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new youtube video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNCAgth9tlU

ltns

this months discography dives.. jay chou and john coltrane

i feel my body is so sensitive to food cooked with oil.. maybe its an inflammation thing i'm not sure.. so i really try to cook with little to no oil

recent reads / reading / rereads

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i have tea every morning but i need to plan out when i have espresso.. i love espresso but because of focusing issues if i don't harness the power of the espresso in the right way it can be too overstimulating. i need to have some minimal ambient sound (milieu) + keep my attention on one thing (handwriting or typing out journal-ing thoughts). if i have espresso and then have 60 tabs open and work on multiple things then my brain is going to be useless after like 1pm

i need to read marianne williamson's new book

trying to get more into the habit of asking myself 'what is my specific reason for doing this' for typically mindless actions - to improve attention & focus. what is my specific reason for opening that app,, what is my reason for scrolling through youtube,, there should be at least some sort of intent

i think getting laser hair removal on my neck would improve my QoL,, its so sensitive when shaving

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eXistenZ was interesting asf

I need Lanas next album cover to be another picsart creation to prove to me that she hasnt been MKUltra'd

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