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Sasha

@sashaisready / sashaisready.tumblr.com

Sasha / 30 / occasional writer / here for fanfic! 🤩

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Hi! Welcome to my stories. Happy to have you here! I write fanfic for Sebastian Stan characters. I don't do RPF, it's not really my thing - so all of my guys are strictly fictional.

You may also know me as yoyo43388 on Ao3 and Wattpad. I actually have a few more stories on there I never got around to uploading here (forgive me...I hate formatting...)

I’d love to hear from you if you have any feedback or comments 🥰

Please note all of my work is for 18+ audiences. Not all of my fics contain smut but they often have adult themes. Also I’m afraid I don’t do tag lists due to previous issues with them in the past.

And I don’t respond/post any abusive anon asks so you’re wasting your time if you try!

If you like my stories, please considering support me using my Ko-Fi link 💐

Stories

👔 Nick Fowler

🦾 Bucky Barnes

The Blood Pact (Vampire AU)

Since You've Been Gone (post TFATWS setting - mini series)

Valentine's Disaster (Valentine's Day One Shot)

🚓 Lee Bodecker

🥇 Lance Tucker

Feel The Burn (also feat. Destroyer!Chris)

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In too deep

Pairing: Fuck buddy!Bucky x Reader

Summary: After Bucky calls, and you come running, you end up locked in his bathroom, trying to get rid of the evidence that something hasn’t gone well this time.

Word Count: 7.4k

Warnings: 18+ (mdni) blood; descriptions of sex; feeling pain during sex and not saying anything; friends with benefits; mentions of periods; mutual pining; miscommunication; self-doubt; self-loathing; worried!Bucky

Author’s Note: This is my first time writing something more suggestive. It is not outright smut, but there’s lots of talk about sex, so if you are a minor, please stay away. And if you are not, then I hope you enjoy and I'd be happy to know what you think ♡

simply gorgeous

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Friction - Part 1

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Summary: When you're targeted by a violent stalker, Sam Wilson hires Bucky Barnes to guard you in an isolated safe house. This causes tension as you both get on each others nerves in an increasingly dangerous situation. But, you slowly come to realize you're more alike than you thought. Will it be too late when you finally let yourself trust him?

Word Count (for Part 1): 2.3k

Tags: Slowburn, reluctant attraction, enemies to lovers, forced proximity, bodyguard, hired to protect, fluff and angst, nightmares and comfort, eventual smut, reluctant attraction.

T/W: Some non-graphic depictions of violence, guns, eventual smut.

A/N: Hello. This will be just a few parts. I'm envisioning 5. Who knows though. Will be posted on my AO3 as well (linked here). Also, feel free to send short one-shot requests. I may not answer them all but if one inspires me, I'll write. Enjoy!

“If you keep staring at me, I’m going to sprint down the hill into oncoming traffic.”

“There is no oncoming traffic.”

“I’ll keep running until I find some.”

“Good luck.”

“Shut up.” You mutter, taking another swig of your coffee. Bucky Dumbass Barnes leans against the porch railing, watching you. You flip him off and he rolls his eyes, looking instead at the dirt road ahead.

The day is calm and cicadas are buzzing loudly. You draw your knees up to your chest as you watch the wind play with the grass, making it flatten and swirl into ever-changing circles.

It’s so incredibly boring out here, away from the city. There’s no coffee shops, or long walks down busy streets, or movie theatres. The lack of movie theatres hurts the most. All you want to do is sit with people, too many people, anonymously sharing a laugh or a cry in a dark room. Free people don’t appreciate the amount of community that is shared within the walls of a theatre. The insight gleaned from hearing their murmurs to their friends about the attractiveness of the actors or the stupidity of the dialogue. You miss connecting with them and feeling, finally, like one of them. Anonymously. With the ability to leave afterwards, free to go about your business.

But now, all you do is watch the grass as Bucky watches you. Solely because of one stupid person with an obsession.

You chug the rest of your coffee and get up, limping past Bucky and letting the screen door slam behind you. He huffs, but you couldn’t care less.

The safe house has a rudimentary kitchen. Though, fancier than your own due to the coffee machine Sam brought as an apology for forcing you here. As you start another cup of coffee, you tap the counter with a finger. Sam said this would only be for a month. Just until they found out how He was tracking you. Then you could go back to your blissful anonymity in New York.

That is, if they could even find who He is.

That’s the flip side of the coin. You can disappear, until someone wants to find you. Then, it’s all that much easier for them to never appear to you at all, except when they want to. The little voice in the back of your head whispers his name to you, but you close your eyes and silence it. He’s gone. He must be.

The coffee drips from the machine. It’s been overworked the past two weeks, both from you trying to cling on to whatever sense of normalcy you’ve cultivated outside of this house, and from Bucky trying to stay awake.

How long did Bucky say he was going to stay here for? Couldn’t have been more than a month. He’s always been sick of you within the hour in past missions. It’s a miracle he’s still around two weeks in. Once he’s decided he’s done, you can go back. Or when whatever Sam bribed him with is gone. And then, who else does Sam trust enough to know where the safe house is? He barely let you know. You’ll be going back in no time.

Sure, there’s a homicidal maniac after you, leaving traps that have caught you twice already and broken your leg both times, but now that you know his M.O. you can catch him. You’ve handled yourself before, who’s to say you can’t again?

So excited to see where this goes!

Mature content

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Feel The Burn: Chapter 7

Lance Tucker x Reader | Destroyer!Chris x Reader

Your casual situationship with notorious flirt Lance Tucker comes to a shocking head at a party, fortunately the mysterious stranger you meet that same night is more than happy to help take your mind off it.

Wordcount: approx. 2.7k

(Warnings for smut in this chapter)

Hi all, back again with another chapter. This one is pretty spicy 😈 Back on the Chris train. As always, your engagement with this story makes my day - any comments/reblogs much appreciated! I love hearing from you.

“The seabass looks good,” Chris hums as he scans the menu, “so does the gnocchi…oh, and you look incredible in that dress, it’s actually distracting how hot you are…” he throws in casually at the end without looking up from the leather binder.

You nearly choke on your wine as he catches you off guard, quickly scooping your hand over your mouth to stop any potential escape. Fortunately, you prevent any embarrassment in that area and manage to navigate any spillages.

Chris is such an amazing guy that he does everything to give reader the best orgasm that he just pass out, it was a really amazing date ❤️

Gotta admire his persistence to finish her first!

Mature content: Sexual themes

This post may contain content not suitable for all audiences.

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Broken ribs and special date

Bucky's just about to win the boxing fight, when John breaks his ribs. Little did he know that he will find something more in the woman who treats his wounds than just another woman looking at him.

Pairing: Boxer!Bucky Barnes x Paramedic!Fem!Reder

Wordcount: 1.671 Words

Warnings/Tags: boxer au, injuries, meet cute, fluff

Authors Note: @gremlin-girly here you go. Thank you for the encouragment to write this one. Dividers made by me.

Events: 4B-Bingo [4B 010 | B1 | Boxing AU | @avengers-assemble-bingo], Bucky Boy Bingo [N1 | Meeting | @buckyboybingo], Bucky Barnes Bingo [BO23 | U1 | Action/Adventure | @buckybarnesbingo]

I mainlined 'Feel the Burn' last night and I loved it so much!! Chris is so sweet and I really hope he makes her forget all about Tucker...

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Ahhh I love this thank you! So pleased you’re enjoying it. Chris is back in the next chapter so lots of Chris content coming your way 😉

send this to all your favourite moots and grow a garden! KEEP THE GARDEN GROWING!🌼💚🌱💚🌻 🌳🪻🌼

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Thank you lovely Noelle!! ❤️❤️❤️

💐🌸🌺🌷🌷🌻🌲🌳🌲🌳🌲🌳

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12: THROUGH THE ALLEY

Previous chapter < MASTERLIST > Next chapter (pending)

Summary: Things between you and Bucky are awkward now. But when a dangerous encounter threatens your safety, he’s there in an instant, bringing all the heat and fury of his protective instincts. And as the dust settles, you’re left wondering— where do you go from here?

Warnings: Angst, mutual avoidance, tension, brief violence/threat, attempted mugging, knife threat, protective!Bucky, hurt/comfort, swearing, some soft moments amidst the chaos.

Word Count: 3309

Something had shifted between you and Bucky since that night. There was a tension that neither of you seemed willing to address. You couldn’t avoid him completely, not when he lived across the hall. But your interactions had grown superficial and formal, neither of you lingering long enough to exchange more than civilities.

It wasn’t just him avoiding you, you were doing it too. It had been three weeks since the incident but when you heard his footsteps in the hall, you hesitated at the door. If you spotted him across the street, you turned into the nearest store or ducked around the corner. It was cowardly, but definitely felt safer than facing the awkwardness between you.

love knight in shining armour bucky 🥰 (but where is mine??)

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Built to Last

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Warnings: None, just fluff.

Summary: Bucky took up carpentry to keep himself busy, but didn't expect a hardware clerk to make him want more.

Word Count: 3.4k.

notes: This is one of the works I'm submitting for the @avengers-assemble-bingo event for Bucky's 108th birthday, running throughout March. The prompt was "I didn't do a thing". Card number 4B-016

Bucky didn’t know what to say when Dr. Raynor told him to pick up a hobby. It wasn’t a suggestion. She said he needed something to keep his hands busy other than fighting, fidgeting with the weight of his past, or rotting alone in his apartment. He had scoffed at the idea at first. He didn’t know what the hell he wanted to do with his life, and a hobby was part of that uncertainty. But after taking his time to think about it, carpentry had stuck.

Before the war -before everything- he used to help out at a woodworking shop near his parents’ place. Just small stuff. Sanding, assembling furniture, little repairs here and there. It had been a way to make a few extra bucks to help at home, and he barely remembered the details of the work itself. But he remembered the feeling. The weight of the wood beneath his hands, the scent of sawdust in the air. The satisfaction of making something solid, something that stayed put when he was done with it.

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Feel The Burn: Chapter 9

Lance Tucker x Reader | Destroyer!Chris x Reader

Your casual situationship with notorious flirt Lance Tucker comes to a shocking head at a party, fortunately the mysterious stranger you meet that same night is more than happy to help take your mind off it.

Wordcount: approx. 3.3k

(Warnings: panic attacks, some questionable use of physics - hey, fic physics work differently, okay?)

Hi! We're back. I enjoyed writing this chapter a lot (despite the fic-physics) and hope you enjoy reading it too! I promise Chris will return in the next chapter As always, engagement with this story means so much. I love reading your comments/reactions! Thankyooo!

“Don’t you fucking dare!” you point at Lance accusingly as Kat echoes a similar sentiment.

He scoffs again, holding his hands up in a defensive stance as he nears, “hey! I’m not the one who-”

“No! Shut up! Shut up! Shut UP!” you rage, your mortification and anger boiling together as you heckle him and try to ward him off, as if stopping him from coming any closer would magically undo what had just happened.

This is so good! Both their reactions were so realistic, and that's all that matters (who cares about physics 😂 and I reckon it works anyway)

I feel like Lance is taking baby steps closer to admitting to her how he really feels...or maybe she'll understand he's jealous of Chris. But if Chris can redeem himself, will she care?

And this line is just so good:

It’s somehow simultaneously intimate yet sterile, as if your bodies don’t quite know how to be together – despite the fact that you used to slot together like puzzle pieces.

Love a bit of forced proximity, and the way it shows the change in their relationship is perfect.

I love this comment 🥲 thank you for taking the time to write it!

Lance is definitely doing…something! Seems like he’s starting to fully understand just what he let go..

I love that line too 🥰 and yes, can’t go wrong with forced proximity in my view - especially when there’s some hostility between the pair 😈😈😈

Feel The Burn: Chapter 9

Lance Tucker x Reader | Destroyer!Chris x Reader

Your casual situationship with notorious flirt Lance Tucker comes to a shocking head at a party, fortunately the mysterious stranger you meet that same night is more than happy to help take your mind off it.

Wordcount: approx. 3.3k

(Warnings: panic attacks, some questionable use of physics - hey, fic physics work differently, okay?)

Hi! We're back. I enjoyed writing this chapter a lot (despite the fic-physics) and hope you enjoy reading it too! I promise Chris will return in the next chapter As always, engagement with this story means so much. I love reading your comments/reactions! Thankyooo!

“Don’t you fucking dare!” you point at Lance accusingly as Kat echoes a similar sentiment.

He scoffs again, holding his hands up in a defensive stance as he nears, “hey! I’m not the one who-”

“No! Shut up! Shut up! Shut UP!” you rage, your mortification and anger boiling together as you heckle him and try to ward him off, as if stopping him from coming any closer would magically undo what had just happened.

He’ll take any ammo he can to get one up on Chris! (But obviously he didn’t think she’d get so stressed out she’s run away like that). Thanks so much for reading and reblogging! Excited to share more 💗

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11: CROSSING LINES

Previous chapter < MASTERLIST > Next chapter (pending)

Summary: You wake up on the next morning to a flood of notifications on Instagram after posting the bracelet you designed for Bucky's birthday. Unknowingly, you included some of Bucky's vibranium arm in the shot, leading to unwanted attention and harsh comments online. Feeling guilty for exposing Bucky's private life, you seek advice from your besties before deciding to confess to Bucky.

Warnings: Mentions of online harassment, sexual content (explicit)

Word Count: 4365

Thank God for Sundays. No early rises and a whole day of respite from the duties of life. Bright sunlight was already filtering through the cracks in your blinds. You pulled your phone out of the charger and scrolled through the avalanche of notifications.

Your Instagram was on fire.

Your post from last night— the sleek, custom bracelet you’d designed for Bucky’s birthday— had exploded overnight. You opened the app and scrolled through the comments, your heart fluttering with a mix of excitement and dread.

👀👀👀👀

Feel The Burn: Chapter 9

Lance Tucker x Reader | Destroyer!Chris x Reader

Your casual situationship with notorious flirt Lance Tucker comes to a shocking head at a party, fortunately the mysterious stranger you meet that same night is more than happy to help take your mind off it.

Wordcount: approx. 3.3k

(Warnings: panic attacks, some questionable use of physics - hey, fic physics work differently, okay?)

Hi! We're back. I enjoyed writing this chapter a lot (despite the fic-physics) and hope you enjoy reading it too! I promise Chris will return in the next chapter As always, engagement with this story means so much. I love reading your comments/reactions! Thankyooo!

“Don’t you fucking dare!” you point at Lance accusingly as Kat echoes a similar sentiment.

He scoffs again, holding his hands up in a defensive stance as he nears, “hey! I’m not the one who-”

“No! Shut up! Shut up! Shut UP!” you rage, your mortification and anger boiling together as you heckle him and try to ward him off, as if stopping him from coming any closer would magically undo what had just happened.

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Tangled (#3)

Pairing: Cecaelia! Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Warnings: 18+ only. Slight Angst. Fluff. Slow Burn. I don't know if there will be eventual teratophilia.

Summary: Between fear and fascination, a solitary creature struggles to protect his hidden world -and himself- after an unexpected encounter with a curious human woman makes him question everything he thought he knew about trust, danger, and boundaries.

Word Count: About 6.9k.

The sea was dark and quiet, just as he liked it. The moon carved silver shapes on the surface, and below, he moved like a shadow, gliding through the currents. His muscles were relaxed after the hunt, and the taste of salt and blood was still sharp in his mouth.

But as always lately, his course curved toward the cliffs, toward the stretch of shoreline he shouldn't care about. His sharp eyes caught the faint glimmer of warm, golden lights breaking through the dark, leaking out from the lair perched above the rocks.

So. She was awake.

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The Lady, or The Tiger?

Summary : Bucky is in love with you, but he doesn't even know what you really look like. What happens when he finds out?

Pairing : Bucky Barnes x shapeshifter!reader (she/her) 

Warnings/tags : Implied Thunderbolt!bucky and reader, body dysmorphia, insecurity, fluff and angst, hurt/comfort, scarring, canon-typical violence, cursing, just very sweet Bucky overall!!

Word count : 6.5k

Note : This is inspired by the short story of the same title by Frank R. Stockton. this is purely self-indulgent, and I hope it makes sense lol. Enjoy!

Bucky Barnes had had crushes before.

He’d had shallow crushes in a time less complicated than this one. He had surface-level attraction in a time before war, before Hydra. 

But this—whatever this was—was different.

Because he didn’t even know what you really looked like.

10: UNDER THE SURFACE

Previous chapter < MASTERLIST > Next chapter (pending)

Summary: You’re nervously preparing to meet Bucky’s friends for his birthday and give him a personal gift. As you head to the restaurant with Bucky, you’re introduced to Sam and Torres, who tease Bucky while making you feel welcome. Things get tense when your ex shows up at the bar, making unwelcome advances and insults. Bucky steps in, showing his protective side.

Warnings: Strong language and insults, violence/threats, brief reference to past trauma/loss, unwanted touch and inappropriate comments from Leonard

Word Count: 5504

Something inside you held your hand back. It was poised and ready to rap against Bucky’s front door, but you paused. Anxiety. Would Bucky like your gift? Were you ready to meet his friends? You took a deep breath and let your body move on autopilot, cutting off the messages from your brain which would be liable to leave you paralyzed forever.

Good old bucky saving the day. But WHAT is aditi’s dad involved in? 🤨

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