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I think we need some more trauma symptoms from those guys...
Remus who's still has an extreme fear of the dark and sleeping with the window open well into his teenage years. He has severe panic attacks often as a young kid, and still gets them as a young adult right before the moon. Before getting bit, Remus was a very social, outgoing, curious, and happy kid. Post bite, he's extremely cautious, afraid of people he doesn't know, has severe separation anxiety, and cries constantly, sometimes seemingly for no reason. Or maybe he's scared of his parents! He doesn't understand why his dad keeps taking him to a scary locked room every month where bad things happen.
And Sirius post-azkaban!!! Hates the cold! Doesn't like being touched and has incredibly hostile reactions to being snuck up on!!! Intense memory issues and bouts of panic and paranoia!! Maybe he can't sleep in the dark, or he doesn't like small spaces, or things that used to make him happy now scare him because of the Dementors warping them in his mind. Unhealthy coping mechanisms!! Forgetting where he is when he wakes up! Nightmares!
Idk I'm really just interested in how these 2 people have been changed so drastically because of their traumas, and how in the end they still have each other, romantic or platonic, however you chose to see it ❤️
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all these arguments about the new harry potter casting but all i can think is that every person involved in the series has willingly signed up to work with such an outspoken transphobe
reblogging again in light of the uk ruling that trans women are not ‘real’ women. jkr has been the most high profile supporter of the campaigners who took this case to court. the money she earns from the harry potter franchise goes directly to harming trans rights
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this week's word is...
Find the word in any WIP and share the sentence containing it. Reply, reblog, stick it in the tags, tag us in a new post, or keep it private. All fandoms, all ships, all writers welcome.
Maybe in the morning he would make an excuse and return home, and once Remus and Teddy returned a couple of days later, his things would be gone, and all that would remain was a hollow where he used to be, the place he had inhabited in Remus and Teddy’s life, and Remus would have to explain to Teddy that Caradoc would never come back.
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Moodboard // Remus Lupin
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sara-vegass
god I love being a lil fuckin weirdo in the comfort of my own house
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Ways of Belonging
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin/James Potter, Remus Lupin/James Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
Explicit
Chapter 9/17
45,214 words
no Voldemort AU, Remus never went to Hogwarts, post-Hogwarts, omegaverse, omega Remus, omega James, alpha Sirius, Ravenclaw Sirius, Healer Sirius, chubby Sirius, slow burn, blood and injury, sex dreams, anal sex, vomiting, anxiety, nightmares, crushes, heat, rimming, dubious consent due to heat, communication issues, blowjobs, spitroasting, threesome, knotting, getting together, sex toys, happy ending
In a world where omegas must legally belong to an alpha—whether a partner, a friend, or a family member, it doesn’t matter—omega couple Remus and James have run away after James’s parents died and Remus’s dad wouldn’t legally claim James to keep him from being sent away. After a bad full moon, they run into an alpha called Sirius, who also happens to be a Healer. Is it safe for them to follow him home to get Remus’s arm fixed?
Oh, and by the way, that Supreme Court ruling is where that Harry Potter money goes.
This isn't even a slight exaggeration. JKR has openly given at least £70,000 to For Women Scotland to campaign against trans rights and fund this exact supreme court ruling. x x
Her anti-trans Crisis Centre in Edinburgh has the director of For Women Scotland on the Board of Directors. x
We can presume she's given more (financial) support off the record or in other ways.
Rowling consistently makes passive income on all Harry Potter products. Multiple sources have cited that Rowling earns anywhere between $50 million to a $100 million each year from royalties. Forbes estimated she earned $95 million in 2017 alone. x x x
It is a well-known fact that she earns net profit percentages on all her IP. Every time you buy any HP merch, from anywhere, she gets a cut. Every time you watch one of her films, even streaming or just on the tv, she gets a cut. Every time you visit Universal Studios or Harry Potter World, she gets a cut.
And she uses that money to do this. To strip trans rights at every opportunity.
This is where that Harry Potter money goes.
when artist consistently draws the same pattern of things for a long time like... Puppies or something.. and then gets interested in skeletons and starts consistently drawing skeletons....
Thats when a lot of people start to really be mean or show entitlement it's clear they view artists as "art dispenser" and not and actual person with a consciousness that flows like a river. It's like they think the art machine is broken and it used to give me puppy art but it's broken now and I get skeleton art so someone should fix it ?
People go through phases of things they like sometimes people really are into something for years and then they're into something else for years and then they go back to the old thing for a week and then they do something else again
Artists aren't brands they aren't corporations you aren't consuming them ... They're human people and they're trying to connect or get thoughts out or any number of reasons to create and share things and a lot of artists aren't even interested in making money off it..
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wlw wolfstar
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Dom Sirius ordering Sub Remus to take care of himself and his health as a form of punishment.
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i love top/bottom fandom discourse its never weird and always makes everyone seem really normal about gay people
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Random Remus Lupin journal entries because I’m bored and that boy definitely kept a diary or something idk -
February 12th, 1976
James’s Hair (Again)
James Potter has once again bewitched his hair to look like he just got off a broomstick after being hit by a Bludger. He says it’s “effortlessly cool.” I say it’s aggressively unfortunate.
Sirius says it makes him look like a Greek god. I think Sirius is just projecting.
Peter tried to do the same thing with his hair and set his curtains on fire.
Nothing else to report.
R.J.L
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February 17th 1976
Brooding central
Went up to the tower to “reflect.”
Translation: I sat there for two hours thinking about how I don’t understand girls, or myself, or why Sirius owns seventeen leather jackets when we live in a drafty-ass castle.
Sirius came up halfway through. Said nothing. Just sat beside me and passed me a flask.
It was pumpkin juice. Spiked with Firewhisky.
God, I love him. Not like that. (Probably.)
R.J.L
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March 3rd 1976
Sirius “Fell In Love” With a Ravenclaw for 14 Minutes.
He wrote her poetry. It was… something.
Let the records show that rhyming “moon” with “swoon” should be punishable by Azkaban.
Lily read it aloud in the Great Hall in her worst posh accent and made Sirius cry laughing.
Also, I’m fairly certain she still has the poem. For blackmail.
I respect it.
R.J.L
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7th March 1976
My Body Is A Temple (If That Temple Was Abandoned and Haunted)
Limp was worse today.
I told Madam Pomfrey I “tripped over my own charisma.” She didn’t laugh.
Sirius offered to carry my books. I said yes, and he immediately dropped them all.
I love him, your honour. Again — not romantically. (Probably)
Also, Sirius says if I don’t stop brooding and limping at the same time, he’s going to write a play about me and call it “Tragic Werewolf of the West Wing.”
R.J.L
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16th March 1976
Sirius walked into the common room this morning shirtless, announcing that his “nipples felt confident today.”
James applauded.
Peter dropped a scone.
Mary told him to “put the confidence away before it pokes someone’s eye out.”
I had to leave the room. Not out of modesty. I just couldn’t bear the sight of those idiots before I’d had my tea.
R.J.L
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20th March 1976
Sirius said I looked like a “sexy librarian who moonlights as a serial killer.”
I thanked him.
Still not sure if it was a compliment or a cry for help.
Nothing else to report.
R.J.L
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March 26th 1976
There are moments when I forget what I am.
Tonight, I was laughing too hard — crying, really — because Sirius slipped on the stairs and took me down with him.
We lay there like idiots, helpless with laughter.
And I forgot.
I forgot everything.
That’s the kind of magic they don’t teach here.
R.J.L
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March 27th 1976
James brought me a chocolate frog and told me to “eat it or die.”
Sirius flopped across my bed and whispered, “Do you want a cuddle or a punch in the face?”
(I said cuddle. He still punched me. Gentle-like. love language, I guess.)
The ache is starting. In my legs. My back. My bones feel like they’re stretching in the wrong direction.
No one talks about the fear. Just the pain. But the fear is worse.
R.J.L
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March 29th 1976
Full moon in two days. Great. Can’t wait to feel like I got hit by the Knight Bus again.
Sirius already stocked my bedside drawer with pain meds, chocolate, and—mysteriously—socks.
When I asked him about it, he said, “You always forget to wear them after the moon. And it’s cold. Duh.”
I said, “You’re insane.”
He said, “You’re limping. Sit down.”
I sat down.
Pomfrey brought the potion.
She didn’t speak. Just set it down, touched my hand, and left.
I drank it. Didn’t gag this time. Progress?
Sirius and James said they’d stay near the Shack again.
Idiots. Brave, loyal idiots.
The shift is coming. I can feel it pressing up from under my skin like a scream.
I don’t want to do this. I never want to do this.
But I will.
I’m disgusting.
I know that’s dramatic. But it’s also true.
Everything hurts. My ribs feel like someone tried to turn them into a xylophone.
Anyways, hands shaking.
R.J. Bloody L
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BONUS -
December 16th 1976
Christmas party last night.
If someone could kindly rip out my brain and toss it into the Black Lake, that’d be great. I’d even tie a little ribbon around it to say thanks.
Head is pounding. Stomach is… questionable.
I think I might still be drunk?
Or dead. Honestly, unclear.
Highlights include:
Sirius doing a striptease to “Jingle Bell Rock” on the common room table.
Marlene putting tinsel in my hair and telling me I looked “whimsical and mysterious, like an emotionally unavailable wood nymph.”
James trying to duel the Christmas tree because it “looked at Lily funny.”
Peter vomiting in a stocking.
Sirius and I ended up talking on the window ledge for an hour. He was tipsy, wearing antlers, and somehow managing to look like the ghost of every bad decision I’ve ever made. We talked about the future.
He asked me what I wanted.
I said I wanted to stop feeling like a walking funeral.
He said, “That’s depressing as fuck, Remus.” Then gave me his last candy cane.
He kissed my cheek before he went to bed. I think I’m still blushing. Not because I want him like that. (Proba-) Fuck that, I want to suck out his soul and taste it on the way down.
Anyway, I need water. And maybe a new life.
Happy bloody Christmas.
R.J.L
"I forgot everything.
That's the kind of magic they don't teach here."
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Ways of Belonging
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin/James Potter, Remus Lupin/James Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
Explicit
Chapter 9/17
45,214 words
no Voldemort AU, Remus never went to Hogwarts, post-Hogwarts, omegaverse, omega Remus, omega James, alpha Sirius, Ravenclaw Sirius, Healer Sirius, chubby Sirius, slow burn, blood and injury, sex dreams, anal sex, vomiting, anxiety, nightmares, crushes, heat, rimming, dubious consent due to heat, communication issues, blowjobs, spitroasting, threesome, knotting, getting together, sex toys, happy ending
In a world where omegas must legally belong to an alpha—whether a partner, a friend, or a family member, it doesn’t matter—omega couple Remus and James have run away after James’s parents died and Remus’s dad wouldn’t legally claim James to keep him from being sent away. After a bad full moon, they run into an alpha called Sirius, who also happens to be a Healer. Is it safe for them to follow him home to get Remus’s arm fixed?
Remus would absolutely write mafia boss x reader or sexy vampire x reader or mysterious boss x reader story and he always takes inspiration from his very hot neighbor for the love interest character bc he's a Wattpad girlie at heart
(Meanwhile, Sirius, the very hot neighbor, is trying to discover how his cute neighbor discovered he's in the mafia/a vampire/[insert a Wattpad trope here] and what kind of message he's trying to send him via the story "exposing" him)
Alternatively, teenage Remus definitely wrote and posted "my parents sold me to pop-star Sirius Black" fanfiction
Tack on a Wattpad "Multi-millionaire CEO Sirius Black kidnapped me and I fell in love."