guys i am going to continue between your eyes but omg iโm busier than iโve ever been in my life because iโm graduating uni in may and i had to move houses and just everything is happening all at once
๐๐ Collateral Damage.
Spencer Reid x Fem!reader
Summary: When you accompany your husband to an interrogation, the last thing you expect is to learn that the woman who ruined your lives has gotten what you've always wanted: a baby.
Words: 3,7k.
Warnings & Tags: mentions of infertility, pregnancy loss, jail, hospital, therapy. reader and spencer are married yey. angst WITHOUT a happy ending. cat adams is warning all by herself. again, so much angst. spoilers for s12 e22 ("red light"). english isn't my first language (sorry for my mistakes, be kind please).
Note: This is incredibly sad and one of the first parts of me trying to clean up my drafts (I literally cried reading this last night, love it so much).
Spencer Reid Masterlist:
Guide: Smut โ, Angst โ, Fluff <3
Headcannons <3 by @rafesgfs
Well-kept secret โ < 3 by @astrophileous
by @inkdrinkerworld and @bklynsboys
by @cerisereids
Being a menace, vol.2 <3 (tho it is suggestive kinda) by @in-another-april and @incognit0slut
Sleep Deprivation <3 by @faunalune
Sneaking around โ by @nereidprinc3ss
First Time โ by @luveline
Between the books โ by @reidmotif
Whiny and Spoiled โ by @nereidprinc3ss
New haircut <3 by @inkdrinkerworld
Reuniting after prison (Hotch!reader) โ<3
Being a munch โ by @lis-likes-fics
Me while watching CM โ by @an1t4k
High Heels <3 by @guiltyasreid
Decoy โ by @violetrainbow412-blog
Mixed Messages (series) by @easy-there-leftovers
Proposals <3 by @reidmania
Plastic Hearts (Gideon!reader) โ by @atlabeth
I might be in love (Prentiss!reader)
Heavenly sweet โ by @reidsfilm
His hands, vol.2 โ by @raekensluver and @t1red-twillight
Coming home late <3 by @fairysongs
Soft Intimacy <3 by @t1red-twilight
Missed Lunches (Gideon!reader)โ
His kisses <3 โ by @inkdrinkerworld
50 shades <3 by @rumplereids
Dad!Spence:
Paternity leave <3 by @radiant-reid
Mini Doctor <3 by @reidsdaisies
Hard to say no <3 by @radiant-reid
Daddy's girl <3 by @midniteluv
Early labor <3 by @rumplereids
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Note: sorry some of the tags may not work my Tumblr is acting up, also a Spencer Reid fic should be posted sometime soon
I just loved your story about The Day of the Jackal, and I really need it so much. Please continue ๐ฅน
I will be continuing! Iโm currently in the middle of my last few weeks of uni for the year, so itโs a bit hectic. But please trust that Iโm writing during every bit of free time that I have!
I should hopefully have a new chapter out by monday night.
BETWEEN YOUR EYES
the jackal x oc
chapter one
word count: 1.6k, a short set-up chapter. enjoy!
CHAPTER ONE: ONE SHOT, ONE KILL.
Grace McCarron loved the smell of coffee. Especially in the early mornings when the sun hadnโt risen and the streets were still wet with last nightโs rain. It irked her though, how people could be so loud at such an early hour. Couldnโt people just be quiet? Talk at a normal volume, it was only the hour of six.ย
The blondeโs fingers rap against the counter in a steady rhythm. Her expression reads neutral as she watches the customers enjoying their breakfasts, discussing work projects and gossip. It was all so mundane, every word they said was capable of drawing a yawn from her lips. Nobody is interesting this morning.
With a sigh, Grace reaches under the counter for the remote, flicking on the television in the corner. Her head tilts, blue eyes sparkling with intense focus at the headline written across the lower third of the screen.ย
Manfred Fest assassinated.
Graceโs eyes narrow, something interesting. Her attention is only being drawn away by the sound of a customer waiting to order. A young woman, brunette, sheโd be mid-twenties.ย
โItโs horrible isnโt it?โ The woman says.
โIโm on the fence,โ Grace admits. โWhat can I get for you?โ
โA latte, pleaseโฆ You donโt think itโs bad?โ
โThat a fascist offended somebody and got himself killed? Not really.โ Grace presses the coffee, clicking it into the machine before foaming the milk. With practised expertise, she fills a takeaway cup with the espresso and milk, creating lines of art on the top.ย
โI donโt know much about foreign politics,โ the woman taps her card.
โTake it from me, be glad he wonโt be the new German Chancellor.โ
Graceโs attention is brought back to the screen as the customer walks away with her latte. A single sniper shot from a distance of over three kilometres. Impressive. More than. The corners of her lips tilt into a small grin, leaning back onto the counter with crossed arms, she watches the news report.
It had started raining again, like it usually did in London. The sound of tires driving over the slick roads was comforting to Grace. Red brake lights reflected in the puddles by the footpath, headlights and street lamps casting a warm hue despite the darkening sky. She loved the rain, the sound of it pattering against whatever surface. However, it did make it hard to get a decent line of sight. Her lips quirked slightly, a lover of challenge. One blue eye closed, a glint of thrill in the other as it stared through the scope of a personalised sniper rifle.ย
Sleeping with the blinds open, Grace could never understand it, but it certainly helped her in this case. The target laid across his bed, his thumb scrolling across the screen of his phone. The lights in his apartment were on, everything visible. He was so stupidly vulnerable. She couldโve shot six times over by now, but would there be any fun in that? Her finger taps against the trigger as she recalls the deviance of the sleazy man. The world would be better off without him.
BANG. One shot, one kill.
Grace pulls her head back from the sniper, standing up, she starts to pack down the rifle. Her eyes donโt leave the window of the now-deceased target as she unscrews the barrel, packing it all into a case. She hurries downstairs, unlocking her car and driving off swiftly. Chances are nobody would find him until morning, but it is still safer to get away as quickly as possible.
The internet cafe was practically dead at this hour, a lone stranger or two.ย It had started to rain outside again, Grace could hear it on the roof, see it on the windows. It was also a Wednesday, unlikely that it would be busy. She plugs a USB into one of the many PCs, accessing Dark Core.
Access Chatroom:
Username: xxxfOxTROT22971x$
Password: ************
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___ job complete.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___he will not bother you anymore.
FPOxENT779X___thank you.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___yes.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908 one new message.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908___Big admirers of your work. Have project we think will interest you. Superlative remuneration.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___i donโt work for money.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908___What do you work for?
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___enforcement of consequence.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908___There is a man who needs to face consequences.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908___Canโt talk here.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908___Will you meet in person?
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___where?
Grace sits back in her seat, her finger traces her bottom lip as she waits for a response. This was an odd one, but they seem insistent. For them to know of her work, they had to have communication with sources she had helped in the past.
CRTVDSTRYR*1908___Will make a transfer of good will. Location attached.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___tomorrow morning.
Logout.
A sum of $10,000 has been transferred to your account.
A transfer message has been left.
Grace shuts down the computer, taking out the USB, she packs it into her handbag. Her lips quirk as she exits the internet cafe. Something new, something interesting, a potential challenge. This calls for a stop at that delicious dessert bar down the road from her apartment, a nice meringue or maybe some ice cream would do.
For once the sun was out in London, albeit only slightly, but it did still make Grace look less ridiculous for wearing a cap and sunglasses. She notices a woman sitting on the park bench, must be her. Her black coat flutters behind her in the wind as she sits beside the other woman.
โWho are you?โ Grace asks.
โIrish?โ The woman responds with a question.
โAnd youโre American.โ
โYes.โ
โWhy am I here?โ Grace leans back against the park bench, crossing her legs. โWhat did he do? Was it assault, did he hurt the kidsโฆ?โ
โUlle Dag Charles.โ
โUDCโฆ the River man?โย
โYes,โ She answers.
โI donโt see how exposing the rich is a crime,โ Grace grins. โPlease donโt tell me youโve wasted my time.โ
โIf he releases River, itโs not just the rich who fall. All secret networks will be exposed, youโll be discovered.โ The woman turns to face Grace, trying to get a look at her expression. She quickly realises itโs impossible with the cap and the darkly tinted glasses. โYouโll go to prison for a long time.โ
โIf thatโs the case, hidden networks of paedophiles, rapistsโฆ it will all be exposed. You think theyโll go after little old me?โ
โI think even after exposing the rich, theyโll still have the power, and theyโll still be protected.โ
โYouโre very insistent,โ Grace observes. โWhy me?โ
โBecause you always get the job done.โ
Sighing, Grace looks up at the cloudy sky, the sun peaking out slightly. She sucks in a breath of the fresh park air before responding. โThis job is a bit harder than the othersโฆโ
โWhich is why weโve hired a secondโฆ professional, such as yourself.โ
โFirst, you ask me to eliminate a man for wanting to expose the rich, and now you tell me Iโd have to work with another person?โ
There is a silence that passes momentarily between the two women as they stare each other down.
โRiver is good for nobody. You will go to prison.โ
โNo, I wonโt.โ Grace smirks knowingly. โWho is the other person?โ
โHe is one of the best, alongside yourself.โ
โWho is he?โ
โI donโt know his identityโฆโ She answers. โHe took out Fest.โ
โAh.โ Graceโs lips immediately quick upwards, a grin taking over her expression. She stands up, hands in pockets, she stares down at the woman still sitting. โAnd what do they call you?โ
โZina.โ
โZinaโฆ I donโt kill innocent men. Give me one good reason to take this job, and not because of River.โ
โ...โ The American woman sits there contemplating for a moment, her mind working a million miles an hour. โYou donโt have to take the shot. We need you toโฆ babysit.โ
Grace lets out a loud chuckle, โbabysit?โ
โIt seems our other hire is caught up in a fewโฆ troubles after the fest situation. We need you to ensure he gets the job done, and if he fails to, you step in and finish it.โ
โWellโฆ letโs hope he doesnโt fail.โ
โIs that a yes to the job?โ Zina sits up straight.
โHe is aware, I assume?โ
โHe will be made aware.โ
โGet me in contact,โ Grace turns around and walks away, her coat once again billowing behind her.
It was another early morning, three days after Graceโs meeting with Zina. She sat behind the counter at the cafe, it was a very quiet morning. A Sunday morning, not many were up and about. She opened her laptop, plugging in her USB.
Access Chatroom:
Username: xxxfOxTROT22971x$
Password: ************
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___who are you?
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___should i not be asking you?
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___i do not need babysitting.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___ah.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___the other โprofessionalโ
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___nice shot.
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___refuse the job.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___i donโt think i will.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___i get bored sometimes.
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___then stay out of the way.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___i do the job iโm hired for.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___donโt get into trouble, and i wonโt have to step in and clean it up.
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___i donโt need anybody to clean up.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___a little birdy told me otherwise.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___i am not the enemy.
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___i donโt work in teams.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___there is a first time for everything.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___iโm not here to steal your job.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___iโm here to cover your ass so you can get it done.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___you said you donโt work in teams, that means you have no connections.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___you will fuck up, you will go to jail.
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___Munich.
**&525marTinGuerrE^$___i will send the hotel details.
xxxfOxTROT22971x$___see you there.
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BETWEEN YOUR EYES
CHAPTER ONE: ONE SHOT, ONE KILL.
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It had started raining again, like it usually did in London. The sound of tires driving over the slick roads was comforting to Grace. Red brake lights reflected in the puddles by the footpath, headlights and street lamps casting a warm hue despite the darkening sky. She loved the rain, the sound of it pattering against whatever surface. However, it did make it hard to get a decent line of sight. Her lips quirked slightly, a lover of challenge. One blue eye closed, a glint of thrill in the other as it stared through the scope of a personalised sniper rifle.ย
Sleeping with the blinds open, Grace could never understand it, but it certainly helped her in this case. The target laid across his bed, his thumb scrolling across the screen of his phone. The lights in his apartment were on, everything visible. He was so stupidly vulnerable. She couldโve shot six times over by now, but would there be any fun in that? Her finger taps against the trigger as she recalls the deviance of the sleazy man. The world would be better off without him.
Three's a Sideshow
Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Summary: Spencer misses an important date and ends up paying the consequences Trope:Angst w.c: 4.2k a/n: this is one of the many many requests of @lavonee (her exact request was: maybe spencer misses an important date/anniversary because of jj and reader is finally fed up being second place to her) trying my best to address all of them. Not proofread. Comments and reblogs are highly appreciated! ๐ masterlist
The hazy dim light of each candle on the white linen covered table gave the restaurant an orange hue. Various aromas of meat, wine, and complimentary cheese wafted through the enclosed space. Sensual tones of the saxophone lightly played on the speakers perfectly weave through each muted conversations between loved onesโcouples and families. The high-end restaurant basked in good food and great company.ย
Everything was perfect.
Every costumer joyous and warm from the delicious wine.ย
All except for one, alone by the corner booth, phone pressed to your ear and eyes scanning for the tall, lithe form of the date for the night.
Beep. Beep. Beโ
You grimaced at the busy line tone that answered you,ย again.ย Hands gripping the draped linen, trying your best not to tap your newly manicured fingers on the tableโtrying to blend into the background, unsuccessfully.ย
You stuck out like a sore thumb. All dressed up with no partner or food on the table, just a glass of once chilled wineโcondensation all around it like tears of abandonment and longing.ย
BETWEEN YOUR EYES
โIf youโre a Jackal, call me a Fox.โ
jackal (charles) x oc
In which an elusive assassin finds his match in a barista by day, trained killer by night. They become entangled, playing a game of cat and mouse with an MI6 officer as the clock works against them.
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โYou kill men?โ
โI kill bad men.โ
โHm.โ She takes note of the corner of his lips. How they turn up into a small smirk. โShould I be worried?โ
โ...It would be a shame to put a bullet between those eyes.โ
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