i havenโt shared this yet because it feels so surreal: thereโs the real possibility that iโm gonna go on vacation with silly summer crush and one (!) mutual friend in two weeks. this is insanity. someone please tell me this is not some weird fate shit
yeaaah, the possibility of this actually happening got exponentially smaller today :/ me and mutual friend have more time for the trip but didn't decide on places to go in italy yet, so they can't decide if it's still feasible/ worth it to join in for a few days. and they don't want us to plan with them in mind because they might not come :( i tried to find a compromise where they didn't have to spend so much time travelling but pushing this too much would've felt weird and mutual friend was quiet keen on places further south...
silly summer crush wonโt be part of the trip but iโll try not to dwell on it; the trip will be great either way and came about so spontaneously, everything else wouldโve been a nice bonus but not nesseccary to have a good time