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marrow | dpr ian

summary: you're not the only eater. many of your kind exist, but you have always tried to avoid them, continuing to play the charade of the normal, boring life that you can never truly have. until one day, someone shows up at your door.

pairing: dpr ian x black fem reader

genre: horror, angst, hurt/comfort, slow burn romance, bones & all au, 1980s au

word count: 22.9k

warnings & tags: lots of talk about cannibalism, plus the actual act of it | gore | lots of blood | side and minor character deaths | morally gray characters? | depictions of mental illness, including anxiety, depression, self-loathing/low self-worth | mentions of religious trauma | stab wound injury | mentions of self-harm, suicide | bisexual reader | sex happens but only off-screen; there is some kissing | time period is the mid 1980s | setting is the southern U.S. without the period-accurate racism | some body horror; someone gets burned alive but it isn't real | vivid nightmares | ...there’s a lot going on here, just tell me if i missed something

marrow (noun):

  1. a soft, highly vascular modified connective tissue that occupies the cavities of most bones
  2. the choicest of food

a/n: this is a “bones & all” au, so if you didn’t like the movie/book you probably won’t like this. based off both the book and movie but with some changes.

please heed the warnings; there are strong HORROR elements in this fic. (i mean, people are eating other people…) if you’re not interested in reading about these particular concepts, please just scroll on by, make use of your filter settings, or block me.

as we all know, this is just fiction...it doesn't claim to be an accurate/real representation of anyone.

dividers: here | here

i'm not on tiktok or muskrat's app anymore so idk how bad the lashings are but i feel a bit vindicated about jackson being dragged. i haven't been able to stand that fool since like 2013 when he wore locs in his head for some video and then sat there and tried to get the fans told when we said he shouldn't do that, therefore making us look like we were the damn bad guys for being upset 🤷🏾‍♀️

ultimately tho this is all very nutty cuz pretty much all of our faves are guilty of *something* to varying degrees. i guess you really do have to pick and choose what brand of racism you'll be willing to swallow when you're black and like kpop ☠️

"𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑧𝑦 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑦" 🌸🌼

𝖧𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗒 𝖡𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝖩𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇, our poet + artist ´͈ ᵕ `͈ ♡°◌̊ 𝖨 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝖼𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 🌸💞🌷

baybee... I will have no choice but to wipe this blog and my main blog from the face of the earth if I ever get any kind of notoriety as a writer

won't have anybody interviewing me asking "so about that time you wrote that weird ass dpr ian/jungkook/WHOEVER fic..." 😭

won't have the general public plucking me like a chicken over this shit 😭

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