barkbark von barkstien was the optimistic future that Jeremy Laila and Cat had in mind, a smiling golden retriever, a classic family dog, happy and sweet but not real, not breathing, not alive. Jabberwocky is the difficult truth that healing isn’t easy, that life won’t always go according to plan, and the right thing isn’t always what you expect, it painful and it’s sad but it realer than any picture perfect cut out could be.
That being said Rip BarkBark you will be sorely missed <3
I personally don’t see Jean getting a red card against Faser because it would ruin the Trojans’ 8-year no card streak and make every single one of them upset. Especially Jeremy.
What I do see is Jean forcing Faser into a back room afterwards and breaking Faser’s fingers one by one while he makes Faser explain why he left bruises on his captain and Jean asking what Faser’s back up plan after Exy is because “you are going to need one.” *snaps his thumb too for good measure*
imagine Warren offering Jean a car like we all know he will and Jean’s very deadpan response is “I have a motorcycle.” And Warren waves him off, content to tell Jean some of the selling points of having such a high-end vehicle, but still Jean just says “But I have a motorcycle.” And Warren starts to glare a little, looking at Mathilda and asking if she thinks there’s a language barrier. Then he asks again but it’s too late, Jean has thrown Jeremy over his shoulder and is leaving while repeating one more time,
“I have a motorcycle… Jeremy, do they not understand that I have a motorcycle?” And Jeremy is in shock and tearing up some at actually being picked first this time but he manages a quiet “Oh wow, do you really?” because he’s a little amused despite it all and wants to be a little shit and Jean just scowls and gives Jeremy a very light pop on the back pocket of Jeremy’s jeans before he puts him down on his mother fucking motorcycle and they ride off into the sunset… or whatever Shakespeare wrote.
I love you Jeremy who was going thru rehab. I love you Jeremy who was having his own schedule told to him. When he had to wake up. When he had to eat. When he had to go to sleep. That if he didn’t like this meal he could snack on ice and wait for the next one. I love you Jeremy who probably drew in a notebook and painted with his own fingerprints. Who had books to choose from but none before 2000. I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you so much. Jeremy who got a phone call or two a day and who wasn’t allowed bows. I love you, I love you, I love you. Jeremy who sat through it and became better. Who rose to the challenge and never looked back. I love you, I love you, I love you. Your friends do, too. God I love you.
sobbing cuz falling in love with andrew is a daydream for neil, the proof that he can live without running away from monsters, the proof that he have something to live for except exy, but falling in love with neil for andrew is a problem, the nightmare where he might be deceived and he could be a victim again.
