your mouth" At this point both boys were up and at each other’s throats “Don’t give me shit when you’re the one that started this all. ‘I don’t even like my own girlfriend’ isn’t that what you said? The same exact words. Didn’t Hongjoong tell you it was wrong to talk so bad about her? So don’t try and act all high and mighty now” Wooyoung spat before snatching his bad up and storming away with San at his heels. When Seonghwa turned to leave he saw you standing there, eyes widened in shock. He watches as your friends whispers something in your ear before dragging you way from the scene

A few months went by and Seonghwa still held onto the hope that you would change your mind even after everything that happened, but you never did. He would see you around campus from time to time, laughing and smiling with your friends, never sparing him a second glance. “Dude why are staring at her? Are you still not over her!?” He barely heard Yunho right beside him, too engrossed in following your movements, seeing who you interacted with and how you interacted with them. Confusion seeps in when he sees Choi Soobin approaching you, two coffee in hand. The confusion soon turns into jealousy when he sees Soobin hand you one of the coffees watching as your eyes widen for a moment, the anger steps in when he sees a soft smile spread on your face, your eyes twinkling the tiniest bit. “Umm Hwa, you’re about to snap your pen in half… and I don’t think you want ink all over the place” Seonghwa looks down to his clenched fist “shut the fuck up San” he seethes gathering his things and storming off, the group of friends just stare at his figure as he walks away.

Seonghwa’s head was full of questions. Since when did you talk to Soobin? Since when did Soobin bring you coffee? Since when do you drink HOT coffee? He didn’t understand. He thought he was making some progress, especially when you made eye contact with him the other day and held his gaze for 2 seconds. But boy was he wrong, little did he know you were searching for Soobin who was conveniently standing a few feet behind him. He had heard from Yunho’s girlfriend, whose brothers girlfriends cousin was friends with one of your friends, that you had a date tonight. An actual date!

He didn't know what he was thinking but here he was dressed in a black hoodie and sweatpants, sitting a few tables down watching you laugh with Choi fucking Soobin. It didn't help that this was the same restaurant he brought you to on your year anniversary. The same restaurant he left you at to go to the bar with his friend. Now you’re here with another man looking happier than you ever did with him. He watched as the date came to an end and when you stood up to leave you made eye contact with Seonghwa. Your face changed from happy to irritation, Soobin placed a hand on your should confused to your sudden mood change. Seonghwa stood to make a hasty exit but he had to pass you two in order to leave. Soobin gave him a little nod when he brushed past them but he couldn’t even look at you two.

As Seonghwa sat in his room alone he could help but think about how happy you looked without him, with someone else. He finally accepted that you were never coming back to him and that someone else was giving you everything that he never did. Soobin’s friends absolutely adored you and he has nothing but amazing things to say about you. You were a little cautious at first just with everything you had gone through but it was like night and day with the two relationships, you finally felt appreciated and loved.

"He had heard from Yunho’s girlfriend, whose brothers girlfriends cousin was friends with one of your friends, that you had a date tonight."

How desperate😭😭😭😭

BUT I LOVED THIS!!! She deserved a man who loved her (It was 10000x better that it was Soobin.) And she got it. Suck dick Seonghwa.

ALSO can you add me to a taglist if you have one?? I love your work sm!

HAH that’s literally my favorite sentence in this whole thing 😂 but I couldn’t think of anyone better than Soobin and I just think it’s more hilarious that him and Seonghwa had that dating rumor 💀 also when i figure out how im going to do a tag list you’ll be the first on it 😊

OMG I REMEMBER THAT RUMOR I LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN I HEARD ABOUT IT AND TOTALLY I CANT WAIT!!!

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So a lot of this will be a little bit of a repeat of the other ending… but a lot will be different I hope you enjoy it anyways 🙂 thank you @n1nme4r I’m happy I can give an alternative ending where she doesn’t forgive him because same

Angst

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Part 1 Part 2 Happy Ending

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Seonghwa paced around his bedroom trying to figure out how to apologize to you. Nothing could excuse what he did and how he treated you, but he had to try. He had to think of some way to make this right. He loves you, he really does and he can’t explain why he did what he did and there’s no excusing it. He’s just hoping he can fix it before it’s too late

He raised a shaky hand to your door, hesitating for a second before finally knocking. What if you weren't home? What if you didn't forgive him? What if you found someone else? What i- his thoughts were cut off by the door opening. You feel your eyes widen at the sight in front of you. The bags under Seonghwa's eyes were very prominent and he was wearing his lazy day sweatpants. "What are you doing here?" you ask crossing your arms "I um I just wanted to uh I" Seonghwa started to stutter, you couldn't help but look at him like he was stupid. He let his friends insult you, HE insulted you and now he's here at your door blubbering like a fish "ummm... I'm just going to close the door" you say as you awkwardly start to close the door "wait" he shouts and next thing you know his arms are wrapped around your waist, his face buried into your tummy "I'm sorry Angel, I'm so fucking sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me but fuck, I fucked up really bad. I hurt you in ways I never wanted. I don't think you're boring at all and I am so so fucking sorry about ditching you on our movie night. You're so perfect, a literal Angel and I'm so sorry for not treating you as such" Seonghwa was on his knees begging you to forgive him but the damage was already done "Seonghwa, you do realize that that wasn't the first time you ditched me right? You did it during our café date, our picnic date, and on our year anniversary. If I bored you that much why didn't you just end things instead of hurting me?" you questioned pushing him off you

"Please Angel, give me another chance. Let me make this up to you. I never thought you were boring, I should have never let them talk about you like that, I should've defended you. Please, I will do literally anything you ask, I just want to make this up to you" he whimpered, tears streaming down his face. You just stood there contemplating, you loved him a lot but he hurt you more than anyone ever has and you definitely didn't want to go through that again. You sigh as you take a step back in your apartment and he looks up at you with hopeful eyes “Look Seonghwa i appreciate you coming over and apologizing but I just don’t see us working things out or getting back together” his heart shatters at your words, he was hoping you’d at least be willing to talk things out “No no no no please Angel, please. I will do ANYTHING please don’t this. I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry. I swear I’ll treat you right. I’ll drop my friends. I’ll tell them to apologize too. Tell me what I need to do please” he was sobbing at this point but for some reason, you don’t feel bad. You spent so many nights in his place, wasted so many tears, worried for him when you didn’t need to, and you were done. “There’s nothing to do. No more chances. If I’m being completely honest, this relationship should’ve been over a long time ago but I held on because I thought things would get better, YOU would get better. I don’t want you to drop your friends, I don’t want you to force them to apologize to me, I want you to leave and let me be. I want you to leave and live your life like you always do, without me. It should be a lot better now that I’m not being a bore to you” and with that, you shut the door leaving Seonghwa to wallow in his sadness.

In the weeks that followed Seonghwa continued to try and win you back but failed every single time. You don’t know how many gifts, flowers, or notes you’ve thrown away. Sometimes you think about keeping some just because of how nice they are… but wouldn’t that just encourage him? You didn’t want that. You finally blocked his number seeing as ignoring his thousands of texts and calls wasn’t enough. Seonghwa was in shambles, he finally realized he couldn't smooth talk his way back in anymore. The guys finally stopped talking bad about you when he snapped, yelling at Wooyoung for making some comment about the way you were dressed. He didn't mean to make a scene but he couldn't take it anymore. "She's trying to dress cute now? How much of an attention whore can you be?" Wooyoung cackled as Mingi and Yunho laughed along "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" the voices in the courtyard seised and everyone turned to look at the group at their round table. Seonghwa stood feeling his hands shake with anger "Woah, what's your problem?" Wooyoung was confused as to where this was all coming from "YOU! You're my fucking problem. All you do is run your mouth" At this point both boys were up and at each other’s throats “Don’t give me shit when you’re the one that started this all. ‘I don’t even like my own girlfriend’ isn’t that what you said? The same exact words. Didn’t Hongjoong tell you it was wrong to talk so bad about her? So don’t try and act all high and mighty now” Wooyoung spat before snatching his bad up and storming away with San at his heels. When Seonghwa turned to leave he saw you standing there, eyes widened in shock. He watches as your friends whispers something in your ear before dragging you way from the scene

A few months went by and Seonghwa still held onto the hope that you would change your mind even after everything that happened, but you never did. He would see you around campus from time to time, laughing and smiling with your friends, never sparing him a second glance. “Dude why are staring at her? Are you still not over her!?” He barely heard Yunho right beside him, too engrossed in following your movements, seeing who you interacted with and how you interacted with them. Confusion seeps in when he sees Choi Soobin approaching you, two coffee in hand. The confusion soon turns into jealousy when he sees Soobin hand you one of the coffees watching as your eyes widen for a moment, the anger steps in when he sees a soft smile spread on your face, your eyes twinkling the tiniest bit. “Umm Hwa, you’re about to snap your pen in half… and I don’t think you want ink all over the place” Seonghwa looks down to his clenched fist “shut the fuck up San” he seethes gathering his things and storming off, the group of friends just stare at his figure as he walks away.

Seonghwa’s head was full of questions. Since when did you talk to Soobin? Since when did Soobin bring you coffee? Since when do you drink HOT coffee? He didn’t understand. He thought he was making some progress, especially when you made eye contact with him the other day and held his gaze for 2 seconds. But boy was he wrong, little did he know you were searching for Soobin who was conveniently standing a few feet behind him. He had heard from Yunho’s girlfriend, whose brothers girlfriends cousin was friends with one of your friends, that you had a date tonight. An actual date!

He didn't know what he was thinking but here he was dressed in a black hoodie and sweatpants, sitting a few tables down watching you laugh with Choi fucking Soobin. It didn't help that this was the same restaurant he brought you to on your year anniversary. The same restaurant he left you at to go to the bar with his friend. Now you’re here with another man looking happier than you ever did with him. He watched as the date came to an end and when you stood up to leave you made eye contact with Seonghwa. Your face changed from happy to irritation, Soobin placed a hand on your should confused to your sudden mood change. Seonghwa stood to make a hasty exit but he had to pass you two in order to leave. Soobin gave him a little nod when he brushed past them but he couldn’t even look at you two.

As Seonghwa sat in his room alone he could help but think about how happy you looked without him, with someone else. He finally accepted that you were never coming back to him and that someone else was giving you everything that he never did. Soobin’s friends absolutely adored you and he has nothing but amazing things to say about you. You were a little cautious at first just with everything you had gone through but it was like night and day with the two relationships, you finally felt appreciated and loved.

"He had heard from Yunho’s girlfriend, whose brothers girlfriends cousin was friends with one of your friends, that you had a date tonight."

How desperate😭😭😭😭

BUT I LOVED THIS!!! She deserved a man who loved her (It was 10000x better that it was Soobin.) And she got it. Suck dick Seonghwa.

ALSO can you add me to a taglist if you have one?? I love your work sm!

Disrespected: P.S Part 2

NonIdol!Xafab!Reader

A little bit of Angst and Fluff

Seonghwa gets his shit together......

thank you @imperfect0angel for this idea. I was on the fence of doing a part 2 where he came begging for forgiveness so you just gave me the push I needed! Hopefully it was enough groveling for you :)

CW: Explicit language

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Two weeks had past and at first Seonghwa thought he was free, thought he would be able to spend more time with his friends, spend more time alone. But the more time went on the more he started to miss your presence. "She doesn’t want to do anything with us and she barely lets you hang out with us" Jongho's words stuck with him, he always thought that you were the reason he never really saw his friends, that you always made him cancel plans. But as the more he thought the more he realized that he did it to himself

"Hey babe, the guys wanted to go out for drinks tonight" Seonghwa yelled from the bedroom as you got the couch ready for the movie night Seonghwa had promised for weeks. Feeling really disappointed you knew it was important for him to see his friends considering he blew them off the past 4 times just to stay with you "oh... well that's fine Hwa, I know they miss you so we can always do this another night" you say as he comes into the living room. It really wasn't okay but who are you to get in the way of his friends (bro.... you're literally his girlfriend... but whatever) "No it's fine Angel. We've put this night off long enough" he says coming up and giving you a kiss on the top of your head. You smile up at him still feeling a little unsure, you love spending time with him but you know his friends adore and miss him as well. "Are you sure? You haven't seen them in a week" you questioned trying to reassure him that it's okay if he wanted to go but he insisted on staying. Halfway through the 2nd movie his phone starts ringing "Woo's calling. I'm just going to see if they're okay" he says quietly getting up not waiting for you to answer. He's gone for only a few seconds but when he comes back he has a complex look on his face "The guys need me to go get them. Something happened at the bar. It's a mess. I'm really sorry Angel but we have to continue this another time" he says sadly, giving you a quick kiss before leaving.

Seonghwa thinks back to that night a lot. There was never an emergency, nothing happened at the bar, he didn't need to go and get anybody. The guilt started to consume him and with every day that passed his desire to text you an apology grew. But he knew this was something he had to do in person, he fucked up, big time. He always thought you were plain, letting the words of his friends cloud his judgement. But without you here his days felt dull and just seemed to drag on forever. Every morning he would wake up hoping to see one of your mushy good morning texts or hoping that you would text him to talk things out but you weren't the one that fucked up. No, you were perfect and he hates that it took him this long to figure that out. He hates that he let his friends talk shit about you, he hates that HE talked shit about you. He had to apologize. He had to get you back

He raised a shaky hand to your door, hesitating for a second before finally knocking. What if you weren't home? What if you didn't forgive him? What if you found someone else? What i- his thoughts were cut off by the door opening (please always look before you open the door... unless it actually is Seonghwa...). You feel your eyes widen at the sight in front of you. The bags under Seonghwa eyes were very prominent and he was wearing his lazy day sweatpants. "What are you doing here" you ask crossing your arms "I um I just wanted to uh I" Seonghwa started to stutter, you couldn't help but look at him like he was stupid. He let his friends insult you, HE insulted you and now he's here at your door blubbering like a fish "ummm... I'm just going to close the door" you say as you awkwardly start to close the door "wait" he shouts and next thing you know his arms are wrapped around your waist, his face buried into your tummy "I'm sorry Angel, I'm so fucking sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me but fuck, I fucked up really bad. I hurt you in ways I never wanted. I don't think you're boring at all and I am so so fucking sorry about ditching you on our movie night. You're so perfect, a literal Angel and I'm so sorry for not treating you as such" Seonghwa was on his knees begging you to forgive him but the damage was already done "Seonghwa, you do realize that, that wasn't the first time you ditched me right? You did it during our café date, our picnic date, and on our year anniversary. If I bored you that much why didn't you just end things instead of hurting me?" you questioned pushed him off you

"Please Angel, give me another chance. Let me make this up to you. I never thought you were boring, I should have never let them talk about you like that, I should've defended you. Please, I will do literally anything you ask, I just want to make this up to you" he whimpered, tears streaming down his face. You just stood there contemplating, you loved him a lot but he hurt you more than anyone ever has and you definitely didn't want to go through that again "Fine. You get one more chance but if you fuck up again then it's over and I never want to see you again" You say getting down on your knees to meet his level. He said nothing as he practically tackles you in a hug "thank you, thank you, thank you. I promise to love you right this time Angel"

Yeah but like I'd tweak out if this happened to me

Fuck getting back with them

Bullshit

WHO ARE YOU TEELLINNGGGG!!! It was a little hard writing this because I really contemplated like….. just slamming the door being like “fuck off”… but happy endings or whatever.

HAPPY ENDINGS KILL ME WHEN THEYRE NOT DESERVED

LITERALLY THAT, tempted to do an alternative ending 👀👀👀

I'm ALLLL for it. HE DOES NOT DESERVE OUR MERCY. Let him watch as we get with a man who ACTUALLY loves us and isnt with us for 'entertainment'

Disrespected: P.S Part 2

NonIdol!Xafab!Reader

A little bit of Angst and Fluff

Seonghwa gets his shit together......

thank you @imperfect0angel for this idea. I was on the fence of doing a part 2 where he came begging for forgiveness so you just gave me the push I needed! Hopefully it was enough groveling for you :)

CW: Explicit language

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Two weeks had past and at first Seonghwa thought he was free, thought he would be able to spend more time with his friends, spend more time alone. But the more time went on the more he started to miss your presence. "She doesn’t want to do anything with us and she barely lets you hang out with us" Jongho's words stuck with him, he always thought that you were the reason he never really saw his friends, that you always made him cancel plans. But as the more he thought the more he realized that he did it to himself

"Hey babe, the guys wanted to go out for drinks tonight" Seonghwa yelled from the bedroom as you got the couch ready for the movie night Seonghwa had promised for weeks. Feeling really disappointed you knew it was important for him to see his friends considering he blew them off the past 4 times just to stay with you "oh... well that's fine Hwa, I know they miss you so we can always do this another night" you say as he comes into the living room. It really wasn't okay but who are you to get in the way of his friends (bro.... you're literally his girlfriend... but whatever) "No it's fine Angel. We've put this night off long enough" he says coming up and giving you a kiss on the top of your head. You smile up at him still feeling a little unsure, you love spending time with him but you know his friends adore and miss him as well. "Are you sure? You haven't seen them in a week" you questioned trying to reassure him that it's okay if he wanted to go but he insisted on staying. Halfway through the 2nd movie his phone starts ringing "Woo's calling. I'm just going to see if they're okay" he says quietly getting up not waiting for you to answer. He's gone for only a few seconds but when he comes back he has a complex look on his face "The guys need me to go get them. Something happened at the bar. It's a mess. I'm really sorry Angel but we have to continue this another time" he says sadly, giving you a quick kiss before leaving.

Seonghwa thinks back to that night a lot. There was never an emergency, nothing happened at the bar, he didn't need to go and get anybody. The guilt started to consume him and with every day that passed his desire to text you an apology grew. But he knew this was something he had to do in person, he fucked up, big time. He always thought you were plain, letting the words of his friends cloud his judgement. But without you here his days felt dull and just seemed to drag on forever. Every morning he would wake up hoping to see one of your mushy good morning texts or hoping that you would text him to talk things out but you weren't the one that fucked up. No, you were perfect and he hates that it took him this long to figure that out. He hates that he let his friends talk shit about you, he hates that HE talked shit about you. He had to apologize. He had to get you back

He raised a shaky hand to your door, hesitating for a second before finally knocking. What if you weren't home? What if you didn't forgive him? What if you found someone else? What i- his thoughts were cut off by the door opening (please always look before you open the door... unless it actually is Seonghwa...). You feel your eyes widen at the sight in front of you. The bags under Seonghwa eyes were very prominent and he was wearing his lazy day sweatpants. "What are you doing here" you ask crossing your arms "I um I just wanted to uh I" Seonghwa started to stutter, you couldn't help but look at him like he was stupid. He let his friends insult you, HE insulted you and now he's here at your door blubbering like a fish "ummm... I'm just going to close the door" you say as you awkwardly start to close the door "wait" he shouts and next thing you know his arms are wrapped around your waist, his face buried into your tummy "I'm sorry Angel, I'm so fucking sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me but fuck, I fucked up really bad. I hurt you in ways I never wanted. I don't think you're boring at all and I am so so fucking sorry about ditching you on our movie night. You're so perfect, a literal Angel and I'm so sorry for not treating you as such" Seonghwa was on his knees begging you to forgive him but the damage was already done "Seonghwa, you do realize that, that wasn't the first time you ditched me right? You did it during our café date, our picnic date, and on our year anniversary. If I bored you that much why didn't you just end things instead of hurting me?" you questioned pushed him off you

"Please Angel, give me another chance. Let me make this up to you. I never thought you were boring, I should have never let them talk about you like that, I should've defended you. Please, I will do literally anything you ask, I just want to make this up to you" he whimpered, tears streaming down his face. You just stood there contemplating, you loved him a lot but he hurt you more than anyone ever has and you definitely didn't want to go through that again "Fine. You get one more chance but if you fuck up again then it's over and I never want to see you again" You say getting down on your knees to meet his level. He said nothing as he practically tackles you in a hug "thank you, thank you, thank you. I promise to love you right this time Angel"

Yeah but like I'd tweak out if this happened to me

Fuck getting back with them

Bullshit

WHO ARE YOU TEELLINNGGGG!!! It was a little hard writing this because I really contemplated like….. just slamming the door being like “fuck off”… but happy endings or whatever.

HAPPY ENDINGS KILL ME WHEN THEYRE NOT DESERVED

Disrespected: P.S Part 2

NonIdol!Xafab!Reader

A little bit of Angst and Fluff

Seonghwa gets his shit together......

thank you @imperfect0angel for this idea. I was on the fence of doing a part 2 where he came begging for forgiveness so you just gave me the push I needed! Hopefully it was enough groveling for you :)

CW: Explicit language

masterlist | Ateez Masterlist

Two weeks had past and at first Seonghwa thought he was free, thought he would be able to spend more time with his friends, spend more time alone. But the more time went on the more he started to miss your presence. "She doesn’t want to do anything with us and she barely lets you hang out with us" Jongho's words stuck with him, he always thought that you were the reason he never really saw his friends, that you always made him cancel plans. But as the more he thought the more he realized that he did it to himself

"Hey babe, the guys wanted to go out for drinks tonight" Seonghwa yelled from the bedroom as you got the couch ready for the movie night Seonghwa had promised for weeks. Feeling really disappointed you knew it was important for him to see his friends considering he blew them off the past 4 times just to stay with you "oh... well that's fine Hwa, I know they miss you so we can always do this another night" you say as he comes into the living room. It really wasn't okay but who are you to get in the way of his friends (bro.... you're literally his girlfriend... but whatever) "No it's fine Angel. We've put this night off long enough" he says coming up and giving you a kiss on the top of your head. You smile up at him still feeling a little unsure, you love spending time with him but you know his friends adore and miss him as well. "Are you sure? You haven't seen them in a week" you questioned trying to reassure him that it's okay if he wanted to go but he insisted on staying. Halfway through the 2nd movie his phone starts ringing "Woo's calling. I'm just going to see if they're okay" he says quietly getting up not waiting for you to answer. He's gone for only a few seconds but when he comes back he has a complex look on his face "The guys need me to go get them. Something happened at the bar. It's a mess. I'm really sorry Angel but we have to continue this another time" he says sadly, giving you a quick kiss before leaving.

Seonghwa thinks back to that night a lot. There was never an emergency, nothing happened at the bar, he didn't need to go and get anybody. The guilt started to consume him and with every day that passed his desire to text you an apology grew. But he knew this was something he had to do in person, he fucked up, big time. He always thought you were plain, letting the words of his friends cloud his judgement. But without you here his days felt dull and just seemed to drag on forever. Every morning he would wake up hoping to see one of your mushy good morning texts or hoping that you would text him to talk things out but you weren't the one that fucked up. No, you were perfect and he hates that it took him this long to figure that out. He hates that he let his friends talk shit about you, he hates that HE talked shit about you. He had to apologize. He had to get you back

He raised a shaky hand to your door, hesitating for a second before finally knocking. What if you weren't home? What if you didn't forgive him? What if you found someone else? What i- his thoughts were cut off by the door opening (please always look before you open the door... unless it actually is Seonghwa...). You feel your eyes widen at the sight in front of you. The bags under Seonghwa eyes were very prominent and he was wearing his lazy day sweatpants. "What are you doing here" you ask crossing your arms "I um I just wanted to uh I" Seonghwa started to stutter, you couldn't help but look at him like he was stupid. He let his friends insult you, HE insulted you and now he's here at your door blubbering like a fish "ummm... I'm just going to close the door" you say as you awkwardly start to close the door "wait" he shouts and next thing you know his arms are wrapped around your waist, his face buried into your tummy "I'm sorry Angel, I'm so fucking sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me but fuck, I fucked up really bad. I hurt you in ways I never wanted. I don't think you're boring at all and I am so so fucking sorry about ditching you on our movie night. You're so perfect, a literal Angel and I'm so sorry for not treating you as such" Seonghwa was on his knees begging you to forgive him but the damage was already done "Seonghwa, you do realize that, that wasn't the first time you ditched me right? You did it during our café date, our picnic date, and on our year anniversary. If I bored you that much why didn't you just end things instead of hurting me?" you questioned pushed him off you

"Please Angel, give me another chance. Let me make this up to you. I never thought you were boring, I should have never let them talk about you like that, I should've defended you. Please, I will do literally anything you ask, I just want to make this up to you" he whimpered, tears streaming down his face. You just stood there contemplating, you loved him a lot but he hurt you more than anyone ever has and you definitely didn't want to go through that again "Fine. You get one more chance but if you fuck up again then it's over and I never want to see you again" You say getting down on your knees to meet his level. He said nothing as he practically tackles you in a hug "thank you, thank you, thank you. I promise to love you right this time Angel"

Yeah but like I'd tweak out if this happened to me

Fuck getting back with them

Bullshit

Mafia!Hongjoong!Reader

HELP I can’t stop writing angst!!!! I have like so many in my drafts 😭😭🥹😭😭

CW: Explicit language, very mean Hongjoong, angsty angst, some sexual content but like... not like that, cheating, no happy ending, Seonghwa mentioned briefly

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Hongjoong is ruthless, everyone knows that. But this, this was too much. What did you do? What did you do to deserve this? He had always been so loving with you, well as loving a mafia boss can be. It was one of those cliche "cold with everyone but you" until last week. You don't know where it started or where it was coming from. He stopped seeing you, he stopped taking you out, he refused to talk to you, he started sleeping in his office, he just shut you out. No matter how many times you tried to see him, at least talk to him he never budged. Until today “Hongjoong wants to see you” Seonghwa says standing in the doorway of your room “he does?” You ask excitedly jumping out of your bed. Seonghwa nods his head telling you to follow him. You were so excited to actually see Hongjoong that you didn’t see Seonghwa’s sympathetic expression. The anticipation grew stronger as you stood outside his office door waiting to be face to face with your lover but as soon as Seonghwa opened the door all hopes flew out the window. There stood Hongjoong with his pants around his ankle and some random bitch choking on this cock as he looked over to you awaiting your arrival. You try and turn to leave but Seonghwa stands in your path with apologetic eyes. "Sit down (y/n)" you almost flinched with how cold he sounded. You take a deep breath before walking over to the couch he has in his office. "You look as if you have something to say love" His gaze is cold and unloving, unrecognizable. "Say. It" he gritted. Your hands clench in your lap as you look down trying to calm yourself, between his stare and the sound of gagging you couldn't focus on what to say "FUCKING SAY IT" he yells making you jump and the girl halting in her place. You managed to look up meeting his eyes, matching his glare "You make me sick" You spat out as tears built in your eyes, you don't dare let them fall not wanting to give him the satisfaction. He lets out a curt laugh as he rolls his eyes "Is that all?" He taunts. This fucker was enjoying it, enjoying your pain. Your heart couldn't handle the sight in front of you anymore so you close your eyes and turn your head away but that seems to be the wrong decision "Open your fucking eyes, you're gonna watch as she makes me cum" he sneers, grabbing the poor girls head roughly moves her on him as you open your eyes "What did I do Hongjoong? Please tell me because I don't understand" you pleaded. You wish he would just give you some insight into what made him spin a complete 180. Where was the love in his eyes whenever he looked at you, where was YOUR Hongjoong? "You don't understand what exactly? That you thought our little exchange was more than it was? You relieve my stress and I keep you safe" You shake your head, no, that's not all it was "No Hongjoong, you love me, you loved me. You know it" You say feeling a tear drop against your will "Loved you? Oh please don't make me laugh. I found someone who can do your job much better" He chuckles pushing the girl off him gesturing for her to leave. She stands and scurries off not looking at you as he pulls his pants up. Your lip quivers as more tears fall from your eyes. He stands in front of you brushing the tears with his thumb. You move your head out of his reach not wanting him to touch you "oh love" Hongjoong sneers as he brushes a piece of hair behind your ear "Don't you know you're dispensable"

I loveddddd this its cuteeee

BUT IF A MAN DID ME LIKE THIS WERE FIGHTING

⚠️ emotional moment. ⚠️

I never watched the Ateez Logbook. I know weird but I do the same to other groups, I don't know why but I don't watch it.

But today, I just got curious and decide to watch their VERY FIRST Logbook then watching their current Logbook. And let me tell you, I was sobbing. Like 정말, I have never felt so proud or damn disbelief how far they have come.

Having to cramp theirselves inside the tiny room as their changing room to going around big arenas, being the first kpop male idols to be in Coachella.

I wanted to be just like how they are. I wanted to be somewhere in the future, I want to be the best version of myself in the future. They gave me the courage to go on and fight for my dreams no matter what the challenge thrown at me.

They were my inspiration. They were my aspiration in this moment of my life.

Ateez, Atiny. Let's continue fighting until the end!

happy birthday to me🪅

love, adé🥀🤎

Happy birthday baby💗💗

I hope you had the bestest day

You're amazing and capable and I sincerely hope you always remember that throughout the next year of your life 💗💗