are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.

please take it from me that if you do not heal your inner abandonment trauma, it WILL become a self-fulfilling prophecy where you become someone who pushes people away with the way you act. it’s not fair and it sucks but it sets you up for even more abandonment.

this is something i will be working on healing for years. but it is so important to do for your relationships with other people and your relationship with yourself. please. don’t set up your house of cards in a way where you will, on your own, knock them down eventually

there will be people who love you, and who will forgive you and let you come back into their lives, even after you left. They're kinda rare, but I promise they exist. Please do try

updating this: you were right. someone came back. someone came back.

they call m,e guy who gets guilty & scared a normal amount about normal things

im going to (remembers i cant kill myself) fix my heart and build an altar where it swells

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"the trolley problem" really has created this unique sense of learned helplessness when it comes to ethical dilemmas

the correct answer for the trolley problem is to reject its oremise. is operating a lever really the only thing you could do? you could tell the operator to use emergency brakes. you could forcibly obstruct its path. you could untie the people tied to the tracks. you could use foresight to see the oncoming trolley and the inevitable harm it could cause and tackle the problem sooner than the 11th hour. but no, this framework demands you be complicit in human suffering because it is much easier to subdue a motivated individual by convincing them that a better world is not possible.

you have relinquished your ability to imagine a world where your prosperity does not require genocide to exist.

what if i just rest my eyes for a second

what if i just check out whats going on under this cozy blankie for like a minute. two minute

oh no

"why did you follow prev" because we're bound in blood for the next eight hundred years. next question

Anyone: Hey (asks about a special interest of mine)? Me: Becomes an unskippable cutscene

are you in a good headspace to receive my triple barrage hell nightmare skeleton attack right now.

its ok if nows not a good time

When you’ve been cooking for long enough, you stop making recipes and start making “shit in a skillet” and “whatever soup”

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