I have been really bad since last week and today I'm feeling so disgusting. Idk what to do anymore, I don't want to think about anything, just wanna die fast
What ecaxtly do you feel at the moment? Are you drained, sad, out of energy? In stressful situations, you can get very bad again. So try to not stress yourself that much❤
right now i have this amazing girlfriend, awesome best friend, and supportive parents, and yet i still have the urge to kill myself. my parents took my stuff because i had to go to the hospital from attempting, and after that everyone thought i was better, but i’m not. i’m such a disappointment to my family and friend, i shouldn’t be depressed or suicidal, but i still am, and i don’t know what to do because i think i’m gonna end it.. fuck.. help?
You will never, ever be a disappiontment to your family!! Your parents are trying to help you because they don't want to see you in a state like that. So they take all the stuff away. Somstimes, especially when you're young, all the other things like school, social life and so on can really bring you down. Try to sort everything out in your head and most important = Talk to someone!!! I know it's hard but it really helps! Someone you trust :) You can do it honey❤
Okay so like with my counselor like- it makes me see how much like- want not a relationship but like- somebody who I could just talk to and like… talk about what’s going on in my life and they genuinely care about what I’m talking about and is genuinely invested in the conversation and like- I guess that’s kinda a relationship I want to have like just talking about stuff in life and what we had fun doing and shit, y'know?
I don't think it necessarily has to be a relationship, but having someone you trust with all that can be a perfect start! Try to find a bond with someone and you'll have exactly that :)