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Raptor • Ross • Roe

demiboy / he/they / aroace - pan

neurodivergent (got the ‘tism) & probably mentally ill

~ writer, poet, twink, professional fanboy, feral fella ~

heavy mlm shipper (where there is a piece of media, there is the capacity for faggotry)

spn, tma, go, house md, sherlock bbc, loa - ouaw & uprooted, gf, cotc, b99, demon slayer, sasaki and miyano, toh, jurassic park, wof, dbd, hamilton, the mufasa movie, epic the musical

CROWLEY MACLEOD MY LOVELY LITTLE SCOTTISH KING <3<3<3

tw: this blog discusses topics such as bad mental health, bad parenting, sui thoughts and self-harm.

pedophilia is NOT a sexuality, trans women are NOT bringing down feminism, immigrants are NOT a threat to your country, drag queens are NOT touching your kids, capitalism is NOT a good system, men are NOT superior/stronger than women, religion is NOT an excuse to harm/be hateful towards others, incest is disgusting even when in fiction, mental health matters in ALL cases, racism holds no place in any society, women have the right to make their own choices, genocide is fucking evil no matter what the situation is, it’s okay to punch nazis, deny defend depose, fuck trump, conservatives, tories & all billionaires, fuck fascism, eat the rich.

~ asks, messages, replies & reblogs are appreciated and welcome ~

i give much love to all who don’t give out pain/hate into the world <3

socials: raptorrr on spotify, raptor_claw on ao3, raptor_claw1 on discord and insta & for some shitty poetry visit ohhowthelarksings.wordpress.com

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y’all, do not mention torbek being a joke character but having the saddest, most traumatic story ever to me.

do not even TRY to bring up his lost years in the feywild, his time spent being experimented on and practically tortured, all while hoping and being so goddamn sure that the same friends who ratted him out will save him from his pain.

especially don’t talk to me about the other he had forcefully shoved into his mind, the unwanted and alien presence he’s expected to just deal with throughout the campaign, the monster inside of him who kills senselessly and who attacked his friends all while wearing his image who he desperately wishes to keep inside of him at all costs for fear of hurting his loved ones.

yk what just don’t say the word ‘torbek’ around me ever.

i want to KILL MYSELF why am i always the fucking bad guy for doing nothing wrong why do you get the liberty of hating me for doing fuck all but i can’t make myself hate you for all the very real, very harmful shit you’ve done i fucking hate it i fucking wish i could hate you.

thinking about how frosty is the most unaffectionate and outwardly indifferent member of the group but he alone was forced to watch all of his friends die while he was powerless to do anything to save them… and yet he still had to get over it and pretend like nothing happened afterwards because he’s the logical member of the group and they have to get a move on, they have a mission to complete, he can’t be weighed down and compromised by trauma…. he never got a chance to process and recover from the sight of his dead friends…

…anyways i feel ill.

hyper-fixations are all well and good until they make you want to rip out your stomach and all your other internal organs.