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@roserelease / roserelease.tumblr.com

Hello~ I'm roserelease from AO3! This is my personal + multi-fandom blog ✦ Queer. 30+. Canadian. He/They ✦ animanga, cartoons, video games ✦ Ladies + femslash appreciation ✦ Main fandom/s: Yuri!!! on Ice, CLAMP, Houseki no Kuni, LoZ, MXTX/Danmei, RGU, and some other stuff ✦ Feminist + Social Justice things because I Care Too Damn Much ✦ If you need specific tags for trigger or other reasons, please feel free to let me know
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I made my therapist laugh 2 minutes into our session today - which, obviously, is a win for me - but I did it by accidentally revealing a huge vulnerability, and she immediately honed it on that shit as soon as she calmed down and now I feel Uncomfortably Seen

therapist: are you proud of yourself for doing [hard thing I thought I'd never do]?

me: no

her: why not?

me: because it was homework you gave me so I just went and did it like I was supposed to

her: (sensible chuckle at my wording)

me internally: ha ha I'm funny

her, now aiming her honed Therapist Gun right at the tiny crack in my shield: so, why don't you feel proud of yourself for doing something hard? It was still hard and work worth doing, why not feel proud?

me:

[ID: A Tweet and a Quote Retweet above it from delicate dad @ FatherFannie. The first Tweet reads, "passively suicidal people don’t see value in things like taking photos and videos and i really want people to notice more when people around them are slowly making themselves less and less of a presence because they don’t feel important." The Quote Retweet reads, "i was talking to my therapist about how i JUST realized this is one of my red flags, making myself smaller, not documenting myself or my surroundings, excluding myself from photos or memorable events." /End ID.]
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