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Anonymous asked:

Can I req yandere sheet I for Germany?

The meal is served:

Yandere Character Sheet I - Ludwig Beilschmidt (Germany)

Trigger warnings: physical abuse, humiliation, neglect, kidnapping, abuse of authority, cult-like behaviour

Attributes - What sort of Yandere is he/she?

Ludwig would manage to straddle the line between being obsessive and possessive. The cause of this would be him regarding you as a set piece in a romantic fantasy, with romantic meaning the philosophy and not the genre. Late at night, he would will himself to be a knight in shining armour, and you would be the princess whose hand in marriage he would receive as a reward for his heroism. With how much this fantasy would influence his view on reality, he would see you as both higher and lower than him. You would be a treasure to be sought and a dream to be coveted. In essence, you would complete him as much as you would enrich his life. Yet it would be his life that would take priority in his eyes, and not yours; your wishes and desires would be disregarded if they wouldn't suit him. 

One characteristic of his that would cause you a lot of strife and misery would be how he’d never be fully satisfied with the present. Dreams brought to life wouldn't be as grandiose as they were in his head, and he would ever be chasing that imagined paradise. Consequently, he would never fully be in the present, excluding something really boundary breaking. As such, he would also never be fully satisfied and would constantly press for more. This in turn would either temper or exacerbate his pride and aggressiveness - he would never be satisfied with himself and either drown in guilt as he would try to stamp out his worst traits, or constantly seek greener pastures and glory. You would be the likely victim of either of these tendencies. 

Added to that, he would be a very orderly person. Abstractness and vagueness would have little place in his life, or would have to be clarified sooner rather than later. As such, he would become smothering in his treatment of you, with all his rules and schedules and plans. Ludwig would have extreme difficulty with going with the flow, or resist plastering simple answers on complex questions that he wouldn’t fully understand. Therefore, he would never be able to really let you go and would always seek to possess you in one way or another. Tied to this would be another belief twisted into something disturbing - that you having a relationship with him would be fate and that any resistance would be futile, because you can’t escape fate. Yes, the universe itself would have dictated that the two of you must be together and any resistance from your side would just be you struggling against the natural order of matters. The natural arc of history would bend towards him having you. 

Another prominent feature would be his awkwardness. Ludwig would have difficulty being in touch and enjoying his feelings since he would either see them as weeds that must be eradicated. Or he would desperately try to quantify and measure them in order to have a better grasp over them. Most people would notice his feelings before he would, and even when he would be cognisant of them, he would commonly be awkward or wooden. It wouldn’t make your kidnapping or also capture any less traumatising, only more surreal. 

His persistence would be something to behold. Even if you would have been separated for years, he would constantly yearn for you and wait for the opportune moment to snatch you back. Complaints from your side would either be brushed away or he would take it as a hint to step back for a moment before pursuing you with even greater fervor. As mentioned before, he would see your union as destiny and therefore bring many a sacrifice in order to be with you. People wouldn’t be able to talk him out of his pursuit, nor would he leave you be if you’d reject him firmly enough. Part of this would be a way to impress you with his conviction and endurance. 

Cornering - How would they get you?

Depending on the situation, it would either be with the carrot and the stick, or he would be very direct about it. In the case of the former he might do his best to act charming. It would be very stereotypical in his case. There would be flowers and sweets and honeyed words. The whole courting business would be cheesy and he'd hope that his awkwardness would render him endearing rather than creepy.

Perhaps he would unearth a good cause that you have subscribed yourself to and he would use that to bond with you and isolate yourself from other people. The revolution eats its children - he would convince you that only he adheres to the principles that you're fighting for and that your friends and family are traitors tp the cause. Chances are that he would even be the one offering you salvation and enlightenment and not be a mere follower. Ludwig would also use this to keep you in line. 

Of course, for him there would also be the solution of being completely forthright with you. Should you refuse, then he would simply kidnap you without much ceremony. There would be warnings beforehand, yet no matter how patient he is, his patience would diminish in the face of your insolence. It might snap and he would quickly spirit you away.

Expectations - What do they expect of you?

One thing he would require of you, would be that you have a degree of mildness. Razor sharp words would be something he would be used to from Austria, and iron fortitude and sternness from his brother Prussia. He wouldn't want to see either of those in you, since he would loathe to have to defend himself against you. You should be the maiden of his dreams, with spirit but not too much. What he would desire, would be for you to become a part of his life, the missing piece that would complete him, and not the other way around. Ludwig would prefer for his life to be in complete control, and to be able to explain all the going-ons in his life. He wouldn't be able to do that if you would spring nasty surprises on him. 

Added to that would be the urgent need for compliance from you. Oh, he would expect you to lash out and for the two of you to not always be on the same page. A man can dream, however. Nevertheless, he would expect these to be flights of fancy or moods and that you would eventually cave in to him. At most, he could find enjoyment in being a moralising force (and have a chance to be self-righteous) and that would hand in hand with the expectation to cave to him. Should you not yield, then you would be labelled as a hopeless case and life would become much more difficult. 

Another expectation that would define your relationship, would be that he would lead and you would follow. While you may flesh out the details, he would determine the structure and pace. On the whole, he wouldn’t allow you to have a say on everything except the important matters, and he would choose the course of your future - what job you'd be allowed to have, what lifestyle would suit you, the hobbies that would be proper … the list there would be long. For somebody who would insist that fate would bring you together no matter what, he would be surprisingly controlling. Furthermore, he would want you to obey him and do what he would want of you and how he would want it. This would have to occur without him having to spell everything out to you, and without you deciding to sate any selfish desires that would contradict his. 

You should have some respect for him, at least for your own safety. Little would enrage him more than being branded as a stupid villain, just as little would devast him more than defeat. Wanting to be in the position of your superior and better, he would demand that you give him reverence. He would also require this to soothe his insecurities. After the Second World War, it would be more obvious, with all his guilt, yet he would always be ashamed of parts of himself and try to stamp them out. 

On top of all that, he would want somebody with their own innate sense of order. Should you be the sort to eat and sleep at irregular times without good reason, should have the habit to leave your dirty clothes lying around, then he would nag you. He would needle you and scold you and maybe even punish you. If your penchant for disorder would be bad enough, then he would put you through the wringer. Letting you be would make him want to tear his hair out and so he would treat you like a soldier in order to instill some discipline and orderliness in you. 

Faded - Would they let go of you in any way?

One way would be if you would grow very bitter. Ludwig wouldn’t want to have a shrew as a partner, he wouldn’t want to go from yearning for your company to shying away from it. Your bitterness would poison his dreams and disillusioned with them, he would release you. Acting as if he would be accommodating you, he would release you far from your own home with few resources. The guise would be here of respecting your wish of not wanting to associate with him anymore, but in truth he just wouldn’t want you causing him any more trouble. 

The other way he would be inclined to release you, would be if you or somebody else could convince him that what he has done - kidnapping you, holding you captive… - would be monstrous and that he would need to atone for his sins. In full Protestant fashion, there would be no full repentance for him and would eternally feel guilty for his actions should you be successful. Of course, it would be an arduous way until then, since he would constantly insist on his innocence and righteousness and therefore dig his heels in should you press too hard. It would either have to come slowly, or he would have to have irrefutable proof shoved in his face, and proper punishment accompanying it. 

Punishment - How would they proceed if you do something they disapprove of?

Interestingly enough, he would try to avoid punishing you since it would turn him on ruin the fairy tale-que nature of your relationship to him. However, life isn’t paradise yet so he would roll up his sleeves and do what must be done. 

One favourite method of punishment would be to lay you over his knee or a table and spank you. This wouldn’t be done with the bare hand, but with any suitable implement close at hand, be it a slipper or a cooking spoon or a birch rod. Should you have been especially naughty, then it will be on your back instead of your back side. Enjoyment from your side would just lead to him doing the punishment in public, or going as far as to draw blood. He wouldn’t treat your wounds afterwards and he would expect you to carry on your day like usual. If you would get an infection, then he might deign to give you medication, but you would have to beg for it. 

Another thing he would do, and in particular to teach you a lesson, would be to drop you off in the middle of the forest with only the clothes you have on your back. Ludwig would conceal himself and watch your movements and play the part of guardian angel. The aim of the game would be to imprint upon you the dependance you have on him, and make you more grateful for his ministrations and attentions. After aimlessly wandering around the middle of nowhere without anything to eat or drink, maybe you would even beg for help. 

Else, he would very much stick to the corporal punishments that schoolmasters favoured - kneeling on wood billets, standing straight with your arms in front of you for hours on end, writing lines. All the good ole’ stuff. A peculiar punishment he would inflict on you though, would be to whip you stinging nettles. Or to make you do tasks that can be done with the machine by hand. Labour strengthens the character after all.

Reaction - How would they react to you escaping?

Ludwig would find himself in a maelstrom of emotions, and he wouldn’t waste much time in disbelief or pondering his thoughts. Instead, he would immediately set out after you. As such, there would be quite a few false alarms. Play your cards well, and you could get a few more hours of precious time to escape if you “cry wolf” often enough. Of course, there would be hell to pay should he capture you again. 

Anyway, he would storm after you, letting his feet carry him and his heart guide him. Mayhaps he would even run in the wrong direction at first. Should he not get in the next ten minutes, then he would notify his associates to be on the lookout and return you to him should they catch you. And he would be restless until he would have you. Should days become weeks and weeks become months, then the flames would die down to embers, but never fully extinguish. All the time, he would be watching and yearning and waiting for the right moment. 

It would be once you’re at his side once more that he would mull over what transpired. He would ask himself whose fault it is and why. He would contemplate what he could do better in the future and if he should be harsher or more lenient with you. Chances are that his consultation would happen with a mug of beer and be followed with a drunken rant.

Turnabout - Scenario: You have the upper hand? What would be different from their usual MO? 

It would go against the natural order of things, from his point of view. As such, he would do everything in his power to “restore the god-given order” before you can break any further laws of nature. Being a naive boy that he is, he would try to persuade you of his point of you, and get you to cede power back to him. As time would pass, he would become more desperate. Desperate to the point of doing something very foolish even. 

If that wouldn’t work, then he would sullenly bide his time and gather strength in order to finally turn the tables back on you. He might think out a more complex punishment in order to stamp out any thoughts of rebellion that you would hold. 

Vengeance - What would they do in the face of competition? 

With fire and flame and blood. Here, he wouldn’t hesitate to get his sleeves dirty and would even find catharsis in the act of disposing of his enemies. Arson would be a favourite, since it would also remove evidence. Should the person survive, it would be likely that they wouldn’t remember anything due to the shock and the carbon monoxide. It would also give him plausible deniability in the face of your probing, should he want to keep his actions secret. Knifing somebody would also be a legitimate opinion in his eyes, though it would only be his preferred option if he’d seek to avoid collateral damage, or also if he would be in a foreign country. 

Another favourite of his would be framing the rival. Naturally, he would also use the opportunity to play detective and search for any skeletons in the closet that he could display. This would be a guilty pleasure of his and he might see it as a hobby - playing police officer as well as criminal. He might use whatever authority he has to confiscate and requisition items of his liking (to be petty or to be practical) and order searches. Perhaps he would even put the competitor under arrest for some real or trumped up charges. It would fill him with perverse glee to bring the hammer of justice done on those that have wronged him. It would also have the beneficial side effect of alienating you from his enemies and elevating him in your eyes. Hopefully.   

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Update schedule has been derailed. Should be on track again by Friday though. The 1p! Germany Character Sheet should out tomorrow by the latest.

Anonymous asked:

Can i req yandere sheet I for canada? Thx ❤️

Sure, the pleasure is mine.

Yandere Character Sheet I - 1p! Canada (Matthew Williams)

Trigger warnings: framing, emotional manipilation/abuse, murder, suicide, unusual punishments, stalking, breaking and entering, psycho terror, solitary confinment

Attributes - What sort of Yandere is he/she?

Matthew would be a surprisingly patient yandere. To him, it would largely be a game of watching and observing and sometimes adjusting circumstances to get a desired outcome. He would be magnanimous with all the time he would give you to adjust to the realities of your new relationship - your screaming would be dismissed with a light smile and most of your insults would be disregarded with quiet laughs. Due to him having weathered more extreme circumstances, your scorn wouldn’t make him buckle or relent in keeping you. It would take a lot for him to even consider raising a hand to you, and instead he would opt to outwait you. Someday, you would have to give in and stop fighting against his life. While he would yearn for that day to come, he wouldn’t rush you. The wish for your relationship to develop organically would still be there, even with the … twisted setting and conditions. 

Speaking of twisted, Canada would also be creepy. Of course, he would be very apt at hiding it if he’d want to, yet once he would have you stuck with him, he would see no need for concealment. Whereas before he would take great care not to let himself be noticed (most of the time) while stalking you, once he would have you in his custody, his true colours would seep through. Long and rigid staring contests, constantly being observed without comment and invasive questions would become the norm. He would do strange activities commonly, as would be taking you places or doing things to you without explanation. The ulterior motive behind all this would be to test the sincerity of your motivations, and to break you in. 

Building up on the aforementioned aspects, he would be very observant when it would come to you. As I’ve mentioned before, he would handle himself like a scientist doing field research. There would be a constant tracking and tracing and analysing your actions without explicitly interfering, and with explicitly interfering in order to document what reactions he can provoke from you. He would also strive to encounter sides of you that you’ve never shown anybody before and thus be the only one to ever truly know you. For that, he would put you in extraordinary circumstances and do his best to make sense of your behaviour. There would also be little that would escape with, except if there would be larger matters taking up the majority of his attention, so it would be difficult to plan a successful escape. 

Falling into the same category as his observant tendencies would be his obsessiveness. Before he would entrap you with him, he would often stare wistfully at a portrait or a photo of you, his eyes going over your every other feature until he could see you crystal clearly in his faintest dreams. Trying to use a disguise to escape him would therefore be futile since he would quickly see through it. Everything from the exact cadence of your voice to your gait to your body language would be memorised and you would have to be very thorough for you to have a chance to wriggle out of his grasp. 

In some ways, he would be surprisingly accommodating. While he would be obsessed with you and know all your likes and dislikes down to the ones you would be cognisant of yourself, your new world would be constructed according to his tastes. Sure, he would indulge you from time to time, as a treat. The matter here would be that he wouldn’t be obsessed with you as a whole, just with certain characteristics that would come in the right amounts. All else could be discarded, and would be - he would work on like a diamond cutter would on a jewel. Imperfections would be cut away and you would be polished to perfection. Not that you would have much say in the process mind you, nor would he explain what he would be doing with you.

Cornering - How would they get you?

Like a hunter cornering his prey before going for the kill. Of course he might try for a normal relationship, yet even there it wouldn’t be enough for him. Matthew would find himself tracking you when you wouldn’t be together, and his heart would ache with yearning if you would be out of reach. Worry would plague him if he wouldn’t know your whereabouts and he would often rifle through your things to quiet his mind. It would just become worse as time would pass, and if you’d spot the red flags and try to run away, he would tighten his grip. Should push really come to shove, then he would kidnap you and drive off into the sunset. That would be an outcome he would like to avoid before setting the proper groundwork, though. 

The groundwork in question being, cutting your social ties and making you more receptive to him. Progress in your relationship would be accompanied by you spending more time with him and all the less with your family and friends. Matthew would frown upon you with other people while you would be with him - he would even make you feel guilty for diverting your attention away from him and to your parents. Gult would be evoked with such gentle and heartfelt words and gestures that you would likely not reprimand you for it. Gradually, he would have you cut social bonds with third parties, either by making you be viewed in a bad light or by convincing you of the bad qualities of other people. To top that all off, he would move with you to some other place, and then kidnap you. People would be less worried about a newcomer in town disappearing than a local that has lived there for years, after all.

Expectations - What do they expect of you?

One expectation would be for you to be hardy, in a way. Delayed gratification is the best gratification after all, and he would derive no fun from running roughshod over you. Additionally, he wouldn’t grant you an easy life where you could kick your feet up and let him do all the work; you would have to pull your own weight to an extent. That would also be his plan of directing you towards mutual domestic bliss. It would also quiet him to know that you wouldn’t crumple like a tissue at the slightest push. And it would simultaneously disquiet him because it could mean that you wouldn’t dare be vulnerable around him and that he would have to pry you open like a clam. In turn though, he would be less condescending with you if you have such autarky than if you would be a princess that he would need to pamper and cater to. 

Such deductive skill would be good, especially since you wouldn’t have the liberty of him explaining all his actions to you, or even answering his questions. While he would fully intend to be mysterious and throw you off balance every now and then, he wouldn’t like it being too easy. At his core, he would always be a hunter and it is far more fun hunting after bears than after dodos. Intelligence would also have its own measure of charm in his estimates and in that vein, he would like siccing you on his opponents for your affection. Of course, he would frame it in a way that you would believe the cause you’re undertaking to be righteous. In ways, he would like to appeal to your intelligence, and use it against you at the same time. 

Some sweetness would be required, even if it would just be bittersweet. Despite all his weird behaviour, he would yearn for gestures of affection from you, to be able to lay his head in your lap, to kiss you and find comfort in your arms. If he would have to go through threats and tantrums and callousness to get there, then so be it. You may have a spine of steel or be callous or cold, yet he would outright demand you be sweet and tender to him in one way or the other. Showing this sweetness towards other people would also have the highest chance of making him jealous. Be it an animal - he would only allow you to have pets once you’re utterly devoted to him. Be wary though - being sweet to him once would lead to him guliting and manipulating you should you become angry or cold with him.  

What’s more, he would prefer for you to have hidden depths as well. It would make for a more interesting relationship. He could claim that he is good for you, and point to the new sides of you that he brought forth. Revealing new sides of yourself to you would also give him power over you and give you a stronger bond with him. It would add credibility to the claim that only he would truly know you and whole understand and “love” you.

Faded - Would they let go of you in any way?

Death would free you - he would be able to let you go because he would always have a piece of you with him. Therefore, faking your death would be a good option since he would be hesitant to believe any indications of you still being alive. That would reopen old wounds and that would be far too painful for him to bear. Thus, he would deny your continued existence until it would be staring at him right in the face and even then he would still need some convincing. 

The second option wouldn't really be letting you go, it wouldn't be clinging to you either - it would fall into a grey zone. What would happen, is that he would let you free in the case of crossing his own moral red lines, or if he would harm you in some unspeakable way. However, he would still keep an eye out for you and track your movements and doings. This would be his version of a long distance relationship. 

Punishment - How would they proceed if you do something they disapprove of?

He wouldn't see it as punishment, since you're not some subordinate or illegal element. Instead, Matthew would regard it as drawing lines in the sand. Kind as he would be with you, he really wouldn't let you steam roll over you. 

One mild form would be his passive aggressiveness. There would be sarcastic remarks and waspish japs. Should he do something at your behest, then he would heed the word but not the spirit. That, or he would twist your words into something horrible, may it be to depict you as a bad person or simply just to annoy you. Should you call him out on his behaviour, then he would laugh it off as an innocent misunderstanding. Perhaps he would even turn the tables on you and accuse you of jumping at shadows. Going further, there would even be times he would purposefully misunderstand you to set you off - depending on your misdemeanor, he would either stop after one “misunderstanding” or go so far that you would start pulling your own hair out. Depending on his mood, he could also be direct - he would verbally rip you to shreds. He would play on your fears and toy with your heart strings; his words would be peppered with insults, even curse words. And he wouldn’t back down if you would dig your heels in and talk back. No, he would only stop once you would beg for forgiveness. 

Another thing he would do to get you back in line, would be to lock you in a separate room. All forms of entertainment would be taken away from you, excluding a small King James’ Bible. The room would be small - a bed, a basin and a chamber pot. Food and something to drink would only come once a day and he wouldn’t talk or communicate with you in any form. When he would deem you having been punished enough, he would let you out again and pretend it had never happened. On a smaller note, for smaller transgressions, he would deprive you of your sources of comfort, be it a certain book, stuffed animal or snack. 

A punishment that you would have to be especially wary of would have to do with food. To be more precise - he would deliberately cook your meals in a way that would render them disgusting. Furthermore, he would force you to eat the food and would take care that you wouldn’t stick your fingers down your throat to vomit it all back up. Perhaps he would even just give you the sort of food items that you principally find disgusting for a whole week. Should you be especially cross, then he would take out the fish oil or the castor oil. Matthew would make you lick the spoon once he’d be done forcing it down your throat. 

Reaction - How would they react to you escaping?

It would straddle the line between disbelief and resignation. Deep down, he would know of the high likelihood of you trying to scram, yet there would still have been the hope that you would have already wholly accepted him. First, he would be paralysed and would need to sort his thoughts. Following that, would be anger - at you for being so insolent, and at himself for not taking adequate measures. It would also be this anger that would rouse him out of his stupor and make him spring into action. And what actions those would be. 

He would furiously track you down, subdue you and sling you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. Of course, if he would find you in public, he would do it in the guise of a police officer in civilian clothing, or even as a member of the military. If the affair would take longer, then he would really treat it like a hunt for big game, just that you would be the most dangerous and craftiest game out there. Maybe he would even subdue you with a tranquilizer dart to get the point across. That being said, he would always make sure that he would be the one to track you down and bring you home. Involving third parties in anything more than a minor capacity would just make matters more complicated. 

Once home, you would get a stern talking to and be sent to bed without supper, as long as you aren’t injured. Matthew would check for injuries and other signs of ill health and then ponder on how to best punish you. Aside from the things already mentioned, he can become quite creative. 

Turnabout - Scenario: You have the upper hand? What would be different from their usual MO? 

There actually wouldn’t be much of a difference, surprisingly. It might annoy him at moments, but that would be it. Naturally, he would be more discreet with the one or the other thing, or even kinder on the surface while he would attempt to chip away at your power base. The reason for this would be that he would really aim to back you dependant on you in one way or another. His ego wouldn’t suffer under changed power dynamics. It wouldn’t make much of a difference to him, as long as he is of importance to you.  

Vengeance - What would they do in the face of competition? 

Canada would do his best to make you turn on them, either by slander or by you outright reporting them for a crime or even investigating yourself. What better way to get rid of the competition than by making you reject them, than by making you destroy them? For that, he would go to great lengths to cast them in a bad light, might it range from leaking secrets to cyberbullying to framing them for felonies. There would be little chance of you running into another person’s arms if you distrust them, and it would help him in his crusade to make you view the rest of the world as evil. 

Twisting your view of reality wouldn’t be his only modus operandi of course - he might resort to breaking the other person down. Here, he would stalk them, but with hate in his heart instead of poisoned love. He would turn the other person’s life against them, haunt them, play psychological warfare even. Once the person would be tipped past the point of no return, he might offer them to move to another country, or suggest euthanasia if they were a big thorn in his side. Last but not least, he could opt for disposing of them himself, as much as he would loath getting his hands dirty. Either, he would let the person go “missing”, or he would decide to kill two birds with one stone and frame somebody else for the murder. 

Anonymous asked:

How can a human darling make yandere!America blush in private (in the bedroom)? What naughty things does she need to tell him? Also, what would his reaction be to her sending him spicy pics of herself when he’s away? Something to remind him of her, of course.

Grouping these asks together because they are all from the same person and head in the same direction.

I get that you like my characterisation of Aph America here, and that you want me to write him doing certain things. However, it doesn't fit with how I write the character, especially considering it is a yandere blog. He isn't cutesy here and neither is the relationship he has with the mc. While he isn't Joffrey levels of jackass, I still write him as a jackass.

All of the things would probably happen early in the relationship, before his more unsavoury sides would become apparent and before he would take your phone away and destroy it. Still, it wouldn't really be possible for you to make him blush, since on top of his shamelessness, he wouldn't really regard you as a person. You would just be an extension to him or a pet; you would be there to complete his life and thus all your dreams and whims and fears and worries would always be secondary to his.

Sending him spicy stuff could make him red, not due to shame however, it wouldn't be a blush. Instead, he would either get a sex flush or become angry. Finding him handsome or liking certain features of his would just be you stating the obvious to him and also giving him his dues. The same would go for photos you'd send.

In the very best case scenario, he would see this as you accepting your place in the world readily and fast and would attribute this behaviour to you just finding him that irresistable. Should you try to exit the relationship, then he would point to these actions to make you stay. More likely however, is that he would start thinking that you tend to send other people illicit photos and start imposing restictions on you. Alfred wouldn't be above slutshaming you here and might even go as far to show other people the photos you sent him in order to ruin you reputation.

This could very well become part of his psychological warfare against you to conquer and mould you to his liking.

As for the bedroom - he would be pretty vanilia about sexual intercourse itself. He would detest anything that would involve a lot of clean up or also aftercare. However, he would be into roleplaying and fucking you anywhere outside the bedroom. Control would mostly be in his hands and handing the reins over to you would only happen as part of a transaction or to get a point across. Or to imply that you are fully concenting to the relationship and all his actions.

Anonymous asked:

How would France and Germany react to falling in love with a adult micro nation who killed their previous country S.O.? like their previous S.O. collapsed due to their economy because they were trying to support the micro nation who acted as a parasite almost.

Frankly, I don't think there would be any falling in love. Instead, both of them would butcher the micro nation as revenge for killing the person they were yandere for. Before that could happen though, they would probably also use the micro nation as a reason to take absolute control of their darling's life and economy and liquidate the parasite. This would also be used to keep said absolute controll, since the object of their "love" has no self-preservation instinct and can't make rational choices.

Anonymous asked:

2p FACE family with a s/o that as a coping mechanism sleep between 15/20 hours? Thank you uu 💕

Quite an interesting one here.

Yandere 2p! FACE - Sleeping Beauty

Trigger warnings: implied non-con, drugs, emotional & physical abuse

2p! America would be befuddled and try to reverse the situation by giving you stimulants. To a certain extent, he would take your issues at face value and not see them as an attempt to circumvent his authority, in this case at least. There would be wheedling and mockery and him doing silly things like hiding your mattress and blankets and pillows in order to make you stay awake. And even doing ghastly things, like … taking advantage of you in your sleep to check if you would be faking it. Eventually, he would wholly accept it, yet he would dare fully shoulder responsibility for it. Allen would tell himself that you’re simply having a hard time adjusting to your new life and that this would simply be a fleeting phase. 

Anyways, he would determine that you would need a leg up, and would do so through various legal and illicit substances. This would be due to not wanting to involve a third party, no matter how oblivious the doctor or nurse would be. It would still be an admission of weaknesses to him and so it wouldn't fly. So he would start with light means like coffee and tea and if that wouldn’t work, slowly climb up the dubious ladder until he would get to speed. To him, this would have the additional benefit of making you dependent on him.

2p! Canada would take this easily at first. In his essence, James would be a patient man, much more than his 1p counterpart and thus he would try to outwait you at first. If that would work, then he would try to put you in situations where you would be forced to stay awake. Like taking on hour long treks in the wilderness or locking you out of your bed room or even out of the house. If that would fail, then it would be ice baths and saunas and throwing in a lake to make you swim. Or he'll have you forage and hunt for your own food, after the motto “he who does not work, shall not eat”. 

Expanding on that, he might have a heart-to-heart that would morph into an interrogation as he would try to talk you out of your depression. That might lead to him force feeding you antidepressants every day and dragging along on a leash everywhere he'd go. The latter would be to ensure you don't do anything stupid. 

2p! England would catch on to it all very fast, probably within the first week of oversleeping, and he would take immediate action. Oliver would see this as you trying to escape through dreams and would punish it just as harshly. There would be whips and castor oil and hard labour. If you want to sleep like the dead, you would have to earn it. Perhaps he would even go as far as to ration your sleep. 

If all that would fail, he would have to give you reasons not to sleep. Perhaps he would play around with your phobias - he might put your bed in a cramped space or put spiders on you in your sleep. Or he would put your life or those of your loved ones on the line should you resort to sleeping so long. It could range from telling you he would fill your room with carbon monoxide should you still be asleep after eight hours to putting you in life-or-death situations. 

2p! France would actually take the matter graciously. Depression would be chic in his house, and he would be happy to have a lot of uninterrupted time to stare at you. If he would be in a lighter mood, then he would arrange you around a bit and proceed to make drawings and paintings of you. Aside from that, he would adore treating you like a teddy bear or a pillow. 

However, there would be times where he would want more of your attention. You'd be woken up with cold water and a double espresso and he would resort to shaking you a lot. Chances are that he would use the opportunity to gaslight you or tear at emotional wounds to get you worked up. 

Anonymous asked:

Your headcannons are always absolutely on point,, I’m so glad I’ve found a yandere blog that actually portrays yanderes and doesn’t romanticize them. To me it’s more of a horror genre or at least thriller, and, when I say this I mean it in a really good way: I’ve felt genuinely creeped out by the characters in your writing in certain intense moments. It’s such a joy to read your stories, and I greatly admire the style of writing you have :)

Thank you, if the characters creep you out then I've achieved my goal.

And I understand your phlight, I have the problem with some asks in my inbox. It is kinda sad that there are many people yandere characters as ideal romantic partners. I mean, I get it to a degree - with a yandere, you know where you stand and they are devouted to you. The price of that, however, is your freedom and your life (in the sense of friends and family and job and being able to make your own choices).

And you wouldn't be seen as a person by the yandere. Either, they would see you as a possession that they need to control and tame. At best you could be regarded as a pet or a valuble assest that they need to appease to get certain reactions from. At worst, you would be regarded as an emotional punching bag.

Or, the yandere would be obsessed with you and therefore be unable to see you as a human being. They would take the saying of "Never meet your heroes" to heart of never really engaging with you on a personal level. They would love you like how somebody may love cherries or a certain TV show.

To make matters worse - you can't fix them, you can't punish them to the extent that they'll back off, and you can never get them to regard you as a person in your own right.

Anonymous asked:

What would yan!america’s reaction be to a mortal!reader that keeps on flustering him in private? She doesn’t fluster him in public out of respect for him. She just absolutely loves seeing his ears turn red.

To Alfred, it would matter if it would be public or private. He would take it as a sign that you're plotting against him and that your rebellion must be strangled in the craddle. Especially since it would be difficult to fluster him - you had have to speak of his wrong doings in such a manner, that he wouldn't shut you out and so that it wouldn't fly over his head. Or, you would have to tear down his image or tangle him to knots with a conversation. Humiliation in other forms would also fall into this category, yet that would be difficult in general considering how shameless and apt at talking himself out of corners he would be.

Regardless, flustering him would he seen as an act of treason and he treated as such. The repurcussions would be, depending on the degree of humiliation:

  • White torture in various forms
  • Humiliation to a greater extent that you inflicted on him
  • Revoking some of your hard earned priviledges
  • Immediatly spanking you

One of the anons requested Ferid Bathory and Crowley Eustford hcs. Hcs of the later will be posted at a later date

Yandere Ferid Bathory - Character Sheet I

Trigger warnings: kidnapping, objectification, extortion, threats, physical and emotional abuse, murder

Attributes - What sort of Yandere is he/she?

In all his actions, Ferid would be graceful, and that would include his pursuit of you. Even if he would struggle at any point in time, his body language and speech pattern wouldn’t betray any distress or frustration. Most of that would be casually brushed off, or remarked upon with sharp words. There would never be any swear words or name-calling from him, though he would still find ways to insult and demean you. He would go to length to fit the picture of rococo aristocracy, and therefore you would be subject to similar aesthetics. It would be all lace and frills and stays and elaborate hairdos. He would also subject you to etiquette lessons, if only to watch you squirm.

Speaking of squirming, he would also be sadistic to boot. Ferid would redrive great delight for making and watching you squirm. There would never be peace for long, for even if you would comply with his every demand, he would give you hell on a silver platter, because it would amuse him. He would live for your horror and your fear and your despair. As such, he would always be very careful not to fully break you. After all, broken toys are not any fun.

The meticulous care he would showcase towards you would sharply contrast with the pain he would delight in inflicting on you. While in most cases, he wouldn't bother to clean up after him, yet you would be the exception that would confirm the rule. He would also be very thorough and attentive. No matter what would happen, he wouldn't let you neglect yourself or self-harm. Any attempts to end your own life would be crushed quickly, because he wouldn't want you to start thinking of death as a means to escape him. No, when he would be springing one of his little games on you, then you would be pampered and catered to. Part of his spiel would be to induce Stockholm syndrome, or at least a trauma bond. Which would tie into the next topic:

Ferid would be extremely controlling. While he would listen to you, most of the time, he would seldom actually fulfil your wishes. He wouldn't ignore your words completely, since your demands would give hints to your state of mind. Additionally, he would make it a point to sometimes indulge you, in order to throw you off centre. The prerequisites would never be named, and he would make sure to hide or constantly change any patterns. That is, as long as he wouldn't want to induce a Pavlovian response. Nevertheless, you wouldn't have many freedoms in your life with him, since everything would run according to his tastes and schedule. From your entertainment and whereabouts to your clothing and meals, everything would happen according to him. The little control you'd have over your own life would usually amount to choosing your words and your willingness. 

To make matters worse, he would have a love of being whimsical. Of course, he would hold ambitions and have plans, yet everything not fully fleshed out or outside of that would be subjected to his Impulses. Once you're secured, you would fall under that category. Life wouldn't be consistent and you would be at the mercy of his moods and drive for amusement. 

Cornering - How would they get you?

With the carrot and the stick most likely. Or he would merely play the part of tempter, like the snake in the Garden of Eden. At first, you would have the illusion of free choice with the hope that that would be more likely to draw you to him. He would go to great lengths to present himself as the lesser evil, so that you would seek refuge in his arms and heed his every wish in fear of him leaving you alone to face the big bad world on your lonesome. Besides, you would be less inclined to resist his machinations if you were of the impression that they were all your own choices all along. 

Failing that, he would let his worst sides show and put the absolute monster out to sundry. You would be quaking in your boots at the mere mention of his name, so when he would corner or approach you, you would assume the worst. Instead, he would formulate his intentions in the form of an offer that would be too generous to dismiss. You wouldn’t be able to fathom your luck and agree without giving the matter deep thought - that would be to your detriment. 

Or could present his conditions as an ultimatum, that you would accept since the price of refusing would be too steep and you would have no means of fighting against him. It would be something like demanding your obedience in exchange for the lives of your friends or something else along that vein. Of course, he could fully play into the archetype of the devil and win you through trickery and skullduggery. Ferid would never much like the latter option.

Expectations - What do they expect of you?

Living with him would mean that he would expect you to occupy a … doll-like role in his life. You would come out or be brought out when he would want to play with you. However, he would loath for you to occupy his time when he wouldn’t desire your presence. While he would provide a servant or two to fulfil your needs, he wouldn’t want to bother you and wouldn’t really keep your needs in mind that much. On a large part, you wouldn’t be regarded as a person with agency and so your tastes and wishes would always be secondary, or even tertiary, to his. Like a doll, you would also have to be taken care of to be kept in pristine condition and dressed for the occasion. Like a doll, you would be forced to go along with his whims. And like a doll, he would be surprised if you would act against him. The latter wouldn’t be on the account of him believing everything that he says or thinks would be right, it would be more outrage about you acting against his interests or also you thinking that you are equals or that you’re above him. 

Another thing that he would expect from you, would be for you to have some pride. Where would the fun be in just being able to walk all over you? You should bite back, at least in the beginning. Having the task of taming you would be exceptionally entertaining. It would also mean that you have a backbone and an identity of your own. There would also be his quieter moments where he would loop you into a debate or a conversation with him, and you having your own view of the world would make everything a lot smoother. Besides, it would be a fire that he could stoke whenever it would get low, thus preventing you from breaking. 

You should also have the capability of reading between the lines. While direct communication would be an option, it would be more fun to wrap layers and layers of meaning in a few simple words. In such a manner, he could leave you guessing about his true intentions. Furthermore, he could then use you as a tool to his political ambitions, another chess piece that he could wield against his opponents. It would also be one of a handful of ways that he would bond with you. That way, you welfare would also hinge on him and you would have a vested interest in his continued existence. 

Additionally, you should be malleable to an extent. He would want to give his finish touches to you and then call you his masterpiece. He would be too lazy to start from scratch and to vain to not credit himself with something. It would also mean that it would be easier to acclimate you to your new living style and would mean that he would install values in you that you wouldn’t lose anytime soon.

Faded - Would they let go of you in any way?

As much as he would like to pretend otherwise, it would be more likely than you'd think. One of the cases where he would let you go, would be if you'd die. There would be no use chasing after the deceased, in his opinion. At least that is what he would tell himself all while his undead heart would scream for you. On a large part, he would exercise strict control over himself to prevent himself from drowning in grief or going so far as to chase after your ghost. Pining after you even after you would have passed on would be seen as weakness and Ferid would hate to be seen as weak. 

The other circumstance where he would relinquish you, would be if he'd grow bored of you. Of course, there would be a lot of poking and prodding before he would really give up on you. Some very … unorthodox methods would be used to “spice” your relationship up. You might be relegated to a mere blood bag, or he would go out of his way to kill you. A selfish and possessive man that he is, he would shudder at the thought of anybody else deriving enjoyment from you. To prevent that, he would end your life. 

Punishment - How would they proceed if you do something they disapprove of?

On this front, Ferid would be very brutal at times. Perhaps he would murder somebody in front of you to get you back in line. He would place full responsibility on you, say that you forced his hand, say that you could have as well thrust the knife into their heart, because he would just be the manifestation of the consequences of your actions. As such, he wouldn’t take credit to the creatures that he would kill in your name. Adding on to that, he would hold your loved ones hostage to make you behave. Step out of line and they would be harmed, trying something major and they would be injured, try to escape or work against him and somebody would die. 

Your misfortune would be that Ferid would be very creative with his punishments. If something wouldn’t warrant his immediate attention, then he wouldn’t breath a word about it or show any other outward sign of his true thoughts on the matter. He would let you think he either forgot or overlooked the transgression. But then, he would spring a punishment onto you out of nowhere, and often with no clear explanation as to why. The suspense and uncertainty would be part and parcel of the punishment according to him. He would want you to lay awake at night in fear of what he would do. The side effect this would have would be to lend him an appearance of omnipotence. 

One of his lesser and still favourite punishments would be to break you by talking. Bathory would have a way with words, and be capable of drowning you in a sea of words. Aside from that, he would gaslight, guilt trip, manipulate you. He would blackmail you and pluck at your heart strings, he would demean you and make you feel stupid. All of that would be done with relish and in ways that would showcase his experience. All the while, he would never raise his voice or resort to name calling. 

On a more severe note, he would have a love for physical punishment. He might as well stab or slash you with a sword, as a way to make you feel inferior and vulnerable. Maybe he would be sadistic enough to give you a dagger and depict it as a fair fight then. Or he would tie you up in an uncomfortable position and make you abide like that for a few days. To make matters worse, he would keep some mediaeval torture instruments - surely you would love to meet this iron maiden or the hair shirts.

Reaction - How would they react to you escaping?

Two options would come to mind here. The first one would be that of amusement. To him, the fact that you’d think that you can escape him would be utterly adorable. High chances are that he would know about part of your plans, and would have spotted a few opportune places where he could throw a spanner in the works. Depending on his mood and if he would have the desire to teach you a lesson or not, he might intervene or not. Not intervening would occur when he would want you to behold the foulness of the world and its inhabitants and therefore willing return to his tender mercies. Or he would ruin your plan in order to smash your hopes. Part of that would entail getting your hopes as high up as possible. Or, as a little psychological experiment, he would act oblivious to your intentions, and give you a chance to redeem yourself, or to be honest; just whatever he would prefer that particular day. 

The second option would be him falling into a quiet frenzy. On the condition that he would be alone and unobserved, then he would obliterate the room he would be in or his nearby surroundings, and then walk away as if nothing happened. He would act swiftly in the hopes of you not having gotten far and him being able to capture you swiftly. Doubtlessly he would then try to make it look like he foresaw every one of your moves and that this would just be another spiel of his. If that wouldn’t be the case and you would already be out of his reach, then he would be restless, and prowl around like a shark searching for the seal that escaped it. Every trail that would exist would be examined and followed. Should you be retrieved, then there would be hell to pay - he would make you regret even considering a life without him. 

Turnabout - Scenario: You have the upper hand? What would be different from their usual MO? 

Not well at all. You being the top dog in this little game between the two of you would defy the natural order of the world according to Ferid Bathory. There would be various attempts to knock you off your pedestal, ranging from underhand to overt, from craven to legalistic. If you would exert power over him for a long stretch of time, then he would become increasingly petty and desperate. This would be when he would be most dangerous, since he would cease caring out his own wellbeing in order to achieve the ends he would be obsessed with. 

Vengeance - What would they do in the face of competition? 

In small matters, he would be surprisingly flippant about it. And he would be just as flippant during the eradication of the competition. He would enjoy having an excuse to tear somebody apart and make you watch. Ferid would talk about the execution before, during and after it like a young man reminiscing about last Christmas. The colour scheme would definitely be appropriate, he would tell you. 

If it would be somebody that would have been more important to you or have come closer to taking you away than he would be comfortable with, then he would also take more time ending their life. He would pack out the old torture methods and take his time to de-rust his skills in those categories. Ferid would keep you in a room close by, so that you could hear the screams. 

The worst would happen to those that he wouldn’t be able to move against immediately, be it due to the mentioned third party being more powerful than him, being essential to one of his plans or untouchable in another fashion. The vampire would seeth and plot and thirst for blood in more ways than one. Here.he would be liable to acting rashly, because he might as well let his hunger get the better of him. The offender would have to be knocked off their high horse and thoroughly humiliated. Then, he would keep them alive to gloat and parade you in front of them, to illustrate how much they’ve lost. If he could kill two birds with one stone then he’ll readily jump at the opportunity.  

Update Schedule - April 2025

Yandere Character Sheet I - Ferid Bathory (02.04.2025)

Yandere 2p! FACE - Sleeping Beauty (06.04.2025)

Yandere Character Sheet I - 1p! Canada (Matthew Williams) (09.04.2025)

Yandere Character Sheet I - 1p! Germany (Ludwig Beilschmidt) (13.04.2025)

Yandere Cardverse! Germany - HCs (18.04.2025)

Yandere Hetalia - Switch (20.04.2025)

Yandere Hetalia (England, Germany) - Spoils of War (21.04.2025)

Yandere Black Butler (Hannah, Lady Red) - The Pain of Beauty (23.04.2025)

Yandere America - Slight of Hand (24.04.2025)

Yandere America - Naughty Little Girl (26.04.2025)

Yandere Hetalia (1p & 2p America, 1p & 2p England) - Burn the House Down (28.04.2025)

Yandere Yelena - A Play at Romeo and Julia (29.04.2025)

Anonymous asked:

Also what you said about anarchism is so straight facts,, it feels very performative. No real change is ever really done, it's almost like a half baked ideology, being anti establishment won't change anything and too much individualism means that there can be no community, which means the people will not be able to have enough power to bring about change...

Thanks, can also only concur to stuff you mentioned. It is also that the whole rebel without a cause thing is so hollow because it has no purpose. The means are treated like an end, and so, there can never really be an end of rebellion on violence for such people. It also stinks of people that want to have change, yet are too lazy to do anything meaningful themselves.

Case to point, put such an anarchist in a job where they can really implent the changes they want, and they will continue down the beaten path. That is also what happened to all those flower power kids from the 70s. I'll stop here before this derails into a long post. Since this is ideology and not politics, I'm willing to ramble about this

Anonymous asked:

Counterargument: america/england is even more toxic as they have a weird relationship and power dynamics (I created you/somewhat father-son or brotherly) and despise one another for their behaviour (like looking into a mirror.). Alfred would want to think of himself as and independent and free man when all he's really done is step into England's shoes; taking over his empire. And england would both love and hate him as he still craves the power but he also loves Alfred in the way one would love an extension/reflection of oneself

I was talking more about romantic relationships with the Russia/England thing, though I agree with the toxicity of the America/England father-son relationship. That is also why I loath it when the fandom depicts them as having a cutsey famial relationship, or that one of them regrets their actions. Also fully onboard with Titanomachy vibes of that relationship.

Nevertheless, I still postulate that a Russia/England romance would be more toxic than the America/England father-son bond. Atm, I'm reading up on 19th/20th century history, and I'm kind of shocked with how much England and Russia hated each other.

England thought the conflict for Central Asia was a "Great Game" that they had to win while for Russia it was just a minor annoyance. Then, there was also the fact that Russia supported the South Africans during the Boer War because they were fighting against the "lemongrass growers". Then there was the Allied intervention in Russia's civil war after the October revolution, and the suspition both parties have and had of each other from that point on.

So much so that Russia considered England a bigger problem than America in the immediate aftermath after the Second World War. There was also the matter that England funded a lot of anti-Soviet groups during the war, like the Polish Home Front and the such.

Yandere Levi - Dregs and Driftwood

Chapter I - The Island

Word count: ~ 2k Synopsis: You wake up, to find yourself alone on an island. There is nobody else in sight. Trigger warnings: pure despair Author note: I've finally pulled myself up to continue writing "Dregs and Driftwood". One small first chapter to get the plot kickstarted

It took a long time for you to fully fade into consciousness. Perhaps it was because your mind was completely hazy, as if you had drowned yourself in alcohol or some other narcotic substance the night prior or due to being hit over the head. Your whole body ached, and therefore you automatically flexed one party of muscles after the other, checking for broken bones, starting by the toes.

Your feet were fine, just wet and cold. Your shoes felt disgusting on your feet, and you dimly noted that it would be a pain to take them off. Despite how numb and exhausted you were, you could still feel waves lapping at your sore legs 

A sharp bolt of pain shot up your spine when you clenched your calf muscles. They were bruised beyond belief. From what you could tell, the right leg hurt more than the left one. Something had slammed into it while you had been scrambling to safety. Your mind drifted between half formed thoughts and fuzzy images. 

There had been a lot of yelling and the cracking of wood had been downright sinister, that you could remember just fine. Your heart had hammered away in your rib cage like a woodpecker hammering at a tree trunk. Sweat, trembling hands had fluttered around. At the time, you hadn't known what to do with them, because your mind had been numb. After all, it wasn't everyday that you experienced a ship…

You shot up into a sitting position, the sudden movement making pain lance up and down your body, a lot of it also radiating from your chest. Agony and shock made you cry out. The end of it came gurgling, as your voice broke off. Panic clawed up your chest, making each breath painful. Or was breathing painful due to bruised ribs. You didn't know. All you knew was that you were lying on the beach of a godforsaken island, with sand in your hair and clothes and the cloth of your garments sticking to your body like a second skin.

Quickly, you screwed your eyes shut. Anything but having to stare at the gunmetal sea and the molten-grey sky. However, with your eyes closed, the memories came back - wood splintering as the ship broke intwine, the crush of bones and the sickening squelch of blood being splatter as falling furniture crushed your peers.

You choked back a sob - a great many of them were now dead. How could it have come otherwise when the ship had shattered? Your soul felt shattered and you nearly wanted to lie back down on the sand and feel your life ebb away. Because, how were you supposed to survive? When would you ever get off this island? 

Enough catastrophizing! You had to make sure you didn't die due to a lack of trying. Besides, it wasn't like you knew nothing or were surely alone. You knew what you could eat and couldn't eat due your background in the sciences. There could be other people stranded here with you!

Taking deep breaths, you resumed your own physical assessment, flexing your muscles and twisting your joints and shifting your appendages. After a few minutes of this, you did a quick rundown of your findings.

Surprisingly, you had come out of the whole calamity without any major injuries. The cynical part of you pointed out that if you had sustained any wounds that would have caused you to bleed, then you would probably be missing a limb due to a curious shark. A few of your ligaments were strained and your ribs were bruised, but nothing that required urgent medical attention. Now, just to get going.

Getting up was a whole ordeal on its own, with all the parts of your body that ached. Not to mention your waterlogged and sand filled clothing were highly uncomfortable. Still you dragged on, no matter how much your muscles screamed in protest, no matter that you had to keep your breathing shallow.

Forcing your feet to move over the sandy beach would have been tedious as it was, but the fatigue in your bones and your rattled body nearly caused you to face-plant a few times. When you finally reached the line where the beach met the forest and the sand gave way to clumpy soil, you stopped and gingerly sat down.

Even those few metres had completely robbed you of your breath and you were panting. Drained as you were, you forlornly gazed at your surroundings. To the left, a few more islands peeked over the waves. They continued in a chain, an archipelago until they disappeared under the horizon. No continent in sight, and worse, no ships on the horizon. 

Despair clawed its way up your chest and you found yourself having to force every breath as your throat tightened. You resisted the urge to curl up in a ball and just wait for death to come nocking. It just wouldn't do to simply give up. 

You clenched the damp fabric of your coat and closed your eyes. Slowly, you counted backwards from hundred, clenching and unclenching your hands in time with your counts. Once finished your mind was clear and you no longer were on the verge of dissolving into shouts and tears, still you kept your eyes closed as you ran over your current circumstances.

You were marooned on an uninhabited island, far away from any of the main continents and cities. Ships wouldn't be passing by anytime soon. It was the beginning of the wet season in these northern seas, storm season, and any sane captain wouldn't dare sail these waters at this time of year. The captain of the ship you had been on had been hesitant to take the route as it was.

No major injuries, but severe bruising and you still had the clothes you had been wearing when last conscious. While you didn't have any supplies, you did have some fundamental knowledge on which creatures and plants were edible and which were lethal. That was crucial to your survival; but not really enough.

Despite your practical knowledge that allow you to cling on, you still had large gaps. You didn't know how to light a fire without flint or how to fashion weapons that would let you catch fish. You were all alone on a lonely island - you often heard what extended solitude did to the distressed and unprepared mind and it wasn't pretty.

Drawing your legs up, you hugged them and soaked in the meagre comfort such a gesture offered. Either death or madness, what fun prospects. There was only a tiny flicker of hope and that was if there were other people stranded on this forsaken speck of land. But would it really do, just to sit here and wait for death? You weren't the sort to simply give in to fatalism. As of now, you were still alive and had a chance of surviving, no matter how small it was.

There were so many things you wanted to do and experience. Having just finished your studies and been assistent of a renowned professor in the natural sciences, you still had all doors open. You wanted to explore new lands, meet foreign people, pioneer in your field of interest. How could you possibly do that as a sun bleached skeleton on a lonely beach? Actions have consequences that you have to live with, and aren't just prepared to become your own undoing. 

Slowly you stood up, your spirit a bit lighter. Each movement causes your body to protest and ache, and breathing too deeply was painful. Nevertheless, you set off to the forest.

The sort of vegetation in any given land gradually changes as terrain and general weather alter. Abrupt changes in the species present owe largely due to strange anomalies or environmental isolation. As such, you weren't surprised when you found little red berries in the undergrowth. Painfully sweet and only poisonous in large doses.

You had to halt yourself from gorging on them, hungry as you were. Still it was enough to momentarily calm your stomach. Without a doubt, you would be able to find a lot more edible plants. Even if you don't find fruit and blossoms that are alright to consume, there are still herbs, grass even, if push comes to shove. 

Wandering through the spacious and lowgrown fringe of the forest, your clothes had dried and thus you started to feel warmer. That doesn't stop the fabric from from feeling unbearably itchy, due to a combination of crusted salt and sand on your skin. You do your best to ignore since, since you still feel raw emotionally from your nervous break down and stopping to clean yourself would result in you having to poke at still tender wounds. 

That said, it would be good to find a clean water source, or even just semi clean for the sake of bathing. Finding clean water is something that sends your mind buzzing as you juggle with possible sources. You didn't know when you last had something to drink, it could be days for all you. Having been adrift at sea, you had probably swallowed copious amounts of sea water, the one thing that would lead to you dehydrating even faster than normal. 

It is probably what had happened to you, considering how parched you felt. Your throat hurt from the dryness and the lack of fluid made your mind feel hazy. Swallowing the little berries had only brought you temporary relief, and afterwards left you more thirsty than before. 

The trees grew lighter and you began walking along that seam where the sand of the beach met the beginning of the forest. That was also when you saw it - a row boat tugged up onto dry land, far enough from the sea that even the high tide couldn't snitch it away later. The mere sight made your heart beat faster in excitement. Even if there weren't any people around, it still meant blankets, drink and some meagre rations. 

Rushing forward, you didn't even bother to check your surroundings as your feet churned up the sand, not even as the grains worked their way under your clothing. The boat and the things it promised, like blankets and alcohol. When you slammed clumsily into the prow, the pain caused from the wood digging into your gut barely registered. Clammy fingers scratched at the small doors to the compartment; it is only by the second try that you manage to wrench the wood open and that only with considerable effort. 

Haphazardly you tore a blanket out and pry it apart. The cloth was slightly damp yet it is far better than your grimy and salt crusted clothes. You were just about to reach in again to search for food when you were abruptly seized by the scruff of your neck and thrown back.

The air was knocked out of your lungs as you were tossed to the ground. The lack of oxygen and the pain paralysed you. And yet, in between your unclear thoughts, you recognised the man standing above you. Grey eyes, a sour expression and jet black hair - it was Levi Ackermann.

Just why did it have to be him? He was the last person you wanted to see!

Anonymous asked:

I know you have the American x Communist reader story but what about America x anarchist reader. Reader is fully anti- establishment, is evolved in riots and protests and wants to see the end of capitalism.

Truth be told, there are two options here.

Either, it goes along the same route as with the Communist!Reader. Since they would both be about to destroy the system he would cherish, he wouldn't really differentiate between the two. However, this would only happen if you would be a legitimate threat.

Otherwise, he wouldn't really treat you even differently than usual. Alfred would even like your anti-establishment attitude, since he would hold some of the same values. He would fan your hyperinduvidualism, since it would make you less socialble and less likely to make meaningful connections. Participation in riots and protests wouldn't matter much to him, since protests aren't meaningful action in and on themselves. After all, many of your peers will protest today and then operate the same system and perpetuate the same values they once despised tomorrow.

Further on in the relationship, social interaction with other people would be kept to a miniumum and so you wouldn't participate in protests/riots anyway. That problem would solve its self. Alfred would also be inclined to show you how on board he would be with your anarchism by doing what he wants with you and completely disrespecting your boundaries if they stand in the way of his desire.

After all, anarchism strives for the fullest measure of freedom and self-determination. Alfred would really like that, only for himself that is.

Anonymous asked:

hi! Feel free to ignore this ask if it’s not up your alley but I would love to know do you have separate thoughts on how the characters would be in a normal relationship/if they weren’t a yandere and, if so, do you think their yandere traits are just their regular habits x100 or are they completely different? Like do you think a yandere is the most extreme version of the character they can be or are they just a completely different person at that point and there isn’t much overlap.

Well, I don't really give much thought on the normal relationship aspects of the characters, since when I write it is either yandere or with no romantic relationships at all. Of the top of my head, I would say that they are more considerate and comprimising?

As for the yandere nature - with some characters, it is just their worst traits magnified. However, with most of the characters I write, it is neither an exaggeration or showing a completely different person. It is either how the person would act if they would lose control over their shadow side and show unfamiliar sides of themselves. Or the obsession/possession would trigger a moral crisis, and the yandere expression would this crisis taking a turn for the worse.

There would be no positive outcome to the crisis, just a negative one where they would disregard their own morals, or reform their morals to fit their new reality.

Got the most cursed idea. Non yandere hetalia x reader for a change. So the following, the most unhealthy relationship in hetalia wouldn't be England/France, Austria/Prussia or even America/Russia. It would Russia/England.

Both of them would be weary of each other and paranoid of the other. There would be barbed insults and mistrust and opposing aims. They would both regard one another as a blight on the face of the earth. What could bring them together would be the idea of "I can fix him" and thus would begin a series of unfortunate events.

Ivan and Arthur would both try their utmost best to bend the other to their wishes, to "fix" the other to suit their liking. There would be frustration and anger and saddness. It would be a Gordian note of lies and intrigue and paranoia and pride. And there would be no way it would end well

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