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@nyxocity / nyxocity.tumblr.com

Nyx (she/her) Massive Supernatural fan, devoted BtVS fan, Dragon Age, Baldur's Gate 3 & Astarion lover, among other things. Sometimes I write fic. This is a hate free zone.

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Hi, I'm nyxocity (rhymes with velocity) but you can call me nyx!

I've been in fandom forever. Going back to the LJ days, I've written over 5 million words of fanfic across different fandoms, mostly in Supernatural fandom. I'm a multi-shipper with an OTP in every show. My username is nyxocity in all the places.

She/her. Bisexual. Former step-mother and lifetime second mother to three grown children. Mom to two geriatric large-breed dogs. Manager at a comic book shop for 5 years (dream job). On this planet to be happy and do the best I can to make other people's lives happier in whatever small or large ways I can.

Links to my stuff:

Livejournal has a TON of my one shots that haven't been moved to AO3. So many I'm not sure if I will move them just because of how many pages it will clutter on AO3.

This blog is a hate free zone.

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Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

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ACT 1

ACT 2

ACT 3

Jared and Jensen explore their new relationship, and Jared gets a fateful vision!

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New Episode Alert: “Don’t let your stories haunt you.” Interview with Nyxocity, SPN FanFic Author

Y'all. You. All. Guys, gals & enby pals.

A fandom dream come true is happening this week. @nyxocity is on our podcast!

NYXOCITY.

The Homework 'Verse. Rising Force 'Verse. Like Staring into The Sun. It's Not Living (If It's Not With You)

Whatever your tastes, if you're into wincest, you've heard of Nyx. And she came to talk to USSSSS.

I don't know what else to say. Just listen y'all. But make sure you listen to the very end. Cos we got an exclusive scoop from Nyx that you won't wanna miss!

Listen on Spotify Watch on Youtube:

Chapter Timestamps 00:00:00 - Intro 00:01:42 - When did Nyx get into Supernatural? 00:03:59 - Nyx’s Blorbo 00:07:18 - Did Nyx watch all the way through? 00:11:20 - Nyx’s take on the show ending 00:13:36 - Mystery Spot verdict? 00:19:56 - Scoobynatural feels 00:20:23 - Nyx is a forgiving viewer but she has her limits 00:26:52 - Living through Hellatuses 00:27:53 - Ghostfacers 00:28:53 - Season 3 Cliffhanger 00:31:49 - Favorite show characters 00:37:46 - The start of Nyx’s fanfic journey 00:39:56 - Any original fiction? 00:41:30 - J2 is very close to original fiction 00:42:53 - Does Nyx get fic ideas from the fandom? 00:44:56 - How has the fandom community changed over the years? 00:47:33 - The rise of AO3 00:48:23 - The Nyx treasures to be found on LiveJournal 00:49:06 - What was Nyx’s first Supernatural story? 00:53:09 - The backlash over slash way back 00:54:23 - When did Nyx start writing J2? 00:56:51 - The Reader Insert movement 01:01:38 - Sons of Anarchy and SPN crossover 01:07:44 - Metafic Wincest with Stranger than Fiction 01:11:24 - Dean takes issue with being the bottom in so many fics 01:13:33 - Like Staring Into the Sun 01:22:25 - Back on the J2 train 01:24:04 - Homework Verse 01:45:19 - When you have more story to tell, make it a verse 01:48:47 - Getting Dom Sub relationships right 01:53:23 - How does Nyx decide if a story idea is gonna be J2 or Sam and Dean? 01:55:56 - Fanfic tropes 01:57:32 - Current work - Retroactive 01:59:14 - Time travel love 02:06:11 - Writing and posting on a schedule 02:10:39 - Will reader feedback affect the story ending? 02:12:17 - The super power of reverse engineering a story 02:13:41 - What inspired Retroactive? 02:16:29 - The humor in Stranger than Fiction 02:18:46 - It’s Not Living If It’s Not With You Verse 02:20:05 - Does Nyx have a favorite story that she’s written 02:22:18 - Nyx’s fave fanfic authors 02:24:16 - Can you still find the older fics on LiveJournal? 02:26:12 - Are Nyx’s stories springboards for other creative works? 02:30:33 - Nyx doesn’t just write 02:31:44 - Time for Kasey’s questions 02:34:09 - Nyx has a major announcement 02:40:12 - Kasey’s secret question 02:42:37 - Final thoughts and words of wisdom from Nyx 02:49:49 - In shock and awe outro

Thank you again! Much love to you both ❤

For your weekend listening if you like!

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New Episode Alert: “Don’t let your stories haunt you.” Interview with Nyxocity, SPN FanFic Author

Y'all. You. All. Guys, gals & enby pals.

A fandom dream come true is happening this week. @nyxocity is on our podcast!

NYXOCITY.

The Homework 'Verse. Rising Force 'Verse. Like Staring into The Sun. It's Not Living (If It's Not With You)

Whatever your tastes, if you're into wincest, you've heard of Nyx. And she came to talk to USSSSS.

I don't know what else to say. Just listen y'all. But make sure you listen to the very end. Cos we got an exclusive scoop from Nyx that you won't wanna miss!

Listen on Spotify Watch on Youtube:

Chapter Timestamps 00:00:00 - Intro 00:01:42 - When did Nyx get into Supernatural? 00:03:59 - Nyx’s Blorbo 00:07:18 - Did Nyx watch all the way through? 00:11:20 - Nyx’s take on the show ending 00:13:36 - Mystery Spot verdict? 00:19:56 - Scoobynatural feels 00:20:23 - Nyx is a forgiving viewer but she has her limits 00:26:52 - Living through Hellatuses 00:27:53 - Ghostfacers 00:28:53 - Season 3 Cliffhanger 00:31:49 - Favorite show characters 00:37:46 - The start of Nyx’s fanfic journey 00:39:56 - Any original fiction? 00:41:30 - J2 is very close to original fiction 00:42:53 - Does Nyx get fic ideas from the fandom? 00:44:56 - How has the fandom community changed over the years? 00:47:33 - The rise of AO3 00:48:23 - The Nyx treasures to be found on LiveJournal 00:49:06 - What was Nyx’s first Supernatural story? 00:53:09 - The backlash over slash way back 00:54:23 - When did Nyx start writing J2? 00:56:51 - The Reader Insert movement 01:01:38 - Sons of Anarchy and SPN crossover 01:07:44 - Metafic Wincest with Stranger than Fiction 01:11:24 - Dean takes issue with being the bottom in so many fics 01:13:33 - Like Staring Into the Sun 01:22:25 - Back on the J2 train 01:24:04 - Homework Verse 01:45:19 - When you have more story to tell, make it a verse 01:48:47 - Getting Dom Sub relationships right 01:53:23 - How does Nyx decide if a story idea is gonna be J2 or Sam and Dean? 01:55:56 - Fanfic tropes 01:57:32 - Current work - Retroactive 01:59:14 - Time travel love 02:06:11 - Writing and posting on a schedule 02:10:39 - Will reader feedback affect the story ending? 02:12:17 - The super power of reverse engineering a story 02:13:41 - What inspired Retroactive? 02:16:29 - The humor in Stranger than Fiction 02:18:46 - It’s Not Living If It’s Not With You Verse 02:20:05 - Does Nyx have a favorite story that she’s written 02:22:18 - Nyx’s fave fanfic authors 02:24:16 - Can you still find the older fics on LiveJournal? 02:26:12 - Are Nyx’s stories springboards for other creative works? 02:30:33 - Nyx doesn’t just write 02:31:44 - Time for Kasey’s questions 02:34:09 - Nyx has a major announcement 02:40:12 - Kasey’s secret question 02:42:37 - Final thoughts and words of wisdom from Nyx 02:49:49 - In shock and awe outro

Thank you again! Much love to you both ❤

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Reblogged

New Episode Alert: “Don’t let your stories haunt you.” Interview with Nyxocity, SPN FanFic Author

Y'all. You. All. Guys, gals & enby pals.

A fandom dream come true is happening this week. @nyxocity is on our podcast!

NYXOCITY.

The Homework 'Verse. Rising Force 'Verse. Like Staring into The Sun. It's Not Living (If It's Not With You)

Whatever your tastes, if you're into wincest, you've heard of Nyx. And she came to talk to USSSSS.

I don't know what else to say. Just listen y'all. But make sure you listen to the very end. Cos we got an exclusive scoop from Nyx that you won't wanna miss!

Listen on Spotify Watch on Youtube:

Chapter Timestamps 00:00:00 - Intro 00:01:42 - When did Nyx get into Supernatural? 00:03:59 - Nyx’s Blorbo 00:07:18 - Did Nyx watch all the way through? 00:11:20 - Nyx’s take on the show ending 00:13:36 - Mystery Spot verdict? 00:19:56 - Scoobynatural feels 00:20:23 - Nyx is a forgiving viewer but she has her limits 00:26:52 - Living through Hellatuses 00:27:53 - Ghostfacers 00:28:53 - Season 3 Cliffhanger 00:31:49 - Favorite show characters 00:37:46 - The start of Nyx’s fanfic journey 00:39:56 - Any original fiction? 00:41:30 - J2 is very close to original fiction 00:42:53 - Does Nyx get fic ideas from the fandom? 00:44:56 - How has the fandom community changed over the years? 00:47:33 - The rise of AO3 00:48:23 - The Nyx treasures to be found on LiveJournal 00:49:06 - What was Nyx’s first Supernatural story? 00:53:09 - The backlash over slash way back 00:54:23 - When did Nyx start writing J2? 00:56:51 - The Reader Insert movement 01:01:38 - Sons of Anarchy and SPN crossover 01:07:44 - Metafic Wincest with Stranger than Fiction 01:11:24 - Dean takes issue with being the bottom in so many fics 01:13:33 - Like Staring Into the Sun 01:22:25 - Back on the J2 train 01:24:04 - Homework Verse 01:45:19 - When you have more story to tell, make it a verse 01:48:47 - Getting Dom Sub relationships right 01:53:23 - How does Nyx decide if a story idea is gonna be J2 or Sam and Dean? 01:55:56 - Fanfic tropes 01:57:32 - Current work - Retroactive 01:59:14 - Time travel love 02:06:11 - Writing and posting on a schedule 02:10:39 - Will reader feedback affect the story ending? 02:12:17 - The super power of reverse engineering a story 02:13:41 - What inspired Retroactive? 02:16:29 - The humor in Stranger than Fiction 02:18:46 - It’s Not Living If It’s Not With You Verse 02:20:05 - Does Nyx have a favorite story that she’s written 02:22:18 - Nyx’s fave fanfic authors 02:24:16 - Can you still find the older fics on LiveJournal? 02:26:12 - Are Nyx’s stories springboards for other creative works? 02:30:33 - Nyx doesn’t just write 02:31:44 - Time for Kasey’s questions 02:34:09 - Nyx has a major announcement 02:40:12 - Kasey’s secret question 02:42:37 - Final thoughts and words of wisdom from Nyx 02:49:49 - In shock and awe outro

Thank you again! Much love to you both ❤

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Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

___________________________________________________

ACT 1

ACT 2

ACT 3

CHAPTER 43 has been posted! Jared and Jensen finally spend some quality time together.

Fanfiction is written for joy and to be enjoyed. Not to be held to whatever your very specific and personal standards/tastes are. If you don't like it, don't read it.

And for fuck's sake, don't shove your judgment and dislike in the author's face or even vague blog about it.

We've got enough real stuff to be upset about right now. Let people enjoy things.

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Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

___________________________________________________

ACT 1

ACT 2

ACT 3

CHAPTER 42 has been posted! And Jared and Jensen are finally beginning to have some revelations.

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Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

___________________________________________________

ACT 1

ACT 2

ACT 3

CHAPTER 41 has been posted!

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Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

___________________________________________________

ACT 1

ACT 2

ACT 3

CHAPTER 40 has been posted! Jared and Jensen are finally opening up to each other, but danger lies in wait around the next corner!

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Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

___________________________________________________

ACT 1

ACT 2

ACT 3

CHAPTER 38 has been posted! Jared and Jensen are on the same side now--so why is it so hard to make peace?

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