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INTRODUCTION

About me:

➛ The name is Ally but call me whatever tf you want if its not too weird :)

➛ Adult, masc, lesbian 🙂‍↕️

➛ I really love arcane (especially Caitlyn Kiramman), music, Billie Eilish, The Zelda Universe and Women :D

What i WONT write:

➛ noncon, inc*st, any kind of bodyfluids that arent c*m or spit, anything minor related.

Requests:

➛ Requests are wide open and really welcomed. I like to write about characters that i am familiar with so right now i'd go with any arcane female and since there seems to be a shortage of Caitlyn on Tumblr, i'll be yalls girl. 🫡

Love I buried in a badge.

caitlyn x fem!reader angst

CW: heartbreak, betrayal, implied police violence, emotional abuse, past relationship trauma, aftermath of assault (non-graphic), crying, guilt, angst, not lore accurate

word count: ~800

Anonymous asked:

you don't have to reply to this but i just wanna tell you that your writing is cool and that we can't please and cater to everyone really. more so when it comes to the tags we use. mostly when it comes to the g!p, amab, t!fem, etc tags. the good thing is that these tags are mostly used to write and give worth more to individuals that are represented. what makes the use of these tags harmful sometimes is just the pure objectification of such...but i doubt that this is usually the case/purpose of writers.

im sure the writers that use any or either never mean to demean or lessen the worth of any gender that falls under such tags.

while people can be offended and that's okay since we're all entitled to our own opinions, i hope these things won't tell you (or anyone rather) that you're not a good writer. actually, very appreciative that you're even open to writing stuff. write what you love with caution and most especially, write what you love with love (even if it's angsty, or nasty something lolz... we love them)

honestly i cant not reply to this because this seriously made my day😭 first off thank you so much and yes i agree, i dont think anyone is ever in the position to fulfill everyones wish. I also do think the objetifcation of it plays a part to where it could be hurtful but of course as you said, that would never be my intention. for me its not about the thought that it would be hot but to normalize it in some way, to show apprication to every one if anyone gets me😭 thank you!! im always damn nervous to post a fic since english is not my native language but this means so much to me, thanks for reaching out👥️🫶🏻

Anonymous asked:

these bitches complain about everything, dont pay attention to them. i love your writing!!

haha i noticed. tysm, i really appreciate it🙂‍↕️💕

Anonymous asked:

its incredibly weird to use agab terminology when u could literally just say "trans woman caitlyn" like its fucking gross

i just have seen people use 'g!p' and that didnt feel right but mtf is amab, i didnt mean to hurt anyone i wouldnt write for it otherwise but if this is a problem i'll use the tag t!fem since its the abbreviation. I also used amab because i've seen trans people talk about it and say they prefer amab so yeah i guess thats why.

HOP ON

Includes: amab!caitlyn, ceo!caitlyn, smut, dirtytalk, petnames, breeding kink.

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Being intimate with your CEO has almost become a daily ritual, sometimes you’d end up going out with her after or her making sure you’re okay if you don’t spend the rest of the day together and she’d just drive you home. You don’t even know what you guys are, you’ve never set a label to your relationship.

Yet today is different— not only are you at her home but you’re in her bed. You’re buried in her silk sheets, next to her, looking at each other like teenagers. The room is silent, only the relaxed breaths out of the both of you can be heard.

You don’t even have anyone or anything else on your mind, and Caitlyn’s eyes give away a mutual feeling. Her ocean-blue eyes bore into your eyes, so soft and full of warmth as her hand grazes your cheek.

“You’re beautiful, darling.” She softly states, her loving gaze roaming over your face as a smile spreads over your face. Her thumb runs over your bottom lip, looking up at your eyes again, this time something is different— like shes fueled with lust.

You open your mouth in response, letting your tongue run over the tip over her thumb. Her breath hitches as you take her thumb into your mouth, swirling your tongue around her thumb and sucking on it slightly— its definitely enough to make her moan.

God she makes you so wet. Her thumb in your mouth— a simple action like that is enough to get you going. And oh she is so hard too, you simply now by her hands going down to hold your side, her grip tightening within seconds. You sneak a hand under her blanket, your hand softly grazing her groin, teasing her. “Fuck baby, please.” She whines and you follow her wish— as always.

Your hand finds it way into her pants and under her underwear, taking her long member into your hand, stroking her slowly. “You’re so hard, cait.” the smile you had before turns into a smirk, “All for you.” She nothing but whimpers, her eyes silently begging you to really do something about it.

You bite the inside of your cheeks at the sight and roll her over so that she lays on her back. “Take off your pants, honey.” Her rich voice always manages to make you obey her commands. As you take your pants off, she follows your motion, taking her pants off too and revealing her hard cock, throbbing and leaking just for you.

After you take your pants off, your shirt follows because you know damn well that its her weak spot. Soon you climb on top of her, she takes in the sight of you and only that makes her moan. “Goodness you’re so perfect, fuck.” God how you love that british accent— especially when its dripping with filth.

Slowly you grind over her members, teasing the both of you. “Mhm- you feel so good, babe.” You moan as you take her dick into your hand, pushing your body up with your knees, leading her to your entrance as you slowly sit down on it. Both of you moan in unison as you sink down, taking her whole length and feeling every vein.

“God fuck- boss.” You moan as your start moving up and down. She moans at her title— she really seems to like it huh? She grips your hips, making you move faster, taking her completely.

“You grip me so well baby, so fucking tight. Like you’re made f’me.” Her lips fall into an O shape, letting the words flow out without shame. Caitlyn’s words make you moan louder and move even faster. You feel the knot in your stomach tighten, and Caitlyn knows your close by the way you squeeze her even more, so she decides to let her words to the rest of the work.

“Gonna- fuck- gonna get you pregnant, babe.” She moans, her words bring not only your but her closer. It doesn’t take long until you both cum, your body shaking over hers as you put your hands on her shoulders for leverage as you fully collapse onto her.

“You did so well.” She caresses your back as she comes down from her high.

“I love you.” She admits in a whisper. As you hear her words you push yourself up a little to look her in the eyes, searching for hints of a lie but you didn’t find any. You look at her and softly whisper, “I love you too.” She instantly pulls you into a soft kiss, filled with sweetness and love.

She’s perfect like shes made for you and you’re made for her.

☆:˚. She hit me and it felt like ☆:˚.

☆:˚. ★⋆. a kiss ☆:˚. ★⋆.

includes: kinda toxic!caitlyn, does this count as physical abuse if its one slap??, caitlyn regrets tho, angst, fluff (??)

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you and caitlyn have been in a relationship for 6 months now, so it hasn't been that long since you've became a couple. today is a day like every other, its weekend so you go over to caitlyn's.

everything has been going good recenty but right now, you guys are in an argument. throwing plain arguments against eachother becaue your dear caitlyn is extremely jealous.

"you dont get it! its not about going out with friends but without me." she snaps in a loud tone, which already makes you flinch. "so i can't have fun without you?" her eyes widen at your question.

"just because you were born with a fucking golden spoon and getting everything up your ass doesn't mean its still like-" you get cut off by a harsh slap on your cheek, you were so caught up in your ramble that you didnt notice caitlyn raising her hand in first place.

Your eyes blow wide, taking a step back and putting your own hand on the reddend cheek. caitlyn's eyes fill with regret immediately, she rushes forward and tries to wrap her arms around you, "get out." you grit your teeth, looking down on the ground.

"no- please, im so sorry..." she begs, she is pleading with you to let her stay. "let me calm down, stay right here." you go onto your balcony which is connected to your bedroom, leaning onto the railing and taking deep breaths.

you cant even believe what just happend, you never thought caitlyn would lay a hand on you. your eyes fill with tears, not out of pain but out of dissapointment, the same second caitlyn hears you sob, she rushes out to you.

"pretty girl.." she wraps her arms around you from behind. She kisses the top of your head "im so so sorry, i dont know what came over me." she whispers in your ear, voice breaking. you love her— god you love her so much but slapping? you can forgive her one time but not if it happens again.

"can you ever forgive me?" caitlyn inquiers shakily. you nod, leaning against her. you know you forgive her but it still broke your heart. "yeah." you whisper as she spins you around and presses a gentle kiss to the cheek that she had hit.

"I love you." she murmurs between kisses that she peppers all over your face. "i'll try to dim my jealousy down okay-? i want you to be free and have fun." she says while resting her forehead against yours.

you nod and press a kiss against her lips.

i'll always love you.

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authors note: heyaaa sorry for not posting guys i havent been feeling well but since its now weekend i'll probably post more again!!

Be good for the boss

contains: amab!caitlyn, ceo!caitlyn, degrading, praise, smut, blowjob.

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How bad could it be? You, a 23-year-old woman, work at a company. But no—not just any company, of course not. It’s the Kirammans company, led by none other than Caitlyn Kiramman.

It’s safe to say you’ve fallen in love with your boss. You’d never tell her—not in a million years would you risk that—would you?

This morning is the same as the day before and the other 168 days you’ve worked for her. Except today, you decide to leave a subtle hint, opening the top two buttons of your white blouse that matches your black, tight skirt. Suffice it to say, you look like any hot office siren.

You arrive at work and make tea for the Kiramman woman, as any good assistant would. Though only you have ever memorized exactly how she likes her tea.

Caitlyn quickly arrives at the office, pulling off her heavy black coat and swinging it over her chair. “Good morning,” she greets with a soft smile, trying really hard to keep her eyes where they should be—meeting yours.

“Good morning, Miss Kiramman. Sleep well?” You can’t help yourself. It’s not your fault that you want to find out a little more about her personal life, other than the fact that the posh woman is practically in love with tea. So British.

“Relatively, I was buried in reports.” A soft chuckle escapes her lips as your head tilts slightly. “How about resting once?” You can’t help but murmur.

She looks at you—you expect her to be mad, but she isn’t. Her gaze is still soft—almost solemn.

“I do sleep, maybe not enough, but I try.” Her gaze never leaves yours as you nod in acknowledgment. You do know she works her ass off daily, but she deserves a rest—maybe even something as simple as a drink at a bar.

“Why don’t I treat you after the shift?” You prepare for her usual 'That’s inappropriate, isn’t it? ' but—it never comes. Instead, “I suppose it couldn’t be too bad. To relax, just once,” rings through your ears.

Your smile spreads across your face, making your eyes almost squint. Caitlyn lets out a chuckle as she sees the happiness on your face.

She does feel the same, even if her face doesn’t show it. She has a trained poker face.

Throughout the day, you stick to Caitlyn’s side as always. Making her tea and serving it with her favorite biscuits (as she calls them). While bringing her the reports she asked for, you lean down over her desk, arching your back slightly and bending just enough for her to get a clear view of your cleavage, as she feels herself getting hard.

You notice her gaze, but you don’t speak on it. Instead, you smile at her and meet her ocean-blue eyes again.

"Anything else I can do for you, boss?” Your damn smirk. The problem with that smirk is that Caitlyn doesn’t want to punch it off—she wants to kiss it off.

"No, that’ll be fine. Just take a seat until I finish these papers. It won’t take long.” She gestures to the couch next to her desk. Her voice is soft—so polite and dripping sweet, like honey.

You nod approvingly and obey her, sitting down on the couch. Caitlyn smiles to herself at your obedience. “Good girl.” She smiles, not even realizing how her words affect you—because you blush and feel heat flowing through your body. Though you act fine, smiling at her, the blush is clearly visible.

You sit still, eyes tracking every single movement of your CEO. Her hands are smooth, slender and long. They work incredibly precise, as you watch you try not to let your mind wander off more about her hands— get that out of your head— but they'd probably feel so good— stop!

"Are you sure you dont need help-"

"Come here." Caitlyn interrupts as she is patting her lap, signaling for you to sit down.

You quietly obey— you always would.

You sit down on her lap and feel her member poking against your thighs. "Boss i-" Caitlyn is quick to shush you with a hand against your mouth, looking you in the eyes.

You feel yourself getting wet by her simple actions— already leaving a damp spot on your lacy underwear. You notice her gaze drifting away from your eyes but down to your cleavage. You take the oppurtunity to tease her, "Oh this is what all this is about?"

You smirk at her.

"As if you didnt do it on purpose." She nothing but groans, latching her lips onto your neck. "Admit it." Caitlyn growls against your neck, placing open mouthed kisses behind your ear, sucking every now and then.

"Y-Yeah i did..." You stammer, trying to hold back whimpers. You didnt want the whole office to hear now did you?

"Such a little slut huh? So desperate for this." You wouldnt admit it but her words turn you on— so much that its almost embarrassing.

You quickly move your hand up to your mouth to muffle a moan as you feel Caitlyn grinding up against you, her hands now gripping your waist.

"God you're so hot- fuck." Never have you ever heard your boss swear but how wouldnt she when she is rutting up against you like a dog.

You cant help yourself but moan as she continues to dry hump you and start to grind against her, matching the rythm. As you start to move Caitlyn lets out a low growl and suddenly you feel her kissing your chest, sucking and leaving hickies making you moan even louder.

"Need your mouth..." She whines— your boss whines for none other but you.

You climb off of her lap, sinking to your knees as you unbutton her pants. Dragging her pants down with her boxershorts, her member slapping against her clothed stomach.

You have to stop yourself from drooling at the sight, looking up at her through your thick lashes. "So big huh." You dont even state as a real question. She let her gaze fall onto you, mouth parting as you take her length into your hand, coating it with her own leaking pre-cum.

She lets out a low moan, her hand shooting up and holding herself by the forehead, this is the hottest sight you've ever seen.

You jerk her at a slow pace, slowly moving up and down until she really whines again, slowly parting your lips, looking up at her shamelessly. She moves her free hand ontop of your head, not to force you but to ground herself as you take in the tip. Its not long before you have her dick halfway into your mouth.

"All the way down for me, okay?" She pants out, and you obey. Taking her further in until you gag around her length, your nose touching her pubic bone. "Such pretty noises..." Caitlyn has found her liking in this and its too much for her own good as you start sucking her off at a rapid pace.

"Slow down- fuck i'll come fast if you keep going." She even warns you but you dont care, you continue until you feel her throb hard, seeing her muscles tense. You pull away until only her tip is in your mouth and move your hand to jerk her off rapidly, sucking her hard.

"Cum for me, boss." You say and so she does. Her cum painting your throat white, coming out in thick spurts and she moans. God she moans so unholy for the woman she usually is.

You keep on with your hand movement, slowly, helping her through her hard orgasm. Moving up again she looks at you, vulnerable but— she smiles.

"I wanted this for far too long." You admit looking her into the eyes as they bore into yours. "Me too." Her voice is almost a whisper but you know its true.

"I still want that date tho." Her smirk and the cocky attitude is back to its old ways and you cant help but chuckle. "I do too." You smile warmly and lean in for a kiss.

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Notes: Heyaa hope this was fine guys but tysm for the support on my last two posts🙂‍↕️ I've gotten a request for jinx so i'll probably do that next but it'll be my first time writing anything for jinx so i'll just try my best, no promises!

HITTING SEEMINGLY SOFT

follow up to Part I

tw: none, just fluff ig

You still tremble but relax as Caitlyn takes care of you. Closing your eyes and taking deep breaths, you suddenly feel a wet washcloth against your thighs.

Averting your gaze downward, you see Caitlyn cleaning you up. She’s done this before, yes. But not with such gentle care.

"Cait...?" You break the minute-long silence as her gaze meets yours. She hums in response, awaiting your next words.

"Why—you're so gentle today. What changed?" You ask softly, careful not to choose the wrong words. She looks at you, her eyes hide emotions well—but this time? They aren’t hiding anything. She looks so soft like this—almost vulnerable.

"You liked it more like this, didn't you?" Her words come out in a murmur—not a direct answer to your question, but you nod your head.

"I suppose so, but... only because this—this felt real. Not some make-believe usage like it normally does." Caitlyn tenses at your words. You didn’t mean to come off as rude, but it stings her heart to hear the emotion in your words.

"It’s not make-believe..." Her voice is quiet—almost a whisper, as if she’s ashamed of her actions. You tilt your head in response, waiting for her to elaborate on her vague answer.

"I was scared... scared to let you in and lose you all over again." Caitlyn’s voice breaks. A vulnerability you’ve never witnessed from your commander.

"Lose me?" You scoff. You don’t want to come off as harsh, especially when she’s being so open with you, but you’re hurt, for all the right reasons. It’s not like she insults you but ignores you at work, only paying attention to her dear enforcer in the sheets.

"I never had anything serious, okay?!" She blurts out, covering her mouth immediately when she realizes. "Are you—wait, really?" You have to bite back a chuckle, not wanting to make her more embarrassed.

She nods, and the stern commander is gone, replaced by a little embarrassed bunny of a girl. "Why didn’t you tell me...?" You look at her as you lean up to cup her cheeks, as she sits on the bed beside you, the washcloth still in her hands.

"I was embarrassed... I’m older than you, and still, I’ve only ever slept around." Her posh words come out as a quivering mess—it’s cute rather than embarrassing.

"But does this mean you want more than just... sleeping?" You ask, looking at her softly, your thumbs caressing her cheekbones.

"I always have." She looks at you, so soft you can barely recognize her features anymore.

"Good thing I want that too, hm?" As your words ring through her ears, her lips twitch into a soft smirk, and her eyes glisten with happiness. Then you hear it—a soft chuckle from her. God knows you’re in heaven, because that? That is definitely the best thing you’ve ever heard.

She places the washcloth on her side of the nightstand and lies down beside you, wrapping you in her arms. "You're too sweet, you know that?" She coos softly, pressing a kiss on top of your head as you snuggle into her chest. Your cheeks burn red, but of course, you hide it. What else would you do?

It was always more.

Is this more?

tw: full smut, degrading, strap-on, praise, spit, petnames

your knees give out, hips buckeling as you feel another sharp thrust by your dear commander, hitting that spot just right. This is what—? The third time this week? You're well aware that she is using you and you think there is nothing more behind it, but deeply the commander starts to feel something— something she shouldnt feel for you.

All these thoughts dont even cross your brain at the moment because how would they when you are buried in her expensive sheets while she is 6.5 inches deep inside of you.

"c-cait i-..." you trail off as you feel her piercing gaze, cold and stern. "Wrong. title."

she punctuates with hard thrusts, prying your mouth open with her ring and middle finger. "Keep it open, slut." You can do nothing but obey your commander because thats how things are, right...?

As your mouth stays open you feel a hot, slick drop of saliva running over your lips, dripping down your chin as you swallow, trying to worship every last drop.

"Just like that, my sweet girl." Caitlyn's rich, honey dripping voice suprises you everytime. She could be so commanding and soft the next second, but thats exactly what you love.

Suddenly you feel her lift you up, not even having enough time to whine about her pulling out because as soon as you notice, you're on your stomach as she holds your hips up and thrusts deep inside you again with no warning.

"Ah!" You nothing but scream out, a mix of pain, shock but also pleasure. In the same second you feel a cold hand, caressing your back in the most gentle way ever. You feel yourself slowly relaxing under her touch, leaning in as if this is a tender moment as Caitlyn's motions slow down.

You feel her hand reaching for your chin, leaning your head up as she leans down and presses her lips against yours, still slowly moving inside of you.

The kiss is special— she has never kissed you. All the time she didnt care about being buried inches deep inside of you, but a kiss? That was to intimate for her. Except this time, it felt right.

The kiss doesnt match the rough fucking from before, shes... sweet— maybe even soft. The kiss is gentle, filled with not lust but something deeper— something warming. You feel your walls tighten around her strap, usually she wouldnt allow you to come without her permisson, but this time? You come because her softness aroused you, not because of her rough and sharp thrusts.

As you come down from your high caitlyn slowly pulls out, flipping you back on your back and kisses softly over your face, peppering you with kisses. "Did so good for me..." You feel her whisper against your ear, slowly caressing your hips.

This isnt just a situationship anymore— is it?

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