MAY GOD HELP ME. I see him, I want him, BUT I CAN'T have him... life is unfair sometimes.
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masterlist | a/n i've had no motivation to write lately but this randomly popped into my head the other day and suddenly my brain was like okay let's roll!! let's do this!! let's jump in!! so idk what that says about the current state of my subconscious. anyway this is filth! pls read the warnings! love u. summary: you probably shouldn't let some random middle aged man on the beach take nude photos of you, right? right? rating: 18+ explicit warnings: pervy!joel, age gap, voyeurism, coercion, objectification, sneaky picture taking, nude photos, paying for sexual favors, dirty talk, praise kink, pussy pronouns up the fuckin wazoo, oral (f receiving), nipple sucking, unprotected p in v sex, standing sex, creampie word count: 8.4k ao3 dividers by @saradika-graphics 🤍
He's been watching you for about an hour. You'd sussed him out almost immediately after settling onto your beach towel and digging into your bag for your sunscreen, mildly aware of the shape of him in your peripheral vision. He's old, definitely in his late fifties, but certainly not the most unattractive man who could be eyeing you. You're used to it by now anyway, almost feed into the way men seem to gawk at you sometimes now that you've finally thrown caution to the wind and stopped giving a fuck about your beach body. You used to be self conscious about your curves, your tummy, your thighs - you decided this summer that it had to stop.
And you're glad you did. Because now he's staring at you, this unnamed, completely anonymous middle aged man only a few feet away. And it feels fucking good.
I keep coming back to this work of art over and over again ahhhhh <3333
Okay, but listen to me. Apart from the undeniable HOTNESS he constantly radiates… he seems to have such a pure heart. I SO hope he receives the same kindness he gives - no, actually, a lot more! I hope he meets countless kind-hearted people and receives love and passion in the same way he so generously gives to others. And yes, I know some of you will say, "GIRL, you don’t even know him personally," but I truly believe I can recognize a kind, pure, and moral heart (or at least, I hope I can hihihihii!). <3 :)
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You CANNOT expect me NOT to post about this man and NOT TO FREAK OUT OVER him! HELLO, PEDRO... don't judge me but I am alllllll over you...
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Saw this pic and thought of dad's bestfriend whom you have known since your childhood and now you are grown up and are taking a vacation... your dad had to call off the vacation for himself because of work or something. But YOU still get to go: only with Joel. OBSESSED<333
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Can you guess who that is...? No need, I mean who am I kidding. I could in my sleep... AHHHHH this man... this is by far one of my favorite picsssssss...
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(sorry i don't get this new update, can't find my way around Pinterst anymore...)
OKAY sooo, I have started writing a piece and it's called 'The old one by the sea'. Well it's gonna be a series and I am gonna start publishing it when I have written chapter 3 so you don't have to wait for a long time for the other chaps. Can't waitt and sending hugs to everyone. :)) <3
Sooo I want to start publishing fics too. I have read a loootttt of fics in the past four years and have also had shifting phases or better focuses. From Korean idols to Hugh Jackman (man that man had me reading lots and lots of fics) and for a longer time now: Pedro Pascal has had me in a chokehold for nearly two years. So lets see what my mind will think of. Hello and welcome to my fic heaven.