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random brain dump
i live with my parents still but like as my relationship goes on i can't help but think to myself what life would be like living with him. with our own place, decorated however we want and cooking together - watching shows in the living room and playing games together - going on walks together and to the gym if we want - sounds like the life
sorry i know i never post anymore but i hope the world is doing good
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I turned 18 in a couple months and I just started my apartment hunt the coolest ticket as far away from my parents as possible so I found some really cute apartments on the other side of the country and I’m getting a virtual tour in a couple days so I’m very excited
WAIT THIS IS SO HYPE!!!! i'm so excited for you!!!
while i'm closer with my parents, i have always found like... living in my own apartment very fascinating and exciting, but i CANNOT afford that life yet 😭 being a full time student and working a part time job with a solid friend group and a boyfriend is NOT for the weak yall 😭
BUT THAT IS SO AMAZING i am so excited for you, keep us posted 🫶🏻
there was a night where me and my boyfriend went and hung out with a bunch of friends, it was a late night. i wasn't feeling the best, or the most confident in myself that night, but i still had a good time. after we took our friends home and it was just us two, despite it being late, he insisted he wanted to come over and spend time with me, not caring that his drive home was 40 minutes. he held me so tight and caressed my face and he eventually stopped whatever he was looking at or doing to turn to me and stare into my eyes, he caressed my jaw and smiled at me reassuringly before saying, "you know how beautiful you are, right?"
i hadn't even told him i was feeling insecure that night, i never even mentioned to him that i'm somebody who looks down on myself. but that made me feel so warm inside what.
i figured tumblr would love to hear about it :")
my life genuinely isnt real like its crazy. for those who are new on my page or just didnt really know, im in a garage band. like actually. we play shoegaze (which is like alternative/indie rock) and lately we have started to gain more popularity - we performed at a local festival that happens monthly yesterday. im the vocalist. my boyfriend comes to all our practices, rehearsals, small gigs, bigger gigs, anything to support us. yesterday we were performing and i kept looking at him and he would smile so wide at me. i was talking to him later that night and he was telling me how good we did and how proud he was, how he loved to hear me sing. how he loves to cheer us on. and i told him that with everybody we had in our crowd, he was my favorite face to see. and he got all shy. i just cannot with my relationship. i genuinely dont feel real LOL
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just wanted to come on here and say i still read notifs of people liking my stories and i just am so happy i could make things for people to enjoy whenever they need it. i love this page and i love the people here. you guys are awesome. i know i semi faded away but i am always around. send me asks, i will answer. comment on my posts, i will read. send me a dm, i will try my hardest to respond as soon as possible. i hold this account so dearly to me. <3
love you so much
🤍🤍🤍 love you more
just wanted to come on here and say i still read notifs of people liking my stories and i just am so happy i could make things for people to enjoy whenever they need it. i love this page and i love the people here. you guys are awesome. i know i semi faded away but i am always around. send me asks, i will answer. comment on my posts, i will read. send me a dm, i will try my hardest to respond as soon as possible. i hold this account so dearly to me. <3
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no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy,moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious,gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tango ever bro could cause a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride.
hi!!! hi yeah i want to just talk about something
tw for stalking . genuinely
i'm kind of having a mental crisis as we speak, nine months ago i confronted someone for lying to me and all of his friends - i reported him to hr after he left me unwanted gifts and waited for hours for me to get off of work - he showed up outside of my school and TO THIS DAY lurks where i am and he should not be. this is something i have been trying so hard to leave past me but i fucking can't because tonight. tonight he slowly drove past my workplace before closing and revved his stupid engine and drove away before i could do anything about it.
i'm so fucking sick. i'm so sick of this. i just want to love my life peacefully but i can't. i am so afraid. and i wasn't for a long time. and i have friends and family who are there for me, and my boyfriend has been so supportive to me as well. but nothing, and i mean NOTHING can kill the fear that boils up inside. i am terrified. i am sick of seeing his stupid car. i am sicm of seeing his stupid face, and i am sick of looking for him everywhere i go.
i'm so fucking tired.