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27 years old // pp's from Abe Yoshitoshi's manga, Ryushika Ryushika (Lucika Lucika)
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Baby, It's Gonna Be Alright: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Reader

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Crisis - Robby has a bad day.

ASMR For The Soul - Robby doesn't sleep when you're not around.

Bunny - Robby discovers you've been keeping secrets.

Something To Complain About (NSFW) - You ignite the ire of Robby's neighbour with your bedroom noises.

Noise Cancelling - Robby discovers his neighbour keeps a spreadsheet of your antics.

Poolside - When Robby's had a really shitty day he always ends up whereever you are.

The Betting Pool - Robby discovers that his collegues have been taking bets on his relationship.

Fifty Shades of Robby - Robby's collegues see the truth of his relationship when they find your Instagram.

Dumb Bitch - Robby exhibits his protective side when another man steps on his territory.

Stop Compressions, Start Compressions - Robby loses everything in the aftermath of Pittfest.

24 Hours - Robby refuses to leave your side in the aftermath of the shooting.

Saftey Rail - Abbot gets real with Robby when he finds him on the roof.

Robby listens to ‘Baby' by Robert Bradley's Blackwater Surprise the entire drive to the beach house, he plays the song on repeat because it reminds him of the first day he saw you, the song playing on his ear pods as you stood at the edge of the pool talking to Jake. Your eyes had flickered up to meet his, the left side of your mouth quirking up into a smile and he was a goner from that moment on.

He needs to hold onto that memory right now, to keep it close because he needs to believe that everything is going to be alright between the two of you. That he didn’t fuck it up because the way the two of you left things…

It wasn’t good.

They just got 2 different ways to grieve... But obviously, it's better and easier to grieve together than separated. They both lost the same thing.

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Silk: Jack Abbot x Reader (NSFW)

Companion piece to:

The Asshole King - Jack discovers you have an unusual technique for dealing with patients.

Bob Dylan - You help Jack to relax after an incident at the hospital leaves him temporarily blind.

Because Of You - Jack realises he's starting to heal in more ways than one after you spend the day taking care of him.

Balance - Jack reveals his feelings for you but they come with complications.

Off Limits - An awkward start to the day leads Jack to make a claim on your affections.

Hawaii - Jack discovers who he really is when you book a trip to Hawaii.

You’re beautiful, all flushed skin and mused up hair laying amongst Jack’s sheets like some sort of wanton goddess. The taste of you lingers on his lips as he kisses you, his palm gliding over the silk of your nightdress, gripping it tightly in his fist as he eases himself inside you.

Oh yes, he will or I'm kicking his ass

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Saftey Rail: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Reader (feat: Jack Abbot)

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Crisis - Robby has a bad day.

ASMR For The Soul - Robby doesn't sleep when you're not around.

Bunny - Robby discovers you've been keeping secrets.

Something To Complain About (NSFW) - You ignite the ire of Robby's neighbour with your bedroom noises.

Noise Cancelling - Robby discovers his neighbour keeps a spreadsheet of your antics.

Poolside - When Robby's had a really shitty day he always ends up whereever you are.

The Betting Pool - Robby discovers that his collegues have been taking bets on his relationship.

Fifty Shades of Robby - Robby's collegues see the truth of his relationship when they find your Instagram.

Dumb Bitch - Robby exhibits his protective side when another man steps on his territory.

Stop Compressions, Start Compressions - Robby loses everything in the aftermath of Pittfest.

24 Hours - Robby refuses to leave your side in the aftermath of the shooting.

Robby isn’t coping.

Jack sees it at the end of every shift when he finds him on the roof, sitting on the safety rail, smoking a cigarette as he looks out across the city lights.

He’s barely taken any time off since losing the baby. Instead he’s throwing himself into his work, drowning himself in the misery of other people because it’s easier than facing his own heartbreak.

What do they say? In health and sickness, right?!

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24 Hours: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Reader

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Crisis - Robby has a bad day.

ASMR For The Soul - Robby doesn't sleep when you're not around.

Bunny - Robby discovers you've been keeping secrets.

Something To Complain About (NSFW) - You ignite the ire of Robby's neighbour with your bedroom noises.

Noise Cancelling - Robby discovers his neighbour keeps a spreadsheet of your antics.

Poolside - When Robby's had a really shitty day he always ends up whereever you are.

The Betting Pool - Robby discovers that his collegues have been taking bets on his relationship.

Fifty Shades of Robby - Robby's collegues see the truth of his relationship when they find your Instagram.

Dumb Bitch - Robby exhibits his protective side when another man steps on his territory.

Stop Compressions, Start Compressions - Robby loses everything in the aftermath of Pittfest.

Robby doesn’t leave the hospital for 24 hours after the shooting.

Abbot tries to persuade him to go home, take a shower but he refuses. He wants to be there when you wake up, he wants to be the first thing you lay eyes on so that you know that you’re safe.

It's not even their fault...😭

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They Don't Know: Eddie Diaz x Reader

Companion piece to:

Bang - Eddie’s new year starts with a bang.

Lifetime (NSFW) - One night with you makes Eddie realise he wants a life time.

El Paso - Eddie is forced to make a decision that hurts you both.

Possibilities - Eddie thinks about what might have been.

Welcome Back - The one person Eddie wants to see is the one person not at his welcome home party.

Home - Eddie sees you for the first time since El Paso.

Chemistry (NSFW) - You and Eddie have always have good chemistry.

90% Of The Work - Eddie proves he’s ready to put the work into your relationship.

Hotshot - Eddie finds out about your relationship with Brad Torrance when the other man turns up at your door.

Good Catholic Girls (NSFW) - Eddie has only ever dated good Catholic girls before you.

Relentless - Eddie discovers you've been keeping a secret from his time away in Texas.

The bleeding starts after a call out.

You know something is wrong almost immediately because the cramps that hit you, are like nothing you’ve ever felt before. You manage to ride out the rest of your shift before you head straight to urgent care because the pain, it gets too much.

They don't know, but he needs to know now please... She can't keep it to herself indefinitely...

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Life Raft: Jack Abbot x Reader

Companion piece to:

The Asshole King - Jack discovers you have an unusual technique for dealing with patients.

Bob Dylan - You help Jack to relax after an incident at the hospital leaves him temporarily blind.

Because Of You - Jack realises he's starting to heal in more ways than one after you spend the day taking care of him.

Balance - Jack reveals his feelings for you but they come with complications.

Off Limits - An awkward start to the day leads Jack to make a claim on your affections.

Hawaii - Jack discovers who he really is when you book a trip to Hawaii.

Boston - You reflect on the past after your ex-husband makes an appearance on a trying day.

This God Damn Fucking Day - Jack steps into the fray with things get messy between you and you ex-husband.

Misdemeanour - Jack's forced to step in when you get arrested because of your ex-husband.

Fishtail - Jack helps you decompress in the aftermath of your ex-husband.

Love Language (NSFW) - Jack has his own unique love language.

What Puts You On That Ledge - Jack finds away to pull you off that ledge.

Masochist - You and Jack have an indepth understanding of one another.

Seven Shades of Fucked Up (NSFW) - You know exactly how to get Jack off.

Part of the Job - Violence has always been part of the job, but this time it hits a little too close to home for Jack.

Pittfest - Jack's day turns into a nightmare when he recieves a notification from the hospital regarding a mass casuality event.

Snapband - Jack's worst fear comes true during a mass casuality event.

In the aftermath of the shooting everything changes.

There’s no singing, no humming, no Fleetwood Mac first thing in the afternoon, there’s just this oppressive silence that seems to swallow you up as you stare out of the window, watching the world go by.

I know I said they were a quiet couple, but I don't like that sensation of complete silence around them. It's usually loud around them and they stay calm. Now it's like the sound has fallen upon her and it's way too loud like that for her to even hear Jack try to help her. This sea storm is not welcome at all.

P.S: I don't think I've ever been this philosophic over a fanfic.

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Hawaii: Jack Abbot x Reader

Companion piece to:

The Asshole King - Jack discovers you have an unusual technique for dealing with patients.

Bob Dylan - You help Jack to relax after an incident at the hospital leaves him temporarily blind.

Because Of You - Jack realises he's starting to heal in more ways than one after you spend the day taking care of him.

Balance - Jack reveals his feelings for you but they come with complications.

Off Limits - An awkward start to the day leads Jack to make a claim on your affections.

Jack has never been as relaxed as he is in Hawaii, he’s never slept in sheets that feel like clouds or woken up to the sound of the ocean. He’s never made love on the beach as the sunsets or curled up in front of a firepit, his lover’s fingers combing through his hair as he dozes off in her lap.

It's the first I will use this adjective to describe a couple, but they make a quiet one. Like a serene couple. There could be a storm or a tornado, nothing could disturb them as long as they're together. They're each other's anti stress ball.

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Dumb Bitch: Dr. Michael “Robby” Robinavitch x Reader

Takes place the day before:

Stop Compressions, Start Compressions - Robby loses everything in the aftermath of Pittfest.

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Crisis - Robby has a bad day.

ASMR For The Soul - Robby doesn't sleep when you're not around.

Bunny - Robby discovers you've been keeping secrets.

Something To Complain About (NSFW) - You ignite the ire of Robby's neighbour with your bedroom noises.

Noise Cancelling - Robby discovers his neighbour keeps a spreadsheet of your antics.

Poolside - When Robby has a shitty day, he just wants to be whereever you are and usually that's the pool.

The Betting Pool - Robby discovers that his collegues have been taking bets on his relationship.

Fifty Shades of Robby - Robby's collegues see the truth of his relationship when they find your Instagram.

The reason Robby gets into a fistfight at the pool is because he hip checks ‘Charles, not Charlie’ into said pool. He’s had eyes on the fucker the entire swim season, watching him, watching you. He’s not a jealous man by nature, you’re an attractive woman who spends the majority of her time in a swimsuit, he’d drive himself crazy if he was.

However since he found out about the baby there’s a protectiveness in him that surges to the surface whenever he senses a threat and ‘Charles not Charlie’ is definitely a threat.

Everybody loves a protective Robby, he's like a big bear ☺️

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What Puts You On That Ledge: Jack Abbot x Reader

References to:

Masochist - You and Jack have an indepth understanding of one another.

Companion piece to:

Boston - You reflect on the past after your ex-husband makes an appearance on a trying day.

This God Damn Fucking Day - Jack steps into the fray with things get messy between you and you ex-husband.

Misdemeanour - Jack's forced to step in when you get arrested because of your ex-husband.

Fishtail - Jack helps you decompress in the aftermath of your ex-husband.

Love Language (NSFW) - Jack has his own unique love language.

Jack tries to hide the magazines, the ones with your ex-husband’s face on the cover. He doesn’t realise they even exist until he starts his shift and sees Myrna sitting there in her wheelchair engrossed in the glossy pages.

“You have got to be fucking with me.” He mutters as he snatches one up off the counter and flicks through it.

They're so much on the same page, it's crazy

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Biblical: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Reader (NSFW)

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Robby’s first time with you is biblical.

He has the full intention of taking control, of laying you out amongst his sheets, of touching and tasting every part of you but he finds himself your captive instead. Your fingers interlace with his, pinning his wrists to the bed as you straddle his hips, your wet centre brushing over his leaking cock. He moans into your mouth, your teeth grazing his lower lip as he arches up, his tip rubbing against your clit.

In the past hard, rough fucking a way to vent the stress of his job but you, you slow it down, you draw it out, you savour every inch of him and that does something to Robby, because no one has ever taken care of him before, not like this.

His kisses are greedy and languid when you sink down onto him. He exhales, his fingertips digging into the space between your knuckles as you envelope completely. There’s a relief in being the one taken. Robby didn’t realise how much he’s craved it until now.

You move together, finding your rhythm. It’s a slow, decadent pace, that sets every single one of Robby’s synapses ablaze as you ride him to the edge of oblivion. The pleasure rises up in him like a storm, gaining momentum, tearing him apart with the ecstasy until finally it breaks with your climax. Your mouth claims his, drinking down his rapture as he erupts with hot, white spurts that decorate the inside of your pussy.

It takes him a minute to catch his breath. You lay draped across his chest like a weighted blanket as his chest starts to vibrate and he finds himself laughing at the exhilaration of it all.

“I get the feeling that you really needed that.” You tease, your lips ghosting over the space where his heart resides.

“I did.” He murmurs into your hairline. “You have no idea just how much.”

Love Robby? Don’t miss any of his stories by joining the taglist here.

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Off Limits: Jack Abbot x Reader

Companion piece to:

The Asshole King - Jack discovers you have an unusual technique for dealing with patients.

Bob Dylan - You help Jack to relax after an incident at the hospital leaves him temporarily blind.

Because Of You - Jack realises he's starting to heal in more ways than one after you spend the day taking care of him.

Balance - Jack reveals his feelings for you but they come with complications.

You spend three glorious days in Jacks’s bed during his concussion leave. Three days of being the entire focus of his attention, of having his hands roam all over your body, his mouth chasing over every inch of your skin. He loves you with a fierceness that rivals any other man, with an insatiable appetite that leaves you aching in all the right ways.

“I’m not good at this, being with someone but I want to be… It’s just going to require a little time and a little patience.”

Then proceed to kiss her in a public parking lot where everybody can see them and gossip, to mark his territory. We don't have the same dictionary and definition of the word patience, Jack.

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Stop Compressions, Start Compressions: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Reader

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Crisis - Robby has a bad day.

ASMR For The Soul - Robby doesn't sleep when you're not around.

Bunny - Robby discovers you've been keeping secrets.

Something To Complain About (NSFW) - You ignite the ire of Robby's neighbour with your bedroom noises.

Noise Cancelling - Robby discovers his neighbour keeps a spreadsheet of your antics.

Poolside - When Robby has a shitty day, he just wants to be whereever you are and usually that's the pool.

The Betting Pool - Robby discovers that his collegues have been taking bets on his relationship.

Fifty Shades of Robby - Robby's collegues see the truth of his relationship when they find your Instagram.

Robby doesn’t expect to become a widow. He doesn’t expect to have your blood smeared across his hands, his heart ripped apart as he watches Abbot shatters your ribs through the forcefulness of his compressions. He couldn’t believe it when he’d heard Dana say your name, it didn’t make sense because you were meant to be at home studying for your assessor’s exam.

Please, let her live and do not this be her last time being pregnant...🙏 They were so happy...

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Balance: Jack Abbot x Reader

Companion piece to:

The Asshole King - Jack discovers you have an unusual technique for dealing with patients.

Bob Dylan - You help Jack to relax after an incident at the hospital leaves him temporarily blind.

Because Of You - Jack realises he's starting to heal in more ways than one after you spend the day taking care of him.

Jack wakes up alone on the floor alone, the space beside him vacated, the sheets still warm from your body. The light is beginning to filter in from the gap in the blackout curtains, an odd blurred spectacle amongst the darkness of the room. He lies there and does a mental assessment, the vertigo is gone, his sight returning, his eye feels swollen and tender as does the bump on the back of his head.

The toilet flushes, the sound of running water from the tap. He tilts his face towards he bathroom as the door opens and there you are standing before him, a vision in his old Bob Dylan t-shirt and a pair of boxershorts you’ve snagged from his clean laundry pile.

“Sorry.” You whisper as you realise his eyes are on you. “Sleeping in my clothes was really uncomfortable, I hope you don’t mind.”

“No.” He rasps, his voice raw with emotion because you look like you belong here, like you belong with him. “I don’t mind at all.”

You settle yourself down beside him, tucking your hair back behind your ear as you study his face. There’s an ache in his chest, an intense sense of longing that he’s never felt before you. You reach out, you fingertips lightly tracing over the bruising around his eye. His breath hitches and you pull away thinking you’ve hurt him but his hand seeks out yours, guiding it back to his face and the edges of your mouth tip up into a smile.

“Faye.” He murmurs as his nose trails along yours. “If I tell you I’m in love with you, I’m giving you the power to destroy me. I’m not sure I can survive if anything happens to you…”

The truth is Jack doesn’t get good things, not without a caveat. He gets to survive his tours only to lose his team, he gains a daughter and then gives her back, for every person he saves another dies. It’s the balance for him, the inevitability that the other shoe will always drop.

“Then don’t tell me that you love me.” You whisper, your lips brushing over his. “Take your time enjoying me instead.”

Love Jack? Don’t miss any of his stories by joining the taglist here.

I love them, you can feel there is no power imbalance

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Relentless: Eddie Diaz x Reader

Companion piece to:

Bang - Eddie's new year starts with a bang.

Lifetime (NSFW) - One night with you makes Eddie realise he wants a life time.

El Paso - Eddie is forced to make a decision that hurts you both.

Possibilities - Eddie thinks about what might have been.

Welcome Back - The one person Eddie wants to see is the one person not at his welcome home party.

Home - Eddie sees you for the first time since El Paso.

Chemistry (NSFW) - You and Eddie have always have good chemistry.

90% Of The Work - Eddie proves he's ready to put the work into your relationship.

Hotshot - Eddie finds out about your relationship with Brad Torrance when the other man turns up at your door.

Good Catholic Girls (NSFW) - Eddie has only ever dated good Catholic girls before you.

Your sleep overs with Eddie are anything but conventional. They take place during the day, in between your shifts because in the evenings he spends his time with Christopher.

For a while it works because if there’s anything Eddie understands it’s the need for flexibility but the day time naps, they start to fuck with his circadian rhythms. He has trouble sleeping at night which is detrimental to his job and in turn his mental health so you call time on sleeping together. This causes problems for you because when you do go out he can tell you’re struggling to keep your eyes open even though you swear to God you’re not.

My guts told me she'd a miscarriage, I could feel it...

Hope she won't get mad at him going through her mail. She could take it as an invasion of privacy because they were not yet/no longer together when it happened, and you don't know if she wanted to tell him at first for the pregnancy or not, or if she even knew when she had the miscarriage. So many possibilities...

@noxytopy I promise all your questions will be answered soon. She won't get mad over the mail thing, it was already open and she's been too scatter brained with her crazy shifts to hide it properly.

As long as it was not Brad Torrance's child.

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Fifty Shades of Robby: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Reader

Companion piece to:

Lipstick (NSFW) - It's love at first blow job for Dr Robby.

Crisis - Robby has a bad day.

ASMR For The Soul - Robby doesn't sleep when you're not around.

Bunny - Robby discovers you've been keeping secrets.

Something To Complain About (NSFW) - You ignite the ire of Robby's neighbour with your bedroom noises.

Noise Cancelling - Robby discovers his neighbour keeps a spreadsheet of your antics.

Poolside - When Robby has a shitty day, he just wants to be whereever you are and usually that's the pool.

The Betting Pool - Robby discovers that his collegues have been taking bets on his relationship.

It’s Mateo that finds your Instagram. It’s under the username BaywatchBitch and the profile picture is you and Robby dressed in tiny red shorts and a blue top just like the ones from the 2017 movie. You’re both even wearing the same pair of aviators that Zac Efron is on the marketing posters.

It’s from a New Year’s Eve costume party the caption reads when he locates the picture on your feed. One you both attended with the Abbots.

“It’s like they both have this secret life that nobody knows about.” He tells Cassie as they flick through the pictures studying them with an intensity they usually reserve for their work.

Never underestimate your boss. Even more when he's called Michael Robby Robinavitch!

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Relentless: Eddie Diaz x Reader

Companion piece to:

Bang - Eddie's new year starts with a bang.

Lifetime (NSFW) - One night with you makes Eddie realise he wants a life time.

El Paso - Eddie is forced to make a decision that hurts you both.

Possibilities - Eddie thinks about what might have been.

Welcome Back - The one person Eddie wants to see is the one person not at his welcome home party.

Home - Eddie sees you for the first time since El Paso.

Chemistry (NSFW) - You and Eddie have always have good chemistry.

90% Of The Work - Eddie proves he's ready to put the work into your relationship.

Hotshot - Eddie finds out about your relationship with Brad Torrance when the other man turns up at your door.

Good Catholic Girls (NSFW) - Eddie has only ever dated good Catholic girls before you.

Your sleep overs with Eddie are anything but conventional. They take place during the day, in between your shifts because in the evenings he spends his time with Christopher.

For a while it works because if there’s anything Eddie understands it’s the need for flexibility but the day time naps, they start to fuck with his circadian rhythms. He has trouble sleeping at night which is detrimental to his job and in turn his mental health so you call time on sleeping together. This causes problems for you because when you do go out he can tell you’re struggling to keep your eyes open even though you swear to God you’re not.

My guts told me she'd a miscarriage, I could feel it...

Hope she won't get mad at him going through her mail. She could take it as an invasion of privacy because they were not yet/no longer together when it happened, and you don't know if she wanted to tell him at first for the pregnancy or not, or if she even knew when she had the miscarriage. So many possibilities...

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Fishtail: Jack Abbot x Reader

Companion piece to:

The Asshole King - Jack discovers you have an unusual technique for dealing with patients.

Bob Dylan - You help Jack to relax after an incident at the hospital leaves him temporarily blind.

Because Of You - Jack realises he's starting to heal in more ways than one after you spend the day taking care of him.

Boston - You reflect on the past after your ex-husband makes an appearance on a trying day.

This God Damn Fucking Day - Jack steps into the fray with things get messy between you and you ex-husband.

Misdemeanour - Jack's forced to step in when you get arrested because of your ex-husband.

It takes Jack three hours to resolve your jail predicament with the security footage of Myrna destroying Richard’s Mercades. In that time he accomplishes two things. Getting the vandalism charges dropped and implicating your ex-husband in a crime because that asshole, he filed a false report by saying he saw you trash his car and the cops they don’t take that shit lightly.

Hair play is SOOO soothing, I love it too

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