this randomly blew up on twitter so i figured i’d post it here bc lord knows everyone on this app is neurodivergent

I'd happily be friends with someone who draws their Sona fatter than their actual body because they feel euphoric and hot over it than someone who polices people about their self expression and desires towards fat bodies.

"ohhhh but this might be fat fetish ough ough"

yeah! thank you for reinforcing the dehumanization of fat people by basically admitting that being attracted to non skinny bodies is inherently a fetish no matter what instead of like, a preference...

and even if someone did fetishize and fantasize over bodies like mine or bigger than absolutely good for them because I'm at least desirable in someone's eyes and not people who police my or others sexuality wrapped in liberal speak.

the amount of people who claim my art is fat fetish art covered up with body positivity speak and that I'm not truly fat is insane because they cannot grasp the idea of fat people being viewed as sexy and wanted for their body without pearl clutching.

they try to be advocates for fat people but in reality they are extremely performative and are disgusted by fat bodies because of their own dysmorphia and trauma or internalized bigotry/fatphobia.

Mixed signals

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you can do it, magikarp!

[art by me - neonscrapyard]

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i love Hitomi you have no idea

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im finally starting to reach some kind of mental limit, so i might start talking more about my life and feelings even if im just talking to a wall.

i dont want to turn into one of those accounts that is only and solely negative and bringing themself down, and i do believe things can get better, but holy balls i need an outlet and feel comfortable using it

me actively fighting between choosing the "close" or "post now" button. like thats the problem brain!! post it!! no balls!! no one will hurt you !!! uurghrhgr

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

you think people are just like "oh you draw tboys with tits cool-"

you would not believe how that idea alone has put me under so much transphobic scrutiny especially from other trans people

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This character was designed by @catmask awhile back and it gave me them?? On stream?? So anyways this is him! I’m calling him Ayaia as a reference to the island the sorceress Circe lives on in Greek Mythology.

"with his cruel bow he laid full low the harmless albatross" — the rime of the ancient mariner