I was in a park, so, and i was w/ my twin sister, so we were talking while sitting in the floor ('cause we like sitting in the floor, idk y) and but here is a girl who listen to aour conversation. My sis was talkin about skz (stray Kids, a kpop group) and in a moment i say something bad about bang-chan, but not something like, serious, i said something that is like funny, but that girl simed like that she was a BIG FAN of bang-chan, and well, she comes near me and talking shit of me, then i said to her to chill out, but that make her mor angry! And she grab from de arm and put her leg back mines, and she mover her leg making me fall, so i was angry, and i get up and take her and grab her from her chest! And she falls hard, and i didn't want to do it that hard, but she just become happy (Dreams ๐ฎโ๐จ.) So my little brother, that it really seems that i don't care about him, but FR I LOVE HIM, he is just the only person who i can play w/ in my house, the case is that from some reason (i guess it was because he said that i didn't hit her hard, or something like that...) i was holdin him from the chest, and about to do the same that i did w/ the girl, IT WAS A BIG MISTAKE, cause i don't know why that the girl control herself to not hit her head, but my bro didn't, so he hit hard af onto the floor, and did a big wound in his head, and i go and grab him and give him a huge hug, while crying and saying i'm sorry, i love you, ... then
I just get up and started crying, so hard, it was like 2 am, now is 3:16 am, and i cant sleep, cause i'm crying a LOT, and i just realized...