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Mid 20s adult! ◇ this is a whump blog! do with that what you will

Action and Echo

Here we go fellas...

Arc 1 in which a rebel hero gets caught and tortured by a sadistic villain. Will their team rescue them before its too late?

Arc 2 is a recovery story that I will post more of, but is incomplete for now lol

Arc 3 is a revenge story! In which the heros team catches the villain who tortured them and caretaker decides to get revenge. But the villain isn't exactly what they expected

Oc whump, nonbinary whumpee, male whumper, torture, graphic violence, mental health issues, angst, happy ending (eventually)

Arc 1 and 2 are more tame than arc 3 and can be read independently if you aren't into heavier mental health themes, gray morality, and revenge stories.

Also let me know if I should warn for anything else, I'm not sure which things might be triggering

Arc 1

Captivity, torture for information, breaking whumpee, vague military setting, self-worth issues, mental decline, confusion, dissociation
  1. Three days
  2. Optimist
  3. Fight it
  4. Permanent Damage
  5. Bite me asshole
  6. An invitation
  7. Happy ending

Arc 2

PTSD, flashbacks, recovery whump, past torture, memory issues, hallucinations, angry caretaker (not at whumpee), polyamorous relationship
  1. Logan
  2. Care
  3. Are you ok?
  4. Sunshine
  5. Breakfast
  6. .
  7. .
  8. .

Arc 3

Revenge, torture whump, gray morality, whumper turned whumpee, caretaker turned whumper, defiant whumpee, aggressive whumpee, ptsd+ cptsd, TRAUMA, suicidal ideation, self harm, suicide attempts, psychological whump, masochism, sadism, severe self hatred, dark and violent headspaces, unhealthy coping mechanisms
Warning! Arc three deals with some heavy themes I can't fully articulate. Whumpee has a fucked up relationship to pain including self harm, sadism, masochism, suicidal and homicidal tendencies.
  1. You
  2. A little rage
  3. Meeting the monster
  4. Guilt
  5. A good man
  6. What's cookin'
  7. Hot Stuff
  8. A little extra suffering as a treat
  9. Residue
  10. Revelations
  11. Remembering
  12. Whip em 101
  13. Be Afraid
  14. Be Very Afraid
  15. Isa
  16. Cats out of the bag
  17. .

Arc 4

Don't worry about it >:)

Extras!!

Arc 2 the other side

  1. Again
  2. .
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"I'd die for you."

No.

Live for me.

When everything has gone to shit,

And there's nothing left,

There's no purpose to life,

Tell me,

You'd live for me.

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33. Catastophizing

Angst, past nightmares, past captivity, anxiety, guilt, paranoia, fear for others safety, medical setting, military setting

Elias grabbed his hand when they entered the elevator, code tapped out across his palm. Merrick’s eyes widened as the horror of the message sunk in. Wolf didn’t trust Anders. Didn’t trust Anders near them.

(But was Anders right? Were they too loyal to a man who tortured them? The angry defensive paranoia in his heart was tempered by the agent’s valid concern.)

Not defiant whumpee, not conditioned whumpee, but a secret third thing: whumpee so deep in denial they don't believe anything that's happening to be real

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Why cant there be more pathetic caretakers?

They're almost always calm and collected, thinking everything through and never being sad, at least not in front of their whumpees.

I want caretakers that panic when they first find whumpee bruised and bloody. I want caretakers who audibly wrech when they see whumpee's wounds. I want caretakers who are openly horrified when they hear about whumpee's punishments. I want caretakers who cry, cry cry!

Cry when they treat whumpee's wounds, cry when whumpee offers themself up for punishment, cry when they accidentally trigger whumpee, cry when all the stress of taking care of an extremely traumatized person inevitably becomes to much!

I dont think ive ever seen this before. If you have any stories like this, please please PLEASE show me them! At this rate im gonna write my own out of sheer desperation.

P16. Cats out of the bag

Panic attack, dissociation, past torture, fear

Jesse tries not to panic. It's not true. It simply can't be true. Deep, slow, calming breaths. In through their nose out through their mouth. Isa reaches for them, and their body reacts before their brain. They flinch back, out of their stupor and bolt for the stairs.

They need to lock a door. Any door, but on instinct, their body has carried them back to their old room. They fumble the familiar lock closed.

Their breathing won't calm down. If anything, it's speeding up. They tuck themself into the corner furthest from the door and try to get control of themself.

He's here

Here now, in their house. Here in their house!

Their breath catches on a scream and they clamp their hands over their mouth

He's HERE

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32. Whispers

Angst, past nightmares, past captivity, anxiety, guilt, paranoia, fear for others safety, medical setting, military setting

Elias didn’t want to pry - not when Wolf was this upset, not when he himself was starting to grasp the reality of the situation. So, he went back to Harrison, whose wide eyes begged an explanation. He gave an abridged one, all in code - Wolf said Anders was listening.

“We need to tell Merrick. Now.” Harrison replied with deft fingers. Elias nodded, but looked over his shoulder. It was so quiet - painfully slow breaths shuddering soundlessly from Wolf as he sobbed.

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intro

hello! my name is alia. im 21 and use any pronouns. i write a lot of whump and hurt/comfort. specific interests include living weapon whump, sci-fi/fantasy setting, weird fiction, and so on. i like everything tbh. always looking for new mutuals and im open to collabs :)

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My Writing <3

Series:

Destroyer - A powerful telekinetic serves as a weapon of mass destruction for an evil space empire.
Rubies - Delta’s recovery arc after his captivity. Mostly comfort.
Crash Out - Paris’s ??? arc. Mostly hurt.
Bonus Features - Extra stuff for Destroyer trilogy! :D

One Shots:

  1. Cuckoo Egg I
  2. Cuckoo Egg II
  3. Fixed!

Prompts:

Check out the tag #my prompts for these :D !!!

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i am always open to requests and i will love you forever if you leave comments or ask questions <3

feel free to message if you have similar interests! i always love meeting new people.

nice to meet you all :)

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“Hold them back. They can’t see this.”

“You can’t hide this from them forever. They’ll find out eventually.”

“They already know. I just…don’t want them to see me like this.”

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Underrated scenario in whump is dehumanization from caretaker. Caretaker treating whumpee like a traumatized animal; whether unintentionally, or because they're forced to, or because caretaker actually sees them as such.

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Here's some

Reactions to getting whipped

Content: whipping in punishment and slavery kind of context, new slave, PTSD

  • Presenting another part of their body to protect the first. Being hit on the same place multiple times can cause more severe injuries and our brains know that instinctively
  • Gasp of pain rather than an initial cry--this type of pain is so sharp, it's shocking. (This changes with different types of whips--one with heavier knots will feel more like getting pelted with rocks)
  • Holding their breath so they don't scream
  • clutching their work/whipping post tightly, bending over it
  • If on legs or arms--Pulling partly out of the way so that their clothes bulk over the area they were just whipped. The whipping effect is significantly hampered by having to get through clothes.
  • Screams usually start with a "ckl" sound
  • Afterward there may be different kinds of physical shock (I don't mean necessarily medical shock)--a sudden severe pain like this tells their body they are in serious danger, so they may be shaking, feeling faint, have incredible amounts of adrenaline
  • Feeling pain where they were lashed every time they see whumper again
  • Rage that can't abate. Especially if it was sudden and shocked their body, they would instinctively need to eliminate such a dangerous threat, so the animal rage may not die down for a long time, if ever

I can add to this. Reactions, but also anything else I thought of. sorry if it's random and rambling

  • If you have a whumper who knows what they're doing, trying to hit the same spot multiple times in a row is like... so much worse. Second strike like 10x worse
  • Cus of that ^ squirming at first. Trying to get it to fall anywhere other than the last strike. At some point it stops mattering
  • The pain is exponential
  • Also the spine! Or anything boney but especially spine 1 hurts way worse 2 gives like an animalistic panic over having your back broken
  • Screaming gets hard cus to scream you have to breath and breathing gets hard. Both cus it stretches your back and cus idk panic? Also like the instinct to make yourself small. But the breath holding is very real
  • Whimpering
  • Also it's not like a "cut" like a knife cut, can be if the knot is really small, but it's usually its not "clean" like that. More like it removes skin? Like a scrape but deeper. It's not a sharp blade cutting you it's a dull round object with enough force to break skin
  • Yeah the shock thing is definitely true, the fucking shaking!! It's like the teeth chattering hard to talk, hard to move properly kind. In fact, it's hard to move at all. Body can be like frozen and dizzy and hyper alert all at once
  • Also like afterward, the pain stays brutal. Every movement activates it and makes literally everything more difficult. Especially anything using arms, from eating to any labor. All bad. Don't get me started on showers.
  • Even slouching hurts and will like break open scabs. That movement of like curling in on yourself, esp if it's like a sudden involuntary flinch, no fun
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31. Hellsent

Suicidal ideation, self deprecation, fear for others safety, anticipated recapture, implied nightmare, implied past dubcon, implied threat of noncon, amnesia mention

It was better this way, wasn’t it? He didn’t want to die. He didn’t.

(He didn’t want to let Anders hold this over him, it was too much power, too unpredictable - )

But it was better, wasn’t it? Anders wasn’t gentle by any stretch but he was…softer. More careful. Sometimes Wolf didn’t remember it at all. Sometimes it even felt good.

(And that scared him more than any of Smith’s punishments ever had.) 

Hiya!

May I be added to the Action and Echo tag list please?

Pt 14. I felt that in my soul. The “numbness that picks at him like millions of tiny needles. Taunting him. Tickling his skin” and “numb itch” are too relatable.

I get these deep itches from light touch, where scratching the skin doesn’t feel like anything. It’s like my bones are itchy. (Do your teeth ever itch or are you normal?)

Every new chapter of this story is so fascinating. I can’t wait to read more about everyone’s unhealthy coping mechanisms haha 😄

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Of course!

Ahhh!!! I'm sorry its relatable! But also so glad it's not just me 💀 I always blame it on the autism? I get the teeth itch too! It's so infuriating... that gives me a really fucked up idea, but I can't write teeth shit

P14. Be Very Afraid

I feel like this one deserves an extra warning. Not sure I can "diagnose" exactly what's going on here, but for those with mental health issues related to the content warning list, just be extra cautious <3

Masochistic meltdown, !!!extreme self-harm!!! suicidal thoughts, masochism, self hatred, gore, sadistic fantasies/ feelings, referenced torture, touch aversion, PTSD, disorientation, dissociation, sensory issues, nausea, unhinged raving
!!!disturbing imagery/ hallucinations: needles, hands, screaming!!!

Adrian paces.

He tries to count his steps, but keeps losing track as he fumes.

He can still feel her phantom touch on him, fingers light against his neck. On his skin. Exposed. Her fingers grazing the back of his neck. On his neck. exposed- He slaps the spot, hard. Not enough

Rage

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