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they may have made my hair straight but not me

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ho for seo johnny, lee jaehwan, dai jingyao -- Ailee is Queen
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𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

heavily injured from a battle in the xianzhou luofu, you thought it would be the first and last time you see your stellarmate—but then you wake up in his arms, with him treating your wounds despite showing signs of disinterest in your bond when you first met.

𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 soulmate au, angst, unrequited love, mentions of blood and injury descriptions, possessiveness, blade's pov, him just taking care of you with a sprinkle of angst

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 stellarmate = soulmate (inspired from stellar jade so original i know) this is actually from the blade fic that i plan on writing but this can be read as a standalone! also, if you get the ts reference in this we are automatically besties. may blade wanters be blade havers

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soaking the dirty piece of cloth in the cold water, blade let the icy liquid gather in the fabric before lifting it out and wringing it dry until it became nothing but an improvised damp towel.

it wasn't even guaranteed that it was clean enough to be put on your forehead, since the cloth was only ripped off from your dirtied skirt. however, he had no choice but to use it in the end. your body went into a shock after losing too much blood in a battle between you and some mara-struck soldiers, resulting into a high fever.

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★ orter mádl doing skincare.

notes. based on this. also @anqelically another belated gift for you besides the stupid eunwoo one 😭😭 tagging @itonashi too ‼️

mr. book and know-it-all has the most perfect skin anyone in the world of mashle could ever have. how did he have such flawless skin that perhaps one night even see their own reflection on his skin at how glowing orter's skin is. the girls of mashle were jealous of the divine visionary at how perfect of a skin he has.

the truth is, he has someone to help him obtain such flawlessness. a freak of skincare as he would call usually call them. they who specialised in beauty and would make the mádl sit down in their lab (room) everyday after his work just to experiment on him (do his skincare). all that just because you hate the horrible sample (pimples) that kept appearing on orter's face randomly.

the man has to tolerate you every single day. so much that he wonders if you actually find it as an everyday routine or a new hobby to perform on him. you were strict about it too. you make him sleep early everyday, make him drink lots of water everyday and is always willing to clean out his pillow sheets. orter is so used to all these things that he does his own skincare before he sleeps nowadays.

but he misses the feeling of your hands on his face, giving him subtle massages that would result in him being so so sleepy. your hands are so gentle on him, almost as if you're treating him like an expensive diamond. so tonight, he reads a book and awaits for you to question him leisurely sitting in his chair.

orter mádl closes the book shut and sat up straight, staring right into your eyes. "i want you to do my skincare tonight." and you'd be so delighted, because you have new products to test on orter's pretty face.

© SENEON 2024 ♰ do not repost, alter, or translate.

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°CHIP'S MASTERLIST°

EXO

Kim Junmyeon

Honest

NEO CULTURE TECHNOLOGY

☾ 127

Jeong Jaehyun

Dream

Mark Lee

Huang Renjun

Lee Jeno

00:05

Lee Donghyuck

Na Jaemin

STRAY KIDS

Lee Minho

Bang Chan

Han Jisung

ATEEZ

OT8

Park Seonghwa

Take a chance on me - part of Outlaw mini-series

Kim Hongjoong

Jeong Yunho

Kang Yeosang

Choi San

08:30

10:05

The sound of our tied souls - part of @/sungbeam's soulmate collab (and the soulmate universe)

Song Mingi

Take a chance on me - part of Outlaw mini-series

Jung Wooyoung

Fight club - part of Outlaw mini-series

Dynamic - part of the soulmate universe

The one

TOMORROW X TOGETHER

Choi Beomgyu

MORE COMING SOON!

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

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…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

i need all the help i can get for finals

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

My life is pretty good but definitely sharing this out for all my folks who might need it!

For everyone looking for a bit of good,

Manifest this shit. Spreading the love to each and every one of you. You deserve the good that comes.

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GRIMOIRE: TALE OF TALES. DAY 1O.

── main menu.

── warnings. hints of some religious talk, but not really

you knew he was in the room the second he arrived. all the unlit candles were suddenly being lit, your room’s actually lights being cut off completely. the action startled your maids but you remained unfazed.

you dismissed your maids, who didn’t waste any time in scurrying out of your room. leaving only you and him alone in your room. you didn’t bother turning around, instead opting to watch him from your vanity mirror.

“my pretty little oracle,” his presence is warm, too warm actually. his hands come to rest on your shoulders and the warmth increases. “don’t look so serious, now,” his voice has a teasing tone, but to be honest when does it not have a teasing tone to it.

“why are you here?” you ask with a straight face making him chuckle a little bit. 

“can i not come and visit my favorite human?”

“no, you can not. you are not suppose to be here, so please leave before you cause unwanted problems for the both of us,” you say, finally turning to look at him. his eyes burn with a hint of gold as he looks down at you. 

“you know i don’t want to cause any problems,” he says bending down to your sitting height. his hot breath fanning your face and making you feel flushed. “are those silly humans putting lies into your head? did they tell i was a monster that only destroys?”

“they told me the truth about you. what you did to my ancestors and their people. i know you are not a monster like they say but–

“then why do you look at me like i am?” he cuts you off, hand running through your hair. the act was so innocent, yet if anyone saw it they would think of you of as tainted considering your status as oracle.

“you may not be a monster, but if they said is true then i cannot forgive you for killing innocent lives that you did,” you say managing to finish your statement before he had cut you off.

“that was centuries ago when i was in a more angrier and darker self. my precious y/n, i have changed and you know that. do not listen to those that wish to control you,” he says, walking over to you and taking your hands into his. 

you are about to say something when a frantic knocking sounds from outside your room. “oracle y/n, are you alright in there!” it’s a random guard making your release a breath in relief at knowing it wasn’t your father or one of the council men.

“i’m fine!” you reply back quickly, eyes looking to meet yunho’s who own eyes have never left your face.

“you should you go before someone else comes,” you whisper in case the guard was still outside. yunho gives both your hands a tight squeeze before he lets go and steps away from you. 

the candles in your room suddenly go out before the lights turn back on, and when they do yunho is gone. another knock sounds at your door making you look at it with a slight glare before you fix yourself and walk over to the door.

unknowingly a butterfly resting on your windowsill watching as you open the door and exit with a few guards escorting you down the hall and away from the beautiful creature.

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

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thetatteredveil

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

i need all the help i can get for finals

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

My life is pretty good but definitely sharing this out for all my folks who might need it!

For everyone looking for a bit of good,

Manifest this shit. Spreading the love to each and every one of you. You deserve the good that comes.

may life be good i’ll reblog again should anything good happen

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kpop masterlist.

welcome to my kpop masterlist ! thank you for stopping by to read my works <3 i am no longer writing for kpop.

♚ ; reader’s favorite ♛ ; personal favorite

okay so idk if you’re taking requests or not, BUT BUT BUT could u please write ateez as chb demigods (kind of like the jongho one), the scream i let out when i read demigod on the post was a bit embarrassing tbh

also hi new follower 👋 gonna go stalk ur masterlist/s don’t mind me :))

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the rainbow thief | demigods! poly ateez au

summary. eight demigods find themselves ecstatic over finally mustering up enough courage to let you know about their unbridled feelings for you, only to find a threat looming upon them; a rainbow thief that's set out to steal you.
or alternatively,
your best friends are oblivious to your reciprocating feelings.
pairing(s). ot8 demigods! ateez x daughter of iris! reader (son of hades! hongjoong, son of athena! hwa, son of apollo! yunho, son of poseidon! yeosang, son of zeus! san, son of aphrodite! mingi, son of dionysus! wooyoung & son of ares! jongho)
word count. 3.1k
genre. pure crack, angst if you squint real hard until ur eyes close, tons of fluff, literally the dumbest thing i've written help, basically idiots2lovers, ateez are chronic simps to the point where it's hard to watch, borderline unhinged behavior, they are also himbos!
warnings. alcohol intake (wooyoung and his wine), cursing, not proofread sorry </3
note. hi! this has been sitting in my drafts for a long while and i'm so sorry it took so long to be posted (almost d worded bc of my assignments) anyways, i kinda added a spin on this req by making it a poly fic, i hope you don't mind! thankyou so so much for being my first ever request<3 hv a great day!! ily ^3^ ++ feedback would be greatly appreciated pls i need to improve my writing

San thinks this is definitely a level nine code red.

To give you an understanding of San’s Catastrophe Indicator, here’s some scale to context; a level eight would be Wooyoung somehow finding out his deepest darkest secret— that he still sleeps with his plushies every night; and a level ten would be getting zapped on the ass by his dad’s lightning bolt (and potentially having to stay in the infirmary for a week). So yes, a level nine is alarming, if not, exceptionally lethal.

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CHAPTER 1 THE VEIL OF GRIEF

🂱 an event known as 'THE PULSE' occurs worldwide, granting a significant portion of the population extraordinary abilities. you, a grieving mother, encounters a group of boys while seeking refuge. the newfound group navigates a changing society while uncovering the truth behind the pulse.

🂱 ot8 x fem! reader

🂱 thriller, mystery, superhero, action, written

🂱 mentions of rape and death, corrupt government

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🂱 EMERGENCE. mlist

THE MACHINE CRACKED AND MADE NOISES as the others sweatdropped. "sir... are you sure about this?" the man groaned and hit the machine a few times, "of course i am! this will bring everything to peace," the man turned to his subordinates, "it's what we've been waiting for. we could save everybody, you know this."

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Masterlist Horrortober Prompts

➤ Day 1: Listen “Listen to me!”  |  Shinsou Hitoshi (BnHA)

➤ Day 2: Decision “It’s your decision. Choose wisely.” Kadehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 3: Sharp “Careful, you could hurt someone with that.”  |  Asmodeus (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 4: Needle “It’s just a tiny sting. You won’t notice it at all.”  |  Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)

➤ Day 5: Disturbance “Nothing can interrupt us now.”  |  Sukuna (Jujutsu Kaisen)

➤ Day 6: Time “How long has it been?”  |  Xiao (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 7: Shock “You look like a deer caught in the headlights.”  |  Simeon (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 8: Lesson “Seems like you need to be taught a lesson.”  |  Miya Osamu (Haikyuu!)

➤ Day 9: Blind “Don’t be scared of the dark.”  |  Akutagawa Ryunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)

➤ Day 10: Hide “Where are you~” |  Diavolo (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 11: Punish “I don’t want to do this! But you leave me no choice.”  |  Diluc Ragnvindr (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 12: Mark “With this, you’ll never forget.”  |  Todoroki Shoto (BnHA)

➤ Day 13: Picture “You look so pretty in this picture.”  |  Gojo Satoru (Jujutsu Kaisen)

➤ Day 14: Compromise “I’ll be good! Just, please - don’t go!”  |  Lucifer (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 15: Blood “Is that… blood?”  |  Childe (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 16: Spell “It’s like you put a spell on me.”  |  Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)

➤ Day 17: Break “Try that again, and I’ll break your arm.”  | Miya Atsumu (Haikyuu!)

➤ Day 18: Medicine/Drug “You’ll feel better soon.”  | Mammon (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 19: Cold “I know the perfect thing to warm you up.”  |  Zhongli (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 20: Lock “You’re not leaving until I say so.”  |  Aizawa Shouta (BnHA)

➤ Day 21: Favor “I did you a favor by getting rid of this pest.”  |  Sakusa Kiyoomi (Haikyuu!)

➤ Day 22: Bite “Did you just bite me?”  |  Satan (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 23: Cut “Look what you did.”  |  Dabi (BnHA)

➤ Day 24: Plead “Please talk to me.”  |  Venti (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 25: Run “You can run, but you can’t hide from me!”  |  Leviathan (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 26: Stalk “I am always with you.”  |  Beelzebub (Obey Me!)

➤ Day 27: Lie “Was it all a lie?”  |  Raiden Shogun/Raiden Ei (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 28: Mercy “Mercy, ha! You want mercy?”  |  Kaeya Alberich (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 29: Promise “I promise.”  |  Bakugou Katsuki (BnHA)

➤ Day 30: Blackmail “Why are you doing this to me?”  |  Scaramouche (Genshin Impact)

➤ Day 31: Sick “I can make you feel better.” |  Albedo (Genshin Impact)

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Happy new year! 🎉💞 Can I kindly request a Itto x sickly femreader? (Or gn whichever you're comfortable with 🌻) Reader's been taken care by the gang for a really long time and treated as a family but Itto secretly likes them. One day the reader's been abducted by treasure hoarders or nobushi (again, whichever you're comfortable with please 💓) because they wanted to get revenge to Itto by using the sick reader.

I'm in my Itto simping phase right now and this scene was running in my head for a while 😫 Thank you! 🫶🫶

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Thanks for your request ♥

Warning: Yandere, Violence (Blood, Biting, Death/Fighting, Bruising)

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You had never seen Itto like this.

He was more of a laid-back, idiotic kind of guy, cracking jokes even in the worst situations. He was easy to talk to, a little childish, but kind. Itto would stay by your side when your fever spiked, and take you down to the river in his arms even when you couldn't walk from the exhaustion but needed the change of scenery. But even when he stood taller and broader than most other men you knew, he never quite struck you as dangerous. Strong and capable of doing manual labor with ease, but the oni never really struck you as the prevalent gene in Itto.

At least, until you saw him through the gaps from your hiding spot, rabid like a dog, only missing the foam around his mouth as he tore down the door of the shack the treasure hoarders had brought you to.

It never crossed your mind to be scared of Itto when he seemed to laugh all day long, but with the fury edged into his features, it was almost like you didn't know who he was. With what you could only describe as a furious battle cry, he tore through the treasure hoarders, their weapons breaking in his claws and scraping only the surface of his muscles. Regardless, blood splattered everywhere, your captors', Itto's, and whoever else dared to stand in the oni's way.

You wanted to look away, but without a warning, you had to witness it all. By the time you turned your gaze away from the happenings and sank your throbbing head into your hands, the massacre was already over. However, you were still shivering like crazy, long after the last scream lapsed into silence.

“[Name]!”

Whimpering, you flinched when you heard your name being screamed into the uncomfortable silence. You felt like you were going to throw up as the smell of blood reached your nose, your gut already sensitive from you being chronically sick all the time. "H-Here...!" you croaked weakly, heavy footsteps shaking the cold ground.

The wooden crates and barrels were mere annoyances in Itto's path. They had no chance of survival as he burst through them in the maniacal search for you. All you could do was shield your face, your strength already dwindling from your body's exhaustion and the time spent out of bed and away from the fire. Your captors had hidden you from plain sight out of precaution, but now you suddenly weren't so sure if you wanted to be found, Itto's fury burned into your mind.

A part of you had always hoped that the hoarders would just move on from their insane plan of using you for ransom. You had witnessed them speaking about being mad at Itto for some reason. Still, neither you nor they could have known the lengths Itto would go to get you back before it even came to a letter demanding money. When his head finally craned out from behind the boxes you cowered behind, he was nothing like the Itto you knew. He was sniffing the air like an animal, and you held your breath, almost too scared to be rescued by this unfamiliar man in front of you.

But all of him snapped in your direction the second he caught your scent, and so did the wood, cracking pitifully as he pushed it out of the way, freeing some space to get to you. Fury burned in his wide-open eyes, blood staining his cheeks, chest, and arms, and there was nothing left of the Itto you knew. He merely looked like an oni now, a real one. A gruesome monster of old tales, red and big and angry.

Yet, when he slumped to his knees before you, squeezing himself between a crate and the wall, it was like a switch turned all of this off instantly. Worry clouded his gaze, his expression softening as did his voice as he started to coo your name.

"It's okay, I'm here. Everything will be alright. You're okay now," Itto mumbled, his voice stricken with that childish, kind undertone. It almost made you feel like a child, getting reassured by a brotherly figure. More tears dripped from your eyes as you were caught between being happy to be rescued by him and scared shitless after what you witnessed through the gaps in boxes you had hidden behind. Which one was real? Why did it seem so easy for him to eradicate the Horders' existence? And if he changes so fast... could he switch again?

"Itto..." you sobbed, feeling like you had to share these questions with him and get the answers. But you were scared. So scared of these hands reaching out, stained red with human blood, able to snap necks with one squeeze if he wanted to.

"Yes, yes! It's me! The one and oni! Come here, come... come to me," he encouraged you, his voice cracking into a plead. "I'll take you home. Let's get you warm and cozy, and I'll make some soup for you! I'll carry you, come."

Squeezing himself further and further into the small space between wall and box, all you could do was crawl backwards, trying to hide in the corner and watch as his expression turned from worried to confused and even... hurt. "Let's go home, okay?" he whispered, sounding desperate as he watched you hurdle away from him.

"Why won't you come to me?"

Suddenly, his voice changed to monotonous, a hand wrapping around the ankle closest to him even though he couldn't quite fit into the space with his whole body. Yanking at you, you let out a squeak and another as he began pulling you out. "Stop!" you yelled, your lungs burning up as a sudden cough ripped through you. "You're hurting me! Itto, stop!"

Undeterred, his expression undefinable, he kept pulling you towards him, his other hand gripping your knee until he could tug you out of hiding by your waist. And then he... hugged you. Tightly and breathtakingly. Uncomfortable only for you. "I thought I lost you," he whispered, and the rancid smell of blood intensified as you were pressed to his chest, vomit collecting in your mouth.

"L-Let go," you protested, almost sure you were going to throw up. But his embrace only tightened, pressing you further into him as he refused to let go.

"Why?" he asked, and you felt his body tense underneath your touch. "Why didn't you come to me? Why can't I hold you? Why didn't you scream for me when they came to your house? I would have come, ya know? I could have prevented all of this... Why do you never rely on me? Why am I...."

Itto choked on his words, his body shaking as you could hear the anger rise in his voice. However, the next time he spoke, his voice was almost non-existent, a pained whisper in the wind.

"Why am I never good enough for you?"

You felt his shoulders slump, as did his head, buried in the space between your shoulder and neck. Taking a deep breath, Itto seemed to calm himself with his nose buried in your body, your simple nighttime garment dropping off your shoulder, baring your skin.

"What's this?" he asked, finally holding you a bit farther away from him, enough so you could turn your head and take a deep breath of fresh air before covering your nose in your sleeve. "W-What?" you asked, hazy from the blood smell and unable to see what he saw, staring at your shoulder.

You felt one of his claw-like nails rake over your skin, drawing the shape of something you didn't know was there. "You're bruised... did these bastards... what did they do? Don't tell me they..." Itto gulped, his body growing tense. "Don't tell me they did something...?"

Desperation vibrated in his voice as he grew louder and louder, pushing you away to be able to see into your eyes. You avoided his gaze, not out of shame, but because you simply couldn't bring yourself to see him in the same light as before. And if you knew anything about nature, you didn't look a predator into his large, concerned eyes, in fear of aggravating him.

"Nothing... I just... maybe I hit something, I don't know..."

"It's really big," Itto whispered, his voice sending an ice-cold shudder down your spine. "They marked you..."

"What? No, they didn't, they..."

You didn't get to finish your sentence, your eyes darting back to him just in time to see him opening his jaw wide, baring his fangs. The pain wasn't immediate, shock masking it so well you thought it was almost non-existent. But the blood immediately pouring out of you began to throb as your body panicked to close the wounds inflicted by his teeth sunken deep into your shoulder.

Ideally, there would have been a reaction from you. Screaming, crying, fighting, or even just fainting. But you merely stared at Itto's hair, feeling his jaw loosening around your shoulder, teeth pulling out, his face now stained anew. This time, it was your blood dripping from his lips, the sight as disgusting as it was captivating.

"Delicious," he mumbled, his tongue parting his lips to lick off the excess red in a mesmerizing display. "Aren't I a genius? Now, no one will dare to put their hands on you when they see your mark of an oni! If they do, I will come and find you again. I will find you wherever you are. This time I'll be able to follow the scent of your blood everywhere. So from now on, you can rely on me-- [Name]?! Hey!"

You faintly noticed him shaking your body before lifting you into his arms and rushing into the cool night air. But losing blood on top of your already frail disposition was too much for your body to take. That and the shock were finally knocking you out—perhaps for good. His voice made him almost seem like the childish dumbo you knew. The same kind soul that snuck you candy to help eat your medicine and brought you flowers when you couldn't even get up from your bed.

But that face... the rage and mindless slaughter of whatever stood in his way. That wasn't him. It just couldn't. Him sinking his fangs, which you rarely ever noticed, even in his big smiles, into your body because he thought it was a good idea to mark you without consulting you. That wasn't the Itto you knew. It was some kind of monster you had never even suspected to slumber inside him. The sight of your blood dripping from his lips wouldn't leave your thoughts until the last one disappeared in the darkness. The dreams awaiting you would be dark and lonely, but by the archons... at least, there would be no more blood.

And until you opened your eyes again, no more monsters would be waiting for you either.

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Madness

a/n: I saw a dialogue prompt somewhere and this idea came to mind. Please head the warnings.

Characters: Yandere!Dottore x GN!Reader Fandom: Genshin Impact Warnings: Yandere, Extreme Violence (Reader violently killing someone, Reader cutting open someone’s stomach, Majorly implied amputation of reader’s limbs), Desperation, Mentally broken reader, Mention of drugs/medication/syringes/scalpels/blood/vomit(ting)/disfiguration/experimentation, Reader is a human guinea pig

“Ha… haha…”

Finally, you thought. It’s quiet. So fucking quiet.

Nothing, not even your laugh or the clattering of the scalpel as it slipped from your hand, falling on the floor, could break the silence around you. It was over. You had no sense of time, no calendar to keep track of the days, weeks, months you must have been locked up for. But it was finally over, the blood on your hand a small price for ending all this madness.

You should have never trusted the Fatui. Their compassionate speeches and warm invitations. They swore to help you out of the poverty you lived in. They promised they’d give you a roof over your head and a warm meal a day if you joined them, but it never turned out like the glorious future they described to your vulnerable self. It had been too damn long, but you’d never forget your first meeting with The Doctor. You’d never forget that shark-toothed smile as he introduced himself with a handshake. Never forget the first time he tied you to a chair and told you it would ‘only be a small sting’.

Days after days, he tortured you. One incision cutting out some of your skin here, a syringe with weird substances injected there. Him telling you to toughen up, and subtle threats made behind medical jargon. “You could lose your eye if you moved,” and, “Be careful, or I might accidentally cut into the vein. You don’t want to bleed out here, right?”

But what felt almost worse were his hands on your body. Gloved, not gloved, always searching and never resting. He treated you like a sculpture he was forming, placing you into positions he liked. Below him. At his feet. Forcing you to look up at him through dazes and nausea. Only then would he be careful with you, brushing sweaty hair from your face, offering to take you to a bath if you behaved in the next experiment. Telling you he never saw something as lovely as your cut-up and delirious self. That you were the best he ever had under his scalpel.

The sentences haunted you even in your dreams. If you could sleep, that is. Most nights, you laid awake, trembling from the drugs, throwing up from your memories, or tearing your hair out in agony after getting your medicine. You never signed up to be a guinea pig for this madman, but you were told someone had to do it. At first, you relented, seeing the much younger candidates they brought into the room instead of you, but eventually, you didn’t care anymore. And Dottore ceased asking. He broke you; every day a little more. Never caring for your feelings, no matter how pitifully you begged and pleaded with him to let you go.

But now it was all over.

It took you long enough. Too long. You barely remained human at this point. Perhaps this outburst and attack on the person that did this to you was the most human about you now. The constant, nagging voice in your head was gone. It no longer blamed you for your naivety. Didn’t scold you for crying or hurting yourself. Everything was quiet. Peaceful.

Ironic, you thought, looking down at the corpse at your feet. You stabbed him so many times, if not for the clothes—now died red—no one would have recognized him anymore. It only took one death for everything to be set on the right path again. You thought that killing would be harder than it ended up being, feeling like you now understood why it was so easy for Dottore to experiment on you. It got easier after the first time, the first stab. Then, only rage guided what followed, and soon, it was almost second nature.

Stepping back, you avoided glancing at the reflective surfaces. Not wanting to see the kind of monster you had become after all that happened. You’d never be welcome in your community again, though, if you were honest, you hadn’t been before, either. Still, with looks this frightful, you’d have to hide somewhere far away for the rest of your life.

If you made it that far.

Surely the Fatui would not be pleased after what you did to their Harbinger. Life on the run wouldn’t be very rewarding, but it would be better than what you went through here. Anything would be better—even death.

You didn’t bother cleaning up the blood from your hands, clothes, or face. What good would it do? All you wanted was to leave. Leave this place and memories behind, and disappear forever from anyone’s sight. You’d figure things out once you were outside. Once you were finally safe again. It couldn’t get worse than what happened behind closed doors in this room. It just couldn’t.

Except… it could.

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Prisoner #001

a/n: Jay! First request! I feel like Diluc makes a good starter for this, thank you for requesting and enjoy ♥

Fandom: Genshin Impact     Pairings: Yandere!Prisoner!Diluc x GN!Reader Warnings: Yandere, Sexual Content (Catcalling/slutshaming, non-consensual touching/intimacy), Violence (TW Blood, Stabbing someone, Knives, lots of death mention but none on screen), Possessiveness, Long Post, Overprotectiveness, Manipulation, Breaking under the pressure

“Be quiet.”

A straightforward, understandable command, the voice so growly and commanding, you didn’t dare to object. Your roommate lounging on the lower bed slowly closed his eyes again, seemingly unbothered by your presence as long as you didn’t annoy him, and you most certainly wouldn’t. Keeping your mouth shut, you averted your eyes quickly from the moody roommate, fixing them on the sparse amenities you two were given, like a small desk, chair, and behind a meager half-wall, barely shielded from the outside and your roommate, a toilet. You didn’t feel like giving anyone a show, so you probably wouldn’t use that one even if it would cause you sleepless nights.

A sigh shuddered off your lips as your mind finally came to understand the situation you were in. The place you were in.

Prison. Undeserved.

You didn’t know who the judge was doing a favor by sentencing you for embezzling millions from the company you had only ever done deliveries for. But justice had not been served when you were pronounced guilty. That much was sure. Someone out there was celebrating getting away with millions while you had to fear for your life. God, this sucked. You’d have another month or so before you could appeal the case—if you made it that long.

Either way, there was little you could do now. Your eyes fell on the top bunk, then on the ladder in the back of the construct, right where the face of your roomie was. The last thing you’d do was speak up when he so clearly didn’t want to talk; however, pushing your feet into the gaps would surely irritate him as well. But there was no alternative. You couldn’t climb up any other way.

Holding back another sigh, you stepped towards the back of the cell, dark and stinky. Please don’t move, you prayed over and over as you stepped up to the ladder, wearily glancing at the resting man beside you. How would you even avert an attack? You were infuriatingly helpless if anyone ever showed you how careless the guards were when it came to searching the prisoners. How little anyone cared if there were actual weapons inside this prison if they weren’t out in the open.

Raising your chin, you looked to the entrance of your bunk, the bed encased with walls. Perhaps to avoid any more stabbings. It would be a tight squeeze inside, but you just hoped it didn’t smell like piss in there like the rest of the prison. Pushing your extra clothes into the opening, you settled your foot on the first step, always looking at the man as long as the angle allowed.

You were almost inside when there was movement from below, panic rising as a hand grabbed your ankle with more strength than you could break away from.

Letting out a grunt, the grip tightened, then yanked you down. Next thing you knew, your head hit the ground; however, adrenaline blocked your body from feeling the pain. Hearing fabric rustling, you forced your eyes to snap open, sitting up to crouch backward as your roommate came to sit on the edge of his bed, peering down at you in an undefinable gaze.

“You don’t belong here, do you?” he asked, the sound of a lighter clicking open, underlining his words sharply before a flame appeared in his hands. It was an odd question, but it fit the oddity of the man before you. Reaching up, he lit a cigarette, and you forced your eyes away from the light to look at him instead, his eyes drilling into you with the flame dancing in them. The red was like a hot blaze, his gaze burning you as he looked you up and down, smothering you with heat all throughout your body. Just before he closed the zippo in his hand, you gained a look at him too, infuriatingly handsome features mismatched with an indifferent sternness edged into his expression. But there was a passion gleaming in his eyes. One that you made you too afraid to ask him about.

“No,” you admitted, gulping as you burned under his gaze. The sound vibrated through your head, making it ache. Pain returning to your senses, you grit your teeth as you reached up, relieved to find the wound dry even though it hurt like hell. You grunted in pain as you pressed into the spot, relieved to not find any hints of a concussion, luckily.

“Then why are you here?”

With a drag of his cigarette, your roommate didn’t avert his gaze for even a moment, even when smoke dragged out of his mouth, collecting in the cell and itching in your nose. Well, at least it wasn’t a blade pressed to your throat, and so far, he looked pretty decent for the kind of guy the guard tried to make him out to be.

“I got blamed. Someone stole millions, and the judge decided it must have been me. If you ask me, there was something really wrong with that decision.” You couldn’t help but sound sour, recalling what had happened, the words bubbling out of you now that someone genuinely asked for your version of the story.

“Sucks,” he huffed, breathing out more smoke. That was more sympathy than anyone had shown you since you had to deal with this mess.

“How about you?” you asked, feeling emboldened by this conversation going so well. Evidently, you had a poor judge of character as your roommate suddenly stilled, his gaze cooling down regardless of the flames and smoke dancing in the reflection of his eyes.

“Look, stay out of my way, and you will be blessed not knowing what I did, okay? Just be quiet when you’re in the cell.”

And with that, disregarding that he caused the commotion, he settled back on his bed, sighing as he puffed out the last bit of smoke. Oh well. Peeling yourself off the ground, you were much quicker in ascending to the top bunk, catching your roomies’ red eyes peering at you from below just as you disappeared inside. You never even got to ask his name, but at least the top bunk was… okay. Not ideal, but you felt a bit better being up here, hidden and shielded, than out there with him and his mood swings.

It was a real shame you couldn’t stay inside forever, having to put yourself out there sooner rather than later.

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pretty thing || part iii

pairings: f!reader x gojo / f!reader x sukuna

contains: protective gojo, angst, friends to pining lovers (reader/gojo), possessive sukuna (reader/sukuna), pining sukuna (reader/sukuna), hurt/comfort (reader/gojo), captor/captive (sukuna/reader), slow burn but fast (reader/gojo), eventual smut (reader/gojo), mentions of masturbation (gojo), NO SPOILERS, NON-CANON EVENTS

warnings: mentions of minor dub-con on sukuna’s behalf. minors dni.

Gojo remembered the first time he had met you, a grade below him, in your second year. You had been with Nanami, seated on an old bench in the courtyard. He watched you laugh, exchanging conversation with the other boy. You were pleasant, pretty, a sight to behold.

The smile had fallen when he approached the two of you.

“Who’s this?” he had asked Nanami, though he looked at you. He offered you a lopsided turn of his mouth, a boyish grin, as he peered down at you over his opaque glasses.

And you had introduced yourself, holding out a hand; your words were firm, sure in its syllables.

He made a mistake then, he recalled, placing a gentle kiss to the back of your hand; you had pulled away, uncomfortable with the forward gesture. It would be the first of many mistakes he would make with you.

He did not see you often after that.

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𝖔𝖓𝖑𝖞 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙 𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖊

summary: when a disease turns the world into an apocalyptic landscape, you join a group in order to survive. you find yourself drawn to a certain blue-eyed man for no explainable reason. though the two of you have your own pasts to deal with, the two of you grow closer and closer together. after all, it seems as though you’re the only lovers left alive

pairing: gojo satoru x fem!reader

genre: post apocalypse au, strangers to friends to lovers, slight angst, fluff, smut, some hurt comfort, inspired by some of the events from the last of us

word count: 16k+

warnings: 18+ mdni, some heavy-ish themes, mentions of suicide, smut, heavy making out, fingering, vaginal penetration, cum eating, slight begging, gojo is a teeny bit of a dick but overall just doesn’t know how to handle emotions

note: i did take some inspo from the last of us, so if you see something you might recognize, it’s because i most likely based something off of it. nothing too major though, but the infected here are like the ones in the game/show. i don’t want any comments saying i stole the idea bc i stg i’ll just combust 

also a thank you for @jadeisthirstingfor beta-reading again, love her!

You were glad that chocolate bars survived the apocalypse. 

Those, along with chips (you don’t look at expiration dates anymore), crackers, and protein bars seemed to stand the tests of time. 

The abandoned convenience store was harshly run down. The glass was shattered, and you could hear the crunch of shards underneath your boots whenever you walked up and down the aisles. Vegetation took reign in most of the area, and vines grew alongside the walls and the counters. Weeds sprung through the cracks in the floor and long blades of grass peeked in from the outside. 

A lot of the aisles were already ransacked from those who came before, but you had to admit that this place was in much better condition food-wise than all the others you had seen. You loaded your cart with whatever you could find; cereal, bars, chips, instant ramen, jerky, really anything that wasn’t perishable by your standards. 

You also made sure to stock up on medical supplies while you were here. Antiseptic, rolls of bandages, needles for stitching, medical tape. You were able to find a bottle of disinfectant and some rubbing alcohol, so you spent a couple of minutes cheering over the small victory. 

The rays of sun that peeked through and washed out certain parts of the store a quiet orange made it seem more serene than it actually was, and you took your time as you leaned on the cart handle, walking slowly as you tried to pretend like you were just shopping for amenities like you would years ago, without the fear of the outside world trying to hunt you down the moment you stepped out. 

Under your breath you hummed a soft tune, letting your fingers run over the empty shelves as you looked around. 

Many opened boxes littered the ground. None of them were to your benefit so you just stepped over them, tapping something on your arm to keep your mind busy. It was only noon, so you had a couple of hours to waste before it got dark.

Though you had the hunting rifle near you in case anything popped out in front of you, you liked to pretend that there was no danger when you rounded a corner. It saved a little naive part of your mind to imagine that everything was normal when you knew that it wasn’t.  

“…yeah, no, no, I agree, I just…” 

You stopped in your tracks, air hitching in your throat as you went rigid upon hearing the muffled voices. 

“I heard the bunkers in Kyoto and Osaka fell…radio transmission,” It was a female voice, that much you could make out. But assessing the sound of feet shuffling on the floor and the other sounds, you knew there had two be at least two people, maybe even more. 

You couldn’t even remember the last time you had heard somebody speak. You tried to remember, raking your mind for when it was, and it must have been months ago, maybe even a year, and that was just a small encounter. You doubted the guy even saw you. And this is far worse, they closed and you have nowhere to hide without making a sound. They could be raiders or scavengers. One of them could be infected without the other’s knowledge. Millions of thoughts ran through your head as you tried to rationalize with yourself.

“What happened to the one in Nara?” This time it was a male voice, and much closer than before. They were probably only a few aisles away until they reached you. You could feel your heart beating uncontrollably fast, rattling against your ribcage as your mind faltered on what to you. 

“They’re not letting people inside. They deter anybody unless you have a pre-bought cabin there.” The first woman replied, and you could hear some glass clanking as she kicked an empty beer bottle (from what you could deduce), across the floor. 

“How do you know so much?” Another male asked. Three so far, you made a mental note as you tried shoving all your food and things in any pocket you could find, shoving the big bottle of rubbing alcohol down your shirt to nestle on your bra. You didn’t risk your life trying to find this place just to have some strangers take the things you so desperately need.

“They play messages on the radio at night. If you didn’t go to sleep so fuckin’ fast you might hear something useful.” The first girl said, but there was no bite to her voice. She even chuckled, and you swore one of the other guys laughed too. 

“Why can’t we just stay where we are? We haven’t seen any infected here.” Four. This time it was another girl’s voice. So far, two females and two males. You were severely outnumbered. You doubted you were that skilled, even in all your years, to surpass four people.  

Deciding to leave a few bars behind, you gingerly moved past the cart, making sure not to make a sound as you tiptoed across the broken bottles and glass. You held your breath and tried to hold onto your jacket, not wanting anything to fall out. 

You tried to phase out whatever they were saying so you could stay focused. You squinted your eyes as rays of the sun blinded you when they peeked through some cracks in the ceiling. You shuffled slowly and precisely, your heart quite literally beating in your throat as moved around the debris on the floor. 

You could see the double doors, both open as you let out an inaudible sigh of relief when you saw them, a promise that you weren’t going to die right here when-

CRUNCH.

You stopped, eyes slowly falling down to the comically large piece of glass under your foot, now shattered into a million pieces as you stop breathing. You wait for abated second, thinking nobody heard until you heard some clattering coming from behind you. 

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anywhere but home
‘ everything i’m used to for a while, i want to go far away from there. — anywhere but home, seulgi

✵ racer!yunho x racer!reader

✵ fluff, slight angst but ends nice i just want a ride with yunho and maybe ride yunho afterwards what a dream

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Bang bang

THIS IS 18+ ONLY, MINORS DNI FOR STAR'S SAKE (nsfw tags under the cut) (masterlist) (join taglist)

pairing: gangster/mafia!seonghwa x stripper/afab!reader genre: smut, mafia!au, noir, ganster film style, bits of angst summary: Bang bang, he shot me down / Bang bang, I hit the ground / Bang bang, that awful sound / Bang bang, my baby shot me down... the words never sounded truer as you hunt for the man who made you fall from grace. wordcount: 14.6k warnings/tags: barely edited (written in a chaotic flurry), gangsters, murder, guns, blood, attacking, language, strip club, slight objectification, rudeness, bickering and arguing, emotional manipulation, revenge, death [of a side oc], yandere themes, obsessive behaviour, alcohol, money, seonghwa driving expensive cars, betrayal mention... lmk if anything else. perma-taglist: @legohwas @doom-fics @acciocriativity @justhere4kpop @honey-lemon-goose @byuntrash101 @shakalakaboomboo @starillusion13 @hongthoven @cqndiedcherries @uwuheeseungie @hoshischeekss @frankenstein852 @charreddonuts @miriamxsworld @mingigoo @michel-angelhoe @innsomniacshinestar @foxinnie8 a/n: HAPPY SEONGHWA DAY!!!! May our brightest star be blessed with everything and more <3 (and never venture into what this fic contains lol); much love and appreciation to nora for going unchained over mafia hwa, and for supporting me through the blackout that was the writing process for this fic. Much love, all reblogs, comments, thoughts welcome~
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