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❝      kid's asleep      ...      you      gonna      tell      me      what's      wrong,      now?      ❞

" mm . that's great . of course he goes to sleep right away for you ... he doesn't even want me to hold him ... what's the point ? you can't fix it . you're not the problem . "

     “ i mean , if you wanted to end this game we're playing , you would've gotten up by now . i think you like it . ” knew she was edging on a thin line , but she couldn't care . vinny would make her pay for it , in the most blissful of ways . her favorite ways . he knew just what to do ––- just what to say . she was so in love . there wasn't a thing he could do that would deter her away from him . he was perfect for her . they both knew it . it always amazed her just how long they waited for each other . though , she never thought that it would be like this . so intense . so deeply embedded in their skin . the need to touch each other . to feel each other . it was like they couldn't help themselves . it was like they weren't able to function without it . “ mm , yeah i guess you do do a good job . won't argue with you there . ” her retort is followed by a soft grin . eyes follow as he stalks across the room to grab ahold of her . soft gasp slips from plump , pink lips as she's folded against the bed in his position of choice . isla's hands reach back to grab ahold of her ankles , barely making herself comfortable before he's eliciting a loud moan . so pleased with herself . loves that she can rile her man up like this . it was just what she liked . “ oh my god . please , just like that . ”

" i'm bein' real fuckin' gracious , baby ... remember that , remember how fuckin' nice i'm bein' to you right now ... " homme warns , although they both know his bark is worse than his bite . he'd give isla anything she asked for ⎯⎯⎯ literally and figuratively , his heart served on a silver platter , anything at all . she deserves nothing but the best and even though he's not sure he checks all those boxes , he's so damn determined to live up to all of those expectations . " good girl . my good girl . " words are emphasized by another harsh smack delivered to isla's plump ass cheeks , humming to himself at how delicious she looks bent over the bed like this . laied for him out like an all you can eat buffet . " gimme those hands , keep this ass spread for me ... just like that , " vinny murmurs as he guides femme's hands behind her back , taking over for him so he could devote all of his attention on her mouthwatering cunt . tongue swirls around velvety walls , lewdly slurping up isla's arousal as talented appendage explores every inch of her hole . " just like this , baby ? ⎯⎯⎯ you like bein' fucked like this ... ? fuck this pussy tastes like heaven ... i can't get enough . " homme drags his tongue between her folds , lapping against her swollen clit , sucking it softly into the warmth of his mouth .

     still felt like he was in a dream . and he wasn't sure he ever wanted to wake up . it was too surreal . too perfect , even . everything played out so wonderfully . so amazingly . he couldn't have planned it to be any better . “ my girl , ” he whispers pushing loose tendrils of hair away from her face . “ i know i say it a lot , but thanks for never givin' up on me . i've had a lot of shitty things happen in my life , but all that cleared up the moment i met you . i'm glad you chose me . ” soulmates . that's what they were . both two people trying to find their way through it all . despite whatever's happened between them , they've always made it work . always figured shit out . “ oh , i absolutely can't wait . i need to know , i'm shakin' in my fuckin' boots . –––- a boy ? that'd crush my plans of hoping i'd have two versions of you . ”

she laughs , so full of elation that her cheeks hurt from the wide grin that stretches across pretty brims . doesn't think she's ever felt this level of bliss before ⎯⎯⎯ save for the night kairo proposed , but she's beginning to think this moment has it beat . their lives were forever changed . two becomes three . it's fucking insane to think about it , goosebumps littering up and down her arms as she basks in the glow of their love . " oh kai . i could never give up on you . never , ever . there's nothing you could ever say or do that would get rid of me . i mean it , too . you're fucking stuck with me for life , baby . for life . " seals emotional sentiment with a kiss , lingering against his mouth for an extra beat or two , releasing a string of giggles . " yeah 'cuz you're so fucking nosy ! ⎯⎯⎯ mhm . a baby boy . at least that's what my momma's intuition is tellin' me ... i guess you'll just have to knock me up again ... luckily for us , we're pretty good at making babies together . "

     “ you're right , baby . you're right . ” it's all he could say . he was pathetic . he knew it too . it was something he couldn't refute or argue . he should've stepped up months ago , but he couldn't do it . was too afraid . ––– too fearful . he didn't quite know for what , but he knew that he wasn't in his right mind . it was selfish of him to come and turn her world upside down , however .... if she were truly over him , she would've told him to kick rocks the moment he laid eyes on her tonight . “ you may love him but you're settling for someone safe because you're afraid of what's between us . because i messed up , and i know i did . but i know it won't happen again . i know i can't let you go again , phoeb . i'll fight for you if i have to . ” he knew that he wasn't being fair . that other man did what he felt was right . fell in love , and put a ring on it . did exactly what roman was supposed to do . fingers brush away tears . hating that they're streaming down her face like this . hating that he couldn't just walk away . simply wasn't capable of doing that anymore . not when she was all he wants . didn't care about the parties . the girls . the cameras and flashing lights . at the end of the day , all he wanted was phoebe . every part of her . the good , the bad , and the ugly . “ i know , ” he mutters , kissing her through her tears . through her telling him that she hates him . he'll take it all . it was long overdue anyway . she left him so coldly .. ––– deserved . though , he knew there were still pent up emotions there . and despite his declaration being so impulsive , he means it . he'd take her to the courthouse right now if it weren't closed . he's never been so sure about marrying her . about waking up and falling asleep next to her . there was no one else for him , and he was sick of fighting it . even as she questions him , she doesn't give him a chance to answer . their kiss so sweet and tender , despite the turmoil boiling between them . fingers curl in her hair , angling her head so his tongue was deep in her mouth . the taste of her sending him wild . sending him in a frenzy . he wants to consume every piece of her so no one else could have her . she'd want answers . she'd need security from him , and he'd give it to her . “ i don't care about him . ––– tell me yes . tell me you want to be with me as bad as i need to be with you . ”

she feels stuck . trapped between a rock and a hard place ⎯⎯⎯ damned either way , hurting someone she loves and herself no matter which direction she turns . wishes she could hate roman . god only knows how much easier this would make it ; if she could morph the love she has into resentment . he deserves it . they both know he does . yet here phoebe stands , irrevocably devoted to the wrong man . he's broken her heart once before . what's stopping him from a repeat performance ? the better choice , the smarter choice is crystal clear , but it's not what she wants . it's never been what she wanted . " i'm not afraid of us , that's never been me ⎯⎯ that's you , roman , that's all on you ... and you made me feel fucking crazy for it ! like all of this is fucking crazy and i'm supposed to just ... ? take your word for it that you're for real this time ? are you ? because i swear to god , roman , if i do all this , if i break that man's heart like you broke mine and you abandon me all fucking over again ⎯⎯⎯ , " femme stops short , azure optics stare intently into his as she blinks through the tears that cloud her vision , " ⎯⎯ i don't know if i can through all that again , it'd fucking kill me . you get that , roman ? it'd fucking kill me . please , please , swear to me , please ⎯⎯ fucking swear to me you won't do it again . i need to hear you say it . " feels pitiful with how she pleads for his reassurances , holding her hands out for promises she isn't even sure she one hundred percent believes but desperately needs nevertheless . tears continue to slide down dimpled cheeks despite homme's efforts to brush them aside ; she feels like her whole body is on fire . everything is feels so damn intense . phoebe is starved for him , their raw hunger evident in the desperation behind the way they kiss . it's dizzying . she's so damn overwhelmed . maybe she'll regret this later ; offering confirmation like this when everything feels too much . but when he's kissing her like this , how could she refuse ? her mind can't comprehend anything ⎯⎯⎯ there's no rationality , no logic to be had . just him ; the love of her life . " yes ... roman , yes . "

     it was comforting to know they were on the same page . good to know that no matter what they felt the same . that the little spat they had earlier didn't deter any of their feelings . still just as in it as they were before , if not even more . it was perfect . she was perfect . that was all that mattered . didn't care if her family was the poster - child of detached ; as long as he was here , she would feel that warmth . that admiration . as he takes in her space , eric picks up one of her old stuffed animals . it was interesting , seeing things through a younger version of hers eyes . gaze falls on her frame as she speaks , his heart warming in his chest . even though she speaks so beautifully , he could only imagine just how alone she felt when she was younger . always so eager to see beauty in things while her family tried to snuff out the things that made her beautiful just to replace it with something so mundane . sets her stuffed animal back in it's rightful place before coming up behind her , hands falling to her waist . “ first editions . leather bound notebooks . ––– were you a little bookworm yourself , coral ? ” lips press against the skin at the crook of her neck , slight smirk etched onto her face . “ as long as you weren't doodling about other boys , i'll accept it . ––- read me some of your secrets . ”

seeing eric in this space that was once so sacred to the little girl she once was is beyond endearing . it really sealed the deal for coral ⎯⎯ not like she had any doubts to begin with ... even something as grueling as a argument they passed with flying colors . this love was cosmic ; transcending all of time and space . something holy . body instinctively melts back into his like butter , turning her head to nestle her face in his hair as his mouth finds the curve of her neck . loves the way he smells ⎯⎯⎯ there's something so comforting to it . like his pheromones were always meant to match her's , their bodies organically compatible to match the interweaving of their souls . " mmm . you caught me . i had way too much imagination than i knew what to do with ... did you ever feel like that ? " boyfriend's playful teasing earns a giggle , returning focus to the diary in her hands , " but those are the juiciest bits ! boo . you're no fun ! ⎯⎯ you want a secret ? hmm ... let's see , " coral trails off , flipping through a few pages before landing on something that catches her eye : a page adorned with hearts and stars , all different colors . she made sure to get the most out of her gel pen collection , clearly . she laughs , nose wrinkling in amusement , " oh my god ⎯⎯ okay , here we go . this is super serious stuff , right here ... i made a five point list for my dream husband . you wanna see how you match up ? ⎯ see if you're five for five ?"

     “ i do , but i know i'll have some serious competition . one look at you and it's hard not to feel an immense wave of love . admiration . i fall every time i look at you . ” as cheesy as it may be , he knew . knew the moment he met her this would be the plan for them . no matter how cool he tried to play it . no matter how slow he wanted to take it . he couldn't . they couldn't . their love was simply written in the fucking stars . “ the only one .. ––– yeah ? i'll have to agree with you . you got any more tricks up those sleeves , though ? hm , like a gender , perhaps ?”

she giggles , peppering kairo's face with kisses as cheeks flush a pretty pink , " you're so fucking cheesy , oh my god . i love that about you , i love everything about you ... mm , please . there'll never be a competition when it comes to you ; you're the king of my heart . " she feels so full , so loved . jocelyn can't begin to fathom what her life would look like without this man in it ⎯⎯⎯ now more so than ever considering the little life she's got cooking inside her . " not yet ! we get to find that out together . next week , i think . unless you want to wait ? be surprised ? ⎯⎯ but i'm convinced i already know . it's a boy . "

     if she held out a little longer , she'd be proud of herself . always bending to his pretty words , wants to watch him bend instead . vinny had all the control in the bedroom . she loved that he held the upperhand . didn't bother her at all . only , she wanted a taste of authority . wanted to see what it was like to wear the pants . to hold all the cards . “ you don't think i'm being sweet right now ? ” voice soft and breathy . her digits were drawing slow , teasing circles on her clit . so fucking sensitive . it didn't help that he looked so good like this . relaxed on the bed with his cock in his hand . the heat in his gaze only made her even more wet . head falls back against the wall , teeth latching onto her bottom lip . trying her best to keep herself at bay . the moment he mentions making her feel good she wants him to made do on his promise . “ but i like the way you look right now . i know you want to get your hands on me so fucking bad . ” his words send warmth all over her body . her fingers slip inside her , eyes nearly crossing as vinny's words paint a picture in her mind . can't help but moan . “ m'the .. ––– m'the only girl you think of like that , right ?” her eyes meet his once more , dragging fingers from between her legs so she could lick the taste of herself from them , “ the girl of your dreams ? ”

" no . i don't . i think you're bein' a fuckin' brat , " vincent chastises with a click of his tongue , wetting his lips . patience is running thin ; desire soars , both body and soul aching for his girl but he's determined to let isla have her fun . they both know it's only a matter of time before this dynamic shifts ⎯⎯⎯ before he takes back control . they fit together so well . they don't even need to vocalize it . sex with isla is primal , like it's been hardcoded into his dna to yearn for her . no wonder all he thinks about is burying his cock inside her . sometimes he feels like half a person because he's never felt more whole than when he's with her . it's so much deeper than just pleasure . pad of his thumb circles around the swollen , sensitive tip of his dick , humming as length twitches in his fist , trying to sync up his strokes to match lover's own sinful ministrations . fuck ⎯⎯⎯ wishes it was his tongue swirling around her clit . his mouth is watering for it . " yeah , i do ... but you want it too , baby , i fuckin' know it . it feels better when i do it , doesn't it ? ⎯⎯ when i'm the one playing with your pussy ... shit ... " sexual frustration is reaching a peak , voice betraying the raw need that drives him . watching her suck her juices off her fingers breaks him , pushing himself up off the bed to close the short distance between them . " the girl of my dreams , baby , " confirmation sounds more like a growl , gripping femme's arm to swing her forward . he bends her over the bed like a pretzel , her plump ass in the air as greedy palms grope and squeeze her cheeks to spread her open . teeth dive into the porcelain flesh in a possessive bite as he dips down to his knees . " i'm done playin' your way ... i let you tease me long enough . " sentiment is backed up by action , flat tongue licking a stripe between her soaked folds from clit to hole , skilled appendage slipping inside her with a lustful groan .

     the perfect pair . that's what they were . not only were they lovers , but best friends . they stayed up late talking about any and everything . if he was stumped in his writing , bouncing his ideas off of her always is the first thing that comes to mind . she handles him with such tenderness , and he handles her with so much care . both beyond concerned about the other . fighting wasn't their thing , so he wouldn't make it a habit . however , the fact that they were so quick to have a solution is what confirmed what he already knew : they were made for each other . no one else has captivated him the way she does . despite the minor challenges that they face , he knows that at the end of the day , all he wants is for her to be happy . no matter what that looks like . heart thuds in his chest so loud he's almost positive she can hear it . how did he get so lucky ? how could someone like her fall for someone like him ? they're so different . worlds different . he didn't grow up poor , but definitely not as wealthy as her . and she could have any man on the face of the earth and here she was with him . showing up to his awards events . sneaking away on private vacations . celebrates his wins and his losses , although every moment spent with her , a loss didn't matter . “ if that's what you want , i'll give it to you . ––- i've been ready since the day i met you . ” cheeks pink at the admission . palms are so fucking sweaty . they've been together for months and she still made him so fucking nervous . he doubts it'd ever go away . not when she looks at him the way she does . so full of love and admiration . wonders what he's done in his past lives to get her . “ you know i don't have will power when it comes to you . be good for once . ” climbing in after , eric takes in her space . definitely not a traditional tree house . it was every bit of luxury , just like everything else in her life . “ yeah , definitely not your average treehouse . ”

she had become so cold . so detached . her faith in happily - ever - after was nonexistent . hell , she can't even remember the last time she genuinely smiled ... and then eric . he turned her world right side up , emboldening her dimmed spirit to sparkle and shine as bright as the stars in the sky . love doesn't feel powerful enough to encompass the way she feels about this man . " i was ready too , " femme admits , affection palm taking residency against his cheek , pad of her thumb tracing circles against his skin , " ⎯⎯⎯ i knew i never wanted to spend a day without you ... it's not even a want anymore , it's a need . i need you , eric . you saved my life . " kisses him again , gesture deep and passionate as she attempts to convey her feelings in the best way she knows how . she still remembers their first kiss so vividly . in the middle of a busy theme park but somehow it felt like she and eric were the only people that exist . " i am being good ! " she counters playfully , reaching for the light switch that illuminates the space in a warm glow . it's hardly a child's treehouse ; the only evidence of it's purpose is a stuffed animal or two and the pale pastel colors of the vintage furniture ... either way , it's small and it's cozy and perfect just for them two . " it's not , isn't it ? ⎯⎯⎯ i used to dream i'd live here when i grew up . i loved waking up and seeing the sun rising over the hill . it'd hit the stained glass just right and the whole room was rainbow . i thought it was magic ... " coral moves toward her bookcase , grinning ear to ear as fingers glide over the books' spine . " ooh . wait . i forgot about all these ... there's a bunch of first editions here , i nicked them from my grandpa's library after he died . we'll have to look through them sometime ⎯⎯ baby look at this , " she beckons excitedly , snatching a leather - bound book from it's place , " one of my diaries . i think this was when i was , like , ten . look at my little doodles ⎯⎯ so cute . "