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𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦

𝐔𝐩 𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝𝐬 | 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐞𝐢𝐝

Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader Category: Hurt/comfort, smut 18+ MDNI Summary: After a few near death experiences during a case, Spencer muses on your mortality, and decides to take advantage of everyone’s state of unconsciousness by showing his love for you right there on the jet. Content: 3.4k words, established relationship, they're sooo in love, mentions of alcohol, talk of death, addiction and typical CM violence, s3 post addiction Spencer, reader wears a skirt and is described as shorter than Spencer, semi-public unprotected p in v (in the jet bathroom), crying during sex, creampie.  a/n: I’m back :> Spencer Reid girlies ik ur still here, please move the ouija board!!!!!! Proofread by my love @mggslover. Thanks for the request anon, I’m sorry I missed your ovulation period but I think this can be enjoyed at any point in time.

You’re not one to believe in miracles, but even this disbelief is not immune to contention. Events from the most recently wrapped case has made you rethink your stance on miracles—your plummet down an unseen ravine resulted in no broken bones (simply a split lip and a handful of nasty bruises blooming across your skin), a bullet narrowly missed your temple because of a coincidental, life altering head turn (Spencer had called for you in an attempt to stop your headfirst pursuit of the armed unsub),  and, arguably the most miraculous of all, Spencer isn’t rambling in your ear and saying I told you to be careful.

(Perhaps to most people, one of these things is not like the other, but if you’re being honest, you weigh Spencer’s concern—and Spencer’s opinions, Spencer’s love, Spencer’s everything, really—with as much value as your own life. Maybe you should talk to someone about that.)

FLOW STATE spencer reid

You make water droplets race down Spencer's back. He makes your heart race in return.

cw: 18+ MDNI spencer reid x gf!reader. smut (fingering, unprotected p-in-v [wrap it before you tap it guys] and I think thats it i don’t know i’ve literally never had to tag smut before kinda nervous) fluff!!! if you really squint i think this constitutes as softdom spence a/n: first smut post here what. this has been sitting in my drafts for SO long because I was really nervous about posting it but here we are. also discovered my biggest enemy is pace. like i couldn't for the life of me figure out if this was too long, or too short, or whatever so bish bash bosh this is the finished product it is what it is. my requests are always open and you can ask for them here :) I promise i’m getting through them (just at a snail’s pace) w/c: 3.3k

‘My droplet is winning,’ you murmur, nudging a tiny bead of water just a fraction ahead of the others as it slides down Spencer’s damp back. It sparkles in the warm bathroom light, racing along the smooth curve of his spine.

From in front of you, he gives a breathy little laugh.

‘Pretty sure you just moved it,’ he says, his voice low, still drowsy from the shower’s warmth. ‘That’s cheating.’

Anonymous asked:

we miss you hot stuff!! how are you doing ? 🩷🩷

I totally said I’d post the next part within like two weeks and now it’s somehow been a month… I have no grasp on the concept of time

But I’m doing good!! I’m just a slow writer!! And writing angst is so much more time consuming than writing fluffy stuff lmao can’t they just be happy all the time???

I miss y’all too and I miss posting on here so I’ll try to wrap it up this weekend/next week!! <33

FLATLANDS

Hotch sends you and Spencer to Iowa to conduct a death row interview with an inmate. Thing is, there's not much to do in Iowa but fuck.

pairing: spencer reid x bau!reader

tags/warnings: 18+, wc: 5.9k, whew, smut, porn w plot, piv sex, unprotected sex, drunk sex, oral sex (both receiving), fingering, soft-dom spencer ish, biting, praise kink, this is so self-indulgent muahahaha, discussions of a case, but nothing too bad it's canon typical stuff, iowa hate idgaf!!, drinking/getting drunk, i think that's it!

notes: this is likeeee. one of my first times writing longer smut. also i did in fact say i would re-upload old re-worked fics before posting anything new but alas! i am a liar! here is something brand new! i spent like. 9 straight hours on this yesterday. and it is currently almost 8 am and i just spent all night finishing it up instead of sleeping. ALSO i am in fact a philosophy major (future barista moment) and my fics get soooo. philosophy-esque. like. every single time. i'm sorry... i am who i am.

Anonymous asked:

i'm already seated. yes i know you said in two weeks but i'm simply too seated. i can't wait!!!!!! <3333333

I can’t wait either!! I’m having so much fun writing it. It’s fun puzzling things together and it actually working lmao. Thank you for dropping by <333

SWEETER THAN DREAMSspencer reid

In which Spencer helps you make your wet dream come true.

genre smut (18+) cw established relationship, consensual somnophilia, groping, grinding, male masturbation, kinda perv!spence, tit play, oral (f receiving), p in v wc 3,2k a/n this turned out a lot sweeter and cuter than i expected it to be (still hot though) (hopefully) let me know if you enjoyed it! kinkfest: somnophilia

Spencer wasn’t made for summer weather. He hated how stuffy and thick the air felt. How it seemed to cling onto him, warming his skin like his sweater vests used to do during winter. 

Getting through the day was difficult enough, but the nights? Those were horrendous. 

You had bought him a cooling pillow, knowing how much he struggled in bed. In theory, it should work. They were made of a phase changing material, similar to the ones NASA invented for the temperature fluctuations of astronauts, but it seemed like the one you bought was a total scam. Or maybe he was so hot that he burned right through the fabric. 

He turned his pillow over for the millionth time that night. He kept still as he lay on his back, staring at the ceiling and listening to the peaceful sounds of your sleeping in an attempt to find rest again. 

For a minute, it seemed to work. He even closed his eyes, ready to drift off, but then his eyes shot open when he heard a small noise coming from you.

spring into summer

the highest highs and the lowest lows of your on-again off-again relationship with spencer reid, tracked through the seasons of a year.

18+ (smut, angst, fluff) warnings/tags: (spoiler tags at the bottom of post) reader gets drunk a few times, questionable consent (not between Spencer and reader), much codependence, softdom Spencer/sub reader, oral m receiving, finger sucking lol, deep pen piv/intense sex, mention of marks being left, praise tho dw he is soso nice and loves her, fighting/yelling/sex as reconciliation, general toxicity and lots of it DDDNE!! avoidant!reader, panic attacks, joke abt r being high off cough syrup when she’s sick and Spencer is taking care of her, implied trauma, IM MAKING IT SOUND CRAZY BUT THERE IS A LOT OF STRAIGHT UP FLUFF IN HERE GUYS PLS THEY ARE SO CUTE A BUNCH OF TIMES. wc 23k (!) longest nereid fic ever!also had to squish 167 lines together so the first half is a bit compact I apologize!! a/n: yeaaaah…. Thanks for being patient w me guys :”)) I miss posting sosososo much and I out genuinely probably days into this fic like once I was writing for 15 hrs straight. So. Yeah. I so so hope u enjoy and I love u miss u MWAH

February 17th

You don’t know when you last blinked. 

Flickering blue and white light washes deep into the backs of your eyes as you stare at some old film without watching it. A knight atop his steed warps and stretches gruesomely under your apathetic observation, and whatever noble speech he’s giving turns to monotone slurry before it hits your ears—old-fashioned English smeared in 1960’s transatlantia. A buzzy drone in iambic pentameter. The sluggish pound and gush, pound and gush, of a failing heart. 

Spencer said you’d love this movie.

“You okay?”

The question draws you from your fugue state, and you turn, eyes so dry they sting when you finally blink. He’s comfortable. You’ve been here for hours—enough time for his hair to tousle, enough time he decided to trade his contacts for glasses. When you look at him, there is only static. 

proposal(s)

aka: the four times Spencer thinks about proposing to you, and the one time he does

a/n: this is my first time writing/posting here pls be kind to me I just love him and I love books and I hope you love him and love books too !!!!! this hasn’t been edited much so apologies for sp mistakes cw: brief mention of sex, but nothing explicit. Fembau!reader. Lots of literature references (with books named at the end). I think this constitutes as fluff? Pre-prison Spencer, but no specific era. wc: 2.3k
  1. darcy and elizabeth

The first time Spencer thinks about proposing to you, it’s the day you meet him.

The newest agent on the team. You’re emotionally intelligent in a way he can only dream of being.

You cradle a mug of coffee in your hands. His mug, which stuns Morgan into silence mid-sentence, his conversation with Garcia derailed by the sheer surprise of what he’s witnessing. Your mug had smashed thirty minutes earlier, an unfortunate casualty in the first-day desk unboxing. Spencer, seeing your disappointment, pulled a plain white mug from his top drawer, REID printed on the side.

Anonymous asked:

can i just say that your spencer series is honestly one of my favorites that i've ever read. its just so beautiful, i don't even know what to say. i love everything about it, i think i've read it at least 5 times. it's such a pleasure to read every time, i love how they slowly get to know each other, how they find ways to connect even if they're not necessarily at the same stage or even if its something that seems trivial at first. i don't think this is even making any sense, i guess i just want to thank you for writing such beautiful works <3333

No no no, you're making sense <3 Thank YOU for reading my silly little story. I'm constantly in a state of surprise over how people seem to understand my writing when I barely do it myself. You all are such pleasures to have as readers <3

Ankles changed my life in a way I can't explain I feel like I owe you a full course meal at a five star restaurant or something

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Okay so I might’ve just read your reblog multiple times in a row and all I have to say is… can I have your hand in marriage? Can we have a spring wedding with a string quartet?

I have NEVER had someone dissect my writing like this before and while it’s nerve wracking, it’s also like being on fucking drugs. All of them. At the same time. 7-hours-in-at-Berghain kinda vibe.

You’re being waaaay too kind to me, I don’t know what to do or say. I wanna crawl out of my own body and not exist anymore. (Is this what being seen feels like?) And you’re also so observant on little stupid things I put into the writing thinking that no one would care but me??? And you’ve seen Autumn Sonata??? DUDE what the actual fuck

THANK YOU??? And I’m sorry??? But also yes, I’d like that full course meal.

Anonymous asked:

Read the entire ‘Home for You’ series (so far) in one day and I just wanted to say you did an *amazing* job with the characterization of the reader. Coming from someone who also used sex to cope for a long, long time, it was so amazing to actually be able to connect with her and how she’s feeling!! I’m very excited to keep reading in the future (and I can’t wait to actually dive into reader’s relationship with her mother, I just *know* you’re gonna kill it!) 🫶🏻🫶🏻

THANK YOU!! <3 I adore how some of you react to the reader and her personality. I’m always so scared of giving them too much backstory and taking away from the x-reader concept… but you seem to like it so maybe I shouldn’t worry.

Using sex as a coping mechanism and sexualising yourself as a young woman is something I took from my own experiences and gave to the reader. There’s a thin line between thinking it’s sexual expression and having it fuck up your life. I see this like a bit of a do-over for myself—a relationship where the complexity of sex is actually considered and both parties have to work around each others limits instead of running each other over.

We’ll definitely see more of her past and explain more of her family situation in the next part…

(y’know, when I actually write it instead of just think about it writing it)

Anonymous asked:

Read one of your fics blindly searching through Spencer tags and then months later found all your works and read them in a day because they're so well written. Actually complex but not evil fmc for the win. (Please keep writing)

Ahh thank you!! <3 I love seeing notifications of people reading multiple parts in a row. I know what it’s like to get completely sucked into fic and the fact that some of you are feeling that with my writing is like the highest compliment <3

And I will keep writing, always. I’m just kinda slow at doing it, or more like I’ll either write an entire fic in two days or not touch a document for two months lol.

Not to spoil the next part, but reader might become even more complex… (read: she’s a lying little monster)

𝘼𝙣𝙠𝙡𝙚𝙨 // 𝙎.𝙍

𝘗𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘥, 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴. 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺.

Third instalment | Series masterlist

Summary: “Look at the poor boy, he’s got the unscratchable itch.” — or the one where you're overwhelmed and Spencer discovers he's an absolute munch.

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader (she/her)

Word count: 13.3k

Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI♡ Virgin!Spencer is back and hornier than ever. Cums in his pants, again. Oral and fingering (fem! receiving). Slight discussion about reader having mommy issues and her past (read the prior parts and it'll make sense).

A/N: It took me forever but here's the third part to the 'Home For You' Universe! English is not my first language and this is not yet fully proof read! Please tell me what you think and if you have ideas or thoughts about the future of these two lovebirds. ♡

I just thought I should update y’all on my writing lol. I posted I Wanna Be Yours, got 2000 notes, then fell off the face of the earth. I’m not gonna trauma dump on tumblr but I’ve been hospitalised a lot this year. It it what it is :)

I know it’s been a looooong time and I keep getting notifications from people interacting with the Home For You series which just makes the guilt worse. (And my mood better, keep reading it, I love attention.)

The third part is coming!! I wrote 5k in one sitting today and only have the ending scene left to do. I will leave you with this little preview to hopefully get you excited. It might be done this upcoming week. 🤍

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