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○Neptuii○

@neptuii

💙Nonbinary(They/Them)💙 💙19yo💙 💙artist💙 💙♊gemini [18th June]💙

KMKY doodles

Here are doodles of my KMKY human Bill. Not sure if its the final-final design but somewhat along these lines.

His hair is straight but pointy, kinda fried looking but still somehow silky smooth to touch, got the shine (For a greasy scientist Ford put a lot of effort into this fleshy project when it comes to the aesthetics , what a simp-/j)

The triangle on his jumper isn't a set part of the design but I imagined that Ford could've made Bill's clothing more "personalized" by maybe stitching small triangles onto them.

Scene from Chapter 24, test-running the portal and Bill's reaction: so far, my favorite scene

Fanfic: Knowing Me, Knowing you by @f-imaginings

Drawing this was fun, managed to start working on the playlist(s) for this fic. It will take a while as I got at least 50 songs on my list haha ^^' {sorry for the bad quality}

To be fair, I had a planned way of what I wanted to write in this path but I am terribly sick and my brain liquidized mid-drawing. A fanart for the Knowing Me, Knowing You fanfiction on Ao3 written by @f-imaginings I wanted to create a work I could potentially use in my next playlist for this very fanfic and since I am a home-bound, half-functioning, sick as a victorian child artist, I thought "why not speedrun one of the concept ideas I had in my mind for a while". Here is the version without the frame and text and also the reference art/photo I used that I found on Pinterest (credits to the rightful owner, couldn't find info):

FIRST PLAYLIST!!

Hello! I'm beyond happy to announce that the Theseus' Guide Stanford Playlist is FINALLY UP ON MY YT CHANNEL!! Click here to check it out!! All the information is in the description so make sure to read it! It took me a LOT of effort to pull through this project so I am hoping it will get at least 10 views ^^' Feel free to leave a like and a comment- I'm looking foward to seeing your opinions :]

hello! saw ur ask on stumps acc and was wondering if you have a spotify link to the playlist you made? i also have a playlist i created at the start of chapter two’s releasee and it would be awesome to see other peopls songs too!

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Hello! Sadly, I do not have spotify as I don't really like that app.. ^^' Currently the playlist is in a private draft as I need to organize it first before I make into a video playlist. I'll post it on my new YT channel tho! Its called NepTune :] I would LOVE to listen to your playlist too! I love character based playlists and I'm a sucker for character song analysis lol

"Don't look up to me, I'm not as tall as you think You see, I talk a big game, but it's bullshit" (Bitter Medicine - Crave Wives) ------- Okay, so Originally, this piece was inspired by the song above as I love this band and genuinely whenever they release a song, there's a 90% chance I'll relate to it in a deeper way. Their music is just on point. I was going through a tough time when I listened to it for the first time and this specific image that I turned into this artpiece popped into my mind and wouldn't leave. And so I sketched it out and started working on it, but midway I had to pull away and never got back to it until today lmao. As with most of my ventish/emotional pieces, I didn't know what meaning does it contain. I just drew it based on my feels that this song has awakened in me. Now that I finished it, I think I have a general idea of what this piece means to me- or rather the song along with my personal work. I am a second year student and as much as I loved the start of my studies (and I still do love studying), I had a bit of an identity crisis as the year got harder. I struggle with the psychological phenomenon that is called "impostor syndrome". Every time I feel like I am behind with the material- I fear that I am not a good student Every time I get angry at my siblings and give into my bitterness- I fear that I am not a good sibling Every time I fail to be independent from my parents to not burden them- I fear that I am not a good child Every time I compare my progress to my colleagues who seem to be more mature according to the societal standards- I fear that I am not a good adult I do not have a job. I do not have a partner. No car license. My only line of success, only shield that protects me from being viewed as a failure is that I am a good, organised student. This semester has put a lot of pressure on me and made me realise how much value that title holds for me and every time I fail to work up to the standard of that title- I ache. And I wonder Am I really that good or am I faking? ... I fear that I am not as good of a person as others view me as. I feel like I am a poser, a fraud. That I am lying to others about my goodness. And what if I fail as a student? What if that shield breaks? What will be left of me? Will it be any good? And I know why I feel this way. Its not my insecurities, rather insecurities of other people's that leeched onto me- some are so ingraved into me that its hard to let go. I am a golden child, the good one. The one to bring pride as my older brother didn't grew up to be anything "pride-worthy" I am the trophy child I am the "make up for my failure to raise my first child right" child I am to grow up into a normal human being somehow So I am the adult And I am the sibling- middle but older And I am the student And I am good in the eyes of others I see good, I hear good, I speak good, I think- And I quiver Am I? Will I be? Was I ever? I fear I am a golden apple, rotten inside Not as good as I look from outside And when it will be time to cut me open I'll be empty and of no use. ... Well that got a little poetic Of course, that's not all to this topic but this text is long enough already I just wanted to share my art and my thoughts as always Hope someone will notice and like it- maybe find it relatable That's all if you got this far then thank you for reading through it all Please know you matter Sending all love See ya

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Telemachus's life post-Odyssey has the potential to be so funny bc bro is suddenly going from the son of, essentially, a single mom to the son of two VERY in-love middle aged sweethearts who never had to learn boundaries about what is/isn't appropriate to say around their kid.

Penelope: I knew that "beggar" was you the whole time, you know.

Odysseus, laughing: Oh, really?

Penelope: You can disguise a lot of things, but I'd know that ass anywhere.

Telemachus: I am begging you guys to keep it in your pants for ONE family dinner.

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Personally I think Ody already knew Eury opened the wind bag, initially bc there's just something about his tone and the way Ody cut him off in the beginning of Puppeteer that felt... deliberate? But it's also mirrored in Scylla and Mutiny

It's just a little thing in Scylla but when Eury first tries to confess in Puppeteer Ody gives him a task instead "go check out the island" vs "light up six torches" instead of talking about it, like he's avoiding it

But more prominently is "whatever you have to say can wait some more of this I'm sure" sounds to me like "don't tell me. If you don't tell me we can pretend I don't know and I don't have to do anything about it. Lie to me (by omission)" vs Eury's "tell me you did not know that would happen" and "then you have forced my hand" while said in anger can also totally be ready similarly. I've already seen others talk about how he was basically begging Ody to lie to him so like, "lie to me so I don't have to do anything about it" again

(whether or not Eury would've been able to play along, assuming he did want that, I don't know, and ig we'll never know)

Also Ody's total lack of reaction. Sure Scylla had "leaving them feeling betrayed" but having it said out loud could still sting. It could also be a "I thought we had a deal to not talking about that" type betrayal.

Anyway many thoughts head full

Okay so, personally, I think that in some way it could be true that he figured it out and that Ody knew before Eury confessed it to him.

But also in the "Scylla" song as Eury says "I've opened the windbag while you were asleep" we can hear like a sudden "dun" sound, as if this information hit Ody in some way

Still, it could be like the person wrote that he could knew, but it just hurts to hear it outloud.

Anyway, what I think is interesting in this is that is that I don't think Ody would be as shocked. We can hear it in his voice as he commands Eury to light up the torches. Like.. this unbotherness in it is kinda.. eerie. Also his lack of response to Eury's apology- I don't think it's caused by the shock of finding out. I think it's caused by shame.

Here Eury is apologising to him, not aware of what's about to come. Imagine the kind of pressure and shame, the stress inside Ody's head that he's bottling up, trying to numb himself out to be able to complete his sacrificial plan. "Leaving them feeling betrayed" doesn't point to Eury's mistake. It points to Ody's secret plan and the guilt that he's feeling deep down yet repressing 'cause "what if I'm the one who killed you, every time I caved to guilt" and also "If I became a monster and threw that guilt away" (Monster song)

Which is kinda ironic because in this song it indicates that Ody is willing to change his ways and become less remorseful/merciful to save his men and himself ("If I became the monster to everyone but us") yet as the time passes he becomes more and more desperete to get HIMSELF back home, to his wife and son. (" Please don't do this (...) I need to get home"- Mutiny)

He's so desperate that he's willing to even turn against his own crew members, sacrificing few for the "greater good". ("You miss your wife so bad, you trade the lives of your own crew" and "I am not letting you get in my way" - also Mutiny)

Tbh I have a lot more to talk about here but it would be going off topic haha

I just love analysing lyrics of the songs in this musical as it's so fascinating to see these seemingly harmless phrases starting to make a whole picture as you put them together- like a puzzle! The way the lyrics are so open for many many interpretations is such a cool thing. Jorge is a lyrics genius <3

So I def agree with you here (especially the shame and repressed guilt it's all just so *waves hands around* you get it) but I just wanna point out rq that many lyrics in this show have double meanings

The most iconic of which (imo) is the first appearance of "when does a man become a monster" in just a man

The obvious meaning there is about Ody. Does he become a monster for killing the baby? Or for failing to save his loved ones? (The answer is yes (/hj there are no good options there))

But it's also about the baby! The baby's (whose name I can't remember) destiny is set, so when does he become the monster?

You can also see this in the other lyrics in this part ("when does a comet become become a meteor? when does a candle become a blaze?" When does this small/harmless thing become dangerous? Vs "when does a ripple become a tidal wave? when does the reason become the blame?" When do the consequences outweigh the action?)

So yeah, "leaving them feeling betrayed" does refer to Ody betraying his crew, but frankly that's the obvious meaning so I didn't think I'd need to mention it

But Eury is also confessing to a betrayal, it refers to both

That is true! That's why I love all the songs' lyrics. They are just so open for multiple interpretations and it's exciting to see all of the ideas people are sharing here <3

Also, I love your "Im just a man" lyrics interpretation (one of my fav songs)- although I had the similiar thoughts about the main part/chorus, I never really put much focus on how it also referes to a baby. I love it!

Thanks for the reblog/response and have a wonderful day/night <3

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Personally I think Ody already knew Eury opened the wind bag, initially bc there's just something about his tone and the way Ody cut him off in the beginning of Puppeteer that felt... deliberate? But it's also mirrored in Scylla and Mutiny

It's just a little thing in Scylla but when Eury first tries to confess in Puppeteer Ody gives him a task instead "go check out the island" vs "light up six torches" instead of talking about it, like he's avoiding it

But more prominently is "whatever you have to say can wait some more of this I'm sure" sounds to me like "don't tell me. If you don't tell me we can pretend I don't know and I don't have to do anything about it. Lie to me (by omission)" vs Eury's "tell me you did not know that would happen" and "then you have forced my hand" while said in anger can also totally be ready similarly. I've already seen others talk about how he was basically begging Ody to lie to him so like, "lie to me so I don't have to do anything about it" again

(whether or not Eury would've been able to play along, assuming he did want that, I don't know, and ig we'll never know)

Also Ody's total lack of reaction. Sure Scylla had "leaving them feeling betrayed" but having it said out loud could still sting. It could also be a "I thought we had a deal to not talking about that" type betrayal.

Anyway many thoughts head full

Okay so, personally, I think that in some way it could be true that he figured it out and that Ody knew before Eury confessed it to him.

But also in the "Scylla" song as Eury says "I've opened the windbag while you were asleep" we can hear like a sudden "dun" sound, as if this information hit Ody in some way

Still, it could be like the person wrote that he could knew, but it just hurts to hear it outloud.

Anyway, what I think is interesting in this is that is that I don't think Ody would be as shocked. We can hear it in his voice as he commands Eury to light up the torches. Like.. this unbotherness in it is kinda.. eerie. Also his lack of response to Eury's apology- I don't think it's caused by the shock of finding out. I think it's caused by shame.

Here Eury is apologising to him, not aware of what's about to come. Imagine the kind of pressure and shame, the stress inside Ody's head that he's bottling up, trying to numb himself out to be able to complete his sacrificial plan. "Leaving them feeling betrayed" doesn't point to Eury's mistake. It points to Ody's secret plan and the guilt that he's feeling deep down yet repressing 'cause "what if I'm the one who killed you, every time I caved to guilt" and also "If I became a monster and threw that guilt away" (Monster song)

Which is kinda ironic because in this song it indicates that Ody is willing to change his ways and become less remorseful/merciful to save his men and himself ("If I became the monster to everyone but us") yet as the time passes he becomes more and more desperete to get HIMSELF back home, to his wife and son. (" Please don't do this (...) I need to get home"- Mutiny)

He's so desperate that he's willing to even turn against his own crew members, sacrificing few for the "greater good". ("You miss your wife so bad, you trade the lives of your own crew" and "I am not letting you get in my way" - also Mutiny)

Tbh I have a lot more to talk about here but it would be going off topic haha

I just love analysing lyrics of the songs in this musical as it's so fascinating to see these seemingly harmless phrases starting to make a whole picture as you put them together- like a puzzle! The way the lyrics are so open for many many interpretations is such a cool thing. Jorge is a lyrics genius <3

EPIC THE MUSICAL: SONG RANKING :]

I saw some people and my favourite artists ranking songs from EPIC the musical and, as I am a huge fan of this musical myself, I thought I could share my own personal favorites :] Here are top 10 EPIC songs for me (the numbers aren't representing hierarchy, all of them tickle my brain in different ways): 1. Wouldn't you like 2. Dangerous (can you tell Hermes is my favourite? XD) 3. Open Arms 4. Just a Man 5. Ruthlessness 6. Get in the Water (ik it's not released yet, I just love it sm) 7. Luck Runs Out 8. Monster 9. Different Beast 10. Thunder Bringer/Scylla (I cannot choose haha)

Personally, I think all of the songs included in the musical and also the scrapped ones are a work of a genius/geniuses for both the lyrics and the sound compositions and I appreciate all the work that both Jay and all of his people put in into this masterpiece of a musical <3 These are just the ones that I think about/listen to more frequently ^^

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