heaven beside you

bit mad innit. This whole thing

i feel like getting shot would feel so interesting for two seconds and then it would probably feel bad

I like to be a little stupid recreationally

I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways

i plan on becoming a child prodigy at 44

quick question is it good writing when all of your actors say that they don’t understand why their characters storylines are being written the way they are and that they dont think the plot is earned. asking for the yellowjackets writers

rip laura lee you would have loved watching jesus walk on pit twigs

Being insane but cognitively aware of how insane you are is a special kind of hell because you know that you aren't normal and you can pinpoint the behaviors that label you as other and make people kinda go quiet and twitchy around you but you can't change them or your neurosis so you're stuck in a brutal cycle of trying to emulate normal people and failing horribly cus you know in theory how normal people look and act but in practice you can never change what you are and everyone else knows it too and this goes on forever until you die

How it feels

asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately