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MY HUMAN BILL HEADCANONS (KNOWING ME, KNOWING YOU)

Okay, as promised, I wanted to share some of my human Bill Cipher headcanons I wrote down while reading through some of the early chapters so here there are: ------------- 1. After accidently injuring his foot with the broken glass during the first night Bill decided he doesn't like walking barefoot. He always wears either socks or some sort of slippers around the house. 2. When it comes to footwear, he doesn't wear any that have shoelaces. Usually, he wears his loafers. If he's to go out on a hike that requires shoelaced boots he will demand Stanford to tie them for him (even though he probably could manage it on his own after unbinding the brick that allows him to manipulate objects). 3. Judging by his behaviour, he could be compared to a cat, especially when it comes to personal space. With Stanford: at the beginning of their relationship he mostly invaded Stanford's physical-personal space when he was unconscious/sleeping but kept his distance as he was weary of him. He broke that rule only when he wanted to play with Stanford's feelings, get his attention or a reaction out of him. But when Stanford wanted to innitate any contact, he strained from it unless Stanford gave a reason for accepting it (and, still, not always did so). After Bill warmed up to Stanford, he began to seek the physical contact, crave it even. But only from his human: strangers (or rather anyone who isn't Sixer) are a no-go. He rather stay away from them as he doesn't feel comfortable with anyone else coming close to him. Doesn't mean he won't mind invading their personal space for his own benefit. Also, with more bricks unbound he began to act bolder around others as having powers makes him feel more secure in this flimsy human body. 4. Bill is shit at cooking. Half-reason being that he is just disinterested in learning how to cook as he has Sixer to provide for him. The other half is that he is a crackhead and Stanford is too afraid to give that man any access to the kitchen, especially the stove. He rather just cook for them both (and Fiddleford too), he likes cooking anyway.

5. Bill likes to dance (actually, that's canon in the fanfiction but I just like to think that he does it more often when no one is looking. He doesn't mind Sixer being around for that though). He usually dances to jazz music (duh). 6. He likes sour candy A LOT! Although he always complains that most of sour candy aren't actually THAT sour, especially not like the acid beverages he tends to drink back at his place. They are sweet though so not the biggest issue. 7. Popping candy a big yes for him??? (lmao imagine him kissing Ford while having popping candy in his mouth just to spite/surprise Ford). 8. He has a favorite spot on the couch and Ford just had to adapt to the fact that its Bill's spot (although- after warming up to him- Bill would sometimes change positions to be closer to Sixer, have his legs on his lap, leaning on him, any physical contact really)

9. He likes when his hair is combed. Sometimes he lets Ford do that. He just likes the sensation of the comb raking against his scalp. 10. He doesn't wear any shirts under his sweatshirts as he tends to overheat. 11. He sometimes likes to slip his hand(s) under Sixer's shirt to just hold onto his belly. Or he pokes him when the shirt rolls up revealing his bare skin. 12. Although he has a nice manicure (I imagine Stanford re-doing his nail polish for him while he doesn't take care of his own crusty nails lmao), his nails are always quite short as Bill tends to bite at them a lot. 13. We know that Bill takes his dental health quite seriously, but I cannot help but think of him projecting this obsession with teeth on Stanford, putting a lot of pressure on his human to take care of his own teeth too- just like he does with reminding Stanford to sleep or eat food.

----------- fanfic: Knowing Me, Knowing You by @f-imaginings

Okay, I've been fighting with Tumblr's quality issues for about 2 hours now and I just give up- tried re-sizing these pictures SO MANY TIMES its just ridiculous. Used every possible hack and tip I found and none had worked so I'm just gonna roll with this although I am upset as I spend a lot of time on these doodles- more than I would want to admit.

The middle drawing is still uploading and if it looses quality as I post this I will re-do this post because there is just too many details to loose on. If anyone has tips on how to deal with quality issues on this platform please let me know, the artist here is STRUGGLING.

----------- Anyway, some more detailed depictions of my human KMKY!Bill Cipher design. I mostly based it off the original description that is given in the 5th chapter; in other words, the moment Ford bought him his first own set of clothes. I really like the idea of him wearing loafers. I know that in the chapter 12 he ruined his first pair by running into a muddy forest while it rained. And so I imagined that after that event Ford bought him a new pair with golden buckles in shapes of triangles as these aren't uncommon, right? What I mentioned in the latest post was that Ford could've put in the effort and maybe sew in a triangle design into his og black sweatshirt as maybe Bill mentioned it was a bit too plain for his liking (even though its quite comfortable). First I thought of a possibilty of it being a bit of a too straightfoward clue for Fiddleford to connect the yellow triangular symbol with the traingle statues in Ford's study but then I thought that maybe Ford or Fiddleford himself would explain it as some sort of portal project personalized merch..? I mean, Bill IS the "benefactor" as Ford put it so that could be the excuse lmao. Anyway, I wanted to include some of my human Bill headcanons in this post but it's already quite lenghty so I might make it a separate post- especially if the quality of these pictures will be ruined as I upload this. fanfic mentioned: Knowing Me, Knowing You on Ao3 by @f-imaginings

doodles of BillFord from (you guessed it) Knowing Me, Knowing you by @f-imaginings

(Question to f-imaginings: Is it okay if I keep tagging you? Don't wanna be a bother, I like to add credit to every work I reference and I saw others always tagging ya by the fanart so let me know if that's okay ^^')

Also, happy easter everyone :]

"It's really happening." BIll said, awe lacing through his tone. He looked up at Sixer, blinking those wide yellow eyes of his, lashes damp.

"It's really happening."

[...]

"Despite hoping otherwise, he knew.

When time came.

He knew.

These happy days were numbered."

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Knowing Me, Knowing You on Ao3 by @f-imaginings

KMKY doodles

Here are doodles of my KMKY human Bill. Not sure if its the final-final design but somewhat along these lines.

His hair is straight but pointy, kinda fried looking but still somehow silky smooth to touch, got the shine (For a greasy scientist Ford put a lot of effort into this fleshy project when it comes to the aesthetics , what a simp-/j)

The triangle on his jumper isn't a set part of the design but I imagined that Ford could've made Bill's clothing more "personalized" by maybe stitching small triangles onto them.

Scene from Chapter 24, test-running the portal and Bill's reaction: so far, my favorite scene

Fanfic: Knowing Me, Knowing you by @f-imaginings

Drawing this was fun, managed to start working on the playlist(s) for this fic. It will take a while as I got at least 50 songs on my list haha ^^' {sorry for the bad quality}

To be fair, I had a planned way of what I wanted to write in this path but I am terribly sick and my brain liquidized mid-drawing. A fanart for the Knowing Me, Knowing You fanfiction on Ao3 written by @f-imaginings I wanted to create a work I could potentially use in my next playlist for this very fanfic and since I am a home-bound, half-functioning, sick as a victorian child artist, I thought "why not speedrun one of the concept ideas I had in my mind for a while". Here is the version without the frame and text and also the reference art/photo I used that I found on Pinterest (credits to the rightful owner, couldn't find info):

Stanford in his 20's Doodles

Okay, this is my first time drawing Ford actually. I think I did alright!

FIRST PLAYLIST!!

Hello! I'm beyond happy to announce that the Theseus' Guide Stanford Playlist is FINALLY UP ON MY YT CHANNEL!! Click here to check it out!! All the information is in the description so make sure to read it! It took me a LOT of effort to pull through this project so I am hoping it will get at least 10 views ^^' Feel free to leave a like and a comment- I'm looking foward to seeing your opinions :]

Hello! Sadly, I do not have spotify as I don't really like that app.. ^^' Currently the playlist is in a private draft as I need to organize it first before I make into a video playlist. I'll post it on my new YT channel tho! Its called NepTune :] I would LOVE to listen to your playlist too! I love character based playlists and I'm a sucker for character song analysis lol

"Don't look up to me, I'm not as tall as you think You see, I talk a big game, but it's bullshit" (Bitter Medicine - Crave Wives) ------- Okay, so Originally, this piece was inspired by the song above as I love this band and genuinely whenever they release a song, there's a 90% chance I'll relate to it in a deeper way. Their music is just on point. I was going through a tough time when I listened to it for the first time and this specific image that I turned into this artpiece popped into my mind and wouldn't leave. And so I sketched it out and started working on it, but midway I had to pull away and never got back to it until today lmao. As with most of my ventish/emotional pieces, I didn't know what meaning does it contain. I just drew it based on my feels that this song has awakened in me. Now that I finished it, I think I have a general idea of what this piece means to me- or rather the song along with my personal work. I am a second year student and as much as I loved the start of my studies (and I still do love studying), I had a bit of an identity crisis as the year got harder. I struggle with the psychological phenomenon that is called "impostor syndrome". Every time I feel like I am behind with the material- I fear that I am not a good student Every time I get angry at my siblings and give into my bitterness- I fear that I am not a good sibling Every time I fail to be independent from my parents to not burden them- I fear that I am not a good child Every time I compare my progress to my colleagues who seem to be more mature according to the societal standards- I fear that I am not a good adult I do not have a job. I do not have a partner. No car license. My only line of success, only shield that protects me from being viewed as a failure is that I am a good, organised student. This semester has put a lot of pressure on me and made me realise how much value that title holds for me and every time I fail to work up to the standard of that title- I ache. And I wonder Am I really that good or am I faking? ... I fear that I am not as good of a person as others view me as. I feel like I am a poser, a fraud. That I am lying to others about my goodness. And what if I fail as a student? What if that shield breaks? What will be left of me? Will it be any good? And I know why I feel this way. Its not my insecurities, rather insecurities of other people's that leeched onto me- some are so ingraved into me that its hard to let go. I am a golden child, the good one. The one to bring pride as my older brother didn't grew up to be anything "pride-worthy" I am the trophy child I am the "make up for my failure to raise my first child right" child I am to grow up into a normal human being somehow So I am the adult And I am the sibling- middle but older And I am the student And I am good in the eyes of others I see good, I hear good, I speak good, I think- And I quiver Am I? Will I be? Was I ever? I fear I am a golden apple, rotten inside Not as good as I look from outside And when it will be time to cut me open I'll be empty and of no use. ... Well that got a little poetic Of course, that's not all to this topic but this text is long enough already I just wanted to share my art and my thoughts as always Hope someone will notice and like it- maybe find it relatable That's all if you got this far then thank you for reading through it all Please know you matter Sending all love See ya