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Rough bingqiu art 😔💚
i hated you (i loved you too)
I spent WAY too long rendering this.
I made my therapist laugh 2 minutes into our session today - which, obviously, is a win for me - but I did it by accidentally revealing a huge vulnerability, and she immediately honed it on that shit as soon as she calmed down and now I feel Uncomfortably Seen
therapist: are you proud of yourself for doing [hard thing I thought I'd never do]?
me: no
her: why not?
me: because it was homework you gave me so I just went and did it like I was supposed to
her: (sensible chuckle at my wording)
me internally: ha ha I'm funny
her, now aiming her honed Therapist Gun right at the tiny crack in my shield: so, why don't you feel proud of yourself for doing something hard? It was still hard and work worth doing, why not feel proud?
me:
[ID: A Tweet and a Quote Retweet above it from delicate dad @ FatherFannie. The first Tweet reads, "passively suicidal people don’t see value in things like taking photos and videos and i really want people to notice more when people around them are slowly making themselves less and less of a presence because they don’t feel important." The Quote Retweet reads, "i was talking to my therapist about how i JUST realized this is one of my red flags, making myself smaller, not documenting myself or my surroundings, excluding myself from photos or memorable events." /End ID.]
Some sketches I did for a YOI Cosplay AU I’m casually posting over on twitter (basically long fanfiction-esque threads.) I’m currently on thread four, at around the halfway point of the story.
The first thread can be found here (the next thread is linked at the bottom, and will be for every thread in the AU).
st. petersburg
Terra and Celes for Magic The Gathering
No one has painted me in over 400 years.
*cue boss battle music* LQG vs LBH
(prize is sqq's c0rpse)
So I'm halfway through Gideon the Ninth and how come nobody has told me about Dulcinea?? She's so good, you'd think people would go bonkers over her
Ah.
Ngl ive had Gideon the ninth in my to read pile on my kindle app for months and this post is what inspired me to finally open it now
Ah, I see.
......well now I'm curious.
Say cheese!